Swami Vivekanand

PREFACE
Swami Vivekananda's inspiring personality was well known both in India and in
America during the last decade of the nineteenth century and the first decade of
the twentieth. The unknown monk of India suddenly leapt into fame at the
Parliament of Religions held in Chicago in 1893, at which he represented
Hinduism. His vast knowledge of Eastern and Western culture as well as his
deep spiritual insight, fervid eloquence, brilliant conversation, broad human
sympathy, colourful personality, and handsome figure made an irresistible
appeal to the many types of Americans who came in contact with him. People
who saw or heard Vivekananda even once still cherish his memory after a lapse
of more than half a century.
In America Vivekananda's mission was the interpretation of India's spiritual
culture, especially in its Vedantic setting. He also tried to enrich the religious
consciousness of the Americans through the rational and humanistic teachings
of the Vedanta philosophy. In America he became India's spiritual ambassador
and pleaded eloquently for better understanding between India and the New
World in order to create a healthy synthesis of East and West, of religion and
science.
In his own motherland Vivekananda is regarded as the patriot saint of modern
India and an inspirer of her dormant national consciousness. To the Hindus he
preached the ideal of a strength-giving and man-making religion. Service to man
as the visible manifestation of the Godhead was the special form of worship he
advocated for the Indians, devoted as they were to the rituals and myths of their
ancient faith. Many political leaders of India have publicly acknowledged their
indebtedness to Swami Vivekananda.
The Swami's mission was both national and international. A lover of mankind,
he strove to promote peace and human brotherhood on the spiritual foundation
of the Vedantic Oneness of existence. A mystic of the highest order, Vivekananda
had a direct and intuitive experience of Reality. He derived his ideas from that
unfailing source of wisdom and often presented them in the soul-stirring
language of poetry.
The natural tendency of Vivekananda's mind, like that of his Master,
Ramakrishna, was to soar above the world and forget itself in contemplation of
the Absolute. But another part of his personality bled at the sight of human
suffering in East and West alike. It might appear that his mind seldom found a
point of rest in its oscillation between contemplation of God and service to man.
Be that as it may, he chose, in obedience to a higher call, service to man as his
mission on earth; and this choice has endeared him to people in the West,
Americans in particular.
In the course of a short life of thirty-nine years (1863-1902), of which only ten
were devoted to public activities — and those, too, in the midst of acute physical
suffering — he left for posterity his four classics: Jnana-Yoga, Bhakti-Yoga,
Karma-Yoga, and Raja-Yoga, all of which are outstanding treatises on Hindu
philosophy. In addition, he delivered innumerable lectures, wrote inspired
letters in his own hand to his many friends and disciples, composed numerous
poems, and acted as spiritual guide to the many seekers who came to him for
instruction. He also organized the Ramakrishna Order of monks, which is the
most outstanding religious organization of modern India. It is devoted to the
propagation of the Hindu spiritual culture not only in the Swami's native land,
but also in America and in other parts of the world.
Swami Vivekananda once spoke of himself as a 'condensed India.' His life and
teachings are of inestimable value to the West for an understanding of the mind
of Asia. William James, the Harvard philosopher, called the Swami the 'paragon
of Vedantists.' Max Müller and Paul Deussen, the famous Orientalists of the
nineteenth century, held him in genuine respect and affection. 'His words,'
writes Romain Rolland, 'are great music, phrases in the style of Beethoven,
stirring rhythms like the march of Handel choruses. I cannot touch these
sayings of his, scattered as they are through the pages of books, at thirty years'
distance, without receiving a thrill through my body like an electric shock. And
what shocks, what transports, must have been produced when in burning words
they issued from the lips of the hero!'
EARLY YEARS
Swami Vivekananda, the great soul loved and revered in East and West alike as
the rejuvenator of Hinduism in India and the preacher of its eternal truths
abroad, was born at 6:33, a few minutes before sunrise, on Monday, January 12,
1863. It was the day of the great Hindu festival Makarasamkranti, when special
worship is offered to the Ganga by millions of devotees. Thus the future
Vivekananda first drew breath when the air above the sacred river not far from
the house was reverberating with the prayers, worship, and religious music of
thousands of Hindu men and women.
Before Vivekananda was born, his mother, like many other pious Hindu
mothers, had observed religious vows, fasted, and prayed so that she might be
blessed with a son who would do honour to the family. She requested a relative
who was living in Varanasi to offer special worship to the Vireswara Siva of that
holy place and seek His blessings; for Siva, the great god of renunciation,
dominated her thought. One night she dreamt that this supreme Deity aroused
Himself from His meditation and agreed to be born as her son. When she woke
she was filled with joy.
The mother, Bhuvaneswari Devi, accepted the child as a boon from Vireswara
Siva and named him Vireswara. The family, however, gave him the name of
Narendranath Datta, calling him, for short, Narendra, or more endearingly,
Naren.
The Datta family of Calcutta, into which Narendranath had been born, was well
known for its affluence, philanthropy, scholarship, and independent spirit. The
grand father, Durgacharan, after the birth of his first son, had renounced the
world in search of God. The father, Viswanath, an attorney-at-law of the High
Court of Calcutta, was versed in English and Persian literature and often
entertained himself and his friends by reciting from the Bible and the poetry of
Hafiz, both of which, he believed, contained truths unmatched by human
thinking elsewhere. He was particularly attracted to the Islamic culture, with
which he was familiar because of his close contact with the educated Moslems of
North-western India. Moreover, he derived a large income from his law practice
and, unlike his father, thoroughly enjoyed the worldly life. An expert in cookery,
he prepared rare dishes and liked to share them with his friends. Travel was
another of his hobbies. Though agnostic in religion and a mocker of social
conventions, he possessed a large heart and often went out of his way to support
idle relatives, some of whom were given to drunkenness. Once, when Narendra
protested against his lack of judgement, his father said: 'How can you
understand the great misery of human life? When you realize the depths of
men's suffering, you will sympathize with these unfortunate creatures who try to
forget their sorrows, even though only for a short while, in the oblivion created
by intoxicants.' Naren's father, however, kept a sharp eye on his children and
would not tolerate the slightest deviation from good manners.
Bhuvaneswari Devi, the mother, was cast in a different mould. Regal in
appearance and gracious in conduct, she belonged to the old tradition of Hindu
womanhood. As mistress of a large household, she devoted her spare time to
sewing and singing, being particularly fond of the great Indian epics, the
Ramayana and the Mahabharata, large portions of which she had memorized.
She became the special refuge of the poor, and commanded universal respect
because of her calm resignation to God, her inner tranquillity, and her dignified
detachment in the midst of her many arduous duties. Two sons were born to her
besides Narendranath, and four daughters, two of whom died at an early age.
Narendra grew up to be a sweet, sunny-tempered, but very restless boy. Two
nurses were necessary to keep his exuberant energy under control, and he was a
great tease to his sisters. In order to quiet him, the mother often put his head
under the cold-water tap, repeating Siva's name, which always produced the
desired effect. Naren felt a child's love for birds and animals, and this
characteristic reappeared during the last days of his life. Among his boyhood
pets were a family cow, a monkey, a goat, a peacock, and several pigeons and
guinea-pigs. The coachman of the family, with his turban, whip, and brightcoloured
livery, was his boyhood ideal of a magnificent person, and he often
expressed the ambition to be like him when he grew up.
Narendra bore a striking resemblance to the grand-father who had renounced
the world to lead a monastic life, and many thought that the latter had been
reborn in him. The youngster developed a special fancy for wandering monks,
whose very sight would greatly excite him. One day when such a monk appeared
at the door and asked for alms, Narendra gave him his only possession, the tiny
piece of new cloth that was wrapped round his waist. Thereafter, whenever a
monk was seen in the neighbourhood, Narendra would be locked in a room. But
even then he would throw out of the window whatever he found near at hand as
an offering to the holy man. In the meantime, he was receiving his early
education from his mother, who taught him the Bengali alphabet and his first
English words, as well as stories from the Ramayana and the Mahabharata.
During his childhood Narendra, like many other Hindu children of his age,
developed a love for the Hindu deities, of whom he had learnt from his mother.
Particularly attracted by the heroic story of Rama and his faithful consort Sita,
he procured their images, bedecked them with flowers, and worshipped them in
his boyish fashion. But disillusionment came when he heard someone denounce
marriage vehemently as a terrible bondage. When he had thought this over he
discarded Rama and Sita as unworthy of worship. In their place he installed the
image of Siva, the god of renunciation, who was the ideal of the yogis.
Nevertheless he retained a fondness for the Ramayana.
At this time he daily experienced a strange vision when he was about to fall
asleep. Closing his eyes, he would see between his eyebrows a ball of light of
changing colours, which would slowly expand and at last burst, bathing his
whole body in a white radiance. Watching this light he would gradually fall
asleep. Since it was a daily occurrence, he regarded the phenomenon as common
to all people, and was surprised when a friend denied ever having seen such a
thing. Years later, however, Narendra's spiritual teacher, Sri Ramakrishna, said
to him, 'Naren, my boy, do you see a light when you go to sleep?' Ramakrishna
knew that such a vision indicated a great spiritual past and an inborn habit of
meditation. The vision of light remained with Narendra until the end of his life,
though later it lost its regularity and intensity.
While still a child Narendra practised meditation with a friend before the image
of Siva. He had heard that the holy men of ancient India would become so
absorbed in contemplation of God that their hair would grow and gradually enter
into the earth, like the roots of the banyan tree. While meditating, therefore, he
would open his eyes, now and then, to see if his own hair had entered into the
earth. Even so, during meditation, he often became unconscious of the world. On
one occasion he saw in a vision a luminous person of serene countenance who
was carrying the staff and water-bowl of a monk. The apparition was about to
say something when Naren became frightened and left the room. He thought
later that perhaps this had been a vision of Buddha.
At the age of six he was sent to a primary school. One day, however, he repeated
at home some of the vulgar words that he had learnt from his classmates,
whereupon his disgusted parents took him out of the school and appointed a
private tutor, who conducted classes for him and some other children of the
neighbourhood in the worship hall of the house. Naren soon showed a precocious
mind and developed a keen memory. Very easily he learnt by heart the whole of
a Sanskrit grammar and long passages from the Ramayana and the
Mahabharata. Some of the friendships he made at this age lasted his whole
lifetime. At school he was the undisputed leader. When playing his favourite
game of 'King and the Court,' he would assume the role of the monarch and
assign to his friends the parts of the ministers, commander-in-chief, and other
state officials. He was marked from birth to be a leader of men, as his name
Narendra (lord of men) signified.
Even at that early age he questioned why one human being should be considered
superior to another. In his father's office separate tobacco pipes were provided
for clients belonging to the different castes, as orthodox Hindu custom required,
and the pipe from which the Moslems smoked was set quite apart. Narendra
once smoked tobacco from all the pipes, including the one marked for the
Moslems, and when reprimanded, remarked, 'I cannot see what difference it
makes.'
During these early years, Narendra's future personality was influenced by his
gifted father and his saintly mother, both of whom kept a chastening eye upon
him. The father had his own manner of discipline. For example, when, in the
course of an argument with his mother, the impetuous boy once uttered a few
rude words and the report came to the father, Viswanath did not directly scold
his son, but wrote with charcoal on the door of his room: 'Narendra today said to
his mother — ' and added the words that had been used. He wanted Narendra's
friends to know how rudely he had treated his mother.
Another time Narendra bluntly asked his father, 'What have you done for me?'
Instead of being annoyed, Viswanath said, 'Go and look at yourself in the mirror,
and then you will know.'
Still another day, Narendra said to his father, 'How shall I conduct myself in the
world?'
'Never show surprise at anything,' his father replied.
This priceless advice enabled Narendranath, in his future chequered life, to
preserve his serenity of mind whether dwelling with princes in their palaces or
sharing the straw huts of beggars.
The mother, Bhuvaneswari, played her part in bringing out Narendranath's
innate virtues. When he told her, one day, of having been unjustly treated in
school, she said to him, in consolation: 'My child, what does it matter, if you are
in the right? Always follow the truth without caring about the result. Very often
you may have to suffer injustice or unpleasant consequences for holding to the
truth; but you must not, under any circumstances, abandon it.' Many years later
Narendranath proudly said to an audience, 'I am indebted to my mother for
whatever knowledge I have acquired.'
One day, when he was fighting with his play-fellows, Narendra accidentally fell
from the porch and struck his forehead against a stone. The wound bled
profusely and left a permanent scar over his right eye. Years later, when
Ramakrishna heard of this accident, he remarked: 'In a way it was a good thing.
If he had not thus lost some of his blood, he would have created havoc in the
world with his excessive energy.'
In 1871, at the age of eight, Narendra entered high school. His exceptional
intelligence was soon recognized by his teachers and classmates. Though at first
reluctant to study English because of its foreign origin, he soon took it up with
avidity. But the curriculum consumed very little of his time. He used most of his
inexhaustible energy in outside activities. Games of various kinds, many of
which he invented or improvised kept him occupied. He made an imitation gasworks
and a factory for aerating water, these two novelties having just been
introduced in Calcutta. He organized an amateur theatrical company and a
gymnasium, and took lessons in fencing, wrestling, rowing, and other manly
sports. He also tried his hand at the art of cooking. Intensely restless, he would
soon tire of one pastime and seek a new one. With his friends he visited the
museum and the zoological garden. He arbitrated the disputes of his play-fellows
and was a favourite with the people of the neighbourhood. Everybody admired
his courage, straight-forwardness, and simplicity.
From an early age this remarkable youth had no patience with fear or
superstition. One of his boyish pranks had been to climb a flowering tree
belonging to a neighbour, pluck the flowers, and do other mischief. The owner of
the tree, finding his remonstrances unheeded, once solemnly told Naren's friends
that the tree was guarded by a white-robed ghost who would certainly wring
their necks if they disturbed his peace. The boys were frightened and kept away.
But Narendra persuaded them to follow him back, and he climbed the tree,
enjoying his usual measure of fun, and broke some branches by way of further
mischief. Turning to his friends, he then said: 'What asses you all are! See, my
neck is still there. The old man's story is simply not true. Don't believe what
others say unless you your-selves know it to be true.'
These simple but bold words were an indication of his future message to the
world. Addressing large audiences in the later years, he would often say: 'Do not
believe in a thing because you have read about it in a book. Do not believe in a
thing because another man has said it was true. Do not believe in words because
they are hallowed by tradition. Find out the truth for yourself. Reason it out.
That is realization.'
The following incident illustrates his courage and presence of mind. He one day
wished to set up a heavy trapeze in the gymnasium, and so asked the help of
some people who were there. Among them was an English sailor. The trapeze
fell and knocked the sailor unconscious, and the crowd, thinking him dead, ran
away for fear of the police. But Naren tore a piece from his cloth, bandaged the
sailor's wound, washed his face with water, and gradually revived him. Then he
moved the wounded man to a neighbouring schoolhouse where he nursed him for
a week. When the sailor had recovered, Naren sent him away with a little purse
collected from his friends.
All through this period of boyish play Narendra retained his admiration for the
life of the wandering monk. Pointing to a certain line on the palm of his hand, he
would say to his friends: 'I shall certainly become a sannyasin. A palmist has
predicted it.'
As Narendra grew into adolescence, his temperament showed a marked change.
He became keen about intellectual matters, read serious books on history and
literature, devoured newspapers, and attended public meetings. Music was his
favourite pastime. He insisted that it should express a lofty idea and arouse the
feelings of the musician.
At the age of fifteen he experienced his first spiritual ecstasy. The family was
journeying to Raipur in the Central Provinces, and part of the trip had to be
made in a bullock cart. On that particular day the air was crisp and clear; the
trees and creepers were covered with green leaves and many-coloured blossoms;
birds of brilliant plumage warbled in the woods. The cart was moving along a
narrow pass where the lofty peaks rising on the two sides almost touched each
other. Narendra's eyes spied a large bee-hive in the cleft of a giant cliff, and
suddenly his mind was filled with awe and reverence for the Divine Providence.
He lost outer consciousness and lay thus in the cart for a long time. Even after
returning to the sense-perceived world he radiated joy.
Another interesting mental phenomenon may be mentioned here; for it was one
often experienced by Narendranath. From boyhood, on first beholding certain
people or places, he would feel that he had known them before; but how long
before he could never remember. One day he and some of his companions were in
a room in a friend's house, where they were discussing various topics. Something
was mentioned, and Narendra felt at once that he had on a previous occasion
talked about the same subject with the selfsame friends in that very house. He
even correctly described every nook and corner of the building, which he had not
seen before. He tried at first to explain this singular phenomenon by the doctrine
of reincarnation, thinking that perhaps he had lived in that house in a previous
life. But he dismissed the idea as improbable. Later he concluded that before his
birth he must have had previsions of the people, places, and events that he was
to experience in his present incarnation; that was why, he thought, he could
recognize them as soon as they presented themselves to him.
At Raipur Narendra was encouraged by his father to meet notable scholars and
discuss with them various intellectual topics usually considered too abstruse for
boys of his age. On such occasions he exhibited great mental power. From his
father, Narendra had learnt the art of grasping the essentials of things, seeing
truth from the widest and most comprehensive standpoints, and holding to the
real issue under discussion.
In 1879 the family returned to Calcutta, and Narendra within a short time
graduated from high school in the first division. In the meantime he had read a
great many standard books of English and Bengali literature. History was his
favourite subject. He also acquired at this time an unusual method of reading a
book and acquiring the knowledge of its subject-matter. To quote his own words:
'I could understand an author without reading every line of his book. I would
read the first and last lines of a paragraph and grasp its meaning. Later I found
that I could understand the subject-matter by reading only the first and last
lines of a page. Afterwards I could follow the whole trend of a writer's argument
by merely reading a few lines, though the author himself tried to explain the
subject in five or more pages.'
Soon the excitement of his boyhood days was over, and in 1879 Narendranath
entered the Presidency College of Calcutta for higher studies. After a year he
joined the General Assembly's Institution, founded by the Scottish General
Missionary Board and later known as the Scottish Church College. It was from
Hastie, the principal of the college and the professor of English literature, that
he first heard the name Sri Ramakrishna.
In college Narendra, now a handsome youth, muscular and agile, though slightly
inclined to stoutness, enjoyed serious studies. During the first two years he
studied Western logic. Thereafter he specialized in Western philosophy and the
ancient and modern history of the different European nations. His memory was
prodigious. It took him only three days to assimilate Green's History of the
English People. Often, on the eve of an examination, he would read the whole
night, keeping awake by drinking strong tea or coffee.
About this time he came in contact with Sri Ramakrishna; this event, as we
shall presently see, was to become the major turning-point of his life. As a result
of his association with Sri Ramakrishna, his innate spiritual yearning was
stirred up, and he began to feel the transitoriness of the world and the futility of
academic education. The day before his B.A. examination, he suddenly felt an
all-consuming love for God and, standing before the room of a college-mate, was
heard to sing with great feeling:
Sing ye, O mountains, O clouds, O great winds!
Sing ye, sing ye, sing His glory!
Sing with joy, all ye suns and moons and stars!
Sing ye, sing ye, His glory!
The friends, surprised, reminded him of the next day's examination, but
Narendra was unconcerned; the shadow of the approaching monastic life was
fast falling on him. He appeared for the examination, however, and easily
passed.
About Narendra's scholarship, Professor Hastie once remarked: 'Narendra is a
real genius. I have travelled far and wide, but have not yet come across a lad of
his talents and possibilities even among the philosophical students in the
German universities. He is bound to make his mark in life.'
Narendra's many-sided genius found its expression in music, as well. He studied
both instrumental and vocal music under expert teachers. He could play on
many instruments, but excelled in singing. From a Moslem teacher he learnt
Hindi, Urdu, and Persian songs, most of them of devotional nature.
He also became associated with the Brahmo Samaj, an important religious
movement of the time, which influenced him during this formative period of his
life.
The introduction of English education in India following the British conquest of
the country brought Hindu society in contact with the intellectual and
aggressive European culture. The Hindu youths who came under the spell of the
new, dynamic way of life realized the many shortcomings of their own society.
Under the Moslem rule, even before the coming of the British, the dynamic
aspect of the Hindu culture had been suppressed and the caste-system stratified.
The priests controlled the religious life of the people for their own selfish
interest. Meaningless dogmas and lifeless ceremonies supplanted the
invigorating philosophical teachings of the Upanishads and the Bhagavad Gita.
The masses were exploited, moreover, by the landlords, and the lot of women
was especially pitiable. Following the break-down of the Moslem rule, chaos
reigned in every field of Indian life, social, political, religious, and economic. The
newly introduced English education brought into sharp focus the many
drawbacks of society, and various reform movements, both liberal and orthodox,
were initiated to make the national life flow once more through healthy
channels.
The Brahmo Samaj, one of these liberal movements, captured the imagination of
the educated youths of Bengal. Raja Rammohan Roy (1774-1833), the founder of
this religious organization, broke away from the rituals, image worship, and
priestcraft of orthodox Hinduism and exhorted his followers to dedicate
themselves to the 'worship and adoration of the Eternal, the Unsearchable, the
Immutable Being, who is the Author and the Preserver of the universe.' The
Raja, endowed with a gigantic intellect, studied the Hindu, Moslem, Christian,
and Buddhist scriptures and was the first Indian to realize the importance of the
Western rational method for solving the diverse problems of Hindu society. He
took a prominent part in the introduction of English education in India, which,
though it at first produced a deleterious effect on the newly awakened Hindu
consciousness, ultimately revealed to a few Indians the glorious heritage of their
own indigenous civilization.
Among the prominent leaders of the Brahmo Samaj who succeeded Rammohan
Roy were Devendranath Tagore (1817-1905), a great devotee of the Upanishads,
and Keshab Chandra Sen (1838-1884), who was inclined to the rituals and
doctrines of Christianity. The Brahmo Samaj, under their leadership, discarded
many of the conventions of Hinduism such as rituals and the worship of God
through images. Primarily a reformist movement, it directed its main energy to
the emancipation of women, the remarriage of Hindu widows, the abolition of
early marriage, and the spread of mass education. Influenced by Western
culture, the Brahmo Samaj upheld the supremacy of reason, preached against
the uncritical acceptance of scriptural authority, and strongly supported the
slogans of the French Revolution. The whole movement was intellectual and
eclectic in character, born of the necessity of the times; unlike traditional
Hinduism, it had no root in the spiritual experiences of saints and seers.
Narendra, like many other contemporary young men, felt the appeal of its
progressive ideas and became one of its members. But, as will be presently seen,
the Brahmo Samaj could not satisfy the deep spiritual yearning of his soul.
About this time Narendra was urged by his father to marry, and an opportunity
soon presented itself. A wealthy man, whose daughter Narendra was asked to
accept as his bride, offered to defray his expenses for higher studies in England
so that he might qualify himself for the much coveted Indian Civil Service.
Narendra refused. Other proposals of similar nature produced no different
result. Apparently it was not his destiny to lead a householder's life.
From boyhood Narendra had shown a passion for purity. Whenever his warm
and youthful nature tempted him to walk into a questionable adventure, he was
held back by an unseen hand. His mother had taught him the value of chastity
and had made him observe it as a matter of honour, in loyalty to herself and the
family tradition. But purity to Narendra was not a negative virtue, a mere
abstention from carnal pleasures. To be pure, he felt, was to conserve an intense
spiritual force that would later manifest itself in all the noble aspirations of life.
He regarded himself as a brahmacharin, a celibate student of the Hindu
tradition, who worked hard, prized ascetic disciplines, held holy things in
reverence, and enjoyed clean words, thoughts, and acts. For according to the
Hindu scriptures, a man, by means of purity, which is the greatest of all virtues,
can experience the subtlest spiritual perceptions. In Naren it accounts for the
great power of concentration, memory, and insight, and for his indomitable
mental energy and physical stamina.
In his youth Narendra used to see every night two visions, utterly dissimilar in
nature, before falling asleep. One was that of a worldly man with an
accomplished wife and children, enjoying wealth, luxuries, fame, and social
position; the other, that of a sannyasin, a wandering monk, bereft of earthly
security and devoted to the contemplation of God. Narendra felt that he had the
power to realize either of these ideals; but when his mind reflected on their
respective virtues, he was inevitably drawn to the life of renunciation. The
glamour of the world would fade and disappear. His deeper self instinctively
chose the austere path.
For a time the congregational prayers and the devotional songs of the Brahmo
Samaj exhilarated Narendra's mind, but soon he found that they did not give
him any real spiritual experience. He wanted to realize God, the goal of religion,
and so felt the imperative need of being instructed by a man who had seen God.
In his eagerness he went to Devendranath, the venerable leader of the Brahmo
Samaj, and asked him, even before the latter had uttered a word, 'Sir, have you
seen God?'
Devendranath was embarrassed and replied: 'My boy, you have the eyes of a
yogi. You should practise meditation.'
The youth was disappointed and felt that this teacher was not the man to help
him in his spiritual struggle. But he received no better answer from the leaders
of other religious sects. Then he remembered having heard the name of
Ramakrishna Paramahamsa from Professor Hastie, who while lecturing his
class on Wordsworth's poem The Excursion, had spoken of trances, remarking
that such religious ecstasies were the result of purity and concentration. He had
said, further, that an exalted experience of this kind was a rare phenomenon,
especially in modern times. 'I have known,' he had said, 'only one person who
has realized that blessed state, and he is Ramakrishna of Dakshineswar. You
will understand trances if you visit the saint.'
Narendra had also heard about Sri Ramakrishna from a relative, Ramchandra
Datta, who was one of the foremost householder disciples of the Master.
Learning of Narendra's unwillingness to marry and ascribing it to his desire to
lead a spiritual life, Ramchandra had said to him, 'If you really want to cultivate
spirituality, then visit Ramakrishna at Dakshineswar.'
Narendra met Ramakrishna for the first time in November 1881 at the house of
the Master's devotee Surendranath Mitra, the young man having been invited
there to entertain the visitors with his melodious music. The Paramahamsa was
much impressed by his sincerity and devotion, and after a few inquiries asked
him to visit him at Dakshineswar. Narendra accepted. He wished to learn if
Ramakrishna was the man to help him in his spiritual quest.
AT THE FEET OF RAMAKRISHNA
Ramakrishna, the God-man of modern times, was born on February 18, 1836, in
the little village of Kamarpukur, in the district of Hooghly in Bengal. How
different were his upbringing and the environment of his boyhood from those of
Narendranath, who was to become, later, the bearer and interpreter of his
message! Ramakrishna's parents, belonging to the brahmin caste, were poor,
pious, and devoted to the traditions of their ancient religion. Full of fun and
innocent joys, the fair child, with flowing hair and a sweet, musical voice, grew
up in a simple countryside of rice-fields, cows, and banyan and mango trees. He
was apathetic about his studies and remained practically illiterate all his life,
but his innate spiritual tendencies found expression through devotional songs
and the company of wandering monks, who fired his boyish imagination by the
stories of their spiritual adventures. At the age of six he experienced a spiritual
ecstasy while watching a flight of snow-white cranes against a black sky
overcast with rain-clouds. He began to go into trances as he meditated on gods
and goddesses. His father's death, which left the family in straitened
circumstances, deepened his spiritual mood. And so, though at the age of sixteen
he joined his brother in Calcutta, he refused to go on there with his studies; for,
as he remarked, he was simply not interested in an education whose sole
purpose was to earn mere bread and butter. He felt a deep longing for the
realization of God.
The floodgate of Ramakrishna's emotion burst all bounds when he took up the
duties of a priest in the Kali temple of Dakshineswar, where the Deity was
worshipped as the Divine Mother. Ignorant of the scriptures and of the
intricacies of ritual, Ramakrishna poured his whole soul into prayer, which often
took the form of devotional songs. Food, sleep, and other physical needs were
completely forgotten in an all-consuming passion for the vision of God. His
nights were spent in contemplation in the neighbouring woods. Doubt sometimes
alternated with hope; but an inner certainty and the testimony of the illumined
saints sustained him in his darkest hours of despair. Formal worship or the
mere sight of the image did not satisfy his inquiring mind; for he felt that a
figure of stone could not be the bestower of peace and immortality. Behind the
image there must be the real Spirit, which he was determined to behold. This
was not an easy task. For a long time the Spirit played with him a teasing game
of hide-and-seek, but at last it yielded to the demand of love on the part of the
young devotee. When he felt the direct presence of the Divine Mother,
Ramakrishna dropped unconscious to the floor, experiencing within himself a
constant flow of bliss.
This foretaste of what was to follow made him God-intoxicated, and whetted his
appetite for further experience. He wished to see God uninterruptedly, with eyes
open as well as closed. He therefore abandoned himself recklessly to the practice
of various extreme spiritual disciplines. To remove from his mind the least trace
of the arrogance of his high brahmin caste, he used to clean stealthily the latrine
at a pariah's house. Through a stern process of discrimination he effaced all
sense of distinction between gold and clay. Purity became the very breath of his
nostrils, and he could not regard a woman, even in a dream, in any other way
except as his own mother or the Mother of the universe. For years his eyelids did
not touch each other in sleep. And he was finally thought to be insane.
Indeed, the stress of his spiritual practice soon told upon Ramakrishna's delicate
body and he returned to Kamarpukur to recover his health. His relatives and old
friends saw a marked change in his nature; for the gay boy had been
transformed into a contemplative young man whose vision was directed to
something on a distant horizon. His mother proposed marriage, and finding in
this the will of the Divine Mother, Ramakrishna consented. He even indicated
where the girl was to be found, namely, in the village of Jayrambati, only three
miles away. Here lived the little Saradamani, a girl of five, who was in many
respects very different from the other girls of her age. The child would pray to
God to make her character as fragrant as the tuberose. Later, at Dakshineswar,
she prayed to God to make her purer than the full moon, which, pure as it was,
showed a few dark spots. The marriage was celebrated and Ramakrishna,
participating, regarded the whole affair as fun or a new excitement.
In a short while he came back to Dakshineswar and plunged again into the
stormy life of religious experimentation. His mother, his newly married wife, and
his relatives were forgotten. Now, however, his spiritual disciplines took a new
course. He wanted to follow the time-honoured paths of the Hindu religion under
the guidance of competent teachers, and they came to him one by one, nobody
knew from where. One was a woman, under whom he practised the disciplines of
Tantra and of the Vaishnava faith and achieved the highest result in an
incredibly short time. It was she who diagnosed his physical malady as the
manifestation of deep spiritual emotions and described his apparent insanity as
the result of an agonizing love for God; he was immediately relieved. It was she,
moreover, who first declared him to be an Incarnation of God, and she proved
her statement before an assembly of theologians by scriptural evidence. Under
another teacher, the monk Jatadhari, Ramakrishna delved into the mysteries of
Rama worship and experienced Rama's visible presence. Further, he communed
with God through the divine relationships of Father, Mother, Friend, and
Beloved. By an austere sannyasin named Totapuri, he was initiated into the
monastic life, and in three days he realized his complete oneness with Brahman,
the undifferentiated Absolute, which is the culmination of man's spiritual
endeavour. Totapuri himself had had to struggle for forty years to realize this
identity.
Ramakrishna turned next to Christianity and Islam, to practise their respective
disciplines, and he attained the same result that he had attained through
Hinduism. He was thereby convinced that these, too, were ways to the
realization of God-consciousness. Finally, he worshipped his own wife — who in
the meantime had grown into a young woman of nineteen — as the
manifestation of the Divine Mother of the universe and surrendered at her feet
the fruit of his past spiritual practices. After this he left behind all his
disciplines and struggles. For according to Hindu tradition, when the normal
relationship between husband and wife, which is the strongest foundation of the
worldly life, has been transcended and a man sees in his wife the divine
presence, he then sees God everywhere in the universe. This is the culmination
of the spiritual life.
Ramakrishna himself was now convinced of his divine mission on earth and
came to know that through him the Divine Mother would found a new religious
order comprising those who would accept the doctrine of the Universal Religion
which he had experienced. It was further revealed to him that anyone who had
prayed to God sincerely, even once, as well as those who were passing through
their final birth on earth, would accept him as their spiritual ideal and mould
their lives according to his universal teaching.
The people around him were bewildered to see this transformation of a man
whom they had ridiculed only a short while ago as insane. The young priest had
become God's devotee; the devotee, an ascetic; the ascetic, a saint; the saint, a
man of realization; and the man of realization, a new Prophet. Like the fullblown
blossom attracting bees, Ramakrishna drew to him men and women of
differing faith, intelligence, and social position. He gave generously to all from
the inexhaustible store house of divine wisdom, and everyone felt uplifted in his
presence. But the Master himself was not completely satisfied. He longed for
young souls yet untouched by the world, who would renounce everything for the
realization of God and the service of humanity. He was literally consumed with
this longing. The talk of worldly people was tasteless to him. He often compared
such people to mixture of milk and water with the latter preponderating, and
said that he had become weary of trying to prepare thick milk from the mixture.
Evenings, when his anguish reached its limit, he would climb the roof of a
building near the temple and cry at the top of his voice: 'Come, my boys! Oh,
where are you all? I cannot bear to live without you!' A mother could not feel
more intensely for her beloved children, a friend for his dearest friend, or a lover
for her sweetheart.
Shortly thereafter the young men destined to be his monastic disciples began to
arrive. And foremost among them was Narendranath.
The first meeting at Dakshineswar between the Master and Narendra was
momentous. Sri Ramakrishna recognized instantaneously his future messenger.
Narendra, careless about his clothes and general appearance, was so unlike the
other young men who had accompanied him to the temple. His eyes were
impressive, partly indrawn, indicating a meditative mood. He sang a few songs,
and as usual poured into them his whole soul.
His first song was this:
Let us go back once more,
O mind, to our proper home!
Here in this foreign land of earth Why should we wander aimlessly in
stranger's guise?
These living beings round about,
And the five elements,
Are strangers to you, all of them; none are your own.
Why do you so forget yourself,
In love with strangers, foolish mind?
Why do you so forget your own?
Mount the path of truth,
O mind! Unflaggingly climb,
With love as the lamp to light your way.
As your provision on the journey, take with you
The virtues, hidden carefully;
For, like two highwaymen,
Greed and delusion wait to rob you of your wealth.
And keep beside you constantly,
As guards to shelter you from harm,
Calmness of mind and self-control.
Companionship with holy men will be for you
A welcome rest-house by the road;
There rest your weary limbs awhile, asking your way,
If ever you should be in doubt,
Of him who watches there.
If anything along the path should cause you fear,
Then loudly shout the name of God;
For He is ruler of that road,
And even Death must bow to Him.
When the singing was over, Sri Ramakrishna suddenly grasped Narendra's hand
and took him into the northern porch. To Narendra's utter amazement, the
Master said with tears streaming down his cheeks: 'Ah! you have come so late.
How unkind of you to keep me waiting so long!
My ears are almost seared listening to the cheap talk of worldly people. Oh, how
I have been yearning to unburden my mind to one who will understand my
thought!' Then with folded hands he said: 'Lord! I know you are the ancient sage
Nara — the Incarnation of Narayana — born on earth to remove the miseries of
mankind.' The rationalist Naren regarded these words as the meaningless
jargon of an insane person. He was further dismayed when Sri Ramakrishna
presently brought from his room some sweets and fed him with his own hands.
But the Master nevertheless extracted from him a promise to visit
Dakshineswar again.
They returned to the room and Naren asked the Master, 'Sir, have you seen
God?' Without a moment's hesitation the reply was given: 'Yes, I have seen God.
I see Him as I see you here, only more clearly. God can be seen. One can talk to
him. But who cares for God? People shed torrents of tears for their wives,
children, wealth, and property, but who weeps for the vision of God? If one cries
sincerely for God, one can surely see Him.'
Narendra was astounded. For the first time, he was face to face with a man who
asserted that he had seen God. For the first time, in fact, he was hearing that
God could be seen. He could feel that Ramakrishna's words were uttered from
the depths of an inner experience. They could not be doubted. Still he could not
reconcile these words with Ramakrishna's strange conduct, which he had
witnessed only a few minutes before. What puzzled Narendra further was
Ramakrishna's normal behaviour in the presence of others. The young man
returned to Calcutta bewildered, but yet with a feeling of inner peace.
During his second visit to the Master, Narendra had an even stranger
experience. After a minute or two Sri Ramakrishna drew near him in an ecstatic
mood, muttered some words, fixed his eyes on him, and placed his right foot on
Naren's body. At this touch Naren saw, with eyes open, the walls, the room, the
temple garden — nay, the whole world — vanishing, and even himself
disappearing into a void. He felt sure that he was facing death. He cried in
consternation: 'What are you doing to me? I have my parents, brothers, and
sisters at home.'
The Master laughed and stroked Naren's chest, restoring him to his normal
mood. He said, 'All right, everything will happen in due time.'
Narendra, completely puzzled, felt that Ramakrishna had cast a hypnotic spell
upon him. But how could that have been? Did he not pride himself in the
possession of an iron will? He felt disgusted that he should have been unable to
resist the influence of a madman. Nonetheless he felt a great inner attraction for
Sri Ramakrishna.
On his third visit Naren fared no better, though he tried his utmost to be on
guard. Sri Ramakrishna took him to a neighbouring garden and, in a state of
trance, touched him. Completely overwhelmed, Naren lost consciousness.
Sri Ramakrishna, referring later to this incident, said that after putting Naren
into a state of unconsciousness, he had asked him many questions about his
past, his mission in the world, and the duration of his present life. The answer
had only confirmed what he himself had thought about these matters.
Ramakrishna told his other disciples that Naren had attained perfection even
before this birth; that he was an adept in meditation; and that the day Naren
recognized his true self, he would give up the body by an act of will, through
yoga. Often he was heard to say that Naren was one of the Saptarshis, or Seven
Sages, who live in the realm of the Absolute. He narrated to them a vision he
had had regarding the disciple's spiritual heritage.
Absorbed, one day, in samadhi, Ramakrishna had found that his mind was
soaring high, going beyond the physical universe of the sun, moon, and stars,
and passing into the subtle region of ideas. As it continued to ascend, the forms
of gods and goddesses were left behind, and it crossed the luminous barrier
separating the phenomenal universe from the Absolute, entering finally the
transcendental realm. There Ramakrishna saw seven venerable sages absorbed
in meditation. These, he thought, must have surpassed even the gods and
goddesses in wisdom and holiness, and as he was admiring their unique
spirituality he saw a portion of the undifferentiated Absolute become congealed,
as it were, and take the form of a Divine Child. Gently clasping the neck of one
of the sages with His soft arms, the Child whispered something in his ear, and at
this magic touch the sage awoke from meditation. He fixed his half-open eyes
upon the wondrous Child, who said in great joy: 'I am going down to earth. Won't
you come with me?' With a benign look the sage expressed assent and returned
into deep spiritual ecstasy. Ramakrishna was amazed to observe that a tiny
portion of the sage, however, descended to earth, taking the form of light, which
struck the house in Calcutta where Narendra's family lived, and when he saw
Narendra for the first time, he at once recognized him as the incarnation of the
sage. He also admitted that the Divine Child who brought about the descent of
the rishi was none other than himself.
The meeting of Narendra and Sri Ramakrishna was an important event in the
lives of both. A storm had been raging in Narendra's soul when he came to Sri
Ramakrishna, who himself had passed through a similar struggle but was now
firmly anchored in peace as a result of his intimate communion with the
Godhead and his realization of Brahman as the immutable essence of all things.
A genuine product of the Indian soil and thoroughly acquainted with the
spiritual traditions of India, Sri Ramakrishna was ignorant of the modern way of
thinking. But Narendra was the symbol of the modern spirit. Inquisitive, alert,
and intellectually honest, he possessed an open mind and demanded rational
proof before accepting any conclusion as valid. As a loyal member of the Brahmo
Samaj he was critical of image worship and the rituals of the Hindu religion. He
did not feel the need of a guru, a human intermediary between God and man. He
was even sceptical about the existence of such a person, who was said to be free
from human limitations and to whom an aspirant was expected to surrender
himself completely and offer worship as to God. Ramakrishna's visions of gods
and goddesses he openly ridiculed, and called them hallucinations.
For five years Narendra closely watched the Master, never allowing himself to
be influenced by blind faith, always testing the words and actions of Sri
Ramakrishna in the crucible of reason. It cost him many sorrows and much
anguish before he accepted Sri Ramakrishna as the guru and the ideal of the
spiritual life. But when the acceptance came, it was wholehearted, final, and
irrevocable. The Master, too, was overjoyed to find a disciple who doubted, and
he knew that Naren was the one to carry his message to the world.
The inner process that gradually transformed the chrysalis of Narendra into a
beautiful butterfly will for ever remain, like all deep spiritual mysteries,
unknown to the outer world. People, however, noticed the growth of an intimate
relationship between the loving, patient, and forgiving teacher and his imperious
and stubborn disciple. The Master never once asked Naren to abandon reason.
He met the challenge of Naren's intellect with his superior understanding,
acquired through firsthand knowledge of the essence of things. When Naren's
reasoning failed to solve the ultimate mystery, the teacher gave him the
necessary insight. Thus, with infinite patience, love, and vigilance, he tamed the
rebellious spirit, demanding complete obedience to moral and spiritual
disciplines, without which the religious life can not be built on a firm foundation.
The very presence of Narendranath would fill the Master's mind with
indescribable joy and create ecstatic moods. He had already known, by many
indications, of the disciple's future greatness, the manifestation of which awaited
only the fullness of time, What others regarded in Naren as stubbornness or
haughtiness appeared to Sri Ramakrishna as the expression of his manliness
and self-reliance, born of his self-control and innate purity. He could not bear the
slightest criticism of Naren and often said: 'Let no one judge him hastily. People
will never understand him fully.'
Ramakrishna loved Narendranath because he saw him as the embodiment of
Narayana, the Divine Spirit, undefiled by the foul breath of the world. But he
was criticized for his attachment. Once a trouble-maker of twisted mind named
Hazra, who lived with the Master at Dakshineswar, said to him, 'If you long for
Naren and the other youngsters all the time, when will you think of God?' The
Master was distressed by this thought. But it was at once revealed to him that
though God dwelt in all beings, He was especially manifest in a pure soul like
Naren. Relieved of his worries, he then said: 'Oh, what a fool Hazra is! How he
unsettled my mind! But why blame the poor fellow? How could he know?'
Sri Ramakrishna was outspoken in Narendra's praise. This often embarrassed
the young disciple, who would criticize the Master for what he termed a sort of
infatuation. One day Ramakrishna spoke highly of Keshab Sen and the saintly
Vijay Goswami, the two outstanding leaders of the Brahmo Samaj. Then he
added: 'If Keshab possesses one virtue which has made him world-famous,
Naren is endowed with eighteen such virtues. I have seen in Keshab and Vijay
the divine light burning like a candle flame, but in Naren it shines with the
radiance of the sun.'
Narendra, instead of feeling flattered by these compliments, became annoyed
and sharply rebuked the Master for what he regarded as his foolhardiness. 'I
cannot help it,' the Master protested. 'Do you think these are my words? The
Divine Mother showed me certain things about you, which I repeated. And She
reveals to me nothing but the truth.'
But Naren was hardly convinced. He was sure that these so-called revelations
were pure illusions. He carefully explained to Sri Ramakrishna that, from the
viewpoint of Western science and philosophy, very often a man was deceived by
his mind, and that the chances of deception were greater when a personal
attachment was involved. He said to the Master, 'Since you love me and wish to
see me great, these fancies naturally come to your mind.'
The Master was perplexed. He prayed to the Divine Mother for light and was
told: 'Why do you care about what he says? In a short time he will accept your
every word as true.'
On another occasion, when the Master was similarly reprimanded by the
disciple, he was reassured by the Divine Mother. Thereupon he said to Naren
with a smile: 'You are a rogue. I won't listen to you any more. Mother says that I
love you because I see the Lord in you. The day I shall not see Him in you, I shall
not be able to bear even the sight of you.'
On account of his preoccupation with his studies, or for other reasons, Narendra
could not come to Dakshineswar as often as Sri Ramakrishna wished. But the
Master could hardly endure his prolonged absence. If the disciple had not visited
him for a number of days, he would send someone to Calcutta to fetch him.
Sometimes he went to Calcutta himself. One time, for example, Narendra
remained away from Dakshineswar for several weeks; even the Master's eager
importunities failed to bring him. Sri Ramakrishna knew that he sang regularly
at the prayer meetings of the Brahmo Samaj, and so one day he made his way to
the Brahmo temple that the disciple attended. Narendra was singing in the choir
as the Master entered the hall, and when he heard Narendra's voice, Sri
Ramakrishna fell into a deep ecstasy. The eyes of the congregation turned to
him, and soon a commotion followed. Narendra hurried to his side. One of the
Brahmo leaders, in order to stop the excitement, put out the lights. The young
disciple, realizing that the Master's sudden appearance was the cause of the
disturbance, sharply took him to task. The latter answered, with tears in his
eyes, that he had simply not been able to keep himself away from Narendra.
On another occasion, Sri Ramakrishna, unable to bear Narendra's absence, went
to Calcutta to visit the disciple at his own home. He was told that Naren was
studying in an attic in the second floor that could be reached only by a steep
staircase. His nephew Ramlal, who was a sort of caretaker of the Master, had
accompanied him, and with his help Sri Ramakrishna climbed a few steps.
Narendra appeared at the head of the stair, and at the very sight of him Sri
Ramakrishna exclaimed, 'Naren, my beloved!' and went into ecstasy. With
considerable difficulty Naren and Ramlal helped him to finish climbing the
steps, and as he entered the room the Master fell into deep samadhi. A fellow
student who was with Naren at the time and did not know anything of religious
trances, asked Naren in bewilderment, 'Who is this man?'
'Never mind,' replied Naren. 'You had better go home now.'
Naren often said that the 'Old Man,' meaning Ramakrishna, bound the disciple
for ever to him by his love. 'What do worldly men,' he remarked, 'know about
love? They only make a show of it. The Master alone loves us genuinely.' Naren,
in return, bore a deep love for Sri Ramakrishna, though he seldom expressed it
in words. He took delight in criticizing the Master's spiritual experiences as
evidences of a lack of self-control. He made fun of his worship of Kali.
'Why do you come here,' Sri Ramakrishna once asked him, 'if you do not accept
Kali, my Mother?'
'Bah! Must I accept Her,' Naren retorted, 'simply because I come to see you? I
come to you because I love you.'
'All right,' said the Master, 'ere long you will not only accept my blessed Mother,
but weep in Her name.'
Turning to his other disciples, he said: 'This boy has no faith in the forms of God
and tells me that my visions are pure imagination. But he is a fine lad of pure
mind. He does not accept anything without direct evidence. He has studied much
and cultivated great discrimination. He has fine judgement.'
TRAINING OF THE DISCIPLE
It is hard to say when Naren actually accepted Sri Ramakrishna as his guru. As
far as the master was concerned, the spiritual relationship was established at
the first meeting at Dakshineswar, when he had touched Naren, stirring him to
his inner depths. From that moment he had implicit faith in the disciple and
bore him a great love. But he encouraged Naren in the independence of his
thinking. The love and faith of the Master acted as a restraint upon the
impetuous youth and became his strong shield against the temptations of the
world. By gradual steps the disciple was then led from doubt to certainty, and
from anguish of mind to the bliss of the Spirit. This, however, was not an easy
attainment.
Sri Ramakrishna, perfect teacher that he was, never laid down identical
disciplines for disciples of diverse temperaments. He did not insist that
Narendra should follow strict rules about food, nor did he ask him to believe in
the reality of the gods and goddesses of Hindu mythology. It was not necessary
for Narendra's philosophic mind to pursue the disciplines of concrete worship.
But a strict eye was kept on Naren's practice of discrimination, detachment, selfcontrol,
and regular meditation. Sri Ramakrishna enjoyed Naren's vehement
arguments with the other devotees regarding the dogmas and creeds of religion
and was delighted to hear him tear to shreds their unquestioning beliefs. But
when, as often happened, Naren teased the gentle Rakhal for showing reverence
to the Divine Mother Kali, the Master would not tolerate these attempts to
unsettle the brother disciple's faith in the forms of God.
As a member of the Brahmo Samaj, Narendra accepted its doctrine of
monotheism and the Personal God. He also believed in the natural depravity of
man. Such doctrines of non-dualistic Vedanta as the divinity of the soul and the
oneness of existence he regarded as blasphemy; the view that man is one with
God appeared to him pure nonsense. When the master warned him against thus
limiting God's infinitude and asked him to pray to God to reveal to him His true
nature, Narendra smiled. One day he was making fun of Sri Ramakrishna's nondualism
before a friend and said, 'What can be more absurd than to say that this
jug is God, this cup is God, and that we too are God?' Both roared with laughter.
Just then the Master appeared. Coming to learn the cause of their fun, he gently
touched Naren and plunged into deep samadhi. The touch produced a magic
effect, and Narendra entered a new realm of consciousness. He saw the whole
universe permeated by the Divine Spirit and returned home in a daze. While
eating his meal, he felt the presence of Brahman in everything — in the food,
and in himself too. While walking in the street, he saw the carriages, the horses,
the crowd, and himself as if made of the same substance. After a few days the
intensity of the vision lessened to some extent, but still he could see the world
only as a dream. While strolling in a public park of Calcutta, he struck his head
against the iron railing, several times, to see if they were real or a mere illusion
of the mind. Thus he got a glimpse of non-dualism, the fullest realization of
which was to come only later, at the Cossipore garden.
Sri Ramakrishna was always pleased when his disciples put to the test his
statements or behaviour before accepting his teachings. He would say: 'Test me
as the money-changers test their coins. You must not believe me without testing
me thoroughly.' The disciples often heard him say that his nervous system had
undergone a complete change as a result of his spiritual experiences, and that he
could not bear the touch of any metal, such as gold or silver. One day, during his
absence in Calcutta, Narendra hid a coin under Ramakrishna's bed. After his
return when the Master sat on the bed, he started up in pain as if stung by an
insect. The mattress was examined and the hidden coin was found.
Naren, on the other hand, was often tested by the Master. One day, when he
entered the Master's room, he was completely ignored. Not a word of greeting
was uttered. A week later he came back and met with the same indifference, and
during the third and fourth visits saw no evidence of any thawing of the Master's
frigid attitude.
At the end of a month Sri Ramakrishna said to Naren, 'I have not exchanged a
single word with you all this time, and still you come.'
The disciple replied: 'I come to Dakshineswar because I love you and want to see
you. I do not come here to hear your words.'
The Master was overjoyed. Embracing the disciple, he said: 'I was only testing
you. I wanted to see if you would stay away on account of my outward
indifference. Only a man of your inner strength could put up with such
indifference on my part. Anyone else would have left me long ago.'
On one occasion Sri Ramakrishna proposed to transfer to Narendranath many of
the spiritual powers that he had acquired as a result of his ascetic disciplines
and visions of God. Naren had no doubt concerning the Master's possessing such
powers. He asked if they would help him to realize God. Sri Ramakrishna
replied in the negative but added that they might assist him in his future work
as a spiritual teacher. 'Let me realize God first,' said Naren, 'and then I shall
perhaps know whether or not I want supernatural powers. If I accept them now,
I may forget God, make selfish use of them, and thus come to grief.' Sri
Ramakrishna was highly pleased to see his chief disciple's single-minded
devotion.
Several factors were at work to mould the personality of young Narendranath.
Foremost of these were his inborn spiritual tendencies, which were beginning to
show themselves under the influence of Sri Ramakrishna, but against which his
rational mind put up a strenuous fight. Second was his habit of thinking highly
and acting nobly, disciplines acquired from a mother steeped in the spiritual
heritage of India. Third were his broadmindedness and regard for truth
wherever found, and his sceptical attitude towards the religious beliefs and
social conventions of the Hindu society of his time. These he had learnt from his
English-educated father, and he was strengthened in them through his own
contact with Western culture.
With the introduction in India of English education during the middle of the
nineteenth century, as we have seen, Western science, history, and philosophy
were studied in the Indian colleges and universities. The educated Hindu
youths, allured by the glamour, began to mould their thought according to this
new light, and Narendra could not escape the influence. He developed a great
respect for the analytical scientific method and subjected many of the Master's
spiritual visions to such scrutiny. The English poets stirred his feelings,
especially Wordsworth and Shelley, and he took a course in Western medicine to
understand the functioning of the nervous system, particularly the brain and
spinal cord, in order to find out the secrets of Sri Ramakrishna's trances. But all
this only deepened his inner turmoil.
John Stuart Mill's Three Essays on Religion upset his boyish theism and the
easy optimism imbibed from the Brahmo Samaj. The presence of evil in nature
and man haunted him and he could not reconcile it at all with the goodness of an
omnipotent Creator. Hume's scepticism and Herbert Spencer's doctrine of the
Unknowable filled his mind with a settled philosophical agnosticism. After the
wearing out of his first emotional freshness and naivete, he was beset with a
certain dryness and incapacity for the old prayers and devotions. He was filled
with an ennui which he concealed, however, under his jovial nature. Music, at
this difficult stage of his life, rendered him great help; for it moved him as
nothing else and gave him a glimpse of unseen realities that often brought tears
to his eyes.
Narendra did not have much patience with humdrum reading, nor did he care to
absorb knowledge from books as much as from living communion and personal
experience. He wanted life to be kindled by life, and thought kindled by thought.
He studied Shelley under a college friend, Brajendranath Seal, who later became
the leading Indian philosopher of his time, and deeply felt with the poet his
pantheism, impersonal love, and vision of a glorified millennial humanity. The
universe, no longer a mere lifeless, loveless mechanism, was seen to contain a
spiritual principle of unity. Brajendranath, moreover, tried to present him with a
synthesis of the Supreme Brahman of Vedanta, the Universal Reason of Hegel,
and the gospel of Liberty, Equality, and Fraternity of the French Revolution. By
accepting as the principle of morals the sovereignty of the Universal Reason and
the negation of the individual, Narendra achieved an intellectual victory over
scepticism and materialism, but no peace of mind.
Narendra now had to face a new difficulty. The 'ballet of bloodless categories' of
Hegel and his creed of Universal Reason required of Naren a suppression of the
yearning and susceptibility of his artistic nature and joyous temperament, the
destruction of the cravings of his keen and acute senses, and the smothering of
his free and merry conviviality. This amounted almost to killing his own true
self. Further, he could not find in such a philosophy any help in the struggle of a
hot-blooded youth against the cravings of the passions, which appeared to him as
impure, gross, and carnal. Some of his musical associates were men of loose
morals for whom he felt a bitter and undisguised contempt.
Narendra therefore asked his friend Brajendra if the latter knew the way of
deliverance from the bondage of the senses, but he was told only to rely upon
Pure Reason and to identify the self with it, and was promised that through this
he would experience an ineffable peace. The friend was a Platonic
transcendentalist and did not have faith in what he called the artificial prop of
grace, or the mediation of a guru. But the problems and difficulties of Narendra
were very different from those of his intellectual friend. He found that mere
philosophy was impotent in the hour of temptation and in the struggle for his
soul's deliverance. He felt the need of a hand to save, to uplift, to protect —
shakti or power outside his rational mind that would transform his impotence
into strength and glory. He wanted a flesh-and-blood reality established in peace
and certainty, in short, a living guru, who, by embodying perfection in the flesh,
would compose the commotion of his soul.
The leaders of the Brahmo Samaj, as well as those of the other religious sects,
had failed. It was only Ramakrishna who spoke to him with authority, as none
had spoken before, and by his power brought peace into the troubled soul and
healed the wounds of the spirit. At first Naren feared that the serenity that
possessed him in the presence of the Master was illusory, but his misgivings
were gradually vanquished by the calm assurance transmitted to him by
Ramakrishna out of his own experience of Satchidananda Brahman —
Existence, Knowledge, and Bliss Absolute. (This account of the struggle of Naren's
collegiate days summarizes an article on Swami Vivekananda by Brajendranath Seal, published
in the Life of Swami Vivekananda by the Advaita Ashrama, Mayavati, India.)
Narendra could not but recognize the contrast of the Sturm und Drang of his
soul with the serene bliss in which Sri Ramakrishna was always bathed. He
begged the Master to teach him meditation, and Sri Ramakrishna's reply was to
him a source of comfort and strength. The Master said: 'God listens to our
sincere prayer. I can swear that you can see God and talk with Him as intensely
as you see me and talk with me. You can hear His words and feel His touch.'
Further the Master declared: 'You may not believe in divine forms, but if you
believe in an Ultimate Reality who is the Regulator of the universe, you can pray
to Him thus: "O God, I do not know Thee. Be gracious to reveal to me Thy real
nature." He will certainly listen to you if your prayer is sincere.'
Narendra, intensifying his meditation under the Master's guidance, began to
lose consciousness of the body and to feel an inner peace, and this peace would
linger even after the meditation was over. Frequently he felt the separation of
the body from the soul. Strange perceptions came to him in dreams, producing a
sense of exaltation that persisted after he awoke. The guru was performing his
task in an inscrutable manner, Narendra's friends observed only his outer
struggle; but the real transformation was known to the teacher alone — or
perhaps to the disciple too.
In 1884, when Narendranath was preparing for the B.A. examination, his family
was struck by a calamity. His father suddenly died, and the mother and children
were plunged into great grief. For Viswanath, a man of generous nature, had
lived beyond his means, and his death burdened the family with a heavy debt.
Creditors, like hungry wolves, began to prowl about the door, and to make
matters worse, certain relatives brought a lawsuit for the partition of the
ancestral home. Though they lost it, Narendra was faced, thereafter, with
poverty. As the eldest male member of the family, he had to find the
wherewithal for the feeding of seven or eight mouths and began to hunt a job. He
also attended the law classes. He went about clad in coarse clothes, barefoot, and
hungry. Often he refused invitations for dinner from friends, remembering his
starving mother, brothers, and sisters at home. He would skip family meals on
the fictitious plea that he had already eaten at a friend's house, so that the
people at home might receive a larger share of the scanty food. The Datta family
was proud and would not dream of soliciting help from outsiders. With his
companions Narendra was his usual gay self. His rich friends no doubt noticed
his pale face, but they did nothing to help. Only one friend sent occasional
anonymous aid, and Narendra remained grateful to him for life. Meanwhile, all
his efforts to find employment failed. Some friends who earned money in a
dishonest way asked him to join them, and a rich woman sent him an immoral
proposal, promising to put an end to his financial distress. But Narendra gave to
these a blunt rebuff. Sometimes he would wonder if the world were not the
handiwork of the Devil — for how could one account for so much suffering in
God's creation?
One day, after a futile search for a job, he sat down, weary and footsore, in the
big park of Calcutta in the shadow of the Ochterlony monument. There some
friends joined him and one of them sang a song, perhaps to console him,
describing God's abundant grace.
Bitterly Naren said: 'Will you please stop that song? Such fancies are, no doubt,
pleasing to those who are born with silver spoons in their mouths. Yes, there
was a time when I, too, thought like that. But today these ideas appear to me a
mockery.'
The friends were bewildered.
One morning, as usual, Naren left his bed repeating God's name, and was about
to go out in search of work after seeking divine blessings. His mother heard the
prayer and said bitterly: 'Hush, you fool! You have been crying yourself hoarse
for God since your childhood. Tell me what has God done for you?' Evidently the
crushing poverty at home was too much for the pious mother.
These words stung Naren to the quick. A doubt crept into his mind about God's
existence and His Providence.
It was not in Naren's nature to hide his feelings. He argued before his friends
and the devotees of Sri Ramakrishna about God's non-existence and the futility
of prayer even if God existed. His over-zealous friends thought he had become an
atheist and ascribed to him many unmentionable crimes, which he had
supposedly committed to forget his misery. Some of the devotees of the Master
shared these views. Narendra was angry and mortified to think that they could
believe him to have sunk so low. He became hardened and justified drinking and
the other dubious pleasures resorted to by miserable people for a respite from
their suffering. He said, further, that he himself would not hesitate to follow
such a course if he were assured of its efficacy. Openly asserting that only
cowards believed in God for fear of hell-fire, he argued the possibility of God's
non-existence and quoted Western philosophers in support of his position. And
when the devotees of the Master became convinced that he was hopelessly lost,
he felt a sort of inner satisfaction.
A garbled report of the matter reached Sri Ramakrishna, and Narendra thought
that perhaps the Master, too, doubted his moral integrity. The very idea revived
his anger. 'Never mind,' he said to himself. 'If good or bad opinion of a man rests
on such flimsy grounds, I don't care.'
But Narendra was mistaken. For one day Bhavanath, a devotee of the master
and an intimate friend of Narendra, cast aspersions on the latter's character,
and the Master said angrily: 'Stop, you fool! The Mother has told me that it is
simply not true. I shan't look at your face if you speak to me again that way.'
The fact was that Narendra could not, in his heart of hearts, disbelieve in God.
He remembered the spiritual visions of his own boyhood and many others that
he had experienced in the company of the Master. Inwardly he longed to
understand God and His ways. And one day he gained this understanding. It
happened in the following way:
He had been out since morning in a soaking rain in search of employment,
having had neither food nor rest for the whole day. That evening he sat down on
the porch of a house by the roadside, exhausted. He was in a daze. Thoughts
began to flit before his mind, which he could not control. Suddenly he had a
strange vision, which lasted almost the whole night. He felt that veil after veil
was removed from before his soul, and he understood the reconciliation of God's
justice with His mercy. He came to know — but he never told how — that misery
could exist in the creation of a compassionate God without impairing His
sovereign power or touching man's real self. He understood the meaning of it all
and was at peace. Just before daybreak, refreshed both in body and in mind, he
returned home.
This revelation profoundly impressed Narendranath. He became indifferent to
people's opinion and was convinced that he was not born to lead an ordinary
worldly life, enjoying the love of a wife and children and physical luxuries. He
recalled how the several proposals of marriage made by his relatives had come to
nothing, and he ascribed all this to God's will. The peace and freedom of the
monastic life cast a spell upon him. He determined to renounce the world, and
set a date for this act. Then, coming to learn that Sri Ramakrishna would visit
Calcutta that very day, he was happy to think that he could embrace the life of a
wandering monk with his guru's blessings.
When they met, the Master persuaded his disciple to accompany him to
Dakshineswar. As they arrived in his room, Sri Ramakrishna went into an
ecstatic mood and sang a song, while tears bathed his eyes. The words of the
song clearly indicated that the Master knew of the disciple's secret wish. When
other devotees asked him about the cause of his grief, Sri Ramakrishna said,
'Oh, never mind, it is something between me and Naren, and nobody else's
business.' At night he called Naren to his side and said with great feeling: 'I
know you are born for Mother's work. I also know that you will be a monk. But
stay in the world as long as I live, for my sake at least.' He wept again.
Soon after, Naren procured a temporary job, which was sufficient to provide a
hand-to-mouth living for the family.
One day Narendra asked himself why, since Kali, the Divine Mother listened to
Sri Ramakrishna prayers, should not the Master pray to Her to relieve his
poverty. When he told Sri Ramakrishna about this idea, the latter inquired why
he did not pray himself to Kali, adding that Narendranath suffered because he
did not acknowledge Kali as the Sovereign Mistress of the universe.
'Today,' the Master continued, 'is a Tuesday, an auspicious day for the Mother's
worship. Go to Her shrine in the evening, prostrate yourself before the image,
and pray to Her for any boon; it will be granted. Mother Kali is the embodiment
of Love and Compassion. She is the Power of Brahman. She gives birth to the
world by Her mere wish. She fulfils every sincere prayer of Her devotees.'
At nine o'clock in the evening, Narendranath went to the Kali temple. Passing
through the courtyard, he felt within himself a surge of emotion, and his heart
leapt with joy in anticipation of the vision of the Divine Mother. Entering the
temple, he cast his eyes upon the image and found the stone figure to be nothing
else but the living Goddess, the Divine Mother Herself, ready to give him any
boon he wanted — either a happy worldly life or the joy of spiritual freedom. He
was in ecstasy. He prayed for the boon of wisdom, discrimination, renunciation,
and Her uninterrupted vision, but forgot to ask the Deity for money. He felt
great peace within as he returned to the Master's room, and when asked if he
had prayed for money, was startled. He said that he had forgotten all about it.
The Master told him to go to the temple again and pray to the Divine Mother to
satisfy his immediate needs. Naren did as he was bidden, but again forgot his
mission. The same thing happened a third time. Then Naren suddenly realized
that Sri Ramakrishna himself had made him forget to ask the Divine Mother for
worldly things; perhaps he wanted Naren to lead a life of renunciation. So he
now asked Sri Ramakrishna to do something for the family. The master told the
disciple that it was not Naren's destiny to enjoy a worldly life, but assured him
that the family would be able to eke out a simple existence.
The above incident left a deep impression upon Naren's mind; it enriched his
spiritual life, for he gained a new understanding of the Godhead and Its ways in
the phenomenal universe. Naren's idea of God had hitherto been confined either
to that of a vague Impersonal Reality or to that of an extracosmic Creator
removed from the world. He now realized that the Godhead is immanent in the
creation, that after projecting the universe from within Itself, It has entered into
all created entities as life and consciousness, whether manifest or latent. This
same immanent Spirit, or the World Soul, when regarded as a person creating,
preserving, and destroying the universe, is called the Personal God, and is
worshipped by different religions through such a relationship as that of father,
mother, king, or beloved. These relationships, he came to understand, have their
appropriate symbols, and Kali is one of them.
Embodying in Herself creation and destruction, love and terror, life and death,
Kali is the symbol of the total universe. The eternal cycle of the manifestation
and non-manifestation of the universe is the breathing-out and breathing-in of
this Divine Mother. In one aspect She is death, without which there cannot be
life. She is smeared with blood, since without blood the picture of the
phenomenal universe is not complete. To the wicked who have transgressed Her
laws, She is the embodiment of terror, and to the virtuous, the benign Mother.
Before creation She contains within Her womb the seed of the universe, which is
left from the previous cycle. After the manifestation of the universe She becomes
its preserver and nourisher, and at the end of the cycle She draws it back within
Herself and remains as the undifferentiated Sakti, the creative power of
Brahman. She is non-different from Brahman. When free from the acts of
creation, preservation, and destruction, the Spirit, in Its acosmic aspect, is called
Brahman; otherwise It is known as the World Soul or the Divine Mother of the
universe. She is therefore the doorway to the realization of the Absolute; She is
the Absolute. To the daring devotee who wants to see the transcendental
Absolute, She reveals that form by withdrawing Her phenomenal aspect.
Brahman is Her transcendental aspect. She is the Great Fact of the universe,
the totality of created beings. She is the Ruler and the Controller.
All this had previously been beyond Narendra's comprehension. He had accepted
the reality of the phenomenal world and yet denied the reality of Kali. He had
been conscious of hunger and thirst, pain and pleasure, and the other
characteristics of the world, and yet he had not accepted Kali, who controlled
them all. That was why he had suffered. But on that auspicious Tuesday evening
the scales dropped from his eyes. He accepted Kali as the Divine Mother of the
universe. He became Her devotee.
Many years later he wrote to an American lady: 'Kali worship is my special fad.'
But he did not preach Her in public, because he thought that all that modern
man required was to be found in the Upanishads. Further, he realized that the
Kali symbol would not be understood by universal humanity.
Narendra enjoyed the company of the Master for six years, during which time
his spiritual life was moulded. Sri Ramakrishna was a wonderful teacher in
every sense of the word. Without imposing his ideas upon anyone, he taught
more by the silent influence of his inner life than by words or even by personal
example. To live near him demanded of the disciple purity of thought and
concentration of mind. He often appeared to his future monastic followers as
their friend and playmate. Through fun and merriment he always kept before
them the shining ideal of God-realization. He would not allow any deviation from
bodily and mental chastity, nor any compromise with truth and renunciation.
Everything else he left to the will of the Divine Mother.
Narendra was his 'marked' disciple, chosen by the Lord for a special mission. Sri
Ramakrishna kept a sharp eye on him, though he appeared to give the disciple
every opportunity to release his pent-up physical and mental energy. Before him,
Naren often romped about like a young lion cub in the presence of a firm but
indulgent parent. His spiritual radiance often startled the Master, who saw that
maya, the Great Enchantress, could not approach within 'ten feet' of that blazing
fire.
Narendra always came to the Master in the hours of his spiritual difficulties.
One time he complained that he could not meditate in the morning on account of
the shrill note of a whistle from a neighbouring mill, and was advised by the
Master to concentrate on the very sound of the whistle. In a short time he
overcame the distraction. Another time he found it difficult to forget the body at
the time of meditation. Sri Ramakrishna sharply pressed the space between
Naren's eyebrows and asked him to concentrate on that sensation. The disciple
found this method effective.
Witnessing the religious ecstasy of several devotees, Narendra one day said to
the Master that he too wanted to experience it. 'My child,' he was told, 'when a
huge elephant enters a small pond, a great commotion is set up, but when it
plunges into the Ganga, the river shows very little agitation. These devotees are
like small ponds; a little experience makes their feelings flow over the brim. But
you are a huge river.'
Another day the thought of excessive spiritual fervour frightened Naren. The
Master reassured him by saying: 'God is like an ocean of sweetness; wouldn't you
dive into it? Suppose there is a bowl filled with syrup, and you are a fly, hungry
for the sweet liquid. How would you like to drink it?' Narendra said that he
would sit on the edge of the bowl, otherwise he might be drowned in the syrup
and lose his life. 'But,' the Master said, 'you must not forget that I am talking of
the Ocean of Satchidananda, the Ocean of Immortality. Here one need not be
afraid of death. Only fools say that one should not have too much of divine
ecstasy. Can anybody carry to excess the love of God? You must dive deep in the
Ocean of God.'
On one occasion Narendra and some of his brother disciples were vehemently
arguing about God's nature — whether He was personal or impersonal, whether
Divine Incarnation was fact or myth, and so forth and so on. Narendra silenced
his opponents by his sharp power of reasoning and felt jubilant at his triumph.
Sri Ramakrishna enjoyed the discussion and after it was over sang in an ecstatic
mood:
How are you trying, O my mind,
to know the nature of God?
You are groping like a madman
locked in a dark room.
He is grasped through ecstatic love;
how can you fathom Him without it?
Only through affirmation, never negation,
can you know Him;
Neither through Veda nor through Tantra
nor the six darsanas.
All fell silent, and Narendra realized the inability of the intellect to fathom God's
mystery.
In his heart of hearts Naren was a lover of God. Pointing to his eyes,
Ramakrishna said that only a bhakta possessed such a tender look; the eyes of
the jnani were generally dry. Many a time, in his later years, Narendra said,
comparing his own spiritual attitude with that of the Master: 'He was a jnani
within, but a bhakta without; but I am a bhakta within, and a jnani without.' He
meant that Ramakrishna's gigantic intellect was hidden under a thin layer of
devotion, and Narendra's devotional nature was covered by a cloak of knowledge.
We have already referred to the great depth of Sri Ramakrishna's love for his
beloved disciple. He was worried about the distress of Naren's family and one
day asked a wealthy devotee if he could not help Naren financially. Naren's
pride was wounded and he mildly scolded the Master. The latter said with tears
in his eyes: 'O my Naren! I can do anything for you, even beg from door to door.'
Narendra was deeply moved but said nothing. Many days after, he remarked,
'The Master made me his slave by his love for me.'
This great love of Sri Ramakrishna enabled Naren to face calmly the hardships
of life. Instead of hardening into a cynic, he developed a mellowness of heart.
But, as will be seen later, Naren to the end of his life was often misunderstood
by his friends. A bold thinker, he was far ahead of his time. Once he said: 'Why
should I expect to be understood? It is enough that they love me. After all, who
am I? The Mother knows best. She can do Her own work. Why should I think
myself to be indispensable?'
The poverty at home was not an altogether unmitigated evil. It drew out another
side of Naren's character. He began to feel intensely for the needy and afflicted.
Had he been nurtured in luxury, the Master used to say, he would perhaps have
become a different person — a statesman, a lawyer, an orator, or a social
reformer. But instead, he dedicated his life to the service of humanity.
Sri Ramakrishna had had the prevision of Naren's future life of renunciation.
Therefore he was quite alarmed when he came to know of the various plans
made by Naren's relatives for his marriage. Prostrating himself in the shrine of
Kali, he prayed repeatedly: 'O Mother! Do break up these plans. Do not let him
sink in the quagmire of the world.' He closely watched Naren and warned him
whenever he discovered the trace of an impure thought in his mind.
Naren's keen mind understood the subtle implications of Sri Ramakrishna's
teachings. One day the Master said that the three salient disciplines of
Vaishnavism were love of God's name, service to the devotees, and compassion
for all living beings. But he did not like the word compassion and said to the
devotees: 'How foolish to speak of compassion! Man is an insignificant worm
crawling on the earth — and he to show compassion to others! This is absurd. It
must not be compassion, but service to all. Recognize them as God's
manifestations and serve them.'
The other devotees heard the words of the Master but could hardly understand
their significance. Naren, however fathomed the meaning. Taking his young
friends aside, he said that Sri Ramakrishna's remarks had thrown wonderful
light on the philosophy of non-dualism with its discipline of non-attachment, and
on that of dualism with its discipline of love. The two were not really in conflict.
A non-dualist did not have to make his heart dry as sand, nor did he have to run
away from the world. As Brahman alone existed in all men, a non-dualist must
love all and serve all. Love, in the true sense of the word, is not possible unless
one sees God in others. Naren said that the Master's words also reconciled the
paths of knowledge and action. An illumined person did not have to remain
inactive; he could commune with Brahman through service to other embodied
beings, who also are embodiments of Brahman.
'If it be the will of God,' Naren concluded, 'I shall one day proclaim this noble
truth before the world at large. I shall make it the common property of all — the
wise and the fool, the rich and the poor, the brahmin and the pariah.'
Years later he expressed these sentiments in a noble poem which concluded with
the following words:
Thy God is here before thee now,
Revealed in all these myriad forms:
Rejecting them, where seekest thou
His presence? He who freely shares
His love with every living thing
Proffers true service unto God.
It was Sri Ramakrishna who re-educated Narendranath in the essentials of
Hinduism. He, the fulfilment of the spiritual aspirations of the three hundred
millions of Hindus for the past three thousand years, was the embodiment of the
Hindu faith. The beliefs Narendra had learnt on his mother's lap had been
shattered by a collegiate education, but the young man now came to know that
Hinduism does not consist of dogmas or creeds; it is an inner experience, deep
and inclusive, which respects all faiths, all thoughts, all efforts and all
realizations. Unity in diversity is its ideal.
Narendra further learnt that religion is a vision which, at the end, transcends all
barriers of caste and race and breaks down the limitations of time and space. He
learnt from the Master that the Personal God and worship through symbols
ultimately lead the devotee to the realization of complete oneness with the Deity.
The Master taught him the divinity of the soul, the non-duality of the Godhead,
the unity of existence, and the harmony of religions. He showed Naren by his
own example how a man in this very life could reach perfection, and the disciple
found that the Master had realized the same God-consciousness by following the
diverse disciplines of Hinduism, Christianity, and Islam.
One day the Master, in an ecstatic mood, said to the devotees: 'There are many
opinions and many ways. I have seen them all and do not like them any more.
The devotees of different faiths quarrel among themselves. Let me tell you
something. You are my own people. There are no strangers around. I clearly see
that God is the whole and I am a part of Him. He is the Lord and I am His
servant. And sometimes I think He is I and I am He.'
Narendra regarded Sri Ramakrishna as the embodiment of the spirit of religion
and did not bother to know whether he was or not an Incarnation of God. He was
reluctant to cast the Master in any theological mould. It was enough for Naren if
he could see through the vista of Ramakrishna's spiritual experiences all the
aspects of the Godhead.
How did Narendra impress the other devotees of the Master, especially the
youngsters? He was their idol. They were awed by his intellect and fascinated by
his personality. In appearance he was a dynamic youth, overflowing with vigour
and vitality, having a physical frame slightly over middle height and somewhat
thickset in the shoulders. He was graceful without being feminine. He had a
strong jaw, suggesting his staunch will and fixed determination. The chest was
expansive, and the breadth of the head towards the front signified high mental
power and development.
But the most remarkable thing about him was his eyes, which Sri Ramakrishna
compared to lotus petals. They were prominent but not protruding, and part of
the time their gaze was indrawn, suggesting the habit of deep meditation; their
colour varied according to the feeling of the moment. Sometimes they would be
luminous in profundity, and sometimes they sparkled in merriment. Endowed
with the native grace of an animal, he was free in his movements. He walked
sometimes with a slow gait and sometimes with rapidity, always a part of his
mind absorbed in deep thought. And it was a delight to hear his resonant voice,
either in conversation or in music.
But when Naren was serious his face often frightened his friends. In a heated
discussion his eyes glowed. If immersed in his own thoughts, he created such an
air of aloofness that no one dared to approach him. Subject to various moods,
sometimes he showed utter impatience with his environment, and sometimes a
tenderness that melted everybody's heart. His smile was bright and infectious.
To some he was a happy dreamer, to some he lived in a real world rich with love
and beauty, but to all he unfailingly appeared a scion of an aristocratic home.
And how did the Master regard his beloved disciple? To quote his own words:
'Narendra belongs to a very high plane — the realm of the Absolute. He has a
manly nature. So many devotees come here, but there is no one like him.
'Every now and then I take stock of the devotees. I find that some are like
lotuses with ten petals, some like lotuses with a hundred petals. But among
lotuses Narendra is a thousand-petalled one.
'Other devotees may be like pots or pitchers; but Narendra is a huge waterbarrel.
'Others may be like pools or tanks; but Narendra is a huge reservoir like the
Haldarpukur.
'Among fish, Narendra is a huge red-eyed carp; others are like minnows or
smelts or sardines.
'Narendra is a "very big receptacle", one that can hold many things. He is like a
bamboo with a big hollow space inside.
'Narendra is not under the control of anything. He is not under the control of
attachment or sense pleasures. He is like a male pigeon. If you hold a male
pigeon by its beak, it breaks away from you; but the female pigeon keeps still. I
feel great strength when Narendra is with me in a gathering.'
Sometime about the middle of 1885 Sri Ramakrishna showed the first symptoms
of a throat ailment that later was diagnosed as cancer. Against the advice of the
physicians, he continued to give instruction to spiritual seekers, and to fall into
frequent trances. Both of these practices aggravated the illness. For the
convenience of the physicians and the devotees, he was at first removed to a
house in the northern section of Calcutta and then to a garden house at
Cossipore, a suburb of the city. Narendra and the other young disciples took
charge of nursing him. Disregarding the wishes of their guardians, the boys gave
up their studies or neglected their duties at home, at least temporarily, in order
to devote themselves heart and soul to the service of the Master. His wife, known
among the devotees as the Holy Mother, looked after the cooking; the older
devotees met the expenses. All regarded this service to the guru as a blessing
and privilege.
Narendra time and again showed his keen insight and mature judgement during
Sri Ramakrishna's illness. Many of the devotees, who looked upon the Master as
God's Incarnation and therefore refused to see in him any human frailty, began
to give a supernatural interpretation of his illness. They believed that it had
been brought about by the will of the Divine Mother or the Master himself to
fulfil an inscrutable purpose, and that it would be cured without any human
effort after the purpose was fulfilled. Narendra said, however, that since Sri
Ramakrishna was a combination of God and man the physical element in him
was subject to such laws of nature as birth, growth, decay, and destruction. He
refused to give the Master's disease, a natural phenomenon, any supernatural
explanation. Nonetheless, he was willing to shed his last drop of blood in the
service of Sri Ramakrishna.
Emotion plays an important part in the development of the spiritual life. While
intellect removes the obstacles, it is emotion that gives the urge to the seeker to
move forward. But mere emotionalism without the disciplines of discrimination
and renunciation often leads him astray. He often uses it as a short cut to trance
or ecstasy. Sri Ramakrishna, no doubt, danced and wept while singing God's
name and experienced frequent trances; but behind his emotion there was the
long practice of austerities and renunciation. His devotees had not witnessed the
practice of his spiritual disciplines. Some of them, especially the elderly
householders, began to display ecstasies accompanied by tears and physical
contortions, which in many cases, as later appeared, were the result of careful
rehearsal at home or mere imitation of Sri Ramakrishna's genuine trances.
Some of the devotees, who looked upon the Master as a Divine Incarnation,
thought that he had assumed their responsibilities, and therefore they relaxed
their own efforts. Others began to speculate about the part each of them was
destined to play in the new dispensation of Sri Ramakrishna. In short, those who
showed the highest emotionalism posed as the most spiritually advanced.
Narendra's alert mind soon saw this dangerous trend in their lives. He began to
make fun of the elders and warned his young brother disciples about the harmful
effect of indulging in such outbursts. Real spirituality, he told them over and
over again, was the eradication of worldly tendencies and the development of
man's higher nature. He derided their tears and trances as symptoms of nervous
disorder, which should be corrected by the power of the will, and, if necessary, by
nourishing food and proper medical treatment. Very often, he said, unwary
devotees of God fall victims to mental and physical breakdown. 'Of one hundred
persons who take up the spiritual life,' he grimly warned, 'eighty turn out to be
charlatans, fifteen insane, and only five, maybe, get a glimpse of the real truth.
Therefore, beware.' He appealed to their inner strength and admonished them to
keep away from all sentimental nonsense. He described to the young disciples
Sri Ramakrishna's uncompromising self-control, passionate yearning for God,
and utter renunciation of attachment to the world, and he insisted that those
who loved the Master should apply his teachings in their lives.
Sri Ramakrishna, too, coming to realize the approaching end of his mortal
existence, impressed it upon the devotees that the realization of God depended
upon the giving up of lust and greed. The young disciples became grateful to
Narendranath for thus guiding them during the formative period of their
spiritual career. They spent their leisure hours together in meditation, study,
devotional music, and healthy spiritual discussions.
The illness of Sri Ramakrishna showed no sign of abatement; the boys redoubled
their efforts to nurse him, and Narendra was constantly by their side, cheering
them whenever they felt depressed. One day he found them hesitant about
approaching the Master. They had been told that the illness was infectious.
Narendra dragged them to the Master's room. Lying in a corner was a cup
containing part of the gruel which Sri Ramakrishna could not swallow. It was
mixed with his saliva. Narendra seized the cup and swallowed its contents. This
set at rest the boys' misgivings.
Narendra, understanding the fatal nature of Sri Ramakrishna's illness and
realizing that the beloved teacher would not live long, intensified his own
spiritual practices. His longing for the vision of God knew no limit. One day he
asked the Master for the boon of remaining merged in samadhi three or four
days at a stretch, interrupting his meditation now and then for a bite of food.
'You are a fool,' said the Master. 'There is a state higher than that. It is you who
sing: "O Lord! Thou art all that exists."' Sri Ramakrishna wanted the disciple to
see God in all beings and to serve them in a spirit of worship. He often said that
to see the world alone, without God, is ignorance, ajnana; to see God alone,
without the world, is a kind of philosophical knowledge, jnana; but to see all
beings permeated by the spirit of God is supreme wisdom, vijnana. Only a few
blessed souls could see God dwelling in all. He wanted Naren to attain this
supreme wisdom. So the master said to him, 'Settle your family affairs first, then
you shall know a state even higher than samadhi.'
On another occasion, in response to a similar request, Sri Ramakrishna said to
Naren: 'Shame on you! You are asking for such an insignificant thing. I thought
that you would be like a big banyan tree, and that thousands of people would
rest in your shade. But now I see that you are seeking your own liberation.' Thus
scolded, Narendra shed profuse tears. He realized the greatness of Sri
Ramakrishna's heart.
An intense fire was raging within Narendra's soul. He could hardly touch his
college books; he felt it was a dreadful thing to waste time in that way. One
morning he went home but suddenly experienced an inner fear. He wept for not
having made much spiritual progress, and hurried to Cossipore almost
unconscious of the outside world. His shoes slipped off somewhere, and as he ran
past a rick of straw some of it stuck to his clothes. Only after entering the
Master's room did he feel some inner peace.
Sri Ramakrishna said to the other disciples present: 'Look at Naren's state of
mind. Previously he did not believe in the Personal God or divine forms. Now he
is dying for God's vision.' The Master then gave Naren certain spiritual
instructions about meditation.
Naren was being literally consumed by a passion for God. The world appeared to
him to be utterly distasteful. When the Master reminded him of his college
studies, the disciple said, 'I would feel relieved if I could swallow a drug and
forget all I have learnt' He spent night after night in meditation under the tress
in the Panchavati at Dakshineswar, where Sri Ramakrishna, during the days of
his spiritual discipline, had contemplated God. He felt the awakening of the
Kundalini (The spiritual energy, usually dormant in man, but aroused by the practice of
spiritual disciplines. See glossary.) and had other spiritual visions.
One day at Cossipore Narendra was meditating under a tree with Girish,
another disciple. The place was infested with mosquitoes. Girish tried in vain to
concentrate his mind. Casting his eyes on Naren, he saw him absorbed in
meditation, though his body appeared to be covered by a blanket of the insects.
A few days later Narendra's longing seemed to have reached the breaking-point.
He spent an entire night walking around the garden house at Cossipore and
repeating Rama's name in a heart-rending manner. In the early hours of the
morning Sri Ramakrishna heard his voice, called him to his side, and said
affectionately: 'Listen, my child, why are you acting that way? What will you
achieve by such impatience?' He stopped for a minute and then continued: 'See,
Naren. What you have been doing now, I did for twelve long years. A storm
raged in my head during that period. What will you realize in one night?'
But the master was pleased with Naren's spiritual struggle and made no secret
of his wish to make him his spiritual heir. He wanted Naren to look after the
young disciples. 'I leave them in your care,' he said to him. 'Love them intensely
and see that they practise spiritual disciplines even after my death, and that
they do not return home.' He asked the young disciples to regard Naren as their
leader. It was an easy task for them. Then, one day, Sri Ramakrishna initiated
several of the young disciples into the monastic life, and thus himself laid the
foundation of the future Ramakrishna Order of monks.
Attendance on the Master during his sickness revealed to Narendra the true
import of Sri Ramakrishna's spiritual experiences. He was amazed to find that
the Master could dissociate himself from all consciousness of the body by a mere
wish, at which time he was not aware of the least pain from his ailment.
Constantly he enjoyed an inner bliss, in spite of the suffering of the body, and he
could transmit that bliss to the disciples by a mere touch or look. To Narendra,
Sri Ramakrishna was the vivid demonstration of the reality of the Spirit and the
unsubstantiality of matter.
One day the Master was told by a scholar that he could instantly cure himself of
his illness by concentrating his mind on his throat. This Sri Ramakrishna
refused to do since he could never withdraw his mind from God. But at Naren's
repeated request, the Master agreed to speak to the Divine Mother about his
illness. A little later he said to the disciple in a sad voice: 'Yes, I told Her that I
could not swallow any food on account of the sore in my throat, and asked Her to
do something about it. But the Mother said, pointing to you all, "Why, are you
not eating enough through all these mouths?" I felt so humiliated that I could
not utter another word.' Narendra realized how Sri Ramakrishna applied in life
the Vedantic idea of the oneness of existence and also came to know that only
through such realization could one rise above the pain and suffering of the
individual life.
To live with Sri Ramakrishna during his illness was in itself a spiritual
experience. It was wonderful to witness how he bore with his pain. In one mood
he would see that the Divine Mother alone was the dispenser of pleasure and
pain and that his own will was one with the Mother's will, and in another mood
he would clearly behold, the utter absence of diversity, God alone becoming men,
animals, gardens, houses, roads, 'the executioner, the victim, and the slaughterpost,'
to use the Master's own words.
Narendra saw in the Master the living explanation of the scriptures regarding
the divine nature of the soul and the illusoriness of the body. Further, he came
to know that Sri Ramakrishna had attained to that state by the total
renunciation of 'woman' and 'gold,' which, indeed, was the gist of his teaching.
Another idea was creeping into Naren's mind. He began to see how the
transcendental Reality, the Godhead, could embody Itself as the Personal God,
and the Absolute become a Divine Incarnation. He was having a glimpse of the
greatest of all divine mysteries: the incarnation of the Father as the Son for the
redemption of the world. He began to believe that God becomes man so that man
may become God. Sri Ramakrishna thus appeared to him in a new light.
Under the intellectual leadership of Narendranath, the Cossipore garden house
became a miniature university. During the few moments' leisure snatched from
nursing and meditation, Narendra would discuss with his brother disciples
religions and philosophies, both Eastern and Western. Along with the teachings
of Sankara, Krishna, and Chaitanya, those of Buddha and Christ were
searchingly examined.
Narendra had a special affection for Buddha, and one day suddenly felt a strong
desire to visit Bodh-Gaya, where the great Prophet had attained enlightenment.
With Kali and Tarak, two of the brother disciples, he left, unknown to the others,
for that sacred place and meditated for long hours under the sacred Bo-tree.
Once while thus absorbed he was overwhelmed with emotion and, weeping
profusely, embraced Tarak. Explaining the incident, he said afterwards that
during the meditation he keenly felt the presence of Buddha and saw vividly
how the history of India had been changed by his noble teachings; pondering all
this he could not control his emotion.
Back in Cossipore, Narendra described enthusiastically to the Master and the
brother disciples of Buddha's life, experiences, and teachings. Sri Ramakrishna
in turn related some of his own experiences. Narendra had to admit that the
Master, after the attainment of the highest spiritual realization, had of his own
will kept his mind on the phenomenal plane.
He further understood that a coin, however valuable, which belonged to an older
period of history, could not be used as currency at a later date. God assumes
different forms in different ages to serve the special needs of the time.
Narendra practised spiritual disciplines with unabating intensity. Sometimes he
felt an awakening of a spiritual power that he could transmit to others. One
night in March 1886, he asked his brother disciple Kali to touch his right knee,
and then entered into deep meditation. Kali's hand began to tremble; he felt a
kind of electric shock. Afterwards Narendra was rebuked by the Master for
frittering away spiritual powers before accumulating them in sufficient measure.
He was further told that he had injured Kali's spiritual growth, which had been
following the path of dualistic devotion, by forcing upon the latter some of his
own non-dualistic ideas. The Master added, however, that the damage was not
serious.
Narendra had had enough of visions and manifestations of spiritual powers, and
he now wearied of them. His mind longed for the highest experience of nondualistic
Vedanta, the nirvikalpa samadhi, in which the names and forms of the
phenomenal world disappear and the aspirant realizes total non-difference
between the individual soul, the universe, and Brahman, or the Absolute. He
told Sri Ramakrishna about it, but the master remained silent. And yet one
evening the experience came to him quite unexpectedly.
He was absorbed in his usual meditation when he suddenly felt as if a lamp were
burning at the back of his head. The light glowed more and more intensely and
finally burst. Narendra was overwhelmed by that light and fell unconscious.
After some time, as he began to regain his normal mood, he could feel only his
head and not the rest of his body.
In an agitated voice he said to Gopal, a brother disciple who was meditating in
the same room, 'Where is my body?'
Gopal answered: 'Why, Naren, it is there. Don't you feel it?'
Gopal was afraid that Narendra was dying, and ran to Sri Ramakrishna's room.
He found the Master in a calm but serious mood, evidently aware of what had
happened in the room downstairs. After listening to Gopal the Master said, 'Let
him stay in that state for a while; he has teased me long enough for it.'
For some time Narendra remained unconscious. When he regained his normal
state of mind he was bathed in an ineffable peace. As he entered Sri
Ramakrishna's room the latter said: 'Now the Mother has shown you everything.
But this realization, like the jewel locked in a box, will be hidden away from you
and kept in my custody. I will keep the key with me. Only after you have
fulfilled your mission on this earth will the box be unlocked, and you will know
everything as you have known now'.
The experience of this kind of samadhi usually has a most devastating effect
upon the body; Incarnations and special messengers of God alone can survive its
impact. By way of advice, Sri Ramakrishna asked Naren to use great
discrimination about his food and companions, only accepting the purest.
Later the master said to the other disciples: 'Narendra will give up his body of
his own will. When he realizes his true nature, he will refuse to stay on this
earth. Very soon he will shake the world by his intellectual and spiritual powers.
I have prayed to the Divine Mother to keep away from him the Knowledge of the
Absolute and cover his eyes with a veil of maya. There is much work to be done
by him. But the veil, I see, is so thin that it may be rent at any time.'
Sri Ramakrishna, the Avatar of the modern age, was too gentle and tender to
labour himself, for humanity's welfare. He needed some sturdy souls to carry on
his work.
Narendra was foremost among those around him; therefore Sri Ramakrishna did
not want him to remain immersed in nirvikalpa samadhi before his task in this
world was finished.
The disciples sadly watched the gradual wasting away of Sri Ramakrishna's
physical frame. His body became a mere skeleton covered with skin; the
suffering was intense. But he devoted his remaining energies to the training of
the disciples, especially Narendra. He had been relieved of his worries about
Narendra; for the disciple now admitted the divinity of Kali, whose will controls
all things in the universe. Naren said later on: 'From the time he gave me over to
the Divine Mother, he retained the vigour of his body only for six months. The
rest of the time — and that was two long years — he suffered.'
One day the Master, unable to speak even in a whisper, wrote on a piece of
paper: 'Narendra will teach others.' The disciple demurred. Sri Ramakrishna
replied: 'But you must. Your very bones will do it.' He further said that all the
supernatural powers he had acquired would work through his beloved disciple.
A short while before the curtain finally fell on Sri Ramakrishna's earthly life, the
Master one day called Naren to his bedside. Gazing intently upon him, he passed
into deep meditation. Naren felt that a subtle force, resembling an electric
current, was entering his body. He gradually lost outer consciousness. After
some time he regained knowledge of the physical world and found the Master
weeping. Sri Ramakrishna said to him: 'O Naren, today I have given you
everything I possess — now I am no more than a fakir, a penniless beggar. By
the powers I have transmitted to you, you will accomplish great things in the
world, and not until then will you return to the source whence you have come.'
Narendra from that day became the channel of Sri Ramakrishna's powers and
the spokesman of his message.
Two days before the dissolution of the Master's body, Narendra was standing by
the latter's bedside when a strange thought flashed into his mind: Was the
Master truly an Incarnation of God? He said to himself that he would accept Sri
Ramakrishna's divinity if the Master, on the threshold of death, declared himself
to be an Incarnation. But this was only a passing thought. He stood looking
intently at the Master face. Slowly Sri Ramakrishna's lips parted and he said in
a clear voice: 'O my Naren, are you still not convinced? He who in the past was
born as Rama and Krishna is now living in this very body as Ramakrishna —
but not from the standpoint of your Vedanta.' Thus Sri Ramakrishna, in answer
to Narendra's mental query, put himself in the category of Rama and Krishna,
who are recognized by orthodox Hindus as two of the Avatars, or Incarnations of
God.
A few words may be said here about the meaning of the Incarnation in the
Hindu religious tradition. One of the main doctrines of Vedanta is the divinity of
the soul: every soul, in reality, is Brahman. Thus it may be presumed that there
is no difference between an Incarnation and an ordinary man. To be sure, from
the standpoint of the Absolute, or Brahman, no such difference exists. But from
the relative standpoint, where multiplicity is perceived, a difference must be
admitted. Embodied human beings reflect godliness in varying measure. In an
Incarnation this godliness is fully manifest. Therefore an Incarnation is unlike
an ordinary mortal or even an illumined saint. To give an illustration: There is
no difference between a clay lion and a clay mouse, from the standpoint of the
clay. Both become the same substance when dissolved into clay. But the
difference between the lion and the mouse, from the standpoint of form, is
clearly seen. Likewise, as Brahman, an ordinary man is identical with an
Incarnation. Both become the same Brahman when they attain final
illumination. But in the relative state of name and form, which is admitted by
Vedanta, the difference between them is accepted. According to the Bhagavad
Gita (IV. 6-8), Brahman in times of spiritual crisis assumes a human body
through Its own inscrutable power, called maya. Though birthless, immutable,
and the Lord of all beings, yet in every age Brahman appears to be incarnated in
a human body for the protection of the good and the destruction of the wicked.
As noted above, the Incarnation is quite different from an ordinary man, even
from a saint. Among the many vital differences may be mentioned the fact that
the birth of an ordinary mortal is governed by the law of karma, whereas that of
an Incarnation is a voluntary act undertaken for the spiritual redemption of the
world. Further, though maya is the cause of the embodiment of both an ordinary
mortal and an Incarnation, yet the former is fully under maya's control, whereas
the latter always remains its master. A man, though potentially Brahman, is not
conscious of his divinity; but an Incarnation is fully aware of the true nature of
His birth and mission. The spiritual disciplines practised by an Incarnation are
not for His own liberation, but for the welfare of humanity; as far as He is
concerned, such terms as bondage and liberation have no meaning, He being
ever free, ever pure, and ever illumined. Lastly, an Incarnation can bestow upon
others the boon of liberation, whereas even an illumined saint is devoid of such
power.
Thus the Master, on his death-bed, proclaimed himself through his own words as
the Incarnation or God-man of modern times.
On August 15, 1886, the Master's suffering became almost unbearable. After
midnight he felt better for a few minutes. He summoned Naren to his beside and
gave him the last instructions, almost in a whisper. The disciples stood around
him. At two minutes past one in the early morning of August 16, Sri
Ramakrishna uttered three times in a ringing voice the name of his beloved Kali
and entered into the final samadhi, from which his mind never again returned to
the physical world.
The body was given to the fire in the neighbouring cremation ground on the
bank of the Ganga. But to the Holy Mother, as she was putting on the signs of a
Hindu widow, there came these words of faith and reassurance: 'I am not dead. I
have just gone from one room to another.'
As the disciples returned from the cremation ground to the garden house, they
felt great desolation. Sri Ramakrishna had been more than their earthly father.
His teachings and companionship still inspired them. They felt his presence in
his room. His words rang in their ears. But they could no longer see his physical
body or enjoy his seraphic smile. They all yearned to commune with him.
Within a week of the Master's passing away, Narendra one night was strolling in
the garden with a brother disciple, when he saw in front of him a luminous
figure. There was no mistaking: it was Sri Ramakrishna himself. Narendra
remained silent, regarding the phenomenon as an illusion. But his brother
disciple exclaimed in wonder, 'See, Naren! See!' There was no room for further
doubt. Narendra was convinced that it was Sri Ramakrishna who had appeared
in a luminous body. As he called to the other brother disciples to behold the
Master, the figure disappeared.
AS A WANDERING MONK
Among the Master's disciples, Tarak, Latu, and the elder Gopal had already cut
off their relationship with their families. The young disciples whom Sri
Ramakrishna had destined for the monastic life were in need of a shelter. The
Master had asked Naren to see to it that they should not become householders.
Naren vividly remembered the Master's dying words: 'Naren, take care of the
boys.' The householder devotees, moreover, wanted to meet, from time to time, at
a place where they could talk about the Master. They longed for the company of
the young disciples who had totally dedicated their lives to the realization of
God. But who would bear the expenses of a house where the young disciples
could live? How would they be provided with food and the basic necessaries of
life?
All these problems were solved by the generosity of Surendranath Mitra, the
beloved householder disciple of Sri Ramakrishna. He came forward to pay the
expenses of new quarters for the Master's homeless disciples. A house was
rented at Baranagore, midway between Calcutta and Dakshineswar. Dreary and
dilapidated, it was a building that had the reputation of being haunted by evil
spirits. The young disciples were happy to take refuge in it from the turmoil of
Calcutta. This Baranagore Math, as the new monastery was called, became the
first headquarters of the monks of the Ramakrishna Order.* Its centre was the
shrine room, where the copper vessel containing the sacred ashes of the Master
was daily worshipped as his visible presence.*
Narendranath devoted himself heart and soul to the training of the young
brother disciples. He spent the day-time at home, supervising a lawsuit that was
pending in the court and looking after certain other family affairs; but during
the evenings and nights he was always with his brothers at the monastery,
exhorting them to practise spiritual disciplines. His presence was a source of
unfailing delight and inspiration to all.
The future career of the youths began to take shape during these early days at
Baranagore. The following incident hastened the process. At the invitation of the
mother of Baburam, one of the disciples, they all went to the village of Antpur to
spend a few days away from the austerities of Baranagore. Here they realized,
more intensely than ever before, a common goal of life, a sense of brotherhood
and unity integrating their minds and hearts. Their consecrated souls were like
pearls in a necklace held together by the thread of Ramakrishna's teachings.
They saw in one another a reservoir of spiritual power, and the vision intensified
their mutual love and respect. Narendra, describing to them the glories of the
monastic life, asked them to give up the glamour of academic studies and the
physical world, and all felt in their hearts the ground swell of the spirit of
renunciation. This reached its height one night when they were sitting for
meditation around a fire, in the fashion of Hindu monks. The stars sparkled
overhead and the stillness was unbroken except for the crackling of the firewood.
Suddenly Naren opened his eyes and began, with an apostolic fervour, to narrate
to the brother disciples the life of Christ. He exhorted them to live like Christ,
who had had no place 'to lay his head.' Inflamed by a new passion, the youths,
making God and the sacred fire their witness, vowed to become monks.*
When they had returned to their rooms in a happy mood, someone found out that
it was Christmas Eve, and all felt doubly blest. It is no wonder that the monks of
the Ramakrishna Order have always cherished a high veneration for Jesus of
Nazareth. The young disciples, after their return to Baranagore, finally
renounced home and became permanent inmates of the monastery. And what a
life of austerity they lived there! They forgot their food when absorbed in
meditation, worship, study, or devotional music. At such times Sashi, who had
constituted himself their caretaker, literally dragged them to the dining-room.
The privations they suffered during this period form a wonderful saga of
spiritual discipline. Often there would be no food at all, and on such occasions
they spent day and night in prayer and meditation. Sometimes there would be
only rice, with no salt for flavouring; but nobody cared. They lived for months on
boiled rice, salt, and bitter herbs. Not even demons could have stood such
hardship. Each had two pieces of loin-cloth, and there were some regular clothes
that were worn, by turns, when anyone had to go out. They slept on straw mats
spread on the hard floor. A few pictures of saints, gods, and goddesses hung on
the walls, and some musical instruments lay here and there. The library
contained about a hundred books.
But Narendra did not want the brother disciples to be pain-hugging, crossgrained
ascetics. They should broaden their outlook by assimilating the thoughtcurrents
of the world. He examined with them the histories of different countries
and various philosophical systems. Aristotle and Plato, Kant and Hegel, together
with Sankaracharya and Buddha, Ramanuja and Madhva, Chaitanya and
Nimbarka, were thoroughly discussed. The Hindu philosophical systems of
Jnana, Bhakti, Yoga, and Karma, each received a due share of attention, and
their apparent contradictions were reconciled in the light of Sri Ramakrishna's
teachings and experiences. The dryness of discussion was relieved by devotional
music. There were many moments, too, when the inmates indulged in lighthearted
and witty talk, and Narendra's bons mots on such occasions always
convulsed them with laughter. But he would never let them forget the goal of the
monastic life: the complete control of the lower nature, and the realization of
God.
'During those days,' one of the inmates of the monastery said, 'he worked like a
madman. Early in the morning, while it was still dark, he would rise from bed
and wake up the others, singing, "Awake, arise, all who would drink of the
Divine Nectar!" And long after midnight he and his brother disciples would still
be sitting on the roof of the monastery building, absorbed in religious songs. The
neighbours protested, but to no avail. Pandits came and argued. He was never
for one moment idle, never dull.' Yet the brother complained that they could not
realize even a fraction of what Ramakrishna had taught.
Some of the householder devotees of the Master, however, did not approve of the
austerities of the young men, and one of them teasingly inquired if they had
realized God by giving up the world. 'What do you mean?' Narendra said
furiously. 'Suppose we have not realized God; must we then return to the life of
the senses and deprave our higher nature?'
Soon the youth of the Baranagore monastery became restless for the life of the
wandering monk with no other possessions except staff and begging-bowl. Thus
they would learn self-surrender to God, detachment, and inner serenity. They
remembered the Hindu proverb that the monk who constantly moves on,
remains pure, like water that flows. They wanted to visit the holy places and
thus give an impetus to their spiritual life.
Narendra, too, wished to enjoy the peace of solitude. He wanted to test his own
inner strength as well as teach others not to depend upon him always. Some of
the brother disciples had already gone away from the monastery when he began
his wanderings. The first were in the nature of temporary excursions; he had to
return to Baranagore in response to the appeal of the inmates of the monastery.
But finally in 1890, when he struck out again — without a name and with only a
staff and begging-bowl — he was swallowed in the immensity of India and the
dust of the vast subcontinent completely engulfed him. When rediscovered by his
brother monks he was no longer the unknown Naren, but the Swami
Vivekananda who had made history in Chicago in 1893.
In order to satisfy his wanderlust, Narendra went to Varanasi, considered the
holiest place in India — a city sanctified from time out of mind by the association
of monks and devotees. Here have come prophets like Buddha, Sankaracharya,
and Chaitanya, to receive, as it were, the commandment of God to preach their
messages. The Ganga charges the atmosphere with a rare holiness. Narendra
felt uplifted by the spirit of renunciation and devotion that pervades this sacred
place. He visited the temples and paid his respects to such holy men as
Trailanga Swami, who lived on the bank of the Ganga constantly absorbed in
meditation, and Swami Bhaskarananda, who annoyed Naren by expressing
doubt as to the possibility of a man's total conquest of the temptation of 'woman'
and 'gold.'* With his own eyes Naren had seen the life of Sri Ramakrishna, who
had completely subdued his lower nature.
In Varanasi, one day, hotly pursued by a troop of monkeys, he was running away
when a monk called to him: 'Face the brutes.' He stopped and looked defiantly at
the ugly beasts. They quickly disappeared. Later, as a preacher, he sometimes
used this experience to exhort people to face the dangers and vicissitudes of life
and not run away from them.
After a few days Naren returned to Baranagore and plunged into meditation,
study, and religious discourses. From this time he began to feel a vague
premonition of his future mission. He often asked himself if such truths of the
Vedanta philosophy as the divinity of the soul and the unity of existence should
remain imprisoned in the worm-eaten pages of the scriptures to furnish a
pastime for erudite scholars or to be enjoyed only by solitary monks in caves and
the depths of the wilderness; did they not have any significance for the average
man struggling with life's problems? Must the common man, because of his
ignorance of the scriptures, be shut out from the light of Vedanta?
Narendra spoke to his brother disciples about the necessity of preaching the
strength-giving message of the Vedanta philosophy to one and all, and especially
to the downtrodden masses. But these monks were eager for their own salvation,
and protested. Naren said to them angrily: 'All are preaching. What they do
unconsciously, I will do consciously. Ay, even if you, my brother monks, stand in
my way, I will go to the pariahs and preach in the lowest slums.'
After remaining at Baranagore a short while, Naren set out again for Varanasi,
where he met the Sanskrit scholar Pramadadas Mitra. These two felt for each
other a mutual respect and affection, and they discussed, both orally and
through letters, the social customs of the Hindus and abstruse passages of the
scriptures. Next he visited Ayodhya, the ancient capital of Rama, the hero of the
Ramayana. Lucknow, a city of gardens and palaces created by the Moslem
Nawabs, filled his mind with the glorious memories of Islamic rule, and the sight
of the Taj Mahal in Agra brought tears to his eyes. In Vrindavan he recalled the
many incidents of Krishna's life and was deeply moved.
While on his way to Vrindavan, trudging barefoot and penniless, Naren saw a
man seated by the roadside enjoying a smoke. He asked the stranger to give him
a puff from his tobacco bowl, but the man was an untouchable and shrank from
such an act; for it was considered sacrilegious by Hindu society. Naren continued
on his way, but said to himself suddenly: 'What a shame! The whole of my life I
have contemplated the non-duality of the soul, and now I am thrown into the
whirlpool of the caste-system. How difficult it is to get over innate tendencies!'
He returned to the untouchable, begged him to lend him his smoking-pipe, and
in spite of the remonstrances of the low-caste man, enjoyed a hearty smoke and
went on to Vrindavan.
Next we find Naren at the railroad station of Hathras, on his way to the sacred
pilgrimage centre of Hardwar in the foothills of the Himalayas. The stationmaster,
Sarat Chandra Gupta, was fascinated at the very first sight of him. 'I
followed the two diabolical eyes,' he said later. Narendra accepted Sarat as a
disciple and called him 'the child of my spirit', At Hathras he discussed with
visitors the doctrines of Hinduism and entertained them with music, and then
one day confided to Sarat that he must move on. 'My son,' he said, 'I have a great
mission to fulfil and I am in despair at the smallness of my power. My guru
asked me to dedicate my life to the regeneration of my motherland. Spirituality
has fallen to a low ebb and starvation stalks the land. India must become
dynamic again and earn the respect of the world through her spiritual power.'
Sarat immediately renounced the world and accompanied Narendra from
Hathras to Hardwar. The two then went on to Hrishikesh, on the bank of the
Ganga several miles north of Hardwar, where they found themselves among
monks of various sects, who were practising meditation and austerities.
Presently Sarat fell ill and his companion took him back to Hathras for
treatment. But Naren, too, had been attacked with malaria fever at Hrishikesh.
He now made his way to the Baranagore monastery.
Naren had now seen northern India, the Aryavarta, the sacred land of the
Aryans, where the spiritual culture of India had originated and developed. The
main stream of this ancient Indian culture, issuing from the Vedas and the
Upanishads and branching off into the Puranas and the Tantras, was
subsequently enriched by contributions from such foreign peoples as the Saks,
the Huns, the Greeks, the Pathans, and the Moguls. Thus India developed a
unique civilization based upon the ideal of unity in diversity. Some of the foreign
elements were entirely absorbed into the traditional Hindu consciousness;
others, though flavoured by the ancient thought of the land, retained their
individuality. Realizing the spiritual unity of India and Asia, Narendra
discovered the distinctive characteristics of Oriental civilization: renunciation of
the finite and communion with the Infinite.
But the stagnant life of the Indian masses, for which he chiefly blamed the
priests and the landlords, saddened his heart. Naren found that his country's
downfall had not been caused by religion. On the contrary, as long as India had
clung to her religious ideals, the country had over flowed with material
prosperity. But the enjoyment of power for a long time had corrupted the priests.
The people at large were debarred from true knowledge of religion, and the
Vedas, the source of the Hindu culture, were completely forgotten, especially in
Bengal. Moreover, the caste-system, which had originally been devised to
emphasize the organic unity of Hindu society, was now petrified. Its real purpose
had been to protect the weak from the ruthless competition of the strong and to
vindicate the supremacy of spiritual knowledge over the power of military
weapons, wealth, and organized labour; but now it was sapping the vitality of
the masses. Narendra wanted to throw open the man-making wisdom of the
Vedas to all, and thus bring about the regeneration of his motherland. He
therefore encouraged his brothers at the Barangaore monastery to study the
grammar of Panini, without which one could not acquire first-hand knowledge of
the Vedas.
The spirit of democracy and equality in Islam appealed to Naren's mind and he
wanted to create a new India with Vedantic brain and Moslem body. Further,
the idea began to dawn in his mind that the material conditions of the masses
could not be improved without the knowledge of science and technology as
developed in the West. He was already dreaming of building a bridge to join the
East and the West. But the true leadership of India would have to spring from
the soil of the country. Again and again he recalled that Sri Ramakrishna had
been a genuine product of the Indian soil, and he realized that India would
regain her unity and solidarity through the understanding of the Master's
spiritual experiences.
Naren again became restless to 'do something', but what, he did not know. He
wanted to run away from his relatives since he could not bear the sight of their
poverty. He was eager to forget the world through meditation. During the last
part of December 1889, therefore, he again struck out from the Baranagore
monastery and turned his face towards Varanasi. 'My idea,' he wrote to a friend,
'is to live in Varanasi for some time and to watch how Viswanath and
Annapurna deal out my lot. I have resolved either to realize my ideal or to lay
down my life in the effort — so help me Lord of Varanasi!'
On his way to Varanasi he heard that Swami Yogananda, one of his brother
disciples, was lying ill in Allahabad and decided to proceed there immediately. In
Allahabad he met a Moslem saint, 'every line and curve of whose face showed
that he was a paramahamsa.' Next he went to Ghazipur and there he came to
know the saint Pavhari Baba, the 'air-eating holy man.'
Pavhari Baba was born near Varanasi of brahmin parents. In his youth he had
mastered many branches of Hindu philosophy. Later he renounced the world, led
an austere life, practised the disciplines of Yoga and Vedanta, and travelled over
the whole of India. At last he settled in Ghazipur, where he built an
underground hermitage on the bank of the Ganga and spent most of his time in
meditation. He lived on practically nothing and so was given by the people the
sobriquet of the 'air-eating holy man'; all were impressed by his humility and
spirit of service. Once he was bitten by a cobra and said while suffering terrible
pain, 'Oh, he was a messenger from my Beloved!' Another day, a dog ran off with
his bread and he followed, praying humbly, 'Please wait, my Lord; let me butter
the bread for you.' Often he would give away his meagre food to beggars or
wandering monks, and starve. Pavhari Baba had heard of Sri Ramakrishna,
held him in high respect as a Divine Incarnation, and kept in his room a
photograph of the Master. People from far and near visited the Baba, and when
not engaged in meditation he would talk to them from behind a wall. For several
days before his death he remained indoors. Then, one day, people noticed smoke
issuing from his underground cell with the smell of burning flesh. It was
discovered that the saint, having come to realize the approaching end of his
earthly life, had offered his body as the last oblation to the Lord, in an act of
supreme sacrifice.
Narendra, at the time of his meeting Pavhari Baba, was suffering from the sever
pain of lumbago, and this had made it almost impossible for him either to move
about or to sit in meditation. Further, he was mentally distressed, for he had
heard of the illness of Abhedananda, another of his brother disciples, who was
living at Hrishikesh. 'You know not, sir,' he wrote to a friend, 'that I am a very
soft-natured man in spite of the stern Vedantic views I hold. And this proves to
be my undoing. For however I may try to think only of my own good, I begin, in
spite of myself, to think of other people's interests.' Narendra wished to forget
the world and his own body through the practice of Yoga, and went for
instruction to Pavhari Baba, intending to make the saint his guru. But the Baba,
with characteristic humility, put him off from day to day.
One night when Naren was lying in bed thinking of Pavhari Baba, Sri
Ramakrishna appeared to him and stood silently near the door, looking intently
into his eyes. The vision was repeated for twenty-one days. Narendra
understood. He reproached himself bitterly for his lack of complete faith in Sri
Ramakrishna. Now, at last, he was convinced, he wrote to a friend:
'Ramakrishna has no peer. Nowhere else in the world exists such unprecedented
perfection, such wonderful kindness to all, such intense sympathy for men in
bondage.' Tearfully he recalled how Sri Ramakrishna had never left unfulfilled a
single prayer of his, how he had forgiven his offences by the million and removed
his afflictions.
But as long as Naren lived he cherished sincere affection and reverence for
Pavhari Baba, and he remembered particularly two of his instructions. One of
these was: 'Live in the house of your teacher like a cow,' which emphasizes the
spirit of service and humility in the relationship between the teacher and the
disciple. The second instruction of the Baba was: 'Regard spiritual discipline in
the same way as you regard the goal,'which means that an aspirant should not
differentiate between cause and effect.
Narendranath again breathed peace and plunged into meditation. After a few
days he went to Varanasi, where he learnt of the serious illness of Balaram
Bose, one of the foremost lay disciples of Sri Ramakrishna. At Ghazipur he had
heard that Surendranath Mitra, another lay disciple of the Master, was dying.
He was overwhelmed with grief, and to Pramadadas, who expressed his surprise
at the sight of a sannyasin indulging in a human emotion, he said: 'Please do not
talk that way. We are not dry monks. Do you think that because a man has
renounced the world he is devoid of all feeling?'
He came to Calcutta to be at the bedside of Balaram, who passed away on May
13. Surendra Mitra died on May 25. But Naren steadied his nerves, and in
addition to the practice of his own prayer and meditation, devoted himself again
to the guidance of his brother disciples. Some time during this period he
conceived the idea of building a permanent temple to preserve the relics of Sri
Ramakrishna.
From his letters and conversations one can gain some idea of the great storm
that was raging in Naren's soul during this period. He clearly saw to what an
extent the educated Hindus had come under the spell of the materialistic ideas
of the West. He despised sterile imitation. But he was also aware of the great
ideas that formed the basis of European civilization. He told his friends that in
India the salvation of the individual was the accepted goal, whereas in the West
it was the uplift of the people, without distinction of caste or creed. Whatever
was achieved there was shared by the common man; freedom of spirit
manifested itself in the common good and in the advancement of all men by the
united efforts of all. He wanted to introduce this healthy factor into the Indian
consciousness.
Yet he was consumed by his own soul's hunger to remain absorbed in samadhi.
He felt at this time a spiritual unrest like that which he had experienced at the
Cossipore garden house during the last days of Sri Ramakrishna's earthly
existence. The outside world had no attraction for him. But another factor,
perhaps unknown to him, was working within him. Perfect from his birth, he did
not need spiritual disciplines for his own liberation. Whatever disciplines he
practised were for the purpose of removing the veil that concealed, for the time
being, his true divine nature and mission in the world. Even before his birth, the
Lord had chosen him as His instrument to help Him in the spiritual redemption
of humanity.
Now Naren began to be aware that his life was to be quite different from that of
a religious recluse: he was to work for the good of the people. Every time he
wanted to taste for himself the bliss of samadhi, he would hear the piteous
moans of the teeming millions of India, victims of poverty and ignorance. Must
they, Naren asked himself, for ever grovel in the dust and live like brutes? Who
would be their saviour?
He began, also, to feel the inner agony of the outwardly happy people of the
West, whose spiritual vitality was being undermined by the mechanistic and
materialistic conception of life encouraged by the sudden development of the
physical sciences. Europe, he saw, was sitting on the crater of a smouldering
volcano, and any moment Western culture might be shattered by its fiery
eruption. The suffering of man, whether in the East or in the West, hurt his
tender soul. The message of Vedanta, which proclaimed the divinity of the soul
and the oneness of existence, he began to realize, could alone bind up and heal
the wounds of India and the world. But what could he, a lad of twenty-five, do?
The task was gigantic. He talked about it with his brother disciples, but received
scant encouragement. He was determined to work alone if no other help was
forthcoming.
Narendra felt cramped in the monastery at Baranagore and lost interest in its
petty responsibilities. The whole world now beckoned him to work. Hence, one
day in 1890, he left the monastery again with the same old determination never
to return. He would go to the Himalayas and bury himself in the depths of his
own thought. To a brother disciple he declared, 'I shall not return until I gain
such realization that my very touch will transform a man.' He prayed to the Holy
Mother that he might not return before attaining the highest Knowledge, and
she blessed him in the name of Sri Ramakrishna. Then she asked whether he
would not like to take leave of his earthly mother. 'Mother,' Naren replied, 'you
are my only mother.'
Accompanied by Swami Akhandananda, Naren left Calcutta and set out for
Northern India. The two followed the course of the Ganga, their first haltingplace
being Bhagalpur. To one of the people who came to visit him there Naren
said that whatever of the ancient Aryan knowledge, intellect, and genius
remained, could be found mostly in those parts of the country that lay near the
banks of the Ganga. The farther one departed from the river, the less one saw of
that culture. This fact, he believed, explained the greatness of the Ganga as sung
in the Hindu scriptures. He further observed: 'The epithet "mild Hindu" instead
of being a word of reproach, ought really to point to our glory, as expressing
greatness of character. For see how much moral and spiritual advancement and
how much development of the qualities of love and compassion have to be
acquired before one can get rid of the brutish force of one's nature, which impels
a man to slaughter his brother men for self-aggrandizement!'
He spent a few days in Varanasi and left the city with the prophetic words:
'When I return here the next time, I shall burst upon society like a bomb-shell,
and it will follow me like a dog.'
After visiting one or two places, Naren and Akhandananda arrived at Nainital,
their destination being the sacred Badrikashrama, in the heart of the
Himalayas. They decided to travel the whole way on foot, and also not to touch
money. Near Almora under an old peepul tree by the side of a stream, they spent
many hours in meditation. Naren had a deep spiritual experience, which he thus
jotted down in his note-book:
In the beginning was the Word, etc.
The microcosm and the macrocosm are built on the same plan. Just as
the individual soul is encased in a living body, so is the Universal Soul, in
the living prakriti (nature), the objective universe. Kali is embracing
Siva. This is not a fancy. This covering of the one (Soul) by the other
(nature) is analogous to the relation between an idea and the word
expressing it. They are one and the same, and it is only by a mental
abstraction that one can distinguish them. Thought is impossible without
words. Therefore in the beginning was the Word, etc.
This dual aspect of the Universal Soul is eternal. So what we perceive or
feel is the combination of the Eternally Formed and the Eternally
Formless.
Thus Naren realized, in the depths of meditation, the oneness of the universe
and man, who is a universe in miniature. He realized that, all that exists in the
universe also exists in the body, and further, that the whole universe exists in
the atom.
Several other brother disciples joined Naren. But they could not go to
Badrikashrama since the road was closed by Government order on account of
famine. They visited different holy places, lived on alms, studied the scriptures,
and meditated. At this time, the sad news arrived of the suicide of one of Naren's
sisters under tragic conditions, and reflecting on the plight of Hindu women in
the cruel present-day society, he thought that he would be a criminal if he
remained an indifferent spectator of such social injustice.
Naren proceeded to Hrishikesh, a beautiful valley at the foot of the Himalayas,
which is surrounded by hills and almost encircled by the Ganga. From an
immemorial past this sacred spot has been frequented by monks and ascetics.
After a few days, however, Naren fell seriously ill and his friends despaired of
his life. When he was convalescent he was removed to Meerut. There he met a
number of his brother disciples and together they pursued the study of the
scriptures, practised prayer and meditation, and sang devotional songs, creating
in Meerut a miniature Baranagore monastery.
After a stay of five months Naren became restless, hankering again for his
wandering life; but he desired to be alone this time and break the chain of
attachment to his brother disciples. He wanted to reflect deeply about his future
course of action, of which now and then he was getting glimpses. From his
wanderings in the Himalayas he had become convinced that the Divine Spirit
would not allow him to seal himself within the four walls of a cave. Every time
he had thought to do so, he had been thrown out, as it were, by a powerful force.
The degradation of the Indian masses and the spiritual sickness of people
everywhere were summoning him to a new line of action, whose outer shape was
not yet quite clear to him.
In the later part of January 1891, Naren bade farewell to his brother disciples
and set out for Delhi, assuming the name of Swami Vividishananda. He wished
to travel without being recognized. He wanted the dust of India to cover up his
footprints. It was his desire to remain an unknown sannyasin, among the
thousands of others seen in the country's thoroughfares, market-places, deserts,
forests, and caves. But the fires of the Spirit that burnt in his eyes, and his
aristocratic bearing, marked him as a prince among men despite all his
disguises.
In Delhi, Naren visited the palaces, mosques, and tombs. All around the modern
city he saw a vast ruin of extinct empires dating from the prehistoric days of the
Mahabharata, revealing the transitoriness of material achievements. But gay
and lively Delhi also revealed to him the deathless nature of the Hindu spirit.
Some of his brother disciples from Meerut came to the city and accidentally
discovered their beloved leader. Naren was angry. He said to them: 'Brethren I
told you that I desired to be left alone. I asked you not to follow me. This I repeat
once more. I must not be followed. I shall presently leave Delhi. No one must try
to know my whereabouts. I shall sever all old associations. Wherever the Spirit
leads, there I shall wander. It matters not whether I wander about in a forest or
in a desert, on a lonely mountain or in a populous city. I am off. Let everyone
strive to realize his goal according to his lights.'
Narendra proceeded towards historic Rajputana, repeating the words of the
Sutta-nipata:
Go forward without a path,
Fearing nothing, caring for nothing,
Wandering alone, like the rhinoceros!
Even as a lion, not trembling at noises,
Even as the wind, not caught in a net,
Even as the lotus leaf, untainted by water,
Do thou wander alone, like the rhinoceros!
Several factors have been pointed out as influencing Naren's life and giving
shape to his future message: the holy association of Sri Ramakrishna, his own
knowledge of Eastern and Western cultures, and his spiritual experiences. To
these another must be added: the understanding of India gained through his
wanderings. This new understanding constituted a unique education for Naren.
Here, the great book of life taught him more than the printed words of the
libraries.
He mixed with all — today sleeping with pariahs in their huts and tomorrow
conversing on equal terms with Maharajas, Prime Ministers, orthodox pandits,
and liberal college professors. Thus he was brought into contact with their joys
and sorrows, hopes and frustrations. He witnessed the tragedy of present-day
India and also reflected on its remedy. The cry of the people of India, the God
struggling in humanity, and the anxiety of men everywhere to grasp a hand for
aid, moved him deeply. In the course of his travels Naren came to know how he
could make himself a channel of the Divine Spirit in the service of mankind.
During these wandering days he both learnt and taught. The Hindus he asked to
go back to the eternal truths of their religion, hearken to the message of the
Upanishads, respect temples and religious symbols, and take pride in their birth
in the holy land of India. He wanted them to avoid both the outmoded orthodoxy
still advocated by fanatical leaders, and the misguided rationalism of the
Westernized reformers. He was struck by the essential cultural unity of India in
spite of the endless diversity of form. And the people who came to know him saw
in him the conscience of India, her unity, and her destiny.
As already noted, Narendranath while travelling in India often changed his
name to avoid recognition. It will not be improper to call him, from this point of
his life, by the monastic title of 'Swami,' or the more affectionate and respectful
appellation of 'Swamiji.'
In Alwar, where Swamiji arrived one morning in the beginning of February
1891, he was cordially received by Hindus and Moslems alike. To a Moslem
scholar he said: 'There is one thing very remarkable about the Koran. Even to
this day it exists as it was recorded eleven hundred years ago. The book has
retained its original purity and is free from interpolation.'
He had a sharp exchange of words with the Maharaja, who was Westernized in
his outlook. To the latter's question as to why the Swami, an able-bodied young
man and evidently a scholar, was leading a vagabond's life, the Swami retorted,
'Tell me why you constantly spend your time in the company of Westerners and
go out on shooting excursions, neglecting your royal duties.' The Maharaja said,
'I cannot say why, but, no doubt, because I like to.' 'Well,' the Swami exclaimed,
'for that very reason I wander about as a monk.'
Next, the Maharaja ridiculed the worship of images, which to him were nothing
but figures of stone, clay, or metal. The Swami tried in vain to explain to him
that Hindus worshipped God alone, using the images as symbols. The Prince
was not convinced. Thereupon the Swami asked the Prime Minister to take
down a picture of the Maharaja, hanging on the wall, and spit on it. Everyone
present was horror-struck at this effrontery. The Swami turned to the Prince
and said that though the picture was not the Maharaja himself, in flesh and
blood, yet it reminded everyone of his person and thus was held in high respect;
likewise the image brought to the devotee's mind the presence of the Deity and
was therefore helpful for concentration, especially at the beginning of his
spiritual life. The Maharaja apologized to Swamiji for his rudeness.
The Swami exhorted the people of Alwar to study the eternal truths of
Hinduism, especially to cultivate the knowledge of Sanskrit, side by side with
Western science. He also encouraged them to read Indian history, which he
remarked should be written by Indians following the scientific method of the
West. European historians dwelt mainly on the decadent period of Indian
culture.
In Jaipur the Swami devoted himself to the study of Sanskrit grammar, and in
Ajmer he recalled the magnificence of the Hindu and Moslem rules. At Mount
Abu he gazed in wonder at the Jain temple of Dilwara, which it has been said,
was begun by titans and finished by jewellers. There he accepted the hospitality
of a Moslem official. To his scandalized Hindu friends the Swami said that he
was, as a sannyasin belonging to the highest order of paramahamsas, above all
rules of caste. His conduct in dining with Moslems, he further said, was not in
conflict with the teachings of the scriptures, though it might be frowned upon by
the narrow-minded leaders of Hindu society.
At Mount Abu the Swami met the Maharaja of Khetri, who later became one of
his devoted disciples. The latter asked the Swami for the boon of a male heir and
obtained his blessing.
Next we see the Swami travelling in Gujarat and Kathiawar in Western India.
In Ahmedabad he refreshed his knowledge of Jainism. Kathiawar, containing a
large number of places sacred both to the Hindus and the to Jains, was mostly
ruled by Hindu Maharaja, who received the Swami with respect. To Babu
Haridas Viharidas, the Prime Minister of the Moslem state of Junagad, he
emphasized the need of preaching the message of Hinduism throughout the
world. He spent eleven months in Porbandar and especially enjoyed the company
of the Prime Minister, Pandit Sankar Pandurang, a great Sanskrit scholar who
was engaged in the translation of the Vedas. Impressed by the Swami's
intellectuality and originality, the pandit said: 'Swamiji, I am afraid you cannot
do much in this country. Few will appreciate you here. You ought to go to the
West, where people will understand you and your work. Surely you can give to
the Western people your enlightening interpretation of Hinduism.'
The Swami was pleased to hear these words, which coincided with something he
had been feeling within. The Prime Minister encouraged the Swami to continue
his study of the French language since it might be useful to him in his future
work.
During this period the Swami was extremely restless. He felt within him a
boundless energy seeking channels for expression. The regeneration of India was
uppermost in his mind. A reawakened India could, in her turn, help the world at
large. The sight of the pettiness, jealousy, disunion, ignorance, and poverty
among the Hindus filled his mind with great anguish. But he had no patience
with the Westernized reformers, who had lost their contact with the soul of the
country. He thoroughly disapproved of their method of social, religious, and
political reform through imitation of the West. He wanted the Hindus to
cultivate self-confidence. Appreciation of India's spiritual culture by the
prosperous and powerful West, he thought, might give the Hindus confidence in
their own heritage. He prayed to the Lord for guidance. He became friendly with
the Hindu Maharajas who ruled over one-fifth of the country and whose
influence was great over millions of people. Through them he wanted to
introduce social reforms, improved methods of education, and other measures for
the physical and cultural benefit of the people. The Swami felt that in this way
his dream of India's regeneration would be realized with comparative ease.
After spending a few days in Baroda, the Swami came to Khandwa in Central
India. Here he dropped the first hint of his willingness to participate in the
Parliament of Religions to be held shortly in Chicago. He had heard of this
Parliament either in Junagad or Porbandar.
After visiting Bombay, Poona, and Kolhapur, the Swami arrived at Belgaum. In
Bombay he had accidentally met Swami Abhedananda and in the course of a
talk had said to him, 'Brother, such a great power has grown within me that
sometimes I feel that my whole body will burst.'
All through this wandering life he exchanged ideas with people in all stations
and stages of life and impressed everyone with his earnestness, eloquence,
gentleness, and vast knowledge of India and Western culture. Many of the ideas
he expressed at this time were later repeated in his public lectures in America
and India. But the thought nearest to his heart concerned the poor and ignorant
villagers, victims of social injustice: how to improve the sanitary condition of the
villages, introduce scientific methods of agriculture, and procure pure water for
daily drinking; how to free the peasants from their illiteracy and ignorance, how
to give back to them their lost confidence. Problems like these tormented him
day and night. He remembered vividly the words of Sri Ramakrishna that
religion was not meant for 'empty stomachs.'
To his hypochondriac disciple Haripada he gave the following sound advice:
'What is the use of thinking always of disease? Keep cheerful, lead a religious
life, cherish elevating thoughts, be merry, but never indulge in pleasures which
tax the body or for which you will feel remorse afterwards; then all will be well.
And as regards death, what does it matter if people like you and me die? That
will not make the earth deviate from its axis! We should not consider ourselves
so important as to think that the world cannot move on without us.'
When he mentioned to Haripada his desire to proceed to America, the disciple
was delighted and wanted to raise money for the purpose, but the Swami said to
him that he would not think about it until after making his pilgrimage to
Rameswaram and worshipping the Deity there.
From Belgaum the Swami went to Bangalore in the State of Mysore, which was
ruled by a Hindu Maharaja. The Maharaja's Prime Minister described the young
monk as 'a majestic personality and a divine force destined to leave his mark on
the history of his country.' The Maharaja, too, was impressed by his 'brilliance of
thought, charm of character, wide learning, and penetrating religious insight.'
He kept the Swami as his guest in the palace.
One day, in front of his high officials, the Maharaja asked the Swami, 'Swamiji,
what do you think of my courtiers?'
'Well,' came the bold reply, 'I think Your Highness has a very good heart, but you
are unfortunately surrounded by courtiers who are generally flatterers.
Courtiers are the same everywhere.'
'But,' the Maharaja protested, 'my Prime Minster is not such. He is intelligent
and trustworthy.'
'But, Your Highness, Prime Minister is "one who robs the Maharaja and pays
the Political Agent."'
The Prince changed the subject and afterwards warned the Swami to be more
discreet in expressing his opinion of the officials in a Native State; otherwise
those unscrupulous people might even poison him. But the Swami burst out:
'What! Do you think an honest sannyasin is afraid of speaking the truth, even
though it may cost him his very life? Suppose your own son asks me about my
opinion of yourself; do you think I shall attribute to you all sorts of virtues which
I am quite sure you do not possess? I can never tell a lie.'
The Swami addressed a meeting of Sanskrit scholars and gained their applause
for his knowledge of Vedanta. He surprised an Austrian musician at the Prince's
court with his knowledge of Western music. He discussed with the Maharaja his
plan of going to America, but when the latter came forward with an offer to pay
his expenses for the trip, he declined to make a final decision before visiting
Rameswaram. Perhaps he was not yet quite sure of God's will in the matter.
When pressed by the Maharaja and the Prime Minister to accept some gifts, the
costlier the better, the Swami took a tobacco pipe from the one and a cigar from
the other.
Now the Swami turned his steps towards picturesque Malabar. At Trivandrum,
the capital of Travancore, he moved in the company of college professors, state
officials, and in general among the educated people of the city. They found him
equally at ease whether discussing Spencer or Sankaracharya, Shakespeare or
Kalidasa, Darwin or Patanjali, Jewish history or Aryan civilization. He pointed
out to them the limitations of the physical sciences and the failure of Western
psychology to understand the superconscious aspect of human nature.
Orthodox brahmins regarded with abhorrence the habit of eating animal food.
The Swami courageously told them about the eating of beef by the brahmins in
Vedic times. One day, asked about what he considered the most glorious period
of Indian history, the Swami mentioned the Vedic period, when 'five brahmins
used to polish off one cow.' He advocated animal food for the Hindus if they were
to cope at all with the rest of the world in the present reign of power and find a
place among the other great nations, whether within or outside the British
Empire.
An educated person of Travancore said about him: 'Sublimity and simplicity
were written boldly on his features. A clean heart, a pure and austere life, an
open mind, a liberal spirit, wide outlook, and broad sympathy were the
outstanding characteristics of the Swami.'
From Trivandrum the Swami went to Kanyakumari (Cape Comorin), which is
the southernmost tip of India and from there he moved up to Rameswaram. At
Rameswaram the Swami met Bhaskara Setupati, the Raja of Ramnad, who later
became one of his ardent disciples. He discussed with the Prince many of his
ideas regarding the education of the Indian masses and the improvement of their
agricultural conditions. The Raja urged the Swami to represent India at the
Parliament of Religions in Chicago and promised to help him in his venture.
TRIP TO AMERICA
At Cape Comorin the Swami became as excited as a child. He rushed to the
temple to worship the Divine Mother. He prostrated himself before the Virgin
Goddess.* As he came out and looked at the sea his eyes fell on a rock.
Swimming to the islet through shark-infested waters, he sat on a stone. His
heart thumped with emotion. His great journey from the snow-capped
Himalayas to the 'Land's End' was completed. He had travelled the whole length
of the Indian subcontinent, his beloved motherland, which, together with his
earthly mother, was 'superior to heaven itself.'
Sitting on the stone, he recalled what he had seen with his own eyes: the pitiable
condition of the Indian masses, victims of the unscrupulous whims of their
rulers, landlords, and priests. The tyranny of caste had sapped their last drop of
blood. In most of the so-called leaders who shouted from the housetops for the
liberation of the people, he had seen selfishness personified. And now he asked
himself what his duty was in this situation. Should he regard the world as a
dream and go into solitude to commune with God? He had tried this several
times, but without success. He remembered that, as a sannyasin, he had taken
the vow to dedicate himself to the service of God; but this God, he was convinced,
was revealed through humanity. And his own service to this God must begin,
therefore, with the humanity of India. 'May I be born again and again,' he
exclaimed, 'and suffer a thousand miseries, if only I may worship the only God in
whom I believe, the sum total of all souls, and above all, my God the wicked, my
God the afflicted, my God the poor of all races!'
Through austerity and self-control the Swami had conserved great spiritual
power. His mind had been filled with the wisdom of the East and the West. He
had received in abundance Sri Ramakrishna's blessings. He also had had many
spiritual experiences of his own. He must use all of these assets, he concluded,
for the service of God in man.
But what was to be the way?
The clear-eyed prophet saw that religion was the backbone of the Indian nation.
India would rise through a renewal and restoration of that highest spiritual
consciousness which had made her, at all times, the cradle of nations and the
cradle of faith. He totally disagreed with foreign critics and their Indian disciples
who held that religion was the cause of India's downfall. The Swami blamed,
rather, the falsehood, superstition, and hypocrisy that were practised in the
name of religion. He himself had discovered that the knowledge of God's
presence in man was the source of man's strength and wisdom. He was
determined to awaken this sleeping divinity. He knew that the Indian culture
had been created and sustained by the twin ideals of renunciation and service,
which formed the core of Hinduism. And he believed that if the national life
could be intensified through these channels, everything else would take care of
itself. The workers for India's regeneration must renounce selfishness, jealousy,
greed, and lust for power, and they must dedicate themselves to the service of
the poor, the illiterate, the hungry, and the sick, seeing in them the tangible
manifestations of the Godhead. People required education, food, health, and the
knowledge of science and technology to raise their standard of living. The
attempt to teach metaphysics to empty stomachs was sheer madness. The
masses everywhere were leading the life of animals on account of ignorance and
poverty; therefore these conditions should be removed.
But where would the Swami find the fellow workers to help him in this gigantic
task?
He wanted whole-time servants of God; workers without worldly ties or vested
interests. And he wanted them by thousands. His eyes fell upon the numerous
monks who had renounced the world in search of God. But alas, in present-day
India most of these led unproductive lives. He would have to infuse a new spirit
into them, and they in their turn would have to dedicate themselves to the
service of the people. He hit upon a plan, which he revealed later in a letter to a
friend. 'Suppose,' the Swami wrote, 'some disinterested sannyasins, bent on
doing good to others, went from village to village, disseminating education and
seeking in various ways to better the condition of all, down to the untouchable,
through oral teaching and by means of maps, magic lanterns, globes, and other
accessories — would that not bring forth good in time? All these plans I cannot
write out in this brief letter. The long and short of it is that if the mountain does
not come to Mahomet, Mahomet must go to the mountain. The poor are too poor
to go to schools; they will gain nothing by reading poetry and all that sort of
thing. We, as a nation, have lost our individuality. We have to give back to the
nation its lost individuality and raise the masses.'
Verily, the Swami, at Kanyakumari, was the patriot and prophet in one. There
he became, as he declared later to a Western disciple, 'a condensed India.'
But where were the resources to come from, to help him realize his great vision?
He himself was a sannyasin, a penniless beggar. The rich of the country talked
big and did nothing. His admirers were poor. Suddenly a heroic thought entered
his mind: he must approach the outside world and appeal to its conscience. But
he was too proud to act like a beggar. He wanted to tell the West that the health
of India and the sickness of India were the concern of the whole world. If India
sank, the whole world would sink with her. For the outside world, in turn,
needed India, her knowledge of the Soul and of God, her spiritual heritage, her
ideal of genuine freedom through detachment and renunciation; it needed these
in order to extricate itself from the sharp claws of the monster of materialism.
Then to the Swami, brooding alone and in silence on that point of rock off the tip
of India, the vision came; there flashed before his mind the new continent of
America, a land of optimism, great wealth, and unstinted generosity. He saw
America as a country of unlimited opportunities, where people's minds were free
from the encumbrance of castes or classes. He would give the receptive
Americans the ancient wisdom of India and bring back to his motherland, in
exchange, the knowledge of science and technology. If he succeeded in his
mission to America, he would not only enhance India's prestige in the Occident,
but create a new confidence among his own people. He recalled the earnest
requests of his friends to represent India in the forthcoming Parliament of
Religions in Chicago. And in particular, he remembered the words of the friends
in Kathiawar who had been the first to encourage him to go to the West: 'Go and
take it by storm, and then return!'
He swam back to the continent of India and started northwards again, by the
eastern coast.
It may be mentioned here that during the Swami's trip across the country, just
described, there had taken place may incidents that strengthened his faith in
God, intensified his sympathy for the so-called lower classes, and broadened his
general outlook on life and social conventions.
Several times, when he had had nothing to eat, food had come to him unsought,
from unexpected quarters. The benefactors had told him that they were directed
by God. Then, one day, it had occurred to the Swami that he had no right to lead
the life of a wandering monk, begging his food from door to door, and thus
depriving the poor of a few morsels which they could otherwise share with their
families. Forthwith he entered a deep forest and walked the whole day without
eating a grain of food. At nightfall he sat down under a tree, footsore and
hungry, and waited to see what would happen next. Presently he saw a tiger
approaching. 'Oh,' he said, 'this is right; both of us are hungry. As this body of
mine could not be of any service to my fellow men, let it at least give some
satisfaction to this hungry animal.' He sat there calmly, but the tiger for some
reason or other changed its mind and went off in another direction. The Swami
spent the whole night in the forest, meditating on God's inscrutable ways. In the
morning he felt a new surge of power.
During his wanderings in the Himalayas, he was once the guest of a Tibetan
family and was scandalized to see that polyandry was practised by its members;
six brothers sharing a common wife. To the Swami's protest, the eldest brother
replied that a Tibetan would consider it selfishness to enjoy a good thing all by
himself and not share it with his brothers. After deep thought the Swami
realized the relativity of ethics. He saw that many so-called good and evil
practices had their roots in the traditions of society. One might argue for or
against almost anything. The conventions of a particular society should be
judged by its own standards. After that experience, the Swami was reluctant to
condemn hastily the traditions of any social group.
One day Swamiji was sharing a railway compartment with two Englishmen, who
took him for an illiterate beggar and began to crack jokes in English at his
expense. At the next station they were astonished to hear him talking with the
station-master in perfect English. Embarrassed, they asked him why he had not
protested against their rude words. With a smile, the Swami replied, 'Friends,
this is not the first time that I have seen fools.' The Englishmen became angry
and wanted a fight. But looking at the Swami's strong body, they thought that
discretion was the better part of valour, and apologized. In a certain place in
Rajputana, the Swami was busy for three days and nights by people seeking
religious instruction. Nobody cared about his food or rest. After they left, a poor
man belonging to a low caste offered him, with great hesitation, some uncooked
food, since he, being an untouchable, was afraid to give him a prepared meal.
The Swami, however, persuaded the kind-hearted man to prepare the meal for
him and ate it with relish. Shedding tears of gratitude, the Swami said to
himself, 'Thousands of such good people live in huts, and we despise them as
untouchables!'
In Central India he had to pass many hard days without food or shelter, and it
was during this time that he lived with a family of outcaste sweepers and
discovered the many priceless spiritual virtues of those people, who cowered at
the feet of society. Their misery choked him and he sobbed: 'Oh, my country! Oh,
my country!'
To resume the story of Swamiji's wandering life: From Cape Comorin he walked
most of the way to Madras, stopping at Ramnad and Pondicherry. His fame had
already spread to the premier city of South India, and he was greeted by a group
of enthusiastic young men. In Madras he publicly announced his intention of
going to America. His devotees here collected funds for the trip, and it was
through them that he later started his Indian work in an organized form.
Here, in Madras, he poured his whole soul into the discussion of religion,
philosophy, science, literature, and history. He would blaze up at people who, for
lack of time or zeal, did not practise meditation. 'What!' he thundered at a
listener. 'Those giants of old, the ancient rishis, who never walked but strode,
standing by whose side you would shrivel into a moth — they, sir, had time for
meditation and devotions, and you have none!'
To a scoffer he said: 'How dare you criticize your venerable forefathers in such a
fashion? A little learning has muddled your brain. Have you tested the wisdom
of the rishis? Have you even as much as read the Vedas? There is a challenge
thrown by the rishis. If you dare oppose them, take it up.'
At Hyderabad, the capital of the Nizam's State, he gave his first public lecture,
the subject being 'My Mission to the West.' The audience was impressed and the
Swami was pleased to see that he could hold his own in this new field of activity.
When the devotees in Madras brought him the money for his voyage to America,
he refused to accept it and asked them to distribute it among the poor. How was
he to know that the Lord wanted him to go to America? Perhaps he was being
carried away by his own ambition. He began to pray intensely for divine
guidance. Again money was offered to him by some of his wealthy friends, and
again he refused. He said to his disciples: 'If it is the Mother's wish that I should
go to the West, then let us collect money from the people. It is for them that I am
going to the West — for the people and the poor!'
The Swami one day had a symbolic dream, in which he saw Sri Ramakrishna
walking into the water of the ocean and beckoning him to follow. He also heard
the authoritative word 'Go!' In response to a letter that he had written to Sarada
Devi, the Holy Mother, she gave him her blessings for the fulfilment of his
desire, knowing that it was Ramakrishna's wish that he should undertake the
journey to America. And now, at last, he felt sure of his call.
When everything was arranged for the departure, there suddenly arrived in
Madras the private secretary of Swamiji's disciple the Raja of Khetri, bearing
the happy news of the birth of a royal son. The Swami was earnestly desired to
bless the heir apparent. He consented, and the Raja was overjoyed to see him.
At Khetri an incident occurred that the Swami remembered all his life. He was
invited by the Maharaja to a musical entertainment in which a nautch-girl was
to sing, and he refused to come, since he was a monk and not permitted to enjoy
secular pleasures. The singer was hurt and sang in a strain of lamentation. Her
words reached the Swami's ears:
Look not, O Lord, upon my sins!
Is not Same-sightedness Thy name?
One piece of iron is used
Inside the holy shrine,
Another for the knife
Held in the butcher's hand;
Yet both of these are turned to gold
When touched by the philosophers' stone.
Sacred the Jamuna's water,
Foul the water in the ditch;
Yet both alike are sanctified
Once they have joined the Ganga's stream.
So, Lord, look not upon my sins!
Is not Same-sightedness Thy name?
The Swami was deeply moved. This girl, whom society condemned as impure,
had taught him a great lesson: Brahman, the Ever Pure, Ever Free, and Ever
Illumined, is the essence of all beings. Before God there is no distinction of good
and evil, pure and impure. Such pairs of opposites become manifest only when
the light of Brahman is obscured by maya. A sannyasin ought to look at all
things from the standpoint of Brahman. He should not condemn anything, even
a so-called impure person.
The Swami then joined the party and with tears in his eyes said to the girl:
'Mother, I am guilty. I was about to show you disrespect by refusing to come to
this room. But your song awakened my consciousness.'
The Swami assumed at the Raja's request the name of Vivekananda, and the
Raja accompanied him as far as Jaipur when he departed for Bombay. On his
way to Bombay the Swami stopped at the Abu Road station and met
Brahmananda and Turiyananda. He told them about his going to America. The
two brother disciples were greatly excited. He explained to them the reason for
his going: it was India's suffering. 'I travelled,' he said, 'all over India. But alas,
it was agony to me, my brothers, to see with my own eyes the terrible poverty of
the masses, and I could not restrain my tears! It is now my firm conviction that
to preach religion amongst them, without first trying to remove their poverty
and suffering, is futile. It is for this reason — to find means for the salvation of
the poor of India — that I am going to America.'
Addressing Turiyananda, he said, 'Brother, I cannot understand your so-called
religion.' His face was red with his rising blood. Shaking with emotion, he placed
his hand on his heart, and said: 'But my heart has grown much, much larger,
and I have learnt to feel. Believe me, I feel it very sadly.' He was choked, and
then fell silent. Tears rolled down his cheeks.
Many years later Turiyananda said, while describing the incident: 'You can
imagine what went through my mind when I heard these pathetic words and
saw the majestic sadness of Swamiji. "Were not these," I thought, "the very
words and feelings of Buddha?"' And he remembered that long ago Naren had
visited Bodh-Gaya and in deep meditation had felt the presence of Buddha.
Another scene of the same nature, though it occurred much later, may be
recounted here. Swami Turiyananda called on his illustrious brother disciple,
after the latter's triumphant return from America, at the Calcutta home of
Balaram Bose, and found him pacing the veranda alone. Deep in thought, he did
not notice Turiyananda's presence. He began to hum under his breath a
celebrated song of Mirabai, and tears welled up in his eyes. He stopped and
leaned against the balustrade, and hid his face in his palms. He sang in an
anguished voice, repeating several times: 'Oh, nobody understands my sorrow!'
And again: 'Only he who suffers knows the depth of my sorrow!' The whole
atmosphere became heavy with sadness. The voice pierced Swami Turiyananda's
heart like an arrow; but he could not understand the cause of Vivekananda's
suffering. Then he suddenly realized that it was a tremendous universal
sympathy with the suffering and oppressed everywhere that often made him
shed tears of burning blood; and of these the world would never know.
The Swami arrived in Bombay accompanied by the private secretary to the Raja
of Khetri, the Prince having provided him with a robe of orange silk, an ochre
turban, a handsome purse, and a first-class ticket on the S.S. 'Peninsular' of the
Peninsular and Orient Company, which would be sailing on May 31, 1893. The
Raja had also bestowed on him the name by which he was to become famous and
which was destined to raise India in the estimation of the world.
The ship steamed out of the harbour on the appointed day, and one can visualize
the Swami standing on its deck, leaning against the rail and gazing at the fast
fading landscape of his beloved motherland. What a multitude of pictures must
have raced, at that time, through his mind: the image of Sri Ramakrishna, the
Holy Mother, and the brother disciples, either living at the Baranagore
monastery or wandering through the plains and hills of India! What a burden of
memories this lad of twenty-nine was carrying! The legacy of his noble parents,
the blessings of his Master, the wisdom learnt from the Hindu scriptures, the
knowledge of the West, his own spiritual experiences, India's past greatness, her
present sorrow, and the dream of her future glory, the hopes and aspirations of
the millions of India's brown men toiling in their brown fields under the
scorching tropical sun, the devotional stories of the Puranas, the dizzy heights of
Buddhist philosophy, the transcendental truths of Vedanta, the subtleties of the
Indian philosophical systems, the soul-stirring songs of the Indian poets and
mystics, the stone-carvings and the frescoes of the Ellora and Ajanta caves, the
heroic tales of the Rajput and Mahratta fighters, the hymns of the South Indian
Alwars, the snow peaks of the towering Himalayas, the murmuring music of the
Ganga — all these and many such thoughts fused together to create in the
Swami's mind the image of Mother India, a universe in miniature, whose history
and society were the vivid demonstration of her philosophical doctrine of unity in
diversity. And could India have sent a son worthier than Vivekananda to
represent her in the Parliament of Religions — a son who had learnt his
spiritual lessons at the feet of a man whose very life was a Parliament of
Religions — a son whose heart was big enough to embrace the whole of
humanity and to feel for all in its universal compassion?
Soon the Swami adjusted himself to the new life on board the ship — a life
completely different from that of a wandering monk. He found it a great
nuisance to look after his suitcases, trunk, valise, and wardrobe. His orange robe
aroused the curiosity of many fellow passengers, who, however, were soon
impressed by his serious nature and deep scholarship. The vessel ploughed
through the blue sea, pausing at various ports on the way, and the Swami
enjoyed the voyage with the happy excitement of a child, devouring eagerly all
he saw.
In Colombo he visited the monasteries of the Hinayana Buddhists. On the way
to Singapore he was shown the favourite haunts of the Malay pirates, whose
descendants now, as the Swami wrote to an Indian friend, under the 'leviathan
guns of modern turreted battleships, have been forced to look about for more
peaceful pursuits.' He had his first glimpse of China in the busy port of
Hongkong, where hundreds of junks and dinghies moved about, each with the
wife of its boatman at the helm, for a whole family lived in each floating craft.
The traveller was amused to notice the Chinese babies, most of whom were tied
to the backs of their mothers, while the latter were busy either pushing heavy
loads or jumping with agility from one craft to another. And there was a rush of
boats and steam launches coming in and going out.
'Baby John,' the Swami wrote humorously to the same friend, 'is every moment
in danger of having his little head pulverized, pigtail and all, but he does not
care a fig. The busy life seems to have no charm for him, and he is quite content
to learn the anatomy of a bit of rice-cake given to him by the madly busy mother.
The Chinese child is quite a little philosopher and calmly goes to work at the age
when your Indian boy can hardly crawl on all fours. He has learnt the
philosophy of necessity too well, from his extreme poverty.'
At Canton, in a Buddhist monastery, the Swami was received with respect as a
great yogi from India. He saw in China, and later in Japan, many temples with
manuscripts written in the ancient Bengali script. This made him realize the
extent of the influence of India outside her own borders and strengthened his
conviction about the spiritual unity of Asia.
Next the boat reached Japan, and the Swami visited Yokohama, Osaka, Kyoto,
and Tokyo. The broad streets, the cage-like little houses, the pine-covered hills,
and the gardens with shrubs, grass-plots, artificial pools, and small bridges
impressed him with the innate artistic nature of the Japanese people. On the
other hand, the thoroughly organized Japanese army equipped with guns made
in Japan, the expanding navy, the merchant marine, and the industrial factories
revealed to him the scientific skill of a newly awakened Asiatic nation. But he
was told that the Japanese regarded India as the 'dreamland of everything noble
and great.'
His thoughts always returned to India and her people. He wrote to a disciple in
Madras: 'Come out and be men! India wants the sacrifice of at least a thousand
of her young men — men, mind you, and not brutes. How many men — unselfish
and thorough-going men — is Madras ready to supply, who will struggle unto
death to bring about a new state of things — sympathy for the poor, bread for
hungry mouths, enlightenment for the people at large, who have been brought to
the level of beasts by the tyranny of your forefathers?'
From Yokohama he crossed the Pacific Ocean and arrived in Vancouver, British
Columbia. Next he travelled by train to Chicago, the destination of his journey
and the meeting-place of the Parliament of Religions.
The first sight of Chicago, the third largest city of the New Continent, the great
civic queen of the Middle West, enthroned on the shore of Lake Michigan, with
its teeming population and strange way of life — a mixture of the refinement of
the Eastern coast and the crudities of the backwoods — must have bewildered,
excited, and terrified the young visitor from India. Swami Vivekananda walked
through the spacious grounds of the World's Fair and was speechless with
amazement. He marvelled at what the Americans had achieved through hard
work, friendly co-operation with one another, and the application of scientific
knowledge. Not too many years before, Chicago had consisted of only a few
fishermen's huts, and now at the magic touch of human ingenuity, it was turned
into a fairyland. Never before had the Swami seen such an accumulation of
wealth, power, and inventive genius in a nation. In the fair-grounds he attracted
people's notice. Lads ran after him, fascinated by his orange robe and turban.
Shopkeepers and porters regarded him as a Maharaja from India and tried to
impose upon him. On the Swami's part, his first feeling was one of unbounded
admiration. But a bitter disillusionment was to come.
Soon after his arrival in Chicago, he went one day to the information bureau of
the Exposition to ask about the forthcoming Parliament of Religions. He was told
that it had been put off until the first week of September (it was then only the
end of July) and that no one without credentials from a bona fide organization
would be accepted as a delegate. He was told also that it was then too late for
him to be registered as a delegate. All this had been unexpected by the Swami;
for not one of his friends in India — the enthusiastic devotees of Madras, the
Raja of Khetri, the Raja of Ramnad, and the Maharaja of Mysore, the Ministers
of the native states, and the disciples who had arranged his trip to America —
had taken the trouble to make any inquiries concerning the details of the
Parliament. No one had known what were to be the dates of the meetings or the
conditions of admission. Nor had the Swami brought with him any letter of
authority from a religious organization. All had felt that the young monk would
need no letter of authorization, his personality being testimonial enough.
'The Swami himself,' as his Irish disciple, Sister Nivedita, wrote some years
later, 'was as simple in the ways of the world as his disciples, and when he was
once sure that he was divinely called to make this attempt, he could see no
difficulties in the way. Nothing could have been more typical of the lack of
organizedness of Hinduism itself than this going forth of its representative
unannounced, and without formal credentials, to enter the strongly guarded door
of the world's wealth and power.'
In the meantime, the purse that the Swami had carried from India was
dwindling; for things were much more expensive in America than he or his
friends had thought. He did not have enough to maintain him in Chicago until
September. In a frantic mood he asked help from the Theosophical Society,
which professed warm friendship for India. He was told that he would have to
subscribe to the creed of the Society; but this he refused to do because he did not
believe in most of the Theosophical doctrines. Thereupon the leader declined to
give him any help. The Swami became desperate and cabled to his friends in
Madras for money.
Finally, however, someone advised him to go to Boston, where the cost of living
was cheaper, and in the train his picturesque dress, no less than his regal
appearance, attracted a wealthy lady who resided in the suburbs of the city. She
cordially invited him to be her guest, and he accepted, to save his dwindling
purse. He was lodged at 'Breezy Meadows,' in Metcalf, Massachusetts, and his
hostess, Miss Kate Sanborn, was delighted to display to her inquisitive friends
this strange curiosity from the Far East. The Swami met a number of people,
most of whom annoyed him by asking queer questions regarding Hinduism and
the social customs of India, about which they had read in the tracts of Christian
missionaries and sensational writers. However, there came to him a few seriousminded
people, and among these were Mrs. Johnson, the lady superintendent of
a women's prison, and J.H. Wright, a professor of Greek at Harvard University.
On the invitation of the superintendent, he visited the prison and was impressed
by the humanitarian attitude of its workers towards the inmates. At once there
came to his mind the sad plight of the masses of India and he wrote to a friend
on August 20, 1893:
How benevolently the inmates are treated, how they are reformed and sent back
as useful members of society — how grand, how beautiful, you must see to
believe! And oh, how my heart ached to think of what we think of poor, the low,
in India. They have no chance, no escape, no way to climb up. They sink lower
and lower every day, they feel the blows showered upon them by a cruel society,
and they do not know whence the blows come. They have forgotten that they too
are men. And the result is slavery. … Ah, tyrants! You do not know that the
obverse is tyranny and the reverse, slavery.
Swami Vivekananda had no friends in this foreign land, yet he did not lose faith.
For had not a kind Providence looked after him during the uncertain days of his
wandering life? He wrote in the same letter: 'I am here amongst the children of
the Son of Mary, and the Lord Jesus will help me.'
The Swami was encouraged by Professor Wright to represent Hinduism in the
Parliament of Religions, since that was the only way he could be introduced to
the nation at large. When he announced, however, that he had no credentials,
the professor replied, 'To ask you, Swami, for your credentials is like asking the
sun about its right to shine.' He wrote about the Swami to a number of
important people connected with the Parliament, especially to the chairman of
the committee on selection of delegates, who was one of his friends, and said,
'Here is a man more learned than all our learned professors put together.'
Professor Wright bought the Swami railroad ticket for Chicago.
The train bearing Vivekananda to Chicago arrived late in the evening, and he
had mislaid, unfortunately, the address of the committee in charge of the
delegates. He did not know where to turn for help, and no one bothered to give
information to this foreigner of strange appearance. Moreover the station was
located in a part of the city inhabited mostly by Germans, who could hardly
under stand his language. He knew he was stranded there, and looking around
saw a huge empty wagon in the railroad freight-yard. In this he spent the night
without food or a bed.
In the morning he woke up 'smelling fresh water,' to quote his own words, and
he walked along the fashionable Lake Shore Drive, which was lined with the
mansions of the wealthy, asking people the way to the Parliament grounds. But
he was met with indifference. Hungry and weary, he knocked at several doors for
food and was rudely treated by the servants. His soiled clothes and unshaven
face gave him the appearance of a tramp. Besides, he had forgotten that he was
in a land that knew thousands of ways of earning the 'almighty dollar,' but was
unfamiliar with Franciscan poverty or the ways of religious vagabonds. He sat
down exhausted on the sidewalk and was noticed from an opposite window. The
mistress of the house sent for him and asked the Swami if he was a delegate to
the Parliament of Religions. He told her of his difficulties. The lady, Mrs. George
W. Hale, a society woman of Chicago, gave him breakfast and looked after his
needs. When he had rested, she accompanied him to the offices of the Parliament
and presented him to Dr. J.H. Barrows, the President of the Parliament, who
was one of her personal friends. The Swami was thereupon cordially accepted as
a representative of Hinduism and lodged in the house of Mr. and Mrs. John B.
Lyons. Mr. and Mrs. Hale and their children as well as the Lyons, became his
lifelong friends. Once again the Swami had been strengthened in his conviction
that the Lord was guiding his footsteps, and he prayed incessantly to be a
worthy instrument of His will.
THE PARLIAMENT OF RELIGIONS
On Monday, September 11, 1893 the Parliament of Religions opened its
deliberations with due solemnity. This great meeting was an adjunct of the
World's Columbian Exposition, which had been organized to celebrate the four
hundredth anniversary of the discovery of America by Christopher Columbus.
One of the main goals of the Exposition was to disseminate knowledge of the
progress and enlightenment brought about in the world by Western savants and
especially through physical science and technology; but as religion forms a vital
factor in human culture, it had been decided to organize a Parliament of
Religions in conjunction with the Exposition.
Dr. Barrows, in his History of the Parliament of Religions, writes:
Since faith in a Divine Power to whom men believe they owe service and
worship, has been like the sun, a life-giving and fructifying potency in
man's intellectual and moral development; since Religion lies at the back
of Hindu literature with its marvellous and mystic developments; of the
European Art, whether in the form of Grecian statues or Gothic
cathedrals; and of American liberty and the recent uprisings of men on
behalf of a juster social condition; and since it is as clear as the light, that
the Religion of Christ has led to many of the chief and noblest
developments of our modern civilization, it did not appear that Religion
any more than Education, Art, or Electricity, should be excluded from the
Columbian Exposition.
It is not altogether improbable that some of the more enthusiastic Christian
theologians, among the promoters of the Parliament, thought that the
Parliament would give them an opportunity to prove the superiority of
Christianity, professed by the vast majority of the people of the progressive
West, over the other faiths of the world. Much later Swami Vivekananda said, in
one of his jocular moods, that the Divine Mother Herself willed the Parliament
in order to give him an opportunity to present the Eternal Religion of the Hindus
before the world at large, and that the stage was set for him to play his
important role, everything else being incidental. The appropriateness of this
remark can be appreciated now, six decades after the great event, from the fact
that whereas all else that was said and discussed at the Parliament has been
forgotten, what Vivekananda preached is still cherished in America, and the
movement inaugurated by him has endeared itself to American hearts.
'One of the chief advantages,' to quote the words of the Hon. Mr. Merwin-Marie
Snell, president of the Scientific Section of the Parliament, 'has been in the great
lessons which it has taught the Christian world, especially the people of the
United States, namely, that there are other religions more venerable than
Christianity, which surpass it in philosophical depths, in spiritual intensity, in
independent vigour of thought, and in breadth and sincerity of human
sympathy, while not yielding to it a single hair's breadth in ethical beauty and
efficiency.'
At 10 a.m. the Parliament opened. In it every form of organized religious belief,
as professed among twelve hundred millions of people, was represented. Among
the non-Christian groups could be counted Hinduism, Jainism, Buddhism,
Confucianism, Shintoism, Mohammedanism, and Mazdaism.
The spacious hall and the huge gallery of the art Palace were packed with seven
thousand people — men and women representing the culture of the United
States. The official delegates marched in a grand procession to the platform, and
in the centre, in his scarlet robe, sat Cardinal Gibbons, the highest prelate of the
Roman Catholic Church in the Western hemisphere. He occupied a chair of state
and opened the meeting with a prayer. On his left and right were grouped the
Oriental delegates: Pratap Chandra Mazoomdar of the Calcutta Brahmo Samaj,
and Nagarkar of Bombay; Dharmapala, representing the Ceylon Buddhists;
Gandhi, representing the Jains; Chakravarti and Annie Besant of the
Theosophical Society. With them sat Swami Vivekananda, who represented no
particular sect, but the Universal Religion of the Vedas, and who spoke, as will
presently be seen, for the religious aspiration of all humanity. His gorgeous robe,
large yellow turban, bronze complexion, and fine features stood out prominently
on the platform and drew everybody's notice. In numerical order the Swami's
position was number thirty-one.
The delegates arose, one by one, and read prepared speeches, but the Hindu
sannyasin was totally unprepared. He had never before addressed such an
assembly. When he was asked to give his message he was seized with stagefright,
and requested the chairman to call on him a little later. Several times he
postponed the summons. As he admitted later: 'Of course my heart was
fluttering and my tongue nearly dried up. I was so nervous that I could not
venture to speak in the morning session.'
At last he came to the rostrum and Dr. Barrows introduced him. Bowing to
Sarasvati, the Goddess of Wisdom, he addressed the audience as 'Sisters and
Brothers of America.' Instantly, thousands arose in their seats and gave him
loud applause. They were deeply moved to see, at last, a man who discarded
formal words and spoke to them with the natural and candid warmth of a
brother.
It took a full two minutes before the tumult subsided, and the Swami began his
speech by thanking the youngest of the nations in the name of the most ancient
monastic order in the world, the Vedic order of sannyasins. The keynote of his
address was universal toleration and acceptance. He told the audience how
India, even in olden times, had given shelter to the religious refugees of other
lands — for instance, the Israelites and the Zoroastrians — and he quoted from
the scriptures the following two passages revealing the Hindu spirit of
toleration:
'As different streams, having their sources in different places, all mingle
their water in the sea, so, O Lord, the different paths which men take
through different tendencies, various though they appear, crooked or
straight, all lead to Thee.'
'Whosoever comes to Me, through whatsoever form, I reach him. All men
are struggling through many paths which in the end lead to Me.'
In conclusion he pleaded for the quick termination of sectarianism, bigotry, and
fanaticism.
The response was deafening applause. It appeared that the whole audience had
been patiently awaiting this message of religious harmony. A Jewish intellectual
remarked to the present writer, years later, that after hearing Vivekananda he
realized for the first time that his own religion, Judaism, was true, and that the
Swami had addressed his words on behalf of not only his religion, but all
religions of the world. Whereas every one of the other delegates had spoken for
his own ideal or his own sect, the Swami had spoken about God, who, as the
ultimate goal of all faiths, is their inmost essence. And he had learnt that truth
at the feet of Sri Ramakrishna, who had taught incessantly, from his direct
experience, that all religions are but so many paths to reach the same goal. The
Swami gave utterance to the yearning of the modern world to break down the
barriers of caste, colour, and creed and to fuse all people into one humanity.
Not a word of condemnation for any faith, however crude or irrational, fell from
his lips. He did not believe that this religion or that religion was true in this or
that respect; to him all religions were equally effective paths to lead their
respective devotees, with diverse tastes and temperaments, to the same goal of
perfection. Years before, young Narendra had condemned before his Master, in
his neophyte zeal, a questionable sect that indulged in immoral practices in the
name of religion, and Ramakrishna had mildly rebuked him, saying: 'Why
should you criticize those people? Their way, too, ultimately leads to God. There
are many doors to enter a mansion. The scavenger comes in by the back door.
You need not use it.'
How prophetic were the master's words that his Naren would one day shake the
world! Mrs. S.K. Blodgett, who later became the Swami's hostess in Los Angeles,
said about her impressions of the Parliament: 'I was at the Parliament of
Religions in Chicago in 1893. When that young man got up and said, "Sisters
and Brothers of America," seven thousand people rose to their feet as a tribute to
something they knew not what. When it was over I saw scores of women walking
over the benches to get near him, and I said to my self, "Well, my lad, if you can
resist that onslaught you are indeed a God!"'
Swami Vivekananda addressed the Parliament about a dozen times. His
outstanding address was a paper on Hinduism in which he discussed Hindu
metaphysics, psychology, and theology. The divinity of the soul, the oneness of
existence, the non-duality of the Godhead, and the harmony of religions were the
recurring themes of his message. He taught that the final goal of man is to
become divine by realizing the Divine and that human beings are the children of
'Immortal Bliss'.
In the final session of the Parliament, Swami Vivekananda said in the
conclusion of his speech:
'The Christian is not to become a Hindu or a Buddhist, nor is a Hindu or
a Buddhist to become a Christian. But each must assimilate the spirit of
the others and yet preserve his individuality and grow according to his
own law of growth. If the Parliament of Religions has shown any thing to
the world, it is this: It has proved to the world that holiness, purity, and
charity are not the exclusive possessions of any church in the world, and
that every system has produced men and women of the most exalted
character. In the face of this evidence, if anybody dreams of the exclusive
survival of his own religion and the destruction of the others, I pity him
from the bottom of my heart and point out to him that upon the banner of
every religion will soon be written, in spite of resistance: "Help and not
Fight," "Assimilation and not Destruction," "Harmony and Peace and not
Dissension".'
The Parliament of Religions offered Swami Vivekananda the long desired
opportunity to present before the Western world the eternal and universal
truths of his Aryan ancestors. And he rose to the occasion. As he stood on the
platform to give his message, he formed, as it were, the confluence of two great
streams of thought, the two ideals that had moulded human culture. The vast
audience before him represented exclusively the Occidental mind — young, alert,
restless, inquisitive, tremendously honest, well disciplined, and at ease with the
physical universe, but sceptical about the profundities of the supersensuous
world and unwilling to accept spiritual truths without rational proof. And behind
him lay the ancient world of India, with its diverse religious and philosophical
discoveries, with its saints and prophets who investigated Reality through selfcontrol
and contemplation, unruffled by the passing events of the transitory life
and absorbed in contemplation of the Eternal Verities. Vivekananda's education,
upbringing, personal experiences, and contact with the God-man of modern
India had pre-eminently fitted him to represent both ideals and to remove their
apparent conflict.
To Vivekananda the religion of the Hindus, based upon the teachings of the
Vedas, appeared adequate to create the necessary synthesis. By the Vedas he did
not mean any particular book containing the words of a prophet or deriving
sanction from a supernatural authority, but the accumulated treasure of
spiritual laws discovered by various Indian seers in different times. Just as the
law of gravitation existed before its discovery, and would continue to exist even
if all humanity forgot it, so do the laws that govern the spiritual world exist
independently of our knowledge of them. The moral, ethical, and spiritual
relations between soul and soul, and between individual spirits and the Father
of all spirits, were in existence before their discovery, and will remain even if we
forget them. Regarding the universal character of the Hindu faith the Swami
said: 'From the high spiritual flights of the Vedanta philosophy, of which the
latest discoveries of science seem like echoes, to the low ideas of idolatry with its
multifarious mythology, the agnosticism of the Buddhists, and the atheism of
the Jains, each and all have a place in Hindu religion.'
The young, unknown monk of India was transformed overnight into an
outstanding figure of the religious world. From obscurity he leapt to fame. His
life-size portraits were posted in the streets of Chicago, with words 'The Monk
Vivekananda' written beneath them and many passers-by would stop to do
reverence with bowed heads.
Dr. J.H. Barrows, Chairman of the General Committee of the Parliament of
Religions, said: 'Swami Vivekananda exercised a wonderful influence over his
auditors,' and Mr. Merwin-Marie Snell stated, more enthusiastically: 'By far the
most important and typical representative of Hinduism was Swami
Vivekananda, who, in fact, was beyond question the most popular and
influential man in the Parliament....He was received with greater enthusiasm
than any other speaker, Christian or pagan. The people thronged about him
wherever he went and hung with eagerness on his every word. The most rigid of
orthodox Christians say of him, "He is indeed a prince among men!"'
Newspapers published his speeches and they were read with warm interest all
over the country. The New York Herald said: 'He is undoubtedly the greatest
figure in the Parliament of Religions. After hearing him we feel how foolish it is
to send missionaries to this learned nation.' The Boston Evening Post said: 'He is
a great favourite at the Parliament from the grandeur of his sentiments and his
appearance as well. If he merely crosses the platform he is applauded; and this
marked approval of thousands he accepts in a childlike spirit of gratification
without a trace of conceit....At the Parliament of Religions they used to keep
Vivekananda until the end of the programme to make people stay till the end of
the session....The four thousand fanning people in the Hall of Columbus would
sit smiling and expectant, waiting for an hour or two to listen to Vivekananda
for fifteen minutes. The chairman knew the old rule of keeping the best until the
last.'
It is one of the outstanding traits of Americans to draw out the latent greatness
of other people. America discovered Vivekananda and made a gift of him to India
and the world.
The reports of the Parliament of Religions were published in the Indian
magazines and newspapers. The Swami's vindication of the Hindu faith filled
with pride the hearts of his countrymen from Colombo to Almora, from Calcutta
to Bombay. The brother monks at the Baranagore monastery were not, at first,
clear about the identity of Vivekananda. A letter from the Swami, six months
after the Parliament, removed all doubts, however, and how proud they felt at
the achievement of their beloved Naren!
But how did Vivekananda himself react to this triumph, which had been the
fulfilment of his long cherished desire? He knew that his solitary life as a monk
in constant communion with God was at an end; he could no longer live in
obscurity with his dreams and visions. Instead of dwelling in peace and serenity,
he was thrown into the vortex of a public career with its ceaseless turmoil and
demands. When he returned to his hotel the night after the first meeting of the
Parliament, he wept like a child.
After he had delivered his message in the Parliament, the Swami suffered no
longer from material wants. The doors of the wealthy were thrown open. Their
lavish hospitality made him sick at heart when he remembered the crushing
poverty of his own people. His anguish became so intense one night that he
rolled on the floor, groaning: 'O Mother, what do I care for name and fame when
my motherland remains sunk in utmost poverty? To what a sad pass have we
poor Indians come when millions of us die for want of a handful of rice, and here
they spend millions of rupees upon their personal comfort! Who will raise the
masses of India? Who will give them bread? Show me, O Mother, how I can help
them.' While addressing one session of the Parliament, the Swami had said that
what India needed was not religion, but bread. Now he began to study American
life in its various aspects, especially the secret of the country's high standard of
living and he communicated to his disciples in India his views on the promotion
of her material welfare.
Swami Vivekananda was invited by a lecture bureau to tour the United States,
and he accepted the offer. He wanted money in order to free himself from
obligation to his wealthy friends and also to help his various philanthropic and
religious projects in India. Further, he thought that through a lecture bureau he
could effectively broadcast his ideas all over the American continent and thus
remove from people's minds erroneous notions regarding Hindu religion and
society. Soon he was engaged in a whirlwind tour covering the larger cities of the
East and the Middle West. People called him the 'cyclonic Hindu'. He visited,
among other places, Iowa City, Des Moines, Memphis, Indianapolis,
Minneapolis, Detroit, Buffalo, Hartford, Boston, Cambridge, New York,
Baltimore, and Washington. Cherishing a deep affection for the members of the
Hale family, he made his headquarters with George W. Hale in Chicago.
But his path was not always strewn with rose petals. Vivekananda was an
outspoken man. Whenever he found in American society signs of brutality,
inhumanity, pettiness, arrogance, and ignorance concerning cultures other than
its own, he mercilessly criticized them. Often small-minded people asked him
irritating questions about India, based upon malicious and erroneous reports,
and the Swami fell upon them like a thunderbolt. 'But woe to the man,' wrote
the Iowa State Register, 'who undertook to combat the monk on his own ground,
and that was where they all tried it who tried it at all. His replies came like
flashes of lightning and the venturesome questioner was sure to be impaled on
the Indian's shining intellectual lance....Vivekananda and his cause found a
place in the hearts of all true Christians.' Many Christian ministers became his
warm friends and invited him to speak in their churches.
Swami Vivekananda was especially bitter about false Christianity and the
religious hypocrisy of many Christian leaders. In a lecture given in Detroit he
came out in one of his angriest moods, and declared in the course of his speech:
You train and educate and clothe and pay men to do what? — to come
over to my country and curse and abuse all my forefathers, my religion,
my everything. They walk near a temple and say, 'You idolaters, you will
go to hell.' But the Hindu is mild; he smiles and passes on, saying, 'Let
the fools talk.' And then you who train men to abuse and criticize, if I just
touch you with the least bit of criticism, but with the kindest purpose,
you shrink and cry: 'Do not touch us! We are Americans; we criticize,
curse, and abuse all the heathens of the world, but do not touch us, we
are sensitive plants.' And whenever you missionaries criticize us, let
them remember this: If all India stands up and takes all the mud that
lies at the bottom of the Indian Ocean and throws it up against the
Western countries, it will not be doing an infinitesimal part of what you
are doing to us.
Continuing, the Swami said that the military conquests of the Western nations
and the activities of the Christian missionaries, strangely enough, often
proceeded side by side. Most people were converted for worldly reasons. But the
Swami warned:
Such things tumble down; they are built upon sand; they cannot remain
long. Everything that has selfishness for its basis, competition for its
right hand, and enjoyment as its goal, must die sooner or later.
If you want to live, go back to Christ. You are not Christians. No, as a
nation you are not. Go back to Christ. Go back to him who had nowhere
to lay his head. Yours is a religion preached in the name of luxury. What
an irony of fate! Reverse this if you want to live; reverse this. You cannot
serve God and Mammon at the same time. All this prosperity — all this
from Christ? Christ would have denied all such heresies. If you can join
these two, this wonderful prosperity with the ideal of Christ, it is well;
but if you cannot, better go back to him and give up these vain pursuits.
Better be ready to live in rags with Christ than to live in palaces without
him.
On one occasion the Swami was asked to speak in Boston on Ramakrishna, a
subject dear to his heart. When he looked at the audience — the artificial and
worldly crowd of people — and contrasted it with his Master's purity and
renunciation, he practically dropped the subject and mercilessly inveighed
against the materialistic culture of the West. The audience was resentful and
many left the meeting in an angry mood. But Vivekananda, too, had his lesson.
On returning home he recalled what he had said, and wept. His Master had
never uttered a word of condemnation against anybody, even the most wicked
person; yet he, while talking about Ramakrishna, had criticized these goodhearted
people who were eager to learn about the Master. He felt that he was too
unworthy of Sri Ramakrishna to discuss him or even to write about him.
Swami Vivekananda's outspoken words aroused the bitter enmity of a large
section of the Christian missionaries and their American patrons, and also of
Christian fanatics. Filled with rancour and hatred, these began to vilify him
both openly and in private. They tried to injure his reputation by writing false
stories traducing his character. Some of the Indian delegates to the Parliament,
jealous of the Swami's popularity and fame, joined in the vilification.
Missionaries working in India and some of the Hindu organizations started an
infamous campaign against the Swami's work. The Theosophists were
particularly vindictive. They declared that the Swami was violating the laws of
monastic life in America by eating forbidden food and breaking caste laws.
His friends and disciples in India were frightened and sent him cuttings from
Indian papers containing these malicious reports. One article stated that one of
the Swami's American hostesses had had to dismiss a servant girl on account of
the Swami's presence in the house. But the lady published a vehement denial
and said that the Swami was an honoured guest in her home and would always
be treated with affection and respect. The Swami wrote to his timorous devotees
in India concerning a particular American paper that had criticized him, telling
them that it was generally known in America as the 'blue-nosed Presbyterian
paper', that no educated American took it seriously, and that, following the wellknown
Yankee trick, it had tried to gain notoriety by attracting a man lionized
by society. He assured them that the American people as a whole, and many
enlightened Christian clergymen, were among his admiring friends, and he
asked them not to send him any more of such newspaper trash with articles from
his vilifiers. He told them, furthermore, that he had never deviated from the two
basic vows of the monastic life, namely, chastity and poverty, and that as
regards other things, he was trying to adjust himself to the customs of the people
among whom he lived.
To the accusation from some orthodox Hindus that the Swami was eating
forbidden food at the table of infidels, he retorted:
Do you mean to say I am born to live and die as one of those caste-ridden,
superstitious, merciless, hypocritical, atheistic cowards that you only find
among the educated Hindus? I hate cowardice. I will have nothing to do
with cowards. I belong to the world as much as to India, no humbug
about that. What country has a special claim on me? Am I a nation's
slave? ...I see a greater power than man or God or Devil at my back. I
require nobody's help. I have been all my life helping others.
To another Indian devotee he wrote in similar vein:
I am surprised that you take the missionaries' nonsense so seriously....If
the people of India want me to keep strictly to my Hindu diet, please tell
them to send me a cook and money enough to keep him....On the other
hand, if the missionaries tell you that I have ever broken the two great
vows of the sannyasin — chastity and poverty — tell them that they are
big liars. As for me, mind you, I stand at nobody's dictation, and no
chauvinism about me....I hate cowardice; I will have nothing to do with
cowards or political nonsense. I do not believe in any politics. God and
truth are the only politics in the world; everything else is trash.
Swami Vivekananda remained unperturbed by opposition. His lectures,
intensely religious and philosophical, were attended everywhere by eminent
people. Many came to him for private instruction. His aim was to preach the
eternal truths of religion and to help sincere people in moulding their spiritual
life. Very soon his dauntless spirit, innate purity, lofty idealism, spiritual
personality, and spotless character attracted to him a band of sincere and loyal
American disciples, whom he began to train as future Vedanta workers in
America.
It must be said to the credit of America that she was not altogether unprepared
to receive the message of Vivekananda. Certain spiritual ideas, which were
congenial for the reception of the Vedantic ideals presented by the Swami, had
already begun to ferment underneath the robust, picturesque, gay, and dynamic
surface of American life. Freedom, equality, and justice had always been the
cherished treasures of American hearts. To these principles, which the
Americans applied in politics and society for the material and ethical welfare of
men, Swami Vivekananda gave a spiritual basis and interpretation.
Religion had played an important part from the very beginning of American
Colonial history. The pilgrims who crossed the Atlantic in the 'Mayflower' and
landed on the barren cost of Cape Cod in November 1620, were English people
who had first left England and gone to Holland for freedom of worship. Later
they were joined by other dissenters who could not submit to the restrictions
placed upon their religious beliefs by the English rulers of the time. These were
the forbears of the sturdy, religious-minded New Englanders who, two centuries
later, became the leaders of the intellectual and spiritual culture of America.
Swami Vivekananda found among their descendants many of his loyal and
enthusiastic followers.
Both the Holy Bible and the philosophy of Locke influenced the Bill of Rights
and the American Constitution. Leaders imbued with the Christian ideal of the
Fatherhood of God and the brotherhood of men, penned the second paragraph of
the Declaration of Independence, which clearly set forth its political philosophy,
namely, the equality of men before God, the state, and society. Thomas Paine,
one of the high priests of the American Revolution, was an uncompromising foe
of tyranny, and an upholder of human freedom. The same passion for equality,
freedom, justice, enduring peace, and righteousness was later to permeate the
utterances of the great Lincoln.
The political structure of America shows the sagacity and lofty idealism of her
statesmen, who built up the country after the War of Independence. The original
thirteen colonies, which had wrested freedom from England, gradually became
the United States of America. The architects of the American Government might
have created, following the imperialistic pattern of England, an American
Empire, with the original thirteen states as a sort of mother country and the rest
as her colonies. But instead, the newly acquired territories received complete
equality of status. It may also be mentioned that, with the exception of the
Mexican War of 1845, America has never started a war.
Within a hundred years of her gaining independence, America showed
unprecedented material prosperity. The country's vast hidden wealth was
tapped by European immigrants, who brought with them not only the flavour of
an older civilization, but technical skill, indomitable courage, and the spirit of
adventure. Scientists and technologists flooded the country with new inventions.
Steamboats, a network of railroads, and various mechanical appliances aided in
the creation of new wealth. Towns grew into cities. As big business concerns
expanded, workmen and mechanics formed protective organizations. Ambition
stirred everywhere, and men's very manners changed with the new haste and
energy that swept them on.
Material prosperity was accompanied by a new awakening of men's minds and
consciousness. Jails were converted into penitentiary systems, based upon
humanitarian principles, and anti-slavery societies were inaugurated. During
the five years between 1850 and 1855 were published some of the greatest books
in American literature, hardly surpassed in imaginative vitality. Democracy was
in full swing and it was the people's day everywhere. The crude frontier days
were fast disappearing.
The Transcendentalist Movement, of which Emerson was the leader, with
Thoreau and Alcott as his associates, brought spiritual India into the swift
current of American life. The old and new continents had not been altogether
strangers. Columbus had set out to find the short route to India, known far and
wide for her fabulous wealth, and had stumbled upon America instead. The
chests of tea of the Boston Tea Party, which set off the War of Independence, had
come from India. Moreover, the victory of the English over the French in the
eighteenth-century colonial wars in India contributed to the success of the
American colonists in their struggle for freedom begun in 1775. And finally,
Commodore Perry in 1853 made it possible for American merchant ships to trade
with the Far East and thus visit Indian coastal towns on their long journeys.
The development of Emerson's innate idealism had been aided by the philosophy
of Greece, the ethics of China, the poetry of the Sufis, and the mysticism of
India. Emerson, a keen student of the Bhagavad Gita, was familiar with the
Upanishadic doctrines and published translations of religious and philosophical
tracts from the Oriental languages. His beautiful poem 'Brahma' and his essay
'The Over-Soul' show clearly his indebtedness to Hindu spiritual thought. But
Emerson's spirit, pre-eminently ethical and intellectual, could not grasp the
highest flights of Hindu mysticism; it accepted only what was in harmony with a
somewhat shallow optimism. Emerson's writings later influenced the New
Thought movement and Mary Baker Eddy's Christian Science.
Thoreau, Emerson's neighbour for twenty-five years, read and discussed with
him in great detail the Hindu religious classics. Thoreau wrote: 'I bathe my
intellect in the stupendous and cosmogonal philosophy of the Upanishads and
the Bhagavad Gita, in comparison with which our modern world and literature
seem puny and trivial.' He wanted to write a joint Bible, gathering material from
the Asiatic scriptures, and took for his motto Ex Oriente Lux.
Alcott was genuine friend of Indian culture. He was instrumental in bringing out
the American edition of Sir Edwin Arnold's The Light of Asia, and this made the
life and teachings of Buddha accessible, for the first time, to American readers.
The Transcendental Club, founded in Concord, near Boston, reached its height
by 1840. The American Oriental Society was formed in 1842, with aims similar
to those of the European Oriental societies.
Walt Whitman (1819-1892), a contemporary of the Concord philosophers, seems
to have come very near to Vedantic idealism. There is no reliable evidence to
show that Whitman was directly influenced by Hindu thought. He is reputed to
have denied it himself. A great religious individualist, he was free from all
church conventions and creeds. To him, religion consisted entirely of inner
illumination, 'the secret silent ecstasy.' It is not known if he practised any
definite religious disciplines; most probably he did not. Yet Swami Vivekananda
once called Whitman 'the sannyasin of America.' Leaves of Grass, which Swami
Vivekananda read, breathes the spirit of identity with all forms of life, and
Whitman's 'Song of the Open Road' is full of the sentiments that were nearest to
the heart of Vivekananda. Here, for example, are three stanzas:
I inhale great draughts of space;
The east and the west are mine;
and the north and the south are mine.
I am larger, better than I thought;
I did not know I held so much goodness.
Allons! We must not stop here!
However sweet these laid-up stores —
however convenient this dwelling,
we cannot remain here;
However shelter'd this port,
and however calm these waters,
we must not anchor here;
However welcome the hospitality
that surrounds us, we are permitted
to receive it but a little while.
Allons! Be not detain'd!
Let the paper remain on the desk unwritten,
and the book on the shelf unopen'd!
Let the tools remain in the workshop!
let the money remain unearn'd!
Let the school stand!
mind not the cry of the teacher!
Let the preacher preach in the pulpit!
let the lawyer plead in the court,
and the judge expound the law.
There are several reasons why the marriage of East and West dreamt of by
Emerson and Thoreau did not take place. The Gold Rush of 1849, to California,
had turned people's attention in other directions. Then had come the Civil War,
in which brother had fought brother and men's worst passions had been let
loose. Lastly, the development of science and technology had brought about a
great change in people's outlook, intensifying their desire for material
prosperity.
The publication of Darwin's Origin of Species in 1859 changed the
Weltanschauung of the Western world, and its repercussions were felt more in
the New World than in Europe. Within a decade, intellectual people gave up
their belief in the Biblical story of creation and did not hesitate to trace man's
origin back to an apelike ancestor, and beyond that to a primordial protoplasmic
atomic globule. The implications of evolution were incorporated into every field
of thought — law, history, economics, sociology, philosophy, religion, and art;
transcendentalism was replaced by empiricism, instrumentalism, and
pragmatism. The American life-current thus was turned into a new channel.
When America had been comparatively poor she had cherished her spiritual
heritage. In the midst of her struggle for existence she had preserved her
spiritual sensitivity. But in the wake of the Civil War the desire to posses 'bigger
and better things' cast its spell everywhere. Big utilities and corporations came
into existence; the spiritual and romantic glow of the frontier days degenerated
into the sordidness of competitive materialistic life, while the unceasing flow of
crude immigrants from Europe made difficult the stabilization of American
culture.
Emerson was disillusioned by the aftermath of the Civil War. He had hoped 'that
in the peace after such a war, a great expansion would follow in the mind of the
country, grand views in every direction — true freedom in politics, in religion, in
social science, in thought. But the energy of the nation seems to have expended
itself in the war.'
Walt Whitman was even more caustic. He wrote bitterly:
Society in the States is cramped, crude, superstitious, and rotten.... Never
was there, perhaps, more hollowness of heart than at present, and here in
the United States. Genuine belief seems to have left us....; The great
cities reek with respectable, as much as non-respectable, robbery and
scoundrelism. In fashionable life, flippancy, tepid amours, weak
infidelism, small aims, or no aims at all, only to kill time.... I say that our
New World Democracy, however great a success in uplifting the masses
out of their sloughs in materialistic development, and in a certain highly
deceptive superficial popular intellectuality, is so far an almost complete
failure in its social aspects. In vain do we march with unprecedented
strides to empire so colossal, outvying the antique, beyond Alexander's,
beyond the proudest sway of Rome. In vain we annexed Texas, California,
Alaska, and reach north for Canada or south for Cuba. It is as if we were
somehow being endowed with a vast and thoroughly appointed body, and
left with little or no soul.
But the material prosperity or the triumph of science could not destroy the
innate idealism of the American mind. It remained hidden like embers under
ashes. Thoughtful Americans longed for a philosophy which, without going
counter to the scientific method, would show the way to a larger vision of life,
harmonizing the diverse claims of science, the humanities, and mystical
experience. Now the time was ripe for the fulfilment of Thoreau's dream of the
marriage of East and West, a real synthesis of science and religion. And to bring
this about, no worthier person could have been found than Swami Vivekananda
of India. This accounts for the spontaneous welcome received by this
representative of Hinduism, who brought to America an ancient and yet dynamic
philosophy of life.
VEDANTA IN AMERICA
After the meetings of the Parliament of Religions were concluded, Swami
Vivekananda, as already noted, under took a series of apostolic campaigns in
order to sow the seed of the Vedantic truths in the ready soil of America. Soon he
discovered that the lecture bureau was exploiting him. Further, he did not like
its method of advertisement. He was treated as if he were the chief attraction of
a circus. The prospectus included his portrait, with the inscription, proclaiming
his cardinal virtues: 'An Orator by Divine Right; a Model Representative of his
Race; a Perfect master of the English Language; the Sensation of the World's
Fair Parliament.' It also described his physical bearing, his height, the colour of
his skin, and his clothing. The Swami felt disgusted at being treated like a
patent medicine or an elephant in a show. So he severed his relationship with
the bureau and arranged his own lectures himself. He accepted invitation from
churches, clubs, and private gatherings, and travelled extensively through the
Eastern and Midwestern states of America, delivering twelve to fourteen or more
lectures a week.
People came in hundreds and in thousands. And what an assorted audience he
had to face! There came to his meetings professors from universities, ladies of
fine breeding, seekers of truth, and devotees of God with childlike faith. But
mixed with these were charlatans, curiosity-seekers, idlers, and vagabonds. It is
not true that he met everywhere with favourable conditions. Leon Landsberg,
one of the Swami's American disciples, thus described Vivekananda's
tribulations of those days:
The Americans are a receptive nation. That is why the country is a hotbed of all
kinds of religious and irreligious monstrosities. There is no theory so absurd, no
doctrine so irrational, no claim so extravagant, no fraud so transparent, but can
find their numerous believers and a ready market. To satisfy this craving, to
feed the credulity of the people, hundreds of societies and sects are born for the
salvation of the world, and to enable the prophets to pocket $25 to $100
initiation fees. Hobgoblins, spooks, mahatmas, and new prophets were rising
every day. In this bedlam of religious cranks, the Swami appeared to teach the
lofty religion of the Vedas, the profound philosophy of Vedanta, the sublime
wisdom of the ancient rishis. The most unfavourable environment for such a
task!
The Swami met with all kinds of obstacles. The opposition of fanatical Christian
missionaries was, of course, one of these. They promised him help if he only
would preach their brand of Christianity. When the Swami refused, they
circulated all sorts of filthy stories about him, and even succeeded in persuading
some of the Americans who had previously invited him to be their guest, to
cancel the invitations. But Vivekananda continued to preach the religion of love,
renunciation, and truth as taught by Christ, and so show him the highest
veneration as a Saviour of mankind. How significant were his words: 'It is well
to be born in a church, but it is terrible to die there!' Needless to say, he meant
by the word church all organized religious institutions. How like a thunderbolt
the words fell upon the ears of his audience when one day he exclaimed: 'Christ,
Buddha, and Krishna are but waves in the Ocean of Infinite Consciousness that
I am!'
Then there were the leaders of the cranky, selfish, and fraudulent organizations,
who tried to induce the Swami to embrace their cause, first by promises of
support, and then by threats of injuring him if he refused to ally himself with
them. But he could be neither bought nor frightened — 'the sickle had hit on a
stone,' as the Polish proverb says. To all these propositions his only answer was:
'I stand for Truth. Truth will never ally itself with falsehood. Even if all the
world should be against me, Truth must prevail in the end.'
But the more powerful enemies he had to face were among the so-called freethinkers,
embracing the atheists, materialists, agnostics, rationalists, and others
of similar breed who opposed anything associated with God or religion. Thinking
that they would easily crush his ancient faith by arguments drawn from Western
philosophy and science, they organized a meeting in New York and invited the
Swami to present his views.
'I shall never forget that memorable evening' wrote an American disciple, 'when
the Swami appeared single-handed to face the forces of materialism, arrayed in
the heaviest armour of law, and reason, and logic, and common sense, of matter,
and force, and heredity, and all the stock phrases calculated to awe and terrify
the ignorant. Imagine their surprise when they found that far from being
intimidated by these big words, he proved himself a master in wielding their
own weapons, and as familiar with the arguments of materialism as with those
of Advaita philosophy. He showed them that their much vaunted Western
science could not answer the most vital questions of life and being, that their
immutable laws, so much talked of, had no outside existence apart from the
human mind, that the very idea of matter was a metaphysical conception, and
that it was much despised metaphysics upon which ultimately rested the very
basis of their materialism. With an irresistible logic he demonstrated that their
knowledge proved itself incorrect, not by comparison with that which was true,
but by the very laws upon which it depended for its basis; that pure reason could
not help admitting its own limitations and pointed to something beyond reason;
and that rationalism, when carried to its last consequences, must ultimately
land us at something which is above matter, above force, above sense, above
thought, and even consciousness, and of which all these are but manifestations.'
As a result of his explaining the limitations of science, a number of people from
the group of free-thinkers attended the Swami's meeting the next day and
listened to his uplifting utterances on God and religion.
What an uphill work it was for Swami Vivekananda to remove the ignorance,
superstition, and perverted ideas about religion in general and Hinduism in
particular! No wonder he sometimes felt depressed. In one of these moods he
wrote from Detroit, on March 15, 1894, to the Hale sisters in Chicago:
But I do not know — I have become very sad in my heart since I am here.
I do not know why. I am wearied of lecturing and all that nonsense. This
mixing with hundreds of human animals, male and female, has disturbed
me. I will tell you what is to my taste. I cannot write — cannot speak —
but I can think deep, and when I am heated can speak fire. But it should
be to a select few — a very select few. And let them carry and sow my
ideas broadcast if they will — not I. It is only a just division of labour.
The same man never succeeded in thinking and in casting his thoughts
all around. Such thoughts are not worth a penny. ... I am really not
'cyclonic' at all — far from it. What I want is not here — nor can I longer
bear this cyclonic atmosphere. Calm, cool, nice, deep, penetrating,
independent, searching thought — a few noble pure mirrors which will
reflect it back, catch it until all of them sound in unison. Let others throw
it to the outside world if they will. This is the way to perfection — to be
prefect, to make perfect a few men and women. My idea of doing good is
this — to evolve a few giants, and not to strew pearls to the swine and
lose time, breath, and energy. ... Well, I do not care for lecturing any
more. It is too disgusting to bring me to suit anybody's or any audience's
fad.
Swami Vivekananda became sick of what he termed 'the nonsense of public life
and newspaper blazoning.'
The Swami had sincere admirers and devotees among the Americans, who
looked after his comforts, gave him money when he lacked it, and followed his
instructions. He was particularly grateful to American women, and wrote many
letters to his friends in India paying high praise to their virtues.
In one letter he wrote:
'Nowhere in the world are women like those of this country. How pure,
independent, self-relying, and kind-hearted! It is the women who are the
life and soul of this country. All learning and culture are centred in them.'
In another letter:
'[Americans] look with veneration upon women, who play a most
prominent part in their lives. Here this form of worship has attained its
perfection — this is the long and short of it. I am almost at my wit's end
to see the women of this country. They are Lakshmi, the Goddess of
Fortune, in beauty, and Sarasvati, the Goddess of Learning, in virtues —
they are the Divine Mother incarnate. If I can raise a thousand such
Madonnas — incarnations of the Divine Mother — in our country before I
die, I shall die in peace. Then only will our countrymen become worthy of
their name.'
Perhaps his admiration reached its highest pitch in a letter to the Maharaja of
Khetri, which he wrote in 1894:
American women! A hundred lives would not be sufficient to pay my deep
debt of gratitude to you! Last year I came to this country in summer, a
wandering preacher of a far distant country, without name, fame, wealth,
or learning to recommend me — friendless, helpless, almost in a state of
destitution; and American women befriended me, gave me shelter and
food, took me to their homes, and treated me as their own son, their own
brother. They stood as my friends even when their own priests were
trying to persuade them to give up the 'dangerous heathen' — even when,
day after day, their best friends had told them not to stand by this
'unknown foreigner, maybe of dangerous character.' But they are better
judges of character and soul — for it is the pure mirror that catches the
reflection.
And how many beautiful homes I have seen, how many mothers whose
purity of character, whose unselfish love for their children, are beyond
expression, how many daughters and pure maidens, 'pure as the icicle on
Diana's temple' — and withal much culture, education, and spirituality in
the highest sense! Is America, then, only full of wingless angels in the
shape of women? There are good and bad everywhere, true — but a
nation is not to be judged by its weaklings, called the wicked, for they are
only the weeds which lag behind, but by the good, the noble and the pure,
who indicate the national life-current to be flowing clear and vigorous.
And how bitter the Swami felt when he remembered the sad plight of the women
of India! He particularly recalled the tragic circumstances under which one of his
own sisters had committed suicide. He often thought that the misery of India
was largely due to the ill-treatment the Hindus meted out to their womenfolk.
Part of the money earned by his lectures was sent to a foundation for Hindu
widows at Baranagore. He also conceived the idea of sending to India women
teachers from the West for the intellectual regeneration of Hindu women.
Swami Vivekananda showed great respect for the fundamentals of American
culture. He studied the country's economic policy, industrial organizations,
public instruction, and its museums and art galleries, and wrote to India
enthusiastically about them. He praised highly the progress of science, hygiene,
institutions, and social welfare work. He realized that such noble concepts as the
divinity of the soul and the brotherhood of men were mere academic theories in
present-day India, whereas America showed how to apply them in life. He felt
indignant when he compared the generosity and liberality of the wealthy men of
America in the cause of social service, with the apathy of the Indians as far as
their own people were concerned.
'No religion on earth,' he wrote angrily, 'preaches the dignity of humanity in
such a lofty strain as Hinduism, and no religion on earth treads upon the necks
of the poor and the low in such a fashion as Hinduism. Religion is not at fault,
but it is the Pharisees and Sadducees.'
How poignant must have been his feelings when he remembered the iniquities of
the caste-system! 'India's doom was sealed,' he wrote, 'the very day they
invented the word mlechcha* and stopped from communion with others.' When
he saw in New York a millionaire woman sitting side by side in a tram-car with
a negress with a wash-basket on her lap, he was impressed with the democratic
spirit of the Americans. He wanted in India 'an organization that will teach the
Hindus mutual help and appreciation' after the pattern of Western democracies.
Incessantly he wrote to his Indian devotees about the regeneration of the
masses. In a letter dated 1894 he said:
Let each one of us pray, day and night, for the downtrodden millions in
India, who are held fast by poverty, priestcraft, and tyranny — pray day
and night for them. I care more to preach religion to them than to the
high and the rich. I am no metaphysician, no philosopher, nay, no saint.
But I am poor, I love the poor.... Who feels in India for the three hundred
millions of men and women sunken for ever in poverty and ignorance?
Where is the way out? Who feels for them? Let these people be your God
— think of them, work for them, pray for them incessantly — the Lord
will show you the way. Him I call a mahatma, a noble soul, whose heart
bleeds for the poor; otherwise he is a duratma, a wicked soul.... So long as
the millions live in hunger and ignorance, I hold every man a traitor who,
having been educated at their expense, pays not the least heed to them....
We are poor, my brothers we are nobodies, but such have always been the
instruments of the Most High.
Never did he forget, in the midst of the comforts and luxuries of America, even
when he was borne on the wings of triumph from one city to another, the cause
of the Indian masses, whose miseries he had witnessed while wandering as an
unknown monk from the Himalayas to Cape Comorin. The prosperity of the new
continent only stirred up in his soul deeper commiseration for his own people. He
saw with his own eyes what human efforts, intelligence, and earnestness could
accomplish to banish from society poverty, superstition, squalor, disease, and
other handicaps of human well-being. On August 20, 1893, he wrote to instil
courage into the depressed hearts of his devotees in India:
Gird up your loins, my boys! I am called by the Lord for this.... The hope
lies in you — in the meek, the lowly, but the faithful. Feel for the
miserable and look up for help — it shall come. I have travelled twelve
years with this load in my heart and this idea in my head. I have gone
from door to door of the so-called 'rich and great.' With a bleeding heart I
have crossed half the world to this strange land, seeking help. The Lord is
great. I know He will help me. I may perish of cold and hunger in this
land, but I bequeath to you young men this sympathy, this struggle for
the poor, the ignorant, the oppressed.... Go down on your faces before Him
and make a great sacrifice, the sacrifice of the whole life for them, for
whom He comes from time to time, whom He loves above all — the poor,
the lowly, the oppressed. Vow, then, to devote your whole lives to the
cause of these three hundred millions, going down and down every day.
Glory unto the Lord! We will succeed. Hundreds will fall in the struggle
— hundreds will be ready to take it up. Faith — sympathy, fiery faith
and fiery sympathy! Life is nothing, death is nothing — hunger nothing,
cold nothing. Glory unto the Lord! March on, the Lord is our General. Do
not look back to see who falls — forward — onward!
Swami Vivekananda was thoroughly convinced by his intimate knowledge of the
Indian people that the life-current of the nation, far from being extinct, was only
submerged under the dead weight of ignorance and poverty. India still produced
great saints whose message of the Spirit was sorely needed by the Western
world. But the precious jewels of spirituality discovered by them were hidden, in
the absence of a jewel-box, in a heap of filth. The West had created the jewel-box,
in the form of a healthy society, but it did not have the jewels. Further, it took
him no long time to understand that a materialistic culture contained within it
the seeds of its own destruction. Again and again he warned the West of its
impending danger. The bright glow on the Western horizon might not be the
harbinger of a new dawn; it might very well be the red flames of a huge funeral
pyre. The Western world was caught in the maze of its incessant activity —
interminable movement without any goal. The hankering for material comforts,
without a higher spiritual goal and a feeling of universal sympathy, might flare
up among the nations of the West into jealousy and hatred, which in the end
would bring about their own destruction.
Swami Vivekananda was a lover of humanity. Man is the highest manifestation
of God, and this God was being crucified in different ways in the East and the
West. Thus he had a double mission to perform in America. He wanted to obtain
from the Americans money, scientific knowledge, and technical help for the
regeneration of the Indian masses, and, in turn, to give to the Americans the
knowledge of the Eternal Spirit to endow their material progress with
significance. No false pride could prevent him from learning from America the
many features of her social superiority; he also exhorted the Americans not to
allow racial arrogance to prevent them from accepting the gift of spirituality
from India. Through this policy of acceptance and mutual respect he dreamt of
creating a healthy human society for the ultimate welfare of man's body and
soul.
The year following the Parliament of Religions the Swami devoted to addressing
meetings in the vast area spreading from the Mississippi to the Atlantic. In
Detroit he spent six weeks, first as a guest of Mrs. John Bagley, widow of the
former Governor of Michigan, and then of Thomas W. Palmer, President of the
World's Fair Commission, formerly a United States Senator and American
Minister to Spain. Mrs. Bagley spoke of the Swami's presence at her house as a
'continual benediction.' It was in Detroit that Miss Greenstidel first heard him
speak. She later became, under the name of Sister Christine, one of the most
devoted disciples of the Swami and a collaborator of Sister Nivedita in her work
in Calcutta for the educational advancement of Indian women.
After Detroit, he divided his time between Chicago, New York, and Boston, and
during the summer of 1894 addressed, by invitation, several meetings of the
'Humane Conference' held at Greenacre, Massachusetts. Christian Scientists,
spiritualists, faith-healers, and groups representing similar views participated
in the Conference.
The Swami in the course of a letter to the Hale sisters of Chicago, wrote on July
31, 1894, with his usual humour about the people who attended the meetings:
They have a lively time and sometimes all of them wear what you call
your scientific dress the whole day. They have lectures almost every day.
One Mr. Colville from Boston is here. He speaks every day, it is said,
under spirit control. The editor of the Universal Truth from the top floor
of Jimmy Mills has settled herself down here. She is conducting religious
services and holding classes to heal all manner of diseases, and very soon
I expect them to be giving eyes to the blind, etc., etc. After all, it is a
queer gathering. They do not care much about social laws and are quite
free and happy....
There is a Mr. Wood of Boston here, who is one of the great lights of your
sect. But he objects to belonging to the sect of Mrs. Whirlpool.* So he calls
himself a mental healer of metaphysical, chemico, physical-religioso,
what-not, etc.
Yesterday there was a tremendous cyclone which gave a good 'treatment'
to the tents. The big tent under which they held the lectures developed so
much spirituality under the treatment that it entirely disappeared from
mortal gaze, and about two hundred chairs were dancing about the
grounds under spiritual ecstasy. Mrs. Figs of Mills Company gives a class
every morning, and Mrs. Mills is jumping all about the place. They are all
in high spirits. I am especially glad for Cora, for she suffered a good deal
last winter and a little hilarity would do her good. You would be
astounded with the liberty they enjoy in the camps, but they are very
good and pure people — a little erratic, that is all.
Regarding his own work at Greenacre, the Swami wrote in the same letter:
The other night the camp people all went to sleep under a pine tree under
which I sit every morning a la India and talk to them. Of course I went
with them and we had a nice night under the stars, sleeping on the lap of
Mother Earth, and I enjoyed every bit of it. I cannot describe to you that
night's glories — after the year of brutal life that I have led, to sleep on
the ground, to mediate under the tree in the forest! The inn people are
more or less well-to-do, and the camp people are healthy, young, sincere,
and holy men and women. I teach them all Sivoham, Sivoham—'I am
Siva, I am Siva' — and they all repeat it, innocent and pure as they are,
and brave beyond all bounds, and I am so happy and glorified.
Thank God for making me poor! Thank God for making these children in
the tents poor! The dudes and dudines are in the hotel, but iron-bound
nerves, souls of triple steel, and spirits of fire are in the camp. If you had
seen them yesterday, when the rain was falling in torrents and the
cyclone was overturning everything — hanging on to their tent-strings to
keep them from being blown off, and standing on the majesty of their
souls, these brave ones — it would have done your hearts good. I would go
a hundred miles to see the like of them. Lord bless them!...
Never be anxious for me for a moment. I will be taken care of, and if not, I
shall know my time has come — and pass out.... Now good dreams, good
thoughts for you. You are good and noble. Instead of materializing the
spirit, i.e. dragging the spiritual to the material plane as these fellers do,
convert matter into spirit — catch a glimpse at least, every day, of that
world of infinite beauty and peace and purity, the spiritual, and try to
live in it day and night. Seek not, touch not with your toes, anything
which is uncanny. Let your souls ascend day and night like an unbroken
string unto the feet of the Beloved, whose throne is in your own heart,
and let the rest take care of themselves, i.e. the body and everything else.
Life is an evanescent, floating dream; youth and beauty fade. Say day and
night: 'Thou art my father, my mother, my husband, my love, my Lord,
my God — I want nothing but Thee, nothing but Thee, nothing but Thee.
Thou in me, I in Thee — I am Thee, Thou art me.' Wealth goes, beauty
vanishes, life flies, powers fly — but the Lord abideth for ever, love
abideth for ever. If there is glory in keeping the machine in good trim, it
is more glorious to withhold the soul from suffering with the body. That is
the only demonstration of your being 'not matter' — by letting matter
alone.
Stick to God. Who cares what comes, in the body or anywhere? Through
the terrors of evil, say, 'My God, my Love!' Through the pangs of death,
say, 'My God, my Love!' Through all the evils under the sun, say: 'My
God, my Love! Thou art here, I see Thee. Thou art with me, I feel Thee. I
am Thine, take me. I am not the world's but Thine — leave Thou not me.'
Do not go for glass beads, leaving the mine of diamonds. This life is a
great chance. What! Seekest thou the pleasures of this world? He is the
fountain of all bliss. Seek the highest, aim for the highest, and you shall
reach the highest.
At Greenacre the Swami became a friend of Dr. Lewis G. Janes, Director of the
School of Comparative Religions organized by the Greenacre Conference, and
President of the Brooklyn Ethical Association. The following autumn he lectured
in Baltimore and Washington.
During the Swami's visit in New York he was the guest of friends, mostly rich
ladies of the metropolitan city. He had not yet started any serious work there.
Soon he began to feel a sort of restraint put upon his movements. Very few of his
wealthy friends understood the true import of his message; they were interested
in him as a novelty from India. Also to them he was the man of the hour. They
wanted him to mix with only the exclusive society of 'the right people.' He chafed
under their domination and one day cried: 'Siva! Siva! Has it ever come to pass
that a great work has been grown by the rich? It is brain and heart that create,
and not purse.' He wanted to break away from their power and devote himself to
the training of some serious students in the spiritual life. He was fed up with
public lectures; now he became eager to mould silently the characters of
individuals. He could no longer bear the yoke of money and all the botheration
that came in its train. He would live simply and give freely, like the holy men of
India. Soon an opportunity presented itself.
Dr. Lewis Janes invited the Swami to give a series of lectures on the Hindu
religion before the Brooklyn Ethical Association. On the evening of December 31,
1894, he gave his first lecture, and according to the report of the Brooklyn
Standard, the enthusiastic audience, consisting of doctors and lawyers and
judges and teachers, remained spellbound by his eloquent defence of the religion
of India. They all acknowledged that Vivekananda was even greater than his
fame. At the end of the meeting they made an insistent demand for regular
classes in Brooklyn, to which the Swami agreed. A series of class meetings was
held and several public lectures were given at the Pouch Mansion, where the
Ethical Association held its meetings. These lectures constituted the beginning
of the permanent work in America which the Swami secretly desired.
Soon after, several poor but earnest students rented for the Swami some
unfurnished rooms in a poor section of New York City. He lived in one of them.
An ordinary room on the second floor of the lodging-house was used for the
lectures and classes. The Swami when conducting the meetings sat on the floor,
while the ever more numerous auditors seated themselves as best they could,
utilizing the marble-topped dresser, the arms of the sofa, and even the corner
wash-stand. The door was left open and the overflow filled the hall and sat on
the stairs. The Swami, like a typical religious teacher in India, felt himself in his
own element. The students, forgetting all the inconveniences, hung upon every
word uttered from the teacher's deep personal experiences or his wide range of
knowledge.
The lectures, given every morning and several evenings a week, were free. The
rent was paid by the voluntary subscriptions of the students, and the deficit was
met by the Swami himself, through the money he earned by giving secular
lectures on India. Soon the meeting-place had to be removed downstairs to
occupy an entire parlour floor.
He began to instruct several chosen disciples in jnana-yoga in order to clarify
their intellects regarding the subtle truths of Vedanta, and also in raja-yoga to
teach them the science of self-control, concentration, and meditation. He was
immensely happy with the result of his concentrated work. He enjoined upon
these students to follow strict disciplines regarding food, choosing only the
simplest. The necessity of chastity was emphasized, and they were warned
against psychic and occult power. At the same time he broadened their
intellectual horizon through the teachings of Vedantic universality. Daily he
meditated with the serious students. Often he would lose all bodily
consciousness and, like Sri Ramakrishna, had to be brought back to the
knowledge of the world through the repetition of certain holy words that he had
taught his disciples.
It was sometime about June 1895 when Swami Vivekananda finished writing
his famous book Raja-Yoga, which attracted the attention of the Harvard
philosopher William James and was later to rouse the enthusiasm of Tolstoy.
The book is a translation of Patanjali's Yoga aphorisms, the Swami adding his
own explanations; the introductory chapters written by him are especially
illuminating. Patanjali expounded, through these aphorisms, the philosophy of
Yoga, the main purpose of which is to show the way of the soul's attaining
freedom from the bondage of matter. Various methods of concentrations are
discussed. The book well served two purposes. First, the Swami demonstrated
that religious experiences could stand on the same footing as scientific truths,
being based on experimentation, observation, and verification. Therefore
genuine spiritual experiences must not be dogmatically discarded as lacking
rational evidence. Secondly, the Swami explained lucidly various disciplines of
concentration, with the warning, however, that they should not be pursued
without the help of a qualified teacher.
Miss S. Ellen Waldo of Brooklyn, a disciple of the Swami, was his amanuensis.
She thus described the manner in which he dictated the book:
'In delivering his commentaries on the aphorisms, he would leave me
waiting while he entered into deep states of meditation or selfcontemplation,
to emerge therefrom with some luminous interpretation. I
had always to keep the pen dipped in the ink. He might be absorbed for
long periods of time, and then suddenly his silence would be broken by
some eager expression or some long, deliberate teaching.'
By the middle of the year 1895 the Swami was completely exhausted. The
numerous classes and lectures, the private instruction, the increasing
correspondence, and the writing of Raja-Yoga had tired him both physically and
mentally. It was a herculean task to spread the message of Hinduism in an alien
land and at the same time to mould the lives of individuals according to the
highest ideal of renunciation. Besides, there were annoyances from zealous but
well-meaning friends, especially women. Some suggested that he should take
elocution lessons, some urged him to dress fashionably in order to influence
society people, other admonished him against mixing with all sorts of people. At
time he would be indignant and say: 'Why should I be bound down with all this
nonsense? I am a monk who has realized the vanity of all earthly nonsense! I
have no time to give my manners a finish. I cannot find time enough to give my
message. I will give it after my own fashion. Shall I be dragged down into the
narrow limits of your conventional life? Never!' Again, he wrote to a devotee: 'I
long, oh, I long for my rags, my shaven head, my sleep under the trees, and my
food from begging.'
The Swami needed rest from his strenuous work, and accepted the invitation of
his devoted friend Francis H. Leggett to come to his summer camp at Percy, New
Hampshire, and rest in the silence of the pine woods. In the meantime Miss
Elizabeth Dutcher, one of his students in New York, cordially asked the Swami
to take a vacation in her summer cottage at Thousand Island Park on the St.
Lawrence River. The Swami gratefully accepted both invitations.
About his life at the camp, he wrote to a friend on June 7, 1895: 'It gives me a
new lease of life to be here. I go into the forest alone and read my Gita and am
quite happy.' After a short visit at Percy, he arrived in June at Thousand Island
Park, where he spent seven weeks. This proved to be a momentous period in his
life in the Western world.
When the students who had been attending Swami Vivekananda's classes in
New York heard of Miss Dutcher's proposal, they were immensely pleased,
because they did not want any interruption of their lessons. The Swami, too,
after two years' extensive work in America, had become eager to mould the
spiritual life of individual students and to train a group that would carry on his
work in America in the future. He wrote to one of his friends that he intended to
manufacture 'a few yogis' from the materials of the classes. He wanted only
those to follow him to Thousand Island Park who were completely earnest in
their practice of spiritual disciplines, and he said that he would gladly recognize
these as his disciples.
By a singular coincidence just twelve disciples were taught by him at the
summer retreat, though all were not there the full seven weeks; ten was the
largest number present at any one time. Two, Mme. Marie Louise and Mr. Leon
Landsberg, were initiated at Thousand Island Park into the monastic life. The
former, French by birth but a naturalized American, a materialist and socialist,
a fearless, progressive woman worker known to the press and platform, was
given the name Abhayananda. The latter, a Russian Jew and member of the
staff of a prominent New York newspaper, became known as Kripananda. Both
took the vows of poverty and chastity.
In many respects the sojourn in Miss Dutcher's cottage was ideal for the Swami's
purpose. Here, to this intimate group, he revealed brilliant flashes of
illumination, lofty flights of eloquence, and outpourings of the most profound
wisdom. The whole experience was reminiscent of the Dakshineswar days when
the Swami, as the young Narendra, had been initiated into the mysteries of the
spiritual life at the feet of his Master Ramakrishna.
Thousand Island Park, near the western tip of Wellesley Island, the second
largest of the seventeen hundred islands in the St. Lawrence River, has for its
setting one of the scenic show-places of America. A prosperous village during the
last part of the nineteenth century, it was, at the time of the Swami's visit, a
stronghold of orthodox Methodist Christianity. The local tabernacle, where
celebrated preachers were invited to conduct the divine service on Sunday
mornings, attracted people from the neighbouring islands. Since secular
activities were not allowed on the Sabbath, the visitors would arrive at
Thousand Island Park the previous day and spend the night camping out. No
such profanities as public drinking, gambling, or dancing were allowed in the
summer resort — a rule that is still enforced half a century later. Only people of
serious mind went there for their vacation.
Miss Dutcher's cottage* was ideally located on a hill, which on the north and
west sloped down towards the river. It commanded a grand view of many distant
islands, the town of Clayton on the American mainland and the Canadian shores
to the north. At night the houses and hotels were brightly illuminated by
Chinese lanterns.
Miss Dutcher, an artist, had built her cottage literally 'on a rock,' with huge
boulders lying all around. It was surrounded by rock-gardens with brightcoloured
flowers. At that time the tress at the base of the hill had not grown
high; people from the village often visited the upstairs porch to survey the
magnificent sweep of the river.
After inviting the Swami, Miss Dutcher, added a new wing to the cottage for his
accommodation. This wing, three storeys high, stood on a steep slope of rock, like
a great lantern-tower with windows on three sides. The room at the top was set
apart exclusively for the Swami's use; the lowest room was occupied by a
student; the room between, with large windows, and several doors opening on
the main part of the house, was used as the Swami's classroom. Miss Dutcher
thoughtfully added an outside stairway to the Swami's room so that he might go
in and out without being noticed by the others.
On the roofed-in porch upstairs, extending along the west side of the cottage, the
students met the Swami for his evening talks. There, at one end, close to the
door of his room, he would take his seat and commune with his pupils both in
silence and through the spoken word. In the evening the cottage was bathed in
perfect stillness except for the murmur of insects and the whisper of the wind
through the leaves. The house being situated, as it were, among the tree-tops, a
breeze always relieved the summer heat. The centre of the village was only a five
minutes' walk from the cottage, and yet, on account of the woods around it, not a
single house could be seen. Many of the islands that dotted the river were visible
in the distance and, especially in the evening, appeared like a picture. The glow
of the sunset on the St. Lawrence was breathtaking in its beauty, and the moon
at night was mirrored in the shining waters beneath.
In this ideal retreat, 'the world forgetting, by the world forgot,' the devoted
students spent seven weeks with their beloved teacher, listening to his words of
wisdom and receiving his silent benediction. Immediately after the evening meal
they would assemble on the upstairs porch. Soon the Swami would come from
his room and take his seat. Two hours and often much longer would be spent
together. One night, when the moon was almost full, he talked to them until it
set below the western horizon, both the teacher and the students being unaware
of the passage of time. During these seven weeks the Swami's whole heart was
in his work and he taught like one inspired.
Miss Dutcher, his hostess, was a conscientious little woman and a staunch
Methodist. When the Swami arrived at the house, he saw on the walls of his
living quarters scrolls bearing the words 'Welcome to Vivekananda' painted in
bold letters. But as the teaching began, Miss Dutcher often felt distressed by the
Swami's revolutionary ideas. All her ideals, her values of life, her concepts of
religion, were, it seemed to her, being destroyed. Sometimes she did not appear
for two or three days. 'Don't you see?' the Swami said. 'This is not an ordinary
illness. It is the reaction of the body against the chaos that is going on in her
mind. She cannot bear it.'
The most violent attack came one day after a timid protest on her part against
something he had told them in the class. 'The idea of duty is the midday sun of
misery, scorching the very soul,' he had said. 'Is it not our duty — ' she had
begun, but got no farther. For once the great free soul broke all bounds in his
rebellion against the idea that anyone should dare bind with fetters the soul of
man. Miss Dutcher was not seen for some days.
Referring to the students who had gathered around the Swami, a village
shopkeeper said to a new arrival who inquired for the cottage, 'Yes, there are
some queer people living up on the hill; among them there is a foreign-looking
gentleman.' A young girl of sixteen, living with her family at the foot of the hill,
one day expressed the desire to talk to the Swami. 'Don't go near him,' her
mother said sternly. 'He is a heathen.' Mr. Tom Mitchell, a carpenter who helped
to restore the cottage for the Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Centre in 1948, and
had originally built the Swami's quarters in 1895, told the present writer that he
had read the Swami's lectures in Chicago from the newspapers long before his
arrival at the island.
The students wanted, at first, to live as a community without servants, each
doing a share of the work. Nearly all of them, however, were unaccustomed to
housework and found it uncongenial. The result was amusing; as time went on it
threatened to become disastrous. When the tension became too great, the Swami
would say with utmost sweetness, 'Today, I shall cook for you.' At this Landsberg
would ejaculate, in an aside, 'Heaven save us!' By way of explanation he declared
that in New York, whenever the Swami cooked, he, Landsberg, would tear his
hair, because it meant that afterwards every dish in the house required washing.
After a few days an outsider was engaged to help with the housework.
Swami Vivekananda started his class at Thousand Island Park on Wednesday,
June 19. Not all the students had arrived. But his heart was set on his work; so
he commenced at once with the three or four who were with him. After a short
meditation, he opened with the Gospel according to Saint John, from the Bible,
saying that since the students were all Christians, it was proper that he should
begin with the Christian scriptures. As the classes went on, he taught from the
Bhagavad Gita, the Upanishads, the Vedanta Sutras, the Bhakti Sutras of
Narada, and other Hindu scriptures. He discussed Vedanta in its three aspects:
the non-dualism of Sankara, the qualified non-dualism of Ramanuja, and the
dualism of Madhva. Since the subtleties of Sankara appeared difficult to the
students, Ramanuja remained the favourite among them. The Swami also spoke
at length about Sri Ramakrishna, of his own daily life with the Master, and of
his struggles with the tendency to unbelief and agnosticism. He told stories from
the inexhaustible storehouse of Hindu mythology to illustrate his abstruse
thoughts.
The ever recurring theme of his teaching was God-realization. He would always
come back to the one, fundamental, vital point: 'Find God. Nothing else matters.'
He emphasized morality as the basis of the spiritual life. Without truth, noninjury,
continence, non-stealing, cleanliness, and austerity, he repeated, there
could be no spirituality. The subject of continence always stirred him deeply.
Walking up and down the room, getting more and more excited, he would stop
before someone as if there were no one else present. 'Don't you see,' he would say
eagerly, 'there is a reason why chastity is insisted on in all monastic orders?
Spiritual giants are produced only where the vow of chastity is observed. Don't
you see there must be a reason? There is a connexion between chastity and
spirituality. The explanation is that through prayer and meditation the saints
have transmuted the most vital force in the body into spiritual energy. In India
this is well understood and yogis do it consciously. The force so transmuted is
called ojas, and it is stored up in the brain. It has been lifted from the lowest
centre to the highest. "And I, if I be lifted up, will draw all men unto me."' He
would plead with the students as if to beg them to act upon this teaching as
something most precious. Further, they could not be the disciples he required if
they were not established in chastity. He demanded a conscious transmutation.
'The man who has no temper has nothing to control,' he said. 'I want a few, five
or six, who are in the flower of their youth.'
He would frequently exhort the students to attain freedom. As the words came in
torrents from the depths of his soul, the atmosphere would be charged with the
yearning to break free from the bondage of the body, a degrading humiliation. As
he touched upon 'this indecent clinging to life,' the students would feel as if the
curtain that hid the region beyond life and death were lifted for them, and they
would long for that glorious freedom. 'Azad! Azad! the Free! the Free!' he would
cry, pacing back and forth like a caged lion; but for him the bars of the cage were
not of iron, but of bamboo. 'Let us not be caught this time,' would be his refrain
on other occasions.
Some of these precious talks were noted down by his disciple Miss S. Ellen
Waldo and later published as Inspired Talks. Students of Swami Vivekananda
will for ever remain indebted to her for faithfully preserving his immortal words,
and the title of this book was well chosen, for they were indeed inspired. One day
Miss Waldo was reading her notes to some tardy arrivals in the cottage while the
Swami strode up and down the floor, apparently unconscious of what was going
on. After the travellers had left the room, the Swami turned to Miss Waldo and
said: 'How could you have caught my thought and words so perfectly? It was as if
I heard myself speaking.'
During these seven weeks of teaching the Swami was most gentle and lovable.
He taught his disciples as Sri Ramakrishna had taught him at Dakshineswar:
the teaching was the outpouring of his own spirit in communion with himself.
The Swami said later that he was at his best at Thousand Island Park. The
ideas he cherished and expressed there grew, during the years that followed,
into institutions, both in India and abroad.
The Swami's one consuming passion, during this time, was to show his students
the way to freedom. 'Ah,' he said one day, with touching pathos, 'if I could only
set you free with a touch!' Two students, Mrs. Funke and Miss Greenstidel,
arrived at the Park one dark and rainy night. One of them said, 'We have come
to you as we would go to Jesus if he were still on the earth and ask him to teach
us.' The Swami looked at them kindly and gently said, 'If I only possessed the
power of the Christ to set you free!' No wonder that Miss Waldo one day
exclaimed, 'What have we ever done to deserve all this?' And so felt the others
also.
One cannot but be amazed at the manifestation of Swami Vivekananda's
spiritual power at Thousand Island Park. Outwardly he was a young man of
thirty-two. All his disciples at the cottage, except one, were older than himself.
Yet everyone looked upon him as a father or mother. He had attained an
unbelievable maturity. Some marvelled at his purity, some at his power, some at
his intellectuality, some at his serenity, which was like the depths of the ocean,
unperturbed by the waves of applause or contumely. When had he acquired all
these virtues which had made him at thirty, a teacher of men? From the
foregoing pages the reader will have formed an idea of him as a stormy person,
struggling, in early youth, against poverty and spiritual unbelief. Afterwards he
is seen wandering from the Himalayas to Cape Comorin, raging against the
grievances and sufferings of the Indian masses. During his first two years in
America he had had to fight tooth and nail against malicious critics in order to
establish his reputation as a religious teacher. When had he, then, tapped the
secret spring of inner calmness and assurance without which a teacher cannot
transmit spirituality to his disciples?
One must not forget that Vivekananda, as Ramakrishna has said, was not an
ordinary man, but a nityasiddha, perfect even before birth, an Isvarakoti, or
special messenger of God born on earth to fulfil a divine mission. The silent but
powerful influence of the guru always guided his feet. The outer world saw only
the struggles and restlessness of his wandering days, but not the inner
transformation brought about through the practice of purity, detachment, selfcontrol,
and meditation. The veil of maya, without which no physical
embodiment is possible, and which in him was very thin, was rent through the
spiritual struggle of a few years. People were astonished to see his blossoming
forth at Thousand Island Park.
At Dakshineswar, though Sri Ramakrishna had offered young Naren various
supernatural powers of Yoga as a help for his future work, the disciple had
refused to accept them, as being possible impediments to spiritual progress. But
later these powers began to manifest themselves as the natural fruit of his
spiritual realizations. Thus one sees him at Thousand Island Park reading the
inmost soul of his followers before giving them initiation, and foretelling their
future careers. He prophesied for Sister Christine extensive travels in Oriental
countries and work in India. He explained that his method of foresight was
simple, at least in the telling. He first thought of space — vast, blue, and
extending everywhere. As he meditated on that space intently, pictures
appeared, and he then gave interpretations of them which would indicate the
future life of the person concerned.
Even before his arrival at Thousand Island Park the Swami had had other
manifestations of such Yoga powers. For instance, while busy with his lecture
tour, sometimes giving twelve or fourteen speeches a week, he would feel great
physical and mental strain and often wonder what he would speak of the next
day. Then he would hear, at dead of night, a voice shouting at him the very
thoughts he was to present. Sometimes it would come from a long distance and
then draw nearer and nearer, or again, it would be like someone delivering a
lecture beside him as he lay listening in bed. At other times two voices would
argue before him, discussing at great length ideas, some of which he had never
before consciously heard or thought of, which he would find himself repeating
the following day from the pulpit or the platform.
Sometimes people sleeping in the adjoining rooms would ask him in the
morning: 'Swami, with whom were you talking last night? We heard you talking
loudly and enthusiastically and we were wondering.' The Swami often explained
these manifestations as the powers and potentialities of the soul generally called
inspiration. He denied that they were miracles.
At that time he experienced the power of changing a person's life by a touch, or
clearly seeing things happening at a great distance. But he seldom used these
and the other powers he had acquired through Yoga. One day, much later,
Swami Turiyananda entered Swami Vivekananda's room while the Swami was
lying on his bed, and beheld, in place of his physical body, a mass of radiance. It
is no wonder that today in America, half a century later, one meets men and
women who saw or heard Swami Vivekananda perhaps once, and still remember
him vividly.
But it must not be thought that the Swami did not show his lighter mood at
Thousand Island Park. He unfailingly discovered the little idiosyncrasies of the
students and raised gales of laughter at the dinner-table, with some quip or jest
— but never in sarcasm or malice. Dr. Wright of Cambridge, a very cultured
man, was one of the inmates of the Dutcher Cottage. He became so absorbed in
the class talks that at the end of every discourse the tense professor would
invariably ask the teacher: 'Well, Swami, it all amounts to this in the end,
doesn't it? — I am Brahman, I am the Absolute.' The Swami would smile
indulgently and answer gently, 'Yes, Dockie, you are Brahman, you are the
Absolute, in the real essence of your being.' Later, when the learned doctor came
to the table a trifle late, the Swami, with the utmost gravity but with a merry
twinkle in his eyes, would say, 'Here comes Brahman' or 'Here is the Absolute.'
Sometimes he would say, 'Now I am going to cook for you, "brethren".' The food
he cooked would be delicious, but too hot for Western tastes. The students,
however, made up their minds to eat it even if it strangled them. After the meal
was cooked, the Swami would stand in the door with a white napkin draped over
his arm, in the fashion of the negro waiters in a dining-car, and intone in perfect
imitation their call for dinner: 'Last call fo' the dining cah. Dinner served.' And
the students would rock with laughter.
One day he was telling the disciples the story of Sita and of the pure womanhood
of India. The question flashed in the mind of one of the women as to how some of
the beautiful society queens would appear to him, especially those versed in the
art of allurement. Even before the thought was expressed, the Swami said
gravely, 'If the most beautiful woman in the world were to look at me in an
immodest or unwomanly way, she would immediately turn into a hideous green
frog, and one does not, of course, admire frogs.'
At last the day of the Swami's departure from Thousand Island Park arrived. It
was Wednesday, August 7, 1895. In the morning he, Mrs. Funke, and Sister
Christine went for a walk. They strolled about half a mile up the hill, where all
was forest and solitude, and sat under a low-branched tree. The Swami suddenly
said to them: 'Now we shall meditate. We shall be like Buddha under the Botree.'
He became still as a bronze statue. A thunderstorm came up and it poured;
but the Swami did not notice anything. Mrs. Funke raised her umbrella and
protected him as much as possible. When it was time to return, the Swami
opened his eyes and said, 'I feel once more I am in Calcutta in the rains.' It is
reported that one day, at Thousand Island Park he experienced nirvikalpa
samadhi.
At nine o'clock in the evening the Swami boarded the steamer for Clayton, where
he was to catch the train for New York. While taking leave of the Island he said,
'I bless these Thousand Islands.' As the steamer moved away, he boyishly and
joyously waved his hat to the disciples still standing at the pier.
Some of his devotees thought that the Swami had planned at Thousand Island
Park to start an organization. But they were mistaken. He wrote to a disciple:
We have no organization, nor want to build any. Each one is quite independent
to teach, quite free to teach, whatever he or she likes. If you have the spirit
within, you will never fail to attract others.... Individuality is my motto. I have
no ambition beyond training individuals. I know very little; that little I teach
without reserve; where I am ignorant I confess it.... I am a sannyasin. As such I
hold myself as a servant, not as a master, in this world.
Vivekananda, the awakener of souls, was indeed too great to be crammed within
the confines of a narrow organization. He had had a unique experience of inner
freedom at Thousand Island Park, which he expressed eloquently in his poem
'The Song of the Sannyasin.' He wrote from there to a friend: 'I am free, my
bonds are cut, what do I care whether this body goes or does not go? I have a
truth to teach — I, the child of God. And He that gave me the truth will send me
fellow workers from earth's bravest and best.'
A month after his return from Thousand Island Park, Swami Vivekananda
sailed for Europe. Before we take up that important chapter of his life, however,
it will be well to describe some of his interesting experiences in America,
especially his meeting with noted personalities.
Robert Ingersoll, the famous orator and agnostic, and Swami Vivekananda had
several conversations on religion and philosophy. Ingersoll, with a fatherly
solicitude, asked the young enthusiast not to be too bold in the expression of his
views, on account of people's intolerance of all alien religious ideas. 'Forty years
ago,' he said, 'you would have been hanged if you had come to preach in this
country, or you would have been burnt alive. You would have been stoned out of
the villages if you had come even much later.' The Swami was surprised. But
Ingersoll did not realize that the Indian monk, unlike him, respected all
religions and prophets, and that he wanted to broaden the views of the
Christians about Christ's teachings.
One day, in the course of a discussion, Ingersoll said to the Swami, 'I believe in
making the most of this world, in squeezing the orange dry, because this world is
all we are sure of.' He would have nothing to do with God, soul, or hereafter,
which he considered as meaningless jargon. 'I know a better way to squeeze the
orange of this world than you do,' the Swami replied, 'and I get more out of it. I
know I cannot die, so I am not in a hurry. I know that there is no fear, so I enjoy
the squeezing. I have no duty, no bondage of wife and children and property, so I
can love all men and women. Everyone is God to me. Think of the joy of loving
man as God! Squeeze your orange my way, and you will get every single drop!'
Ingersoll, it is reported, asked the Swami not to be impatient with his views,
adding that his own unrelenting fight against traditional religions had shaken
men's faith in theological dogmas and creeds, and thus helped to pave the way
for the Swami's success in America.
Nikola Tesla, the great scientist who specialized in the field of electricity, was
much impressed to hear from the Swami his explanation of the Samkhya
cosmogony and the theory of cycles given by the Hindus. He was particularly
struck by the resemblance between the Samkhya theory of matter and energy
and that of modern physics. The Swami also met Sir William Thomson
(afterwards Lord Kelvin) and Professor Helmholtz, two leading representatives
of Western science. Sarah Bernhardt, the famous French actress, had an
interview with the Swami and greatly admired his teachings.
Madame Emma Calve, the well-known prima donna, described the Swami as one
who 'truly walked with God.' She came to see him in a state of physical and
mental depression. The Swami, who did not at that time know even her name,
talked to her about her worries and various personal problems. It was clear that
he was familiar with them, even though she had never revealed them to him or
to anyone else. When Madame Calve expressed surprise, the Swami assured her
that no one had talked to him about her. 'Do you think that is necessary?' he
asked. 'I read you as I would an open book.' He gave her this parting advice: 'You
must forget. Be gay and happy again. Do not dwell in silence upon your sorrows.
Transmute your emotions into some form of eternal expression. Your spiritual
health requires it. Your art demands it.'
Madame Calve later said: 'I left him, deeply impressed by his words and his
personality. He seemed to have emptied my brain of all its feverish complexities
and placed there instead his clean and calming thoughts. I became once again
vivacious and cheerful, thanks to the effect of his powerful will. He used no
hypnosis, no mesmerism — nothing of that sort at all. It was the strength of his
character, the purity and intensity of his purpose, that carried conviction. It
seemed to me, when I came to know him better, that he lulled one's chaotic
thoughts into a state of peaceful acquiesences, so that one could give complete
and undivided attention to his words.'
Like many people, Madame Calve could not accept the Vedantic doctrine of the
individual soul's total absorption in the Godhead at the time of final liberation. 'I
cannot bear the idea,' she said. 'I cling to my individuality — unimportant
though it may be. I don't want to be absorbed into an eternal unity.' To this the
Swami answered: 'One day a drop of water fell into the vast ocean. Finding itself
there, it began to weep and complain, just as you are doing. The giant ocean
laughed at the drop of water. "Why do you weep?" it asked. "I do not understand.
When you join me, you join all your brothers and sisters, the other drops of
water of which I am made. You become the ocean itself. If you wish to leave me
you have only to rise up on a sunbeam into the clouds. From there you can
descend again, little drop of water, a blessing and a benediction to the thirsty
earth."'
Did not the Swami thus explain his own individuality? Before his present
embodiment, he had remained absorbed in communion with the Absolute. Then
he accepted the form of an individual to help humanity in its spiritual struggle.
A giant soul like his is not content to remain eternally absorbed in the Absolute.
Such also was the thought of Buddha.
In the company of great men and women, the Swami revealed his intellectual
and spiritual power. But one sees his human side especially in his contact with
humble people. In America he was often taken to be a negro. One day, as he
alighted from a train in a town where he was to deliver a lecture, he was given a
welcome by the reception committee. The most prominent townspeople were all
there. A negro porter came up to him and said that he had heard how one of his
own people had become great and asked the privilege of shaking hands with
him. Warmly the Swami shook his hand, saying 'Thank you! Thank you,
brother!' He never resented being mistaken for a negro. It happened many times,
especially in the South, that he was refused admittance to a hotel, a barber shop,
or a restaurant, because of his dark skin. When the Swami related these
incidents to a Western disciple, he was promptly asked why he did not tell
people that he was not a negro but a Hindu. 'What!' the Swami replied
indignantly. 'Rise at the expense of another? I did not come to earth for that.'
Swami Vivekananda was proud of his race and his dark complexion. 'He was
scornful,' wrote Sister Nivedita, 'in his repudiation of the pseudo-ethnology of
privileged races. "If I am grateful to my white-skinned Aryan ancestors," he said,
"I am far more so to my yellow-skinned Mongolian ancestors, and most of all to
the black-skinned negroids." He was immensely proud of his physiognomy,
especially of what he called his "Mongolian jaw," regarding it as a sign of
"bulldog tenacity of purpose." Referring to this particular racial characteristic,
which is believed to be behind every Aryan people, he one day exclaimed: "Don't
you see? The Tartar is the wine of the race! He gives energy and power to every
blood."'
The Swami had a strange experience in a small American town, where he was
confronted by a number of college boys who had been living there on a ranch as
cowboys. They heard him describe the power of concentration, through which a
man could become completely oblivious of the outside world. So they decided to
put him to test and invited him to lecture to them. A wooden tub was placed,
with bottom up, to serve as a platform. The Swami commenced his address and
soon appeared to be lost in his subject. Suddenly shots were fired in his
direction, and bullets went whizzing past his ears. But the Swami continued his
lecture as though nothing was happening. When he had finished, the young men
flocked about him and congratulated him as a good fellow.
In his lectures and conversations the Swami showed a wonderful sense of
humour. It was a saving feature in his strenuous life, and without it he might
have broken down under the pressure of his intense thinking. Once, in one of his
classes in Minneapolis, the Swami was asked by a student if Hindu mothers
threw their children to the crocodiles in the river. Immediately came the reply:
'Yes, Madam! They threw me in, but like your fabled Jonah, I got out again!'
Another time, a lady became rather romantic about the Swami and said to him,
'Swami! You are my Romeo and I am your Desdemona!' The Swami said quickly,
'Madam, you'd better brush up your Shakespeare.'
As already stated, Swami Vivekananda was particularly friendly with Mr. and
Mrs. Hale, of Chicago, and their two young daughters and two nieces. The
daughters were named Mary and Harriet, and the nieces, Isabel and Harriet
McKindley. He affectionately called Mr. Hale 'Father Pope' and Mrs. Hale
'Mother Church.' The girls he addressed as 'sisters' or 'babies.' A very sweet and
warm relationship grew up between them and the Swami. His relationship with
Mary was especially close. He wrote to her many light-hearted letters. In a letter
to the sisters, dated July 26, 1894, the Swami said:
Now, don't let my letters stray beyond the circle, please — I had a
beautiful letter from Sister Mary — See how I am getting the dash —
Sister Jeany teaches me all that — She can jump and run and play and
swear like a devil and talk slang at the rate of five hundred a minute —
only she does not much care for religion — only a little....Darn it, I forget
everything — I had duckings in the sea like a fish — I am enjoying every
bit of it — What nonsense was the song Harriet taught me, 'Dans la
Plaine' — the deuce take it! — I told it to a French scholar and he
laughed and laughed till the fellow was wellnigh burst at my wonderful
translation — That is the way you would have taught me French — You
are a pack of fools and heathens, I tell you — How you are gasping for
breath like huge fish stranded — I am glad that you are sizzling
(Referring to the summer heat of Chicago.) — Oh! how nice and cool it is
here — and it is increased a hundredfold when I think about the gasping,
sizzling, boiling, frying four old maids — and how cool and nice I am here
— Whoooooo!!!...
Well — dear old maids — you sometimes have a glimpse of the lake and
on very hot noons think of going down to the bottom of the lake — down
— down — down — until it is cool and nice, and then to lie down on the
bottom, with just that coolness above and around — and lie there still —
silent — and just doze — not sleep, but a dreamy, dozing, half
unconscious sort of bliss — very much like that which opium brings —
That is delicious — and drinking lots of iced water — Lord bless my soul!
— I had such cramps several times as would have killed an elephant —
So I hope to keep myself away from the cold water —
May you all be happy, dear fin de siecle young ladies, is the constant
prayer of Vivekananda.
One realizes how deeply Swami Vivekananda had entered into the American
spirit, when one sees how facile he was in his use of American slang. Surely this
letter is an example. As we have stated before, the Swami also needed diversions
of this kind in order to obtain relief from his intensely serious life and thinking
in America. One recalls that Sri Ramakrishna, too, would often indulge in light
talk in order to keep his mind on the level of ordinary consciousness.
Shortly after his success at the Parliament of Religions, the Swami began, as we
have seen, to write to his devotees in India, giving them his plans for India's
regeneration. He urged them to take up work that would lead to better systems
of education and hygiene throughout India. He wanted a magazine to be started
for disseminating among his fellow-countrymen the broad truths of Vedanta,
which would create confidence in their minds regarding their power and
potentialities, and give them back their lost individuality. He exhorted his
devotees to work especially for the uplift of women and the masses, without
whose help India would never be able to raise herself from her present state of
stagnation. He sent them money, earned through his lectures, for religious,
educational, and other philanthropic activities. His enthusiastic letters inspired
them. But they wanted him to return and take up the leadership. They were also
distressed to see the malicious propaganda against him by the Christian
missionaries in India. The Swami, however, repeatedly urged them to depend
upon themselves. 'Stand on your own feet!' he wrote to them. 'If you are really
my children, you will fear nothing, stop at nothing. You will be like lions. You
must rouse India and the whole world.'
About the criticism from the Christian missionaries, he wrote: 'The Christianity
that is preached in India is quite different from what one sees here. You will be
astonished to hear that I have friends in this country amongst the clergy of the
Episcopal and Presbyterian Churches, who are as broad-minded, as liberal, and
as sincere as you are in your own religion. The real spiritual man — everywhere
— is broad-minded. His love forces him to be so. They to whom religion is a trade
are forced to become narrow-minded and mischievous by their very introduction
into religion of the competitive, fighting, selfish methods of the world.' He
requested the Indian devotees not to pay any heed to what the missionaries were
saying either for or against him. 'I shall work incessantly,' he wrote, 'until I die,
and even after death I shall work for the good of the world. Truth is infinitely
more weighty than untruth.... It is the force of character, of purity, and of truth
— of personality. So long as I have these things, you can feel easy; no one will be
able to injure a hair of my head. If they try, they will fail, saith the Lord.'
EXPERIENCES IN THE WEST
For some time Swami Vivekananda had been planning a visit to London. He
wished to sow the seed of Vedanta in the capital of the mighty British Empire.
Miss Henrietta Müller had extended to him a cordial invitation to come to
London, and Mr. E.T. Sturdy had requested him to stay at his home there. Mr.
Leggett, too, had invited the Swami to come to Paris as his guest.
Mr. Francis H. Leggett, whose hospitality the Swami had already enjoyed at
Percy, was a wealthy business man of New York. He and two ladies of his
acquaintance, Mrs. William Sturges and Miss Josephine MacLeod (who were
sisters), had attended the Swami's lectures in New York during the previous
winter. They were all impressed by the Swami's personality and his message,
and Mr. Leggett remarked, one day, that the teacher was a man of 'great
common sense.' An intimate relationship gradually developed between the
Swami, the two sisters, and Mr. Leggett. Mrs. Sturges, who was a widow, and
Mr. Leggett became engaged and announced their engagement at the summer
camp at Percy. They decided to be married in Paris, and Mr. Leggett invited the
Swami to be a witness at the ceremony.
This invitation, coming at the same time as Miss Müller's and Mr. Sturdy's
seemed to the Swami, as he described it in a letter, a 'divine call.' The Swami's
New York friends thought that a sea voyage would be most beneficial for his
weary body and mind. At this time the Swami began to feel a premonition of his
approaching end. One day he even said, 'My day is done.' But the awareness of
his unfulfilled mission made him forget his body.
The Swami and Mr. Leggett sailed from New York about the middle of August
1895, reaching Paris by the end of the month. The French metropolis with its
museums, churches, cathedrals, palaces, and art galleries impressed him as the
centre of European culture, and he was introduced to a number of enlightened
French people.
When Swami Vivekananda arrived in London he was enthusiastically greeted by
Miss Müller, who had already met him in America, and Mr. Sturdy, who had
studied Sanskrit and had to a certain degree practised asceticism in the
Himalayas. The Swami's mind, one can imagine, was filled with tumultuous
thoughts as he arrived in the great city. He was eager to test his ability as an
interpreter of the spiritual culture of India in the very citadel of the Englishspeaking
nations. He also knew that he belonged to a subject race, which had
been under the imperialistic domination of England for almost one hundred and
forty years. He attributed India's suffering, at least in part, to this alien rule. He
was not unaware of the arrogance of the British ruling class in India, to whom
India was a benighted country steeped in superstition. Would the Britishers give
a patient hearing to the religion and philosophy of his ancestors, of which he was
so proud? Would they not rather think that nothing good could ever come 'out of
Nazareth'? He did not, as we learn from his own confession, set foot on English
soil with the friendliest of feelings. But how he felt when he left England after
his short visit will be presently described.
After a few days' rest the Swami quietly began his work. Through friends he was
gradually introduced to people who were likely to be interested in his thoughts;
he also devoted part of his time to visiting places of historical interest. Within
three weeks of his arrival he was already engaged in strenuous activity. A class
was started and soon the hall was found inadequate to accommodate the
students. Newspapers interviewed him and called him the 'Hindu yogi.' Lady
Isabel Margesson and several other members of the nobility became attracted to
the Swami's teachings. His first public lecture was attended by many educated
and thoughtful people; some of the leading newspapers were enthusiastic about
it. The Standard compared his moral stature with that of Rammohan Roy and
Keshab Chandra Sen. The London Daily Chronicle wrote that he reminded
people of Buddha. Even the heads of churches showed their warm appreciation.
But the Swami's greatest acquisition in London was Miss Margaret E. Noble,
who later became his disciple, consecrating her life to women's education in
India. She also espoused the cause of India's political freedom and inspired many
of its leaders with her written and spoken words.
Miss Noble, the fourth child of Samuel Noble, was born in Northern Ireland in
1867. Both her grandfather and her father were Protestant ministers in the
Wesleyan church and took active part in the political agitation for the freedom of
Ireland. Her grandmother and her father gave her instruction in the Bible. Her
father, who died at the age of thirty-four, had a premonition of his daughter's
future calling. One of the last things he whispered to his wife was about
Margaret. 'When God calls her,' he said, 'let her go. She will spread her wings.
She will do great things.'
After finishing her college education, Margaret took the position of a teacher at
Keswick, in the English Lake District, where contact with the High Church
stirred her religious emotions. Next she taught in an orphanage in Rugby, where
she shared the manual labour of the pupils. At twenty-one, Miss Noble was
appointed as mistress at the secondary school in Wrexham, a large mining
centre, and participated in the welfare activities of the town, visiting slum
households and looking for waifs and strays. Next she went to Chester and
taught a class of eighteen-year-old girls. Here she delved into the educational
systems of Pestalozzi and Froebel. And finally she came to London, where, in the
autumn of 1895, she opened her own school, the Ruskin School, in Wimbledon.
The metropolis of the British Empire offered Miss Noble unlimited opportunities
for the realization of her many latent desires — political, literary, and
educational. Here she joined the 'Free Ireland' group, working for Ireland's home
rule. She was also cordially received at Lady Ripon's exclusive salon, where art
and literature were regularly discussed. This salon later developed into the
Sesame Club, with rooms in Dover Street, where Bernard Shaw, T.H. Huxley,
and other men of literature and science discussed highly intellectual subjects.
Margaret Noble became the secretary of the club, and lectured on 'The
Psychology of the Child' and 'The Rights of Women.' Thus even before she met
Swami Vivekananda she was unconsciously preparing the ground for her future
activities in India.
At this time Margaret suffered a cruel blow. She was deeply in love with a man
and had even set the wedding date. But another woman suddenly snatched him
away. A few years before, another young man, to whom she was about to be
engaged, had died of tuberculosis. These experiences shocked her profoundly,
and she began to take a more serious interest in religion. She was very fond of a
simple prayer by Thomas à Kempis: 'Be what thou prayest to be made.'
One day her art teacher, Ebenezer Cook, said to Margaret: 'Lady Isabel
Margesson is inviting a few friends to her house to hear a Hindu Swami speak.
Will you come?' Swami Vivekananda had already been a topic of discussion
among certain members of the Sesame Club. Mr. E.T. Sturdy and Miss
Henrietta Müller had told of his extraordinary success in America as a preacher
and orator.
Miss Noble first met Swami Vivekananda on a Sunday evening in the drawingroom
of Lady Isabel Margesson, situated in the fashionable West End of London.
He was to address a group of people on Hindu thought. Miss Noble was one of
the last to arrive. Fifteen people sat in the room in absolute silence. She
nervously felt as if all eyes were turned on her, and as she took the first vacant
chair, she gathered her skirt to sit down without making any noise. The Swami
sat facing her. A coal fire burnt on the hearth behind him. She noticed that he
was tall and well built and possessed an air of deep serenity. The effect of his
long practice of meditation was visible in the gentleness and loftiness of his look,
which, as she was to write later, 'Raphael has perhaps painted for us on the
brow of the Sistine Child.'
The Swami looked at Lady Isabel with a sweet smile, as she said: 'Swamiji, all
our friends are here.' He chanted some Sanskrit verses. Miss Noble was
impressed by his melodious voice. She heard the Swami say, among other things:
'All our struggle is for freedom. We seek neither misery nor happiness, but
freedom, freedom alone.'
It was at first difficult for Miss Noble to accept Swami Vivekananda's views. But
before he left London she had begun to address him as 'Master.'
Recalling those first meetings in London, and their decisive influence on her life,
Nivedita wrote in 1904 to a friend: 'Suppose he had not come to London that
time! Life would have been like a headless dream, for I always knew that I was
waiting for something. I always said that a call would come. And it did. But if I
had known more of life, I doubt whether, when the time came, I should certainly
have recognized it. Fortunately, I knew little and was spared that
torture....Always I had this burning voice within, but nothing to utter. How often
and often I sat down, pen in hand, to speak, and there was no speech! And now
there is no end to it! As surely I am fitted to my world, so surely is my world in
need of me, waiting — ready. The arrow has found its place in the bow. But if he
had not come! If he had meditated, on the Himalayan peaks!...I, for one, had
never been here.'
Swami Vivekananda and Mr. Sturdy soon began an English translation of the
Bhakti aphorisms of Narada. At this time the idea came to the Swami's mind
that a religion could not have permanent hold upon people without organization
and rituals. A mere loose system of philosophy, he realized, soon lost its appeal.
He saw the need, therefore, of formulating rituals, on the basis of the
Upanishadic truths, which would serve a person from birth to death — rituals
that would prepare for the ultimate realization of the supramental Absolute.
His stay in England was very short, but his insight enabled him to appraise the
English character with considerable accuracy. He wrote to a devotee on
November 18, 1895: 'In England my work is really splendid. I am astonished
myself at it. The English do not talk much in the newspapers, but they work
silently. I am sure of having done more work in England than in America.' And
in another letter, written on November 13, to a brother disciple in India: 'Every
enterprise in this country takes some time to get started. But once John Bull
sets his hand to a thing, he will never let it go. The Americans are quick, but
they are somewhat like straw on fire, ready to be extinguished.'
The Swami had been receiving letters from American devotees asking him to
come back; a rich lady from Boston promised to support his work in New York
throughout the winter. Before leaving England, however, he arranged that Mr.
Sturdy should conduct the classes in London till the arrival of a new Swami from
India, about the need of whom he was writing constantly to his brother disciples
at the Baranagore monastery.
On December 6, 1895, Swami Vivekananda returned to New York, after his two
months' stay in England, in excellent health and spirits. During his absence
abroad, regular classes had been carried on by his American disciples
Kripananda, Abhayananda, and Miss Waldo, who taught raja-yoga in both its
practical and its theoretical aspects.
Together with Kripananda he took up new quarters, consisting of two spacious
rooms, which could accommodate one hundred and fifty persons. The Swami at
once plunged into activity and gave a series of talks on work as a spiritual
discipline. These talks were subsequently published as Karma-Yoga, which is
considered one of his best books. In the meantime the devotees of the Swami had
been feeling the need of a stenographer to take down his talks in the classes and
on public platforms. Many of his precious speeches had already been lost because
there had been no reporter to record them. Fortunately there appeared on the
scene an Englishman, J.J. Goodwin, who was at first employed as a professional
stenographer; in a few days, however, he was so impressed by the Swami's life
and message that he became his disciple and offered his services free, with the
remark that if the teacher could give his whole life to help mankind, he, the
disciple, could at least give his services as an offering of love. Goodwin followed
the Swami like a shadow in America, Europe, and India; he recorded many of
the public utterances of Vivekananda, now preserved in published books, and
thereby earned the everlasting gratitude of countless men and women.
The Swami spent Christmas of 1895 with Mr. and Mrs. Leggett at their country
home, Ridgely Manor, which he frequently visited in order to enjoy a respite
from his hard work in New York. But even there he would give exalted spiritual
discourses, as will be evident from the following excerpt from a letter written by
Mr. Leggett on January 10, 1896, to Miss MacLeod:
One night at Ridgely we were all spellbound by his eloquence. Such
thought I have never heard expressed by mortal man — such as he
uttered for two and a half hours. We were all deeply affected. And I would
give a hundred dollars for a typewritten verbatim report of it. Swami was
inspired to a degree that I have never seen before or since. He leaves us
soon and perhaps we shall never see him again, but he will leave an
ineffaceable impress on our hearts that will comfort us to the end of our
earthly careers.
After a short visit to Boston as the guest of Mrs. Ole Bull, the Swami commenced
a series of public lectures in New York at Hardeman Hall, the People's Church,
and later at Madison Square Garden, which had a seating capacity of fifteen
hundred people. In the last mentioned place he gave his famous lectures on love
as a spiritual discipline, which were subsequently published as Bhakti-Yoga.
Both the lectures of the Swami and his personality received favourable comment
from the newspapers. He initiated into monastic life Dr. Street, who assumed
the name of Yogananda.
Mrs. Ella Wheeler Wilcox, one of the founders of the New Thought movement in
America, spoke highly of the Swami's teachings. She and her husband first went
to hear him out of curiosity, and what happened afterwards may be told in her
own words:
Before we had been ten minutes in the audience, we felt ourselves lifted
up into an atmosphere so rarefied, so vital, so wonderful, that we sat
spellbound and almost breathless to the end of that lecture. When it was
over we went out with new courage, new hope, new strength, new faith,
to meet life's daily vicissitudes.... It was that terrible winter of financial
disasters, when banks failed and stocks went down like broken balloons,
and business men walked through the dark valleys of despair, and the
whole world seemed topsy-turvy. Sometimes after sleepless nights of
worry and anxiety, my husband would go with me to hear the Swami
lecture, and then he would come out into the winter gloom and walk
down the street smiling and say: 'It is all right. There is nothing to worry
over.' And I would go back to my own duties and pleasures with the same
uplifted sense of soul and enlarged vision.... 'I do not come to convert you
to a new belief,' he said. 'I want you to keep your own belief; I want to
make the Methodist a better Methodist, the Presbyterian a better
Presbyterian, the Unitarian a better Unitarian. I want to teach you to
live the truth, to reveal the light within your own soul.' He gave the
message that strengthened the man of business, that caused the frivolous
society woman to pause and think; that gave the artist new aspirations;
that imbued the wife and mother, the husband and father, with a larger
and a holier comprehension of duty.
Having finished his work in New York, the Swami, accompanied by Goodwin,
left for Detroit. The main theme of his lectures and class talks there was bhakti,
or love of God. At that time he was all love. A kind of divine madness seemed to
have taken possession of him, as if his heart would burst with longing for the
beloved Mother. He gave his last public lecture at Temple Beth-El, of which
Rabbi Louis Grossman, an ardent admirer of the Swami, was the leader. The
Swami cast a spell, as it were, over the whole audience. 'Never,' wrote Mrs.
Funke, 'had I seen the Master look as he looked that night. There was something
in his beauty not of earth. It was as if the spirit had almost burst the bonds of
flesh, and it was then that I saw a foreshadowing of the end. He was much
exhausted from the years of overwork, and it was even then to be seen that he
was not long for this world. I tried to close my eyes to it, but in my heart I knew
the truth. He had needed rest but felt that he must go on.'
The idea that his years were numbered came to Swami Vivekananda again and
again. He would often say at this time, 'Oh, the body is a terrible bondage!' or
'How I wish that I could hide myself for ever!' The note-book that he had carried
during his wanderings in India contained these significant words: 'Now to seek a
corner and lay myself down to die!' In a letter to a friend, he quoted these words
and said: 'Yet all this karma remained. I hope I have now worked it out. It
appears like a hallucination that I was in these childish dreams of doing this and
doing that. I am getting out of them.... Perhaps these mad desires were
necessary to bring me over to this country. And I thank the Lord for the
experience.'
On March 25, 1896, he delivered his famous lecture on 'The Philosophy of
Vedanta' before the graduate students of the philosophy department of Harvard
University. It produced such an impression that he was offered the Chair of
Eastern Philosophy in the university. Later a similar offer came from Columbia
University. But he declined both on the ground that he was a sannyasin.
In 1894 Swami Vivekananda had established the Vedanta Society of New York
as a non-sectarian organization with the aim of preaching the universal
principles of Vedanta. It became better organized in 1896. Tolerance and
religious universalism formed its motto, and its members generally came to be
known as 'Vedantins.'
In the meantime the Swami's great works Raja-Yoga, Bhakti-Yoga, and Karma-
Yoga were receiving marked attention from many thoughtful people of the
country. The Swami was serious about organizing Hinduism on a sound,
universal, ethical, and rational basis so that it would appeal to earnest thinkers
in all parts of the world. He wanted to reinterpret, in keeping with the methods
of modern science, the Hindu view of the soul, the Godhead, the relationship
between matter and energy, and cosmology. Further, he wanted to classify the
apparently contradictory passages of the Upanishads bearing on the doctrines of
dualism, qualified non-dualism, and absolute non-dualism, and show their
ultimate reconciliation. In order to achieve this end, he asked his devotees in
India to send him the Upanishads and the Vedanta Sutras with their
commentaries by the leading acharyas, and also the Brahmana portions of the
Vedas, and the Puranas. He himself wanted to write this Maximum
Testamentum, this Universal Gospel, in order to translate Hindu thought into
Western language. He expressed his objective in a letter written to one of his
disciples on February 17, 1896:
To put the Hindu ideas into English and then make out of dry philosophy
and intricate mythology and queer, startling psychology, a religion which
shall be easy, simple, popular, and at the same time meet the
requirements of the highest minds, is a task which only those can
understand who have attempted it. The abstract Advaita must become
living — poetic — in everyday life; and out of bewildering yogism must
come the most scientific and practical psychology — and all this must be
put into such a form that a child may grasp it. That is my life's work. The
Lord only knows how far I shall succeed. To work we have the right, not
to the fruits thereof.
The Swami always wanted a healthy interchange of ideas between East and
West; this was one of the aims of the Vedanta Society of New York. He felt the
need of centres of vital and continual communication between the two worlds to
make 'open doors, as it were, through which the East and the West could pass
freely back and forth, without a feeling of strangeness, as from one home to
another.' Already he had thought of bringing to America some of his brother
disciples as preachers of Vedanta. He also wanted to send some of his American
and English disciples to India to teach science, industry, technology, economics,
applied sociology, and other practical things which the Indians needed in order
to improve their social conditions and raise their standard of living. He often told
his American disciples of his vision that the time would come when the lines of
demarcation between East and West would be obliterated. From England he had
already written to Swami Saradananda to prepare to come to the West.
In the spring of 1896 letters began to pour in from England beseeching Swami
Vivekananda to return there and continue his activities. The Swami felt the
need of concentrating on the work in both London and New York, the two great
metropolises of the Western world. Therefore he made arrangements with Miss
Waldo and other qualified disciples to continue his program in America during
his absence. Mr. Francis Leggett was made the president of the Vedanta Society.
The Swami had also been receiving letters from his friends in India begging for
his return. He said he would come as soon as possible, but he encouraged them
to organize the work, warning them against the formation of any new cult
around the person of Sri Ramakrishna, who, to the Swami, was the
demonstration of the eternal principles of Hinduism. On April 14, 1896, he wrote
to India:
'That Ramakrishna Paramahamsa was God — and all that sort of thing
— has no go in countries like this. M—_ has a tendency to put that stuff
down everybody's throat; but that will make our movement a little sect.
You keep separate from such attempts; at the same time, if people
worship him as God, no harm. Neither encourage nor discourage. The
masses will always have the person; the higher ones, the principle. We
want both. But principles are universal, not persons. Therefore stick to
the principles he taught, and let people think whatever they like of his
person.'
The Swami now made definite arrangements to leave for London on April 15,
and, after carrying out his plans there, to sail for his motherland.
It should be apparent to readers of Swami Vivekananda's life that he worked
under great pressure, from a fraction of which a lesser person would have
collapsed in no time. Naturally he spent his few spare moments in fun and
joking. He would read a copy of Punch or some other comic paper, and laugh till
tears rolled down his cheeks. He loved to tell the story of a Christian missionary
who was sent to preach to the cannibals. The new arrival proceeded to the chief
of the tribe and asked him, 'Well, how did you like my predecessor?' The cannibal
replied, smacking his lips, 'Simply de-li-cious!'
Another was the story of a 'darky' clergyman who, while explaining the creation,
shouted to his congregation: 'You see, God was a-makin' Adam, and He was amakin'
him out o' mud. And when He got him made, He stuck him up agin a
fence to dry. And den—' 'Hold on, dar, preacher!' suddenly cried out a learned
listener. 'What's dat about dis 'ere fence? Who's made dis fence?' The preacher
replied sharply: 'Now you listen 'ere, Sam Jones. Don't you be askin' sich
questions. You'll be a-smashin' up all theology!'
By way of relaxation he would often cook an Indian meal at a friend's house. On
such occasions he brought out from his pockets tiny packets of finely ground
spices. He would make hot dishes which his Western disciples could hardly eat
without burning their tongues. They were, no doubt, soothing to his high-strung
temperament.
But the Swami's brain was seething with new ideas all the time. He very much
wanted to build a 'Temple Universal' where people of all faiths would gather to
worship the Godhead through the symbol Om, representing the undifferentiated
Absolute. At another time, in the beginning of the year 1895, he wrote to Mrs.
Bull about buying one hundred and eight acres of land in the Catskill Mountains
where his students would build camps and practise meditation and other
disciplines during the summer holidays.
A touching incident, which occurred in 1894, may be told here; it shows the high
respect in which some of the ladies of Cambridge, Massachusetts, held the
Swami and his mother. The Swami one day spoke to them about 'the Ideals of
Indian Women,' particularly stressing the ideal of Indian motherhood. They were
greatly moved. The following Christmas they sent the Swami's mother in India a
letter together with a beautiful picture of the Child Jesus on the lap of the Virgin
Mary. They wrote in the letter: 'At this Christmastide, when the gift of Mary's
son to the world is celebrated and rejoiced over with us, it would seem the time
of remembrance. We, who have your son in our midst, send you greetings. His
generous service to men, women, and children in our midst was laid at your feet
by him, in an address he gave us the other day on the Ideals of Motherhood in
India. The worship of his mother will be to all who heard him an inspiration and
an uplift.'
The Swami often spoke to his disciples about his mother's wonderful self-control,
and how on one occasion she had gone without food for fourteen days. He
acknowledged that her character was a constant inspiration to his life and work.
The love and adoration in which the Swami was held by his Western disciples
can hardly be over-emphasized. Some described him as the 'lordly monk,' and
some as a 'grand seigneur.' Mrs. Leggett said that in all her experience she had
met only two celebrated personages who could make one feel perfectly at ease
without for an instant losing their own dignity, and one of them was Swami
Vivekananda. Sister Nivedita described him aptly as a Plato in thought and a
modern Savonarola in his fearless outspokenness. William James of Harvard
addressed him as 'Master' and referred to him in Varieties of Religious
Experience as the 'paragon of Vedantists.'
A pleasant surprise awaited Swami Vivekananda on his arrival in London.
Swami Saradananda had already come and was staying as the guest of Mr.
Sturdy. The two Swamis had not seen each other in a very long time. Swami
Vivekananda was told all the news of his spiritual brothers at the Alambazar
monastery and their activities in India. It was a most happy occasion.
Swami Vivekananda soon plunged into a whirlwind of activity. From the
beginning of May he conducted five classes a week and a Friday session for open
discussion. He gave a series of three Sunday lectures in one of the galleries of
the Royal Institute of Painters in Water-Colours, in Piccadilly, and also lectured
at Princes' Hall and the Lodge of Annie Besant, in addition to speaking at many
clubs, and in educational institutions and drawing-rooms. His audiences
consisted mostly of intellectual and serious-minded people. His speeches on
jnana-yoga, containing the essence of the Vedanta philosophy, were mostly given
in England. Canon Wilberforce held a reception in the Swami's honour, to which
he invited many distinguished people.
At one of the meetings, at the close of his address, a white-haired and wellknown
philosopher said to the Swami: 'You have spoken splendidly, sir, but you
have told us nothing new.' Quick came the Swami's reply: 'Sir, I have told you
the Truth. That, the Truth is as old as the immemorial hills, as old as humanity,
as old as creation, as old as the Great God. If I have told you in such words as
will make you think, make you live up to your thinking, do I not do well in
telling it?' Loud applause greeted him at the end of these remarks.
The Swami was quick in repartee. During the question period a man who
happened to be a native of Scotland, asked, 'What is the difference between a
baboo and a baboon?* 'Oh, not much,' was the instantaneous reply of the Swami.
'It is like the difference between a sot and a Scot — just the difference of a
letter.'
In one of his public lectures in England he paid the most touching tribute to his
master, Sri Ramakrishna. He said that he had not one little word of his own to
utter, not one infinitesimal thought of his own to unfold; everything, every single
thing, all that he was himself, all that he could be to others, all that he might do
for the world, came from that single source, from that pure soul, from that
illimitable inspiration, from him who, seated 'there in my beloved India, had
solved the tremendous secret, and bestowed the solution on all, ungrudgingly
and with divine prodigality.' The Swami's own self was utterly forgotten,
altogether ignored. 'I am what I am, and what I am is always due to him;
whatever in me or in my words is good and true and eternal came to me from his
mouth, his heart, his soul. Sri Ramakrishna is the spring of this phase of the
earth's religious life, of its impulses and activities. If I can show the world one
glimpse of my Master, I shall not have lived in vain.'
It was Ramakrishna who brought him in contact with Max Müller, the great
German Sanskritist and Indologist, who had been impressed by the eloquence of
Keshab Chandra Sen and his religious fervour, and had also come to know of the
influence that Sri Ramakrishna had exerted in the development of Keshab's life.
From the information that he had been able to gather from India, Max Müller
had already published an article on Ramakrishna in the Nineteenth Century,
entitled 'A Real Mahatman.' Now he was eager to meet a direct disciple of the
Master, and invited Swami Vivekananda to lunch with him in Oxford on May 28,
1896.
The Swami was delighted to meet the savant. When the name of Ramakrishna
was mentioned, the Swami said, 'He is worshipped by thousands today,
Professor.'
'To whom else shall worship be accorded, if not to such?' was Max Müller's reply.
Regarding Max Müller and his wife, the Swami later wrote:
The visit was really a revelation to me. That little white house, its setting
in a beautiful garden, the silver-haired sage, with a face calm and benign,
and forehead smooth as a child's in spite of seventy winters, and every
line in that face speaking of a deep-seated mine of spirituality somewhere
behind; that noble wife, the helpmate of his life through his long and
arduous task of exciting interest, overriding opposition and contempt,
and at last creating a respect for the thoughts of the sages of ancient
India — the trees, the flowers, the calmness, and the clear sky — all
these sent me back in imagination to the glorious days of ancient India,
the days of our brahmarshis* and rajarshis,* the days of the great
vanaprasthas,* the days of Arundhatis and Vasishthas.* It was neither
the philologist nor the scholar that I saw, but a soul that is every day
realizing its oneness with the universe.
The Swami was deeply affected to see Max Müller's love for India. 'I wish,' he
wrote enthusiastically, 'I had a hundredth part of that love for my motherland.
Endowed with an extraordinary, and at the same time an intensely active mind,
he has lived and moved in the world of Indian thought for fifty years or more,
and watched the sharp interchange of light and shade in the interminable forest
of Sanskrit literature with deep interest and heartfelt love, till they have sunk
into his very soul and coloured his whole being.'
The Swami asked Max Müller: 'When are you coming to India? All men there
would welcome one who has done so much to place the thoughts of their
ancestors in a true light.'
The face of the aged sage brightened up; there was almost a tear in his eye, a
gentle nodding of the head, and slowly the words came out: 'I would not return
then; you would have to cremate me there.'
Further questions on the Swami's part seemed an unwarranted intrusion into
realms wherein were stored the holy secrets of a man's heart.
Max Müller asked the Swami, 'What are you doing to make Sri Ramakrishna
known to the world?' He himself was eager to write a fuller biography of the
Master if he could only procure the necessary materials. At the Swami's request,
Swami Saradananda wrote down the sayings of Sri Ramakrishna and the facts
of his life. Later Max Müller embodied these in his book The Life and Sayings of
Sri Ramakrishna.
One day Saradananda asked the Swami why he himself had not written about
the Master's life for Max Müller. He answered: 'I have such deep feeling for the
Master that it is impossible for me to write about him for the public. If I had
written the article Max Müller wanted, then I would have proved, quoting from
philosophies, the scriptures and even the holy books of the Christians, that
Ramakrishna was the greatest of all prophets born in this world. That would
have been too much for the old man. You have not thought so deeply about the
Master as I have; hence you could write in a way that would satisfy Max Müller.
Therefore I asked you to write.'
Max Müller showed the Swami several colleges in Oxford and the Bodleian
Library, and at last accompanied him to the railroad station. To the Swami's
protest that the professor should not take such trouble, the latter said, 'It is not
every day that one meets with a disciple of Ramakrishna Paramahamsa.'
Besides doing intensive public work in England, the Swami made there some
important personal contacts. The names of Goodwin, Henrietta Müller, Margaret
Noble, and Sturdy have already been mentioned. These knew him intimately
during his second visit and had become his disciples. Now came the turn of
Captain and Mrs. Sevier. The captain was a retired officer of the English army,
forty-nine years old, and had served for many years in India. Both were earnest
students of religion and had sought the highest truth in various sects and creeds,
but had not found it anywhere. When they heard Swami Vivekananda, they
intuitively realized that his teachings were what they had so long sought. They
were deeply impressed by the non-dualistic philosophy of India and the Swami's
personality.
Coming out of one of the Swami's lectures, Captain Sevier asked Miss MacLeod,
who had already known the Swami in America: 'You know this young man? Is he
what he seems?'
'Yes.'
'In that case one must follow him and with him find God.'
The Captain went to his wife and said, 'Will you let me become the Swami's
disciple?'
'Yes,' she replied.
She asked him, 'Will you let me become the Swami's disciple?'
He replied with affectionate humour, 'I am not so sure!'
The very first time the Swami met Mrs. Sevier in private he addressed her as
'Mother' and asked her if she would not like to come to India, adding, 'I will give
you my best realizations.'
A very affectionate relationship sprang up between the Swami and the Seviers,
and the latter regarded him as their son. They became his intimate companions
and offered him all their savings. But the Swami, anxious about their future
worldly security, persuaded them to keep the greater portion of their fortune.
Captain and Mrs. Sevier, together with Miss Noble and Goodwin, were the
choicest among the followers that Swami Vivekananda gathered in England and
all of them remained faithful to him and his work till the last days of their lives.
Through the generosity of the Seviers, the Swami, as will be seen, established
the Advaita Ashrama at Mayavati, an almost inaccessible place in the
Himalayas, for the training of the disciples, both Eastern and Western, in the
contemplation of the Impersonal Godhead. After Captain Sevier's death at
Mayavati Mrs. Sevier lived there for fifteen years busying herself with the
education of the children of the neighbouring hills. Once Miss MacLeod asked
her, 'Do you not get bored?' 'I think of him,' she replied, referring to Swami
Vivekananda.
Though preoccupied with various activities in England, the Swami never for one
moment forgot his work in India. After all, it was his intense desire to find
means to ameliorate the condition of his countrymen that had brought him to
the West. That hope he always cherished in a corner of his mind, both in Europe
and in America. He had to train his brother disciples as future workers in India.
And so he is seen writing to them in detail regarding the organization of the
monastery at Alambazar, where they had been living for some time.
On April 27, 1896, he sent instructions about the daily life of the monks, their
food and clothing, their intercourse with the public, and about the provision of a
spacious library at the monastery, a smaller room for interviews, a big hall for
religious discussions with the devotees, a small room for an office, another for
smoking and so forth and so on. He advised them to furnish the rooms in the
simplest manner and to keep an eye on the water for drinking and cooking. The
monastery, he suggested, should be under the management of a President and a
Secretary to be elected by turns by vote. Study, preaching, and religious
practices should be important items among the duties of the inmates. He also
desired to establish a math for women directly under the control of the Holy
Mother. The monks were not to visit the women's quarters. In conclusion, he
recommended Swami Brahmananda as the first President of the math, and said:
'He who is the servant of all is their true master. He never becomes a leader in
whose love there is a consideration of high or low. He whose love knows no end
and never stops to consider high or low has the whole world lying at his feet.' For
his workers the Swami wanted men with 'muscles of iron and nerves of steel,
inside which dwells a mind of the same material as that of which the
thunderbolt is made.'
To quote the Swami's words again: 'I want strength, manhood, kshatravirya, or
the virility of a warrior, and brahma-teja, or the radiance of a brahmin.... These
men will stand aside from the world, give their lives, and be ready to fight the
battle of Truth, marching on from country to country. One blow struck outside of
India is equal to a hundred thousand struck within. Well, all will come if the
Lord wills it.'
The Swami was exhausted by his strenuous work in England. Three of his
intimate disciples, the Seviers and Henrietta Müller, proposed a holiday tour on
the continent. He was 'as delighted as a child' at the prospect. 'Oh! I long to see
the snows and wander on the mountain paths,' he said. He recalled his travels in
the Himalayas. On July 31, 1896, the Swami, in the company of his friends, left
for Switzerland. They visited Geneva, Mer-de-Glace, Montreux, Chillon,
Chamounix, the St. Bernard, Lucerne, the Rigi, Zermatt, and Schaffhausen. The
Swami felt exhilarated by his walks in the Alps. He wanted to climb Mont Blanc,
but gave up the idea when told of the difficulty of the ascent. He found that
Swiss peasant life and its manners and customs resembled those of the people
who dwelt in the Himalayas.
In a little village at the foot of the Alps between Mont Blanc and the Little St.
Bernard, he conceived the idea of founding a monastery in the Himalayas. He
said to his companions: 'Oh, I long for a monastery in the Himalayas, where I
can retire from the labours of my life and spend the rest of my days in
meditation. It will be a centre for work and meditation, where my Indian and
Western disciples can live together, and I shall train them as workers. The
former will go out as preachers of Vedanta to the West, and the latter will devote
their lives to the good of India.' Mr. Sevier speaking for himself and his wife,
said: 'How nice it would be, Swami, if this could be done. We must have such a
monastery.'
The dream was fulfilled through the Advaita Ashrama at Mayavati, which
commands a magnificent view of the eternal snows of the Himalayas.
In the Alps the Swami enjoyed some of the most lucid and radiant moments of
his spiritual life. Sometimes he would walk alone, absorbed in thought, the
disciples keeping themselves at a discreet distance. One of the disciples said:
'There seemed to be a great light about him, and a great stillness and peace.
Never have I seen the Swami to such advantage. He seemed to communicate
spirituality by a look or with a touch. One could almost read his thoughts which
were of the highest, so transfigured had his personality become.'
While still wandering in the Alps, the Swami received a letter from the famous
orientalist, Paul Deussen, Professor of Philosophy at the University of Kiel. The
professor urgently invited the Swami to visit him. The Swami accepted the
invitation and changed his itinerary. He arrived at Kiel after visiting
Heidelberg, Coblenz, Cologne, and Berlin. He was impressed by the material
power and the great culture of Germany.
Professor Deussen was well versed in Sanskrit, and was perhaps the only
scholar in Europe who could speak that language fluently. A disciple of
Schopenhauer and follower of Kant, Deussen could easily appreciate the high
flights of Sankaracharya's philosophy. He believed that the system of Vedanta,
as founded on the Upanishads and the Vedanta Sutras, is one of the 'most
majestic structures and valuable products of the genius of man in his search for
Truth, and that the highest and purest morality is the immediate consequence of
Vedanta.'
The Swami and the Seviers were cordially received by the German scholar. In
the course of the conversation Deussen said that a movement was being made
back towards the fountainhead of spirituality, a movement that would in the
future probably make India the spiritual leader of the nations, the highest and
the greatest spiritual influence on earth. He also found in the Swami a vivid
demonstration of concentration and control of the mind. On one occasion he saw
his guest turning over the pages of a poetical work and did not receive any
response to a query. Afterwards the Swami apologized, saying that he had been
so absorbed in the book that he did not hear the professor. Then he repeated the
verses from the book. The conversation soon turned to the power of
concentration as developed in the Yoga philosophy. One of the purpose of
Deussen's meeting the Swami, it is said was his desire to learn from the latter
the secrets of the Yoga powers.
Deussen showed the Swami the city of Kiel. Thereafter the Swami wished to
leave immediately for England, though the professor insisted that he should stay
at Kiel a few days more. As that was not possible, Deussen joined the party in
Hamburg and they travelled together in Holland. After spending three days in
Amsterdam all arrived in London, and for two weeks Deussen met with the
Swami daily. The Swami also visited Max Müller again at Oxford.
Swami Vivekananda spent another two months in England, giving lectures and
seeing important men of their day, such as Edward Carpenter, Frederick Myers,
Canon Wilberforce, and Moncure D. Conway. The most notable lectures he gave
at this time were those on maya, about which he spoke on three occasions,
dealing with its various aspects. It is said that some members of the British
royal family attended these lectures incognito. He created such an intense
atmosphere during these talks that the whole audience was transported into a
realm of ecstatic consciousness, and some burst into tears. The lectures were the
most learned and eloquent among his speeches on non-dualistic Vedanta.
Swami Abhedananda arrived from India, and Vivekananda was immensely
pleased to have his brother disciple assist him in his foreign work. The maiden
speech of Abhedananda at a club in Bloomsbury Square on October 27, was
highly appreciated by all, and the Swami said about his spiritual brother, 'Even
if I perish on this plane, my message will be sounded through these dear lips,
and the world will hear it.' The report of the continued popularity of Swami
Saradananda, who had in the meantime gone to New York, likewise gratified
him.
Despite the rush of his European work Swami Vivekananda maintained his
contact with America. He took a personal interest in the spiritual development of
his students. The affectionate relationship of the Swami with the Hale family of
Chicago has been mentioned before, especially with the four unmarried girls.
Hearing of the proposed marriage of Harriet, he wrote to her on September 17,
1896, 'Marriage is the truest goal for ninety-nine per cent of the human race,
and they will live the happiest life as soon as they have learnt and are ready to
abide by the eternal lesson — that we are bound to bear and forbear and that to
everyone life must be a compromise.' He sent the young lady his blessings in
these terms: 'May you always enjoy the undivided love of your husband, helping
him in attaining all that is desirable in this life, and when you have seen your
children's children, and the drama of life is nearing its end, may you help each
other in reaching that infinite ocean of Existence, Knowledge, and Bliss, at the
touch of whose waters all distinctions melt away and we all become One.'
But Mary Hale could not make a decision between marriage and lifelong
celibacy. She was full of idealism and the spirit of independence; but she was
warm in her affection. Swami Vivekananda was particularly fond of Mary. On
the day he wrote to Harriet he also wrote to Mary, congratulating Harriet for her
discrimination, and prophesying for her a life of joy and sweetness, since she was
'not so imaginative and sentimental as to make a fool of herself and has enough
of common sense and gentleness to soften the hard points of life which must
come to everyone.' But he wanted to tell Mary 'the truth, and my language is
plain.' He wrote:
My dear Mary, I will tell you a great lesson I have learnt in this life. It is
this: 'The higher your ideal is, the more miserable you are,' for such a
thing as an ideal cannot be attained in the world — or in this life, even.
He who wants perfection in the world is a madman — for it cannot be.
How can you find the infinite in the finite?
You, Mary, are like a mettlesome Arab — grand, splendid. You would make a
splendid queen — physically, mentally — you would shine alongside of a
dashing, bold, adventurous, heroic husband. But, my dear sister, you will make
one of the worst wives. You will take the life out of our easy-going, practical,
plodding husbands of the everyday world. Mind, my sister, although it is true
that there is much more romance in actual life than in any novel, yet it is few
and far between. Therefore my advice to you is that until you bring down your
ideals to a more practical level, you ought not to marry. If you do, the result will
be misery for both of you. In a few months you will lose all regard for a
commonplace, good, nice young man, and then life will become insipid....
There are two sorts of persons in the world — the one strong-nerved, quiet,
yielding to nature, not given to much imagination, yet good, kind, sweet, etc. For
such is this world — they alone are born to be happy. There are others, again,
with high-strung nerves, tremendously imaginative, with intense feeling —
always going high, and coming down the next moment. For them there is no
happiness. The first class will have almost an even tenor of happiness. The
second will have to run between ecstasy and misery. But of these alone what we
call geniuses are made. There is some truth in a recent theory that genius is 'a
sort of madness.'
Now persons of this class, if they want to be great, must fight to be so — clear
the deck for battle. No encumbrance — no marriage — no children, no undue
attachment to anything except the one idea, and live and die for that. I am a
person of this sort. I have taken up the one idea of 'Vedanta,' and I have 'cleared
the deck for action.' You and Isabel are made of this metal — but let me tell you,
though it is hard, you are spoiling your lives in vain. Either take up one idea,
clear the deck, and to it dedicate the life, or be contented and practical, lower the
ideal, marry, and have a happy life. Either 'bhoga' or 'yoga' — either enjoy this
life or give up and be a yogi. None can have both in one. Now or never — select
quick. 'He who is very particular gets nothing,' says the proverb. Now sincerely
and really and for ever determine to 'clear the deck for the fight,' take up
anything — philosophy or science or religion or literature — and let that be your
God for the rest of your life. Achieve happiness or achieve greatness. I have no
sympathy with you and Isabel — you are neither for this nor for that. I wish to
see you happy, as Harriet is, or great. Eating, drinking, dressing, and society
nonsense are not things to throw away a life upon — especially for you, Mary.
You are rusting away a splendid brain and abilities for which there is not the
least excuse. You must have ambition to be great. I know you will take these
rather harsh remarks from me in the right spirit, knowing I like you really as
much as or more than what I call you, my sister. I had long had a mind to tell
you this and as experience is gathering I feel like telling you. The joyful news
from Harriet urged me to tell you this. I will be overjoyed to hear that you are
married also, and happy so far as happiness can be had here, or would like to
hear of your doing great deeds.
Mary Hale later married a gentleman from Florence, and became known as
Mme. Matteini.
For some time the Swami had been feeling an inner urge to return to India.
From Switzerland he wrote to friends in India: 'Do not be afraid. Great things
are going to be done, my children. Take heart....In the winter I am going back to
India and will try to set things on their feet there. Work on, brave hearts fail not
— no saying nay; work on — the Lord is behind the work. Mahasakti, the Great
Power, is with you.'
On November 29, 1896, he wrote to a disciple in India about his proposed
Himalayan monastery. He further said that his present plan was to start two
centres, one in Madras and the other in Calcutta, and later others in Bombay
and Allahabad. He was pleased to see that the magazine Brahmavadin,
published in English in Madras, was disseminating his ideas; he was planning to
start similar magazines in the vernaculars also. He also intended to start a
paper, under the management of writers from all nations, in order to spread his
ideas to every corner of the globe. 'You must not forget,' he wrote, 'that my
interests are international and not Indian alone.'
Swami Vivekananda could no longer resist the voice of India calling him back.
Sometime during the middle of November, after a class lecture, he called Mrs.
Sevier aside and quietly asked her to purchase four tickets for India. He planned
to take with him the Seviers and Mr. Goodwin. Reservations were accordingly
made on the 'Prinz Regent Luitpold,' of the North German Llyod Steamship
Line, sailing from Naples for Ceylon on December 16, 1896. The Seviers wanted
to lead a retired life in India, practising spiritual disciplines and helping the
Swami in carrying out the idea of building a monastery in the Himalayas.
Faithful Goodwin, who had already taken the vows of a brahmacharin, would
work as the Swami's stenographer. It was also planned that Miss Müller and
Miss Noble would follow the party some time after, the latter to devote her life to
the cause of women's education in India.
The Swami was given a magnificent farewell by his English friends, devotees,
and admirers on December 13 at the Royal Society of Painters in Water-Colours,
in Piccadilly. There were about five hundred people present. Many were silent,
tongue-tied and sad at heart. Tears were very near in some eyes. But the Swami,
after his farewell address, walked among the assembled friends and repeated
over and over again, 'Yes, yes we shall meet again, we shall.' It was decided that
Swami Abhedananda would continue the work after the Swami's departure.
Of the impressions left by the Swami's teachings in England, Margaret Noble
writes:
To not a few of us the words of Swami Vivekananda came as living water
to men perishing of thirst. Many of us have been conscious for years past
of that growing uncertainty and despair, with regard to religion, which
has beset the intellectual life of Europe for half a century. Belief in the
dogmas of Christianity has become impossible for us, and we had no tool,
such as now we hold, by which to cut away the doctrinal shell from the
kernel of Reality, in our faith. To these, the Vedanta has given
intellectual confirmation and philosophical expression of their own
mistrusted intuitions. 'The people that walked in darkness have seen a
great light.'... It was the Swami's I am God that came as something
always known, only never said before.... Yet again, it was the Unity of
Man that was the touch needed to rationalize all previous experiences
and give logical sanction to the thirst for absolute service, never boldly
avowed in the past. Some by one gate, and some by another, we have all
entered into a great heritage, and we know it.
The practical Englishman saw in the Swami's life the demonstration of
fearlessness which was the necessary corollary of his teaching regarding the
divinity of the soul. It was revealed in many incidents.
One in particular illustrates this. He was one day walking with Miss Müller and
an English friend across some fields when a mad bull came tearing towards
them. The Englishman frankly ran, and reached the other side of the hill in
safety. Miss Müller ran as far as she could, and then sank to the ground,
incapable of further effort. Seeing this and unable to aid her, the Swami —
thinking, 'So this is the end, after all' — took up his stand in front of her, with
folded arms.
He told afterwards how his mind was occupied with a mathematical calculation
as to how far the bull would be able to throw him. But the animal suddenly
stopped a few paces off, and then, raising its head, retreated sullenly. The
Englishman felt ashamed of his cowardly retreat and of having left the Swami
alone to face the bull. Miss Müller asked the Swami how he could muster
courage in such a dangerous situation. He said that in the face of danger and
death he felt — and he took two pebbles in his hands and struck the one against
the other — as strong as flint, for 'I have touched the feet of God.' He had shown
a like courage in his early boyhood, when he quickly stepped up to drag away a
child who was about to be trampled under a horse's feet in a street of Calcutta.
Regarding his experience and work in England, he told the Hale sisters, in a
letter, that it was a roaring success. To another American friend he wrote that
he believed in the power of the English to assimilate great ideas, and that
though the process of assimilation might be slow, it would be all the more sure
and abiding. He believed that the time would come when distinguished
ecclesiastics of the Church of England, imbued with the idealism of Vedanta,
would form a liberal community within the Anglican Church itself, supporting
the universality of religion both in vision and in practice.
But what he admired most in England was the character of the English people
— their steadiness, thoroughness, loyalty, devotion to the ideal, and
perseverance to finish any work that they undertook. His preconceived idea
about the English was thoroughly changed when he came to know them
intimately. 'No one,' he said later, addressing the Hindus of Calcutta, 'ever
landed on English soil feeling more hatred in his heart for a race than I did for
the English. [The iniquities of the colonial rule in India were deeply impressed in
his mind.]...There is none among you who loves the English people more than I
do.'
He wrote to the Hale sisters on November 28, 1896: 'The English are not so
bright as the Americans, but once you touch their heart it is yours for ever....I
now understand why the Lord has blessed them above all other races — steady,
sincere to the backbone, with great depths of feeling, only with a crust of
stoicism on the surface. If that is broken you have your man.' In another letter:
'You know, of course, the steadiness of the English; they are, of all nations,least
jealous of each other and that is why they dominate the world. They have solved
the secret of obedience without slavish cringing — great freedom with lawabidingness.'
On still another occasion he called the English 'a nation of heroes,
the true kshatriyas....Their education is to hide their feelings and never to show
them. If you know how to reach the English heart, he is your friend for ever. If
he has once an idea put into his brain, it never comes out; and the immense
practicality and energy of the race makes it sprout up and immediately bear
fruit.'
The Swami felt that the finger of God had brought about the contact between
India and England. The impact created by the aggressive British rule, on the one
hand, awakened the Hindu race from its slumber of ages, and on the other hand,
offered India opportunities to spread her spiritual message throughout the
Western world.
He wrote to Mr. Leggett on July 6, 1896:
The British Empire with all its evils is the greatest machine that ever
existed for the dissemination of ideas. I mean to put my ideas in the
centre of this machine, and it will spread them all over the world. Of
course, all great work is slow and the difficulties are too many, especially
as we Hindus are a conquered race. Yet that is the very reason why it is
bound to work, for spiritual ideals have always come from the
downtrodden. The downtrodden Jews overwhelmed the Roman Empire
with their spiritual ideals. You will be pleased to learn that I am also
learning my lesson every day in patience and above all in sympathy. I
think I am beginning to see the Divine even inside the bullying Anglo-
Indians. I think I am slowly approaching to that state when I would be
able to love the very 'Devil' himself, if there were any.
Though Swami Vivekananda himself spoke highly of the effect of his teachings
in England, he did not start any organized work there as he did in the United
States of America. From his letters and conversations one learns that he was
growing weary of the world. Though he was at the peak of his success as far as
public activity was concerned, he began to feel a longing for the peace that comes
from total absorption in the Supreme Spirit. He sensed that his earthly mission
was over. On August 23, 1896, he wrote to a friend, from Lucerne:
'I have begun the work, let others work it out. So you see, to set the work
going I had to defile myself by touching money and property for a time.*
Now I am sure my part of the work has been done, and I have no more
interest in Vedanta or any philosophy in the world or in the work itself. I
am getting ready to depart, to return no more to this hell, this world....
Even its religious utility is beginning to pall on me.... These works and
doing good, and so forth, are just a little exercise to cleanse the mind. I
have had enough of it.'* He was losing interest even in the American
programme, which he himself had organized.
In the letter quoted above, the Swami wrote: 'If New York or Boston or any other
place in the U.S. needs Vedanta teachers, they must receive them, keep them,
and provide for them. As for me, I am as good as retired. I have played my part
in the world.' To Swami Abhedananda he confided one day, about this time, that
he was going to live for five or six years at the most. The brother disciple said in
protest that he was a young man and that he should not think of death. 'But,'
Vivekananda said, 'you are a fool; you do not understand. My soul is getting
bigger and bigger every day; the body can hardly contain it. Any day it may
burst this cage of flesh and bone!'
The world was leaving him. The string of the kite by which it was fastened to
earth was breaking.
The reader may recall that Sri Ramakrishna spoke of Vivekananda as a free soul
whom he had dragged down from the realm of the Absolute to help him in his
mission on earth. A temporary veil, necessary for physical embodiment and
work, was put on this soul so that it might dwell in the world to help men in
their search for spiritual freedom. But now, as the veil was becoming thinner,
the Swami began to get a glimpse of the real freedom. He realized that the world
was the lila, the play, of the Divine Mother, and it would continue as long as She
wanted it. On August 8, 1896, he wrote from Switzerland to Goodwin:
I am much refreshed now. I look out of the window and see the huge
glaciers just before me — and feel that I am in the Himalayas. I am quite
calm. My nerves have regained their accustomed strength, and little
vexations like those you write of do not touch me at all. How shall I be
disturbed by this child's play? The whole world is mere child's play —
preaching, teaching, and all included. 'Know him to be a sannyasin who
neither hates nor desires.' What is to be desired in this little mud-puddle
of a world, with its ever recurring misery, disease, and death? 'He who
has given up all desires, he alone is happy.' This rest — eternal, peaceful
rest — I am catching a glimpse of it now in this beautiful spot. 'If a man
knows the Atman as "I am this," then desiring what and for whose sake
will he suffer in the wake of the body?'
I feel as if I have had my share of experience in what they call 'work.' I am
finished. I am longing to get out now.
With this growing detachment from the world, the idea of good and evil, without
the consciousness of which no work is possible, began to drop away. The Swami
was realizing an intense love for God. In that mood a great exaltation would
come over him, and the whole universe would seem to him an eternal garden
where an Eternal Child plays an eternal game. In that mood of delirious joy he
had written on July 6, 1896, to Francis Leggett, his friend and disciple:
At twenty I was a most unsympathetic, uncompromising fanatic. I would
not walk on the footpath on the theatre side of the street in Calcutta. At
thirty-three I can live in the same house with prostitutes and never
would think of saying a word of reproach to them. Is it degeneration? Or
is it that I am broadening out into that universal love which is the Lord
Himself?...Some days I get into a sort of ecstasy. I feel that I must bless
everyone, every being, love and embrace every being, and I literally see
that evil is a delusion.... I bless the day I was born. I have had so much of
kindness and love here, and that Love Infinite who brought me into being
has guided every one of my actions, good or bad (don't be frightened); for
what am I, what was I ever, but a tool in His hands — for whose service I
have given up everything — my Beloved, my Joy, my Life, my Soul? He is
my playful darling. I am His playfellow. There is neither rhyme nor
reason in the universe. What reason binds Him? He, the Playful One, is
playing — these tears and laughter are all parts of the play. Great fun,
great fun! as Joe* says.
It is a funny world, and the funniest chap you ever saw is He, the
Beloved. Infinite fun, is it not? Brotherhood or playmatehood? A shoal of
romping children let out to play in this playground of the world, isn't it?
Whom to praise, whom to blame? It is all His play. They want an
explanation, but how can you explain Him? He is brainless, nor has He
any reason. He is fooling us with little brains and reasons, but this time
He won't find me napping — 'you bet.' I have learnt a thing or two.
Beyond, beyond reason and learning and talking is the feeling, the 'Love,'
the 'Beloved.' Ay, 'Sake' (Friend) fill the cup and we will be mad. — Yours
ever in madness, Vivekananda.
In a philosophical mood he spoke about the illusion of progress. He did not
believe in the possibility of transforming this earth into a heaven where misery
would be totally eliminated and happiness alone would reign in its place. True
freedom and bliss could be attained only by the individual and not by the masses
as a whole. He wrote to Goodwin on August 8, 1896: '"A good world," "a happy
world," "social progress" are equally intelligible as "hot ice," "dark light," etc. If it
were good it would not be the world. The soul foolishly thinks of manifesting the
Infinite in finite matter — the intelligence through gross particles — and at last
finds out its error and tries to escape. This going back is the beginning of
religion, and its method, destruction of self, that is, love. Not love for wife or
child or anybody else, but love for everything else except this little self. Never be
deluded by the tall talk, of which you will hear a lot in America, about "human
progress" and such stuff. There is no progress without regression.'
On November 1, 1896, in the course of a letter to Mary Hale, Swami
Vivekananda wrote from London:
'An objective heaven or millennium therefore has existence only in the
fancy, but a subjective one is already in existence. The musk-deer, after
vain search for the cause of the scent of the musk, at last will have to find
it in himself.'
But Swami Vivekananda's mission to the world was not yet finished. An arduous
task was awaiting him in his beloved motherland. The Indian work had to be
organized before he could bid farewell to this earth. He left England on
December 16, 1896, and travelled overland for the port of departure at Naples.
The party headed directly for Milan, passing through Dover, Calais, and Mont
Cenis. The Swami enjoyed the railroad journey and entertained his companions,
the Seviers, with his stimulating conversation. But a part of his mind was drawn
to India. He said to the Seviers: 'Now I have but one thought, and that is India. I
am looking forward to India.' On the eve of his departure from London, an
English friend had asked him, 'Swami, how will you like your motherland after
three years' experience in the luxurious and powerful West?' His significant
reply was: 'India I loved before I came away. Now the very dust of India has
become holy to me, the very air is now holy to me; it is the holy land, the place of
pilgrimage.' Often the Swami said that the West was the karma-bhumi, the land
of action, where through selfless work a man purified his heart; and India was
the punya-bhumi, the land of holiness, where the pure in heart communed with
God.
In Milan the Swami was much impressed by the great cathedral and by
Leonardo's 'Last Supper.' Pisa, with the leaning tower, and Florence, with its
magnificent achievements in art, immensely delighted him. But the peak of his
happiness was reserved for Rome, where he spent Christmas week. Many things
there reminded him of India: the tonsure of the priests, the incense, the music,
the various ceremonies of the Catholic Church, and the Holy Sacrament — the
last of these recalling to his mind the prasada of the Hindu temples, the food
partaken of by devotees after it has been offered to God.
When asked by a lady companion about the church ritual, the Swami said, 'If
you love the Personal God, then give Him your best — incense, flowers, fruit,
and silk.' But he was a little bewildered by the imposing High Mass at St. Peter's
on Christmas Day, and whispered to the Seviers: 'Why all this pageantry and
ostentatious show? Can it be possible that the Church which loves such a display
of pomp and ceremonies is the true follower of the humble Jesus, who had
nowhere to lay his head?' He could never forget that Christ was a sannyasin, a
world-renouncing monk, and that the essence of his teachings was renunciation
and detachment.
He enjoyed his visit to the catacombs, associated with the memories of early
Christian martyrs and saints. The Christmas festival at Santa-Maria d'Ara
Coeli, with the stalls where sweets, toys, and cheap pictures of the Bambino
were sold, reminded him of similar religious fairs in India. Christmas in Rome
filled his heart with a warm devotion for Jesus Christ, who was an Asiatic and
whom Asia had offered to the West as a gift to awaken its spiritual
consciousness.
The Swami spent a few days in Naples, visiting Vesuvius, Pompeii, and other
places of interest. Then the ship at last arrived from Southampton with Mr.
Goodwin as one of her passengers. The Swami and his friends sailed from
Naples on December 30, 1896, expecting to arrive in Colombo on January 15,
1897.
On board the ship the Swami had a significant vision. One night, somewhere
between Naples and Port Said, he saw in a vivid dream a venerable, bearded old
man, like a rishi of India, who said: 'Observe carefully this place. You are now in
the Island of Crete. This is the land where Christianity began. I am one of the
Therapeutae who used to live here.' The apparition uttered another word, which
the Swami could not remember. It might have been 'Essene,' a sect to which
John the Baptist belonged.
Both the Therapeutae and the Essenes had practised renunciation and cherished
a liberal religious outlook. According to some scholars, the word Therapeutae
may be derived from the Buddhist word Sthaviraputtra or theraputta, meaning
the sons or disciples of the Theras, or Elders, the superiors among the Buddhist
monks. The word Essene may have some relation with Isiyana, meaning the
Path of the Lord, a well-known sect of Buddhist monks. It is now admitted that
the Buddhists at an early time had monasteries in Asia Minor, Egypt, and
generally along the eastern part of the Mediterranean.
The old man in the dream concluded his statement by saying: 'The truths and
ideas preached by us were presented as the teachings of Jesus. But Jesus the
person was never born. Various proofs attesting this fact will be brought to light
when this place is dug up.' At that moment — it was midnight — the Swami
awoke and asked a sailor where the ship was; he was told that it was fifty miles
off Crete.
The Swami was startled at this singular coincidence. The idea flashed in his
mind that the Acts of the Apostles might have been an older record than the
Gospels, and that Buddhist thought, coming through the Therapeutae and the
Essenes, might have helped in the formulation of Christianity. The person of
Christ might be a later addition. He knew that Alexandria had been a meetingplace
of Indian and Egyptian thought. Later, when the old sites in Crete were
excavated, evidence was found connecting early Christianity with foreign
sources.
But Swami Vivekananda never refused to accept the historical Christ. Like
Krishna, Christ, too, has been revealed in the spiritual experiences of many
saints. That, for Vivekananda, conferred upon him a reality which was more real
than historical realities. While travelling in Switzerland, the Swami one day
plucked some wild flowers and asked Mrs. Sevier to offer them at the feet of the
Virgin in a little chapel in the mountains, with the remark, 'She too is the
Mother.' One of his disciples, another day, gave him a picture of the Sistine
Madonna to bless. But he refused in all humility, and piously touching the feet of
the child said, 'I would have washed his feet, not with my tears, but with my
heart's blood.' It may be remembered that the monastic Order of Ramakrishna
was started on Christmas Eve.
During the two weeks' voyage, Swami Vivekananda had ample time to reflect on
the experiences of his three years in the Western world. His mind was filled with
memories of sweet friendship, unflinching devotion, and warm appreciation from
both sides of the Atlantic. Three years before, he had come to America, unknown
and penniless, and was regarded somewhat as a curiosity from the glamorous
and inscrutable East. Now he was returning to his native land, a hero and
prophet worshipped by hundreds and admired by thousands. Guided by the
finger of God he had gone to Chicago. In the New World he had seen life at its
best and its worst. He found there a society based on the ideals of equality,
justice, and freedom, where a man — in sad contrast with India — was given
every opportunity to develop his potentialities. There the common people had
reached a high standard of living and enjoyed their well-earned prosperity in a
way unimaginable in any other part of the world. The American mind was alert,
inquisitive, daring, receptive, and endowed with a rare ethical sensitivity. He
saw in America, in her men and women of letters, wealth, and position, sparks of
spirituality which kindled at the touch of his magic words. He was impressed to
see the generous confidence and richness of heart manifested through the pure
and candid souls who gave themselves to him once they had recognized him as a
trustworthy spiritual guide. They became his noble friends and slaves of love,
and did not shrink from the highest sacrifice to help in the fulfilment of his
mission.
But withal, the Swami saw the vulgarity, garishness, greed, lust for power, and
sensuality among this vast country's heterogeneous elements. People had been
swept off their feet by the newly acquired prosperity created with the aid of
science, technology, and human ingenuity. They often appeared to him naive and
noisy, and he may have wondered if this new nation, l'enfant terrible, the last
hope of Western culture and also the source of potential fear for the rest of the
world, would measure up to the expectations of its Founding Fathers and act as
the big brother of the world, sharing with all the material amenities of life.
America had given him the first recognition and he was aware of it. In America
he had started the work of Vedanta in an organized form, and he hoped America
would be the spiritual bridge between the East and the West. Though his
scholarly and conservative mind often felt at home among the intellectuals of
England and Germany, yet to America his heart was devoted. The monuments of
Western culture no doubt fascinated him, but, as he wrote to Mary Hale from
London, in May 1896: 'I love the Yankee land — I like to see new things. I do not
care a fig to loaf about old ruins and mope a life out about old histories and keep
sighing about the ancients. I have too much vigour in my blood for that. In
America is the place, the people, the opportunity for everything new. I have
become horribly radical.'
In that same letter he wrote, too, that he wished he could infuse some of the
American spirit into India, into 'that awful mass of conservative jelly-fish, and
then throw overboard all old associations and start a new thing, entirely new —
simple, strong, new and fresh as the first-born baby — throw all of the past
overboard and begin anew.'
Swami Vivekananda bestowed equally high praise upon the Englishman. He felt
that in a sense his work in England was more satisfactory than his work in
America. There he transformed the life of individuals. Goodwin and Margaret
Noble embraced his cause as their own, and the Seviers accompanied him to
India, deserting Europe and all their past to follow him.
But what of Swami Vivekananda's early dream of gathering from America the
material treasures to remedy the sufferings of the Indian masses and raise their
standard of living? He had come to America to obtain, in exchange for India's
spiritual wealth, the needed monetary help and scientific and technological
knowledge to rebuild the physical health of his own people. Though on his return
he did not take with him American scientists and technologists, or carry in his
pocket gold and silver from the New World, yet he had left behind a vast
storehouse of goodwill and respect for India. He had been India's first spiritual
ambassador to America, India's herald, who, remembering the dignity of the
royal land whence he had come, had spoken in her name and delivered her
message with appropriate dignity.
The full effect of this contact will be known only in years to come; but a
beginning can be seen even now. Half a century after Swami Vivekananda's visit
to America, India gained her freedom from British rule. When she thus obtained
facilities to arrange her national affairs in her own way, India sent thousands of
students to the New World to acquire advanced knowledge in the physical
sciences and technology. Further, American money is now being spent to
improve the material condition of the Indian masses. Thus it appears that, after
all, Swami Vivekananda was not a mere visionary, but had insight into the
shape of things to come.
The immediate task before him, the Swami felt, was to work for India's
regeneration from within the country itself. India could be liberated by her own
efforts alone. But he was carrying from the West a priceless asset to help him in
his herculean task: The West had given him an authority which, it appears, he
did not have before in the land of his birth. He had been successful in planting
the seeds of India's spiritual ideas in the very heart of the English-speaking
world — in New York and London. Did he know then that within a half century
these ideas would be broadcast over the Western world, and earn its respect for
his motherland? Though he had come to America as a giver, he was now, in a
sense, going back to India as a gift from the New World.
RETURN TO INDIA
Swami Vivekananda enjoyed the sea voyage back to India, relaxing from his
strenuous activities in the West. But his mind was full of ideas regarding his
future plan of work in his motherland.
There were on the boat, among other passengers, two Christian missionaries
who, in the course of a heated discussion with the Swami, lost their tempers and
savagely criticized the Hindu religion. The Swami walked to one of them, seized
him by the collar, and said menacingly, 'If you abuse my religion again, I will
throw you overboard.'
'Let me go, sir,' the frightened missionary apologized; 'I'll never do it again.'
Later, in the course of a conversation with a disciple in Calcutta, he asked,
'What would you do if someone insulted your mother?' The disciple answered, 'I
would fall upon him, sir, and teach him a good lesson.'
'Bravo!' said the Swami. 'Now, if you had the same positive feeling for your
religion, your true mother, you could never see any Hindu brother converted to
Christianity. Yet you see this occurring every day, and you are quite indifferent.
Where is your faith? Where is your patriotism? Every day Christian missionaries
abuse Hinduism to your face, and yet how many are there amongst you whose
blood boils with righteous indignation and who will stand up in its defense?'
When the boat stopped at Aden, the party went ashore and visited the places of
interest. The Swami saw from a distance a Hindusthani betel-leaf seller smoking
his hookah, or hubble-bubble. He had not enjoyed this Indian way of smoking for
the past three years. Going up to him, the Swami said, 'Brother, do give me your
pipe.' Soon he was puffing at it with great joy and talking to him as to an
intimate friend.
Mr. Sevier later on said to Swamiji teasingly: 'Now we see! It was this pipe that
made you run away from us so abruptly!' Speaking of this incident, the Swami's
companions said later: 'The shopkeeper could not have resisted him; for he had
such an endearing way about him, when asking for anything, that he was simply
irresistible. We shall never forget that ingenuous look on his face when he said
to the shopkeeper, with childlike sweetness, "Brother, do give me your pipe."'
In the early morning of January 15, 1897, the coast of Ceylon with its majestic
coco palms and gold-coloured beach was seen at a distance. The Swami's heart
leapt with joy; and his disciples caught his excitement as the boat approached
the beautiful harbour of Colombo. But no one in the party had the slightest idea
of what they were to witness while disembarking.
Since the day of his success at the Parliament of Religions in Chicago, which had
filled with joy and pride the hearts of his countrymen, especially of his disciples
and brother monks at the Baranagore Math, Swami Vivekananda had been
inspiring his faithful followers to lay down their lives for the uplift of the masses
of India, and in particular to help the hungry and illiterate. In his heart of
hearts he felt that India would not be able to resist his appeal. Many months
before, while discussing with some of his disciples in Detroit the great difficulties
that he had encountered in presenting Hinduism to bigoted Christians in
America, he had said: 'But India shall listen to me. I will shake India to her
foundations. I will send an electric thrill through her veins. Wait! You will see
how India receives me. It is India, my own India, that knows truly how to
appreciate what I have given so freely here, and with my life's blood. India will
receive me in triumph.'
When the news of Swami Vivekananda's departure from Europe reached India,
the hearts of the people were stirred. The spiritual ambassador of their ancient
land was coming back after fulfilling his mission. They must give a regal
welcome to this great crusader. In big towns committees were formed for his
reception. His brother disciples and friends were impatient. Swami Shivananda
came ahead of time to Madras and Swami Niranjanananda to Colombo; so also
many of his disciples from Bengal and the Northern Provinces came to Madras
to await his arrival. The newspapers published articles eulogizing his
personality and work.
A gaily decorated steam launch carried the Swami and his party from the ship to
the harbour. When the monk with his yellow robe and luminous eyes came
ashore, a mighty shout arose from the human throng crowding the quays.
Thousands flung themselves on the ground to touch his feet. A deputation of the
notables of Ceylon welcomed him, and he was taken in a huge procession
through many triumphal arches. Flags were unfurled, religious hymns chanted;
an Indian band played. Rosewater and the sacred water of the Ganga were
sprinkled before him, and flowers were strewn in his path. Incense was burnt
before the houses as he passed. Fruit and other offerings were brought by
hundreds of visitors.
Swami Vivekananda accepted all these honours without losing his poise. He was
not the man to flee from triumph any more than from battle. He regarded the
tributes paid to him, a penniless beggar, as tributes paid to the spiritual ideal of
India. In the course of his reply to the address of welcome given in Colombo, he
said, 'The spirituality of the Hindus is revealed by the princely reception which
they have given to a beggar sannyasin.' He pointed out that though he was not a
military general, not a prince nor a wealthy man, yet men great in the transitory
possessions of the world and much respected by society had nevertheless come to
honour him, a homeless monk. 'This,' he exclaimed, 'is one of the highest
expressions of spirituality.' He disclaimed any personal glory in the welcome he
received, insisting that it was but the recognition of a principle.
Swami Vivekananda's progress from Colombo to Madras and the welcomes he
received at Kandy, Anuradhapuram, Jaffna, Pamban, Rameswaram, Ramnad,
Paramakkudi, Madurai, Trichinopoly, and Kumbakonam demonstrated how
deeply he had endeared himself to the men and women of India. At
Anuradhapuram a band of fanatical Buddhists tried to break up the meeting,
but did not succeed. At Rameswaram the Swami exhorted the people to 'worship
Siva in the poor, the diseased, and the weak'.
He received a touching welcome there from the Raja of Ramnad, his disciple,
who had encouraged him to go to America and had helped him materially for
that purpose. At Ramnad the horses were unhitched from the carriage bearing
the Swami, and the people themselves, the Raja among them, drew it. At
Rameswaram the Raja erected, in the Swami's honour, a victory column forty
feet high with a suitable inscription. He also gave a liberal donation to the
Madras famine-relief fund to commemorate the home-coming of the Swami.
At a small railroad station near Madras, hundreds of people gathered for a
glimpse of Vivekananda. The stationmaster did not want to delay the train since
no stop was scheduled. But the crowd of admirers flung themselves on the track,
and the train had to be halted. The Swami was visibly moved and blessed the
multitude.
The enthusiasm of the people reached its peak in Madras, where extensive
preparations had been made for the Swami's reception. It was Madras that had
first recognized the greatness of Vivekananda and equipped him for the journey
to Chicago. At that time, when he had first come there, he had been, in effect,
only an obscure individual. He had spent some two months in an unknown
bungalow at San Thome, holding conversations on Hinduism. Yet even then a
few educated young men of keen foresight had predicted that there was
something in the man, a 'power' that would lift him above all others and enable
him to be a leader of men. These youths, who had been ridiculed as 'misguided
enthusiasts' and 'dreamy revivalists,' now, four years later, had the supreme
satisfaction of seeing 'our Swami,' as they loved to call him, return to them a
famous personage in both Europe and America.
The streets and thoroughfares of Madras were profusely decorated; seventeen
triumphal arches were erected. The Swami's name was on everybody's lips.
Thousands jammed the railway station, and as the train steamed in, he was
received with thundering shouts of applause. An elaborate procession was
formed, and he was taken to 'Castle Kernan,' the palatial home of Billigiri
Iyengar, where arrangements had been made for his stay in the city.
On the third day after his arrival Swami Vivekananda was honoured in a public
meeting on behalf of the people of Madras. As Victoria Hall, chosen for the
purpose, was too small to hold the large crowd, the people cried for an open-air
gathering. The Swami came out and addressed them from the top of a coach; it
was, as it were, Sri Krishna, standing in the chariot, exhorting Arjuna to give up
his unmanliness and measure up to his Aryan heritage. In a brief speech he told
the people how India, through her love of God, had expanded the limited love of
the family into love of country and of humanity. He urged them to maintain
their enthusiasm and to give him all the help he required to do great things for
India.
During his short stay in Madras, Swami Vivekananda gave four public lectures,
his subjects being, 'My Plan of Campaign,' 'The Sages of India,' 'Vedanta in Its
Application to Indian Life,' and 'The Future of India.' In these lectures he
reminded the Indians of both their greatness and their weakness, and urged
them to be proud of their past and hopeful for their future.
While speaking on 'My Plan of Campaign,' the Swami exposed the meanness of
some of the Theosophists, who had tried their utmost to injure his work in
America but later claimed that they had paved the way for his success in the
New World. He told the audience that when, in desperation, he had cabled to
India for money, the Theosophists had come to know about it and one of them
had written to a member of the Society in India: 'Now the devil is going to die.
God bless us all!' But it must be said that there were many among the
Theosophists, especially in India, who were his genuine well-wishers.
Swami Vivekananda had hardly a moment's respite during his nine days in
Madras. When asked by a disciple how he found the strength for such incessant
activity, he answered, 'Spiritual work never tires one in India.' But he would lose
patience if asked about matters that had no bearing on practical life. One day a
pandit asked him to state clearly whether he was a dualist or a non-dualist. The
Swami said: 'As long as I have this body I am a dualist, but not otherwise. This
incarnation of mine is to help put an end to useless and mischievous quarrels,
which only distract the mind and make men weary of life, and even turn them
into sceptics and atheists.'
Meanwhile heart-warming letters had been arriving from America informing the
Swami of the progress of the Vedanta work in the New World under the
leadership of Swami Saradananda, and also in appreciation of his own
achievements. One letter was signed by Lewis G. Janes, President of the
Brooklyn Ethical Association; C. C. Everett, Dean of the Harvard Divinity
School; William James and Josiah Royce, both professors of philosophy at
Harvard University; Mrs. Sara C. Bull of Boston, and others. It said: 'We believe
that such expositions as have been given by yourself mere speculative interest
and utility — that they are of great ethical value in cementing the ties of
friendship and brotherhood between distant peoples, and in helping us to realize
that solidarity of human relationship and interests which has been affirmed by
all the great religions of the world. We earnestly hope that your work in India
may be blessed in further promoting this noble end, and that you may return to
us again with assurances of fraternal regard from our distant brothers of the
great Aryan family, and the ripe wisdom that comes from reflection and added
experience and further contact with the life and thought of your people.'
Another letter from Detroit, signed by forty-two of his friends, said in part: 'We
Western Aryans have been so long separated from our Eastern brothers that we
had almost forgotten our identity of origin, until you came and with your
beautiful presence and matchless eloquence rekindled within our hearts the
knowledge that we of America and you of India are one.'
Swami Vivekananda, after his strenuous work in South India, needed rest. On
the advice of friends, he decided to travel to Calcutta by steamer. Monday,
February 15, was the date of his sailing. Several devotees boarded the steamer
to see him off, and one of them, Professor Sundararama Iyer, asked the Swami if
his mission had achieved lasting good in America and Europe. The Swami said:
'Not much. I hope that here and there I have sown a seed which in time may
grow and benefit some at least.'
Swami Vivekananda's lectures delivered during his progress from Colombo to
Madras were inspiring and enthusiastic. He yearned to awaken the masses of
India from the slumber of ages. He had seen the dynamic life of the West; he now
felt more deeply the personality of India, which only needed his fiery exhortation
to assert itself once more among the nations of the world. Again one is reminded
of Krishna's admonition to Arjuna on the battlefield of Kurukshetra: 'In this
crisis, O Arjuna, whence comes such lowness of spirit, unbecoming to an Aryan,
dishonourable, and an obstacle to the attaining of heaven? Do not yield to
unmanliness, O Arjuna. It does not become you. Shake off this base faintheartedness
and arise, O scorcher of enemies!'
In his famous lecture 'My Plan of Campaign,' delivered in Madras, he called
upon the people to assert their soul-force:
My India, arise! Where is your vital force? In your Immortal Soul. Each
nation, like each individual, has one theme in this life, which is its centre,
the principal note round which every other note comes to form the
harmony. If any nation attempts to throw off its national vitality, the
direction which has become its own through the transmission of
centuries, that nation dies....In one nation political power is its vitality,
as in England. Artistic life, in another, and so on. In India religious life
forms the centre, the keynote of the whole music of the national life. And
therefore, if you succeed in the attempt to throw off your religion and
take up either politics or society, the result will be that you will become
extinct. Social reform and politics have to be preached through the
vitality of your religion.... Every man has to make his own choice; so has
every nation. We made our choice ages ago. And it is the faith in an
Immortal Soul. I challenge anyone to give it up. How can you change your
nature?
He asked the Indians to stop complaining. Let them make use of the power that
lay in their hands. That power was so great that if they only realized it and were
worthy of it, they could revolutionize the world. India was the Ganga of
spirituality. The material conquests of the Anglo-Saxon races, far from being
able to dam its current, had helped it. England's power had united the nations of
the world; she had opened paths across the seas so that the waves of the spirit of
India might spread until they had bathed the ends of the earth.
What was this new faith, this word that the world was awaiting?
The other great idea that the world wants from us today — more perhaps
the lower classes than the higher, more the uneducated than the
educated, more the weak than the strong — is that eternal, grand idea of
the spiritual oneness of the whole universe, the only Infinite Reality, that
exists in you and in me and in all, in the self, in the soul. The infinite
oneness of the soul — that you and I are not only brothers, but are really
one — is the eternal sanction of all morality. Europe wants it today just
as much as our downtrodden races do, and this great principle is even
now unconsciously forming the basis of all the latest social and political
aspirations that are coming up in England, in Germany, in France and in
America. (Extracts from the lecture 'The Mission of the Vedanta.')
What Swami Vivekananda preached was the essence of the non-dualistic
Vedanta, the deepest and the unique expression of India's spirit.
I heard once the complaint made that I was preaching too much of
Advaita, absolute non-dualism, and too little of dualism. Ay, I know what
grandeur, what oceans of love, what infinite, ecstatic blessings and joy
there are in dualistic religion. I know it all. But this is not the time for us
to weep, even in joy; we have had weeping enough; no more is this the
time for us to become soft. This softness has been with us till we have
become like masses of cotton. What our country now wants is muscles of
iron and nerves of steel, gigantic will, which nothing can resist, which
will accomplish their purpose in any fashion, even if it means going down
to the bottom of the ocean and meeting death face to face. That is what
we want, and that can only be created, established, and strengthened by
understanding and realizing the ideal of Advaita, that ideal of the
oneness of all. Faith, faith, faith in ourselves! … If you have faith in the
three hundred and thirty millions of your mythological gods, and in all
the gods which foreigners have introduced into your midst, and still have
no faith in yourselves, there is no salvation for you. Have faith in
yourselves and stand upon that faith. Why is it that we three hundred
and thirty millions of people have been ruled for the last thousand years
by any and every handful of foreigners? Because they had faith in
themselves and we had not. I read in the newspapers how, when one of
our poor fellows is murdered or ill-treated by an Englishman, howls go up
all over the country; I read and I weep, and the next moment comes to my
mind the question of who is responsible for it all. Not the English; it is we
who are responsible for all our degradation. Our aristocratic ancestors
went on treading the common masses of our country underfoot till they
became helpless, till under this torment the poor, poor people nearly
forgot that they were human beings. They have been compelled to be
merely hewers of wood and drawers of water for centuries, so that they
are made to believe that they are born as slaves, born as hewers of wood
and drawers of water. (Extracts from 'The Mission of the Vedanta.')
He exhorted the leaders to cultivate the indispensable virtue of feeling for the
people:
'Feel, therefore, my would-be reformers, my would-be patriots! Do you
feel? Do you feel that millions and millions of the descendants of gods and
of sages have become next-door neighbours to brutes? Do you feel that
millions are starving today and millions have been starving for ages? Do
you feel that ignorance has come over the land as a dark cloud? Does it
make you restless? Does it make you sleepless? Has it made you almost
mad? Are you seized with that one idea of the misery of ruin, and have
you forgotten all about your name, your fame, your wives, your children,
your property, even your own bodies? If so, that is the first step to
becoming a patriot. For centuries people have been taught theories of
degradation. They have been told that they are nothing. The masses have
been told all over the world that they are not human beings. They have
been so frightened for centuries that they have nearly become animals.
Never were they allowed to hear of the Atman. Let them hear of the
Atman — that even the lowest of the low have the Atman within, who
never dies and never is born — Him whom the sword cannot pierce, nor
the fire burn, nor the air dry, immortal, without beginning or end, the allpure,
omnipotent, and omnipresent Atman. ('Extracts from 'My Plan of
Campaign.')
'Ay, let every man and woman and child, without respect of caste or birth,
weakness or strength, hear and learn that behind the strong and the
weak, behind the high and the low, behind everyone, there is that Infinite
Soul, assuring all the infinite possibility and the infinite capacity to
become great and good. Let us proclaim to every soul: Arise, arise, awake!
Awake from this hypnotism of weakness. None is really weak; the soul is
infinite, omnipotent, and omniscient. Stand up, assert yourself, proclaim
the God within you, do not deny Him!' (Extracts from 'The Mission of the
Vedanta.')
'It is a man-making religion that we want. It is a man-making education
all round that we want. It is man-making theories that we want. And
here is the test of truth: Anything that makes you weak physically,
intellectually, and spiritually, reject as poison; there is no life in it, it
cannot be true. Truth is strengthening. Truth is purity, truth is all
knowledge. Truth must be strengthening, must be enlightening, must be
invigorating. Give up these weakening mysticisms and be strong. The
greatest truths are the simplest things in the world, simple as your own
existence.
'Therefore my plan is to start institutions in India to train our young men
as preachers of the truths of our scriptures in India and outside India.
Men, men — these are wanted : everything else will be ready; but strong,
vigorous, believing young men, sincere to the backbone, are wanted. A
hundred such and the world becomes revolutionized. The will is stronger
than anything else. Everything must go down before the will, for that
comes from God: a pure and strong will is omnipotent.' (Extracts from 'My
Plan of Campaign.')
'If the brahmin has more aptitude for learning on the grounds of heredity
than the pariah, spend no more money on the brahmin's education, but
spend all on the pariah. Give to the weak, for there all the gift is needed.
If the brahmin is born clever, he can educate himself without help. This is
justice and reason as I understand it.' (From 'The Mission of the
Vedanta.')
'For the next fifty years let all other vain Gods disappear from our minds.
This is the only God that is awake: our own race — everywhere His
hands, everywhere His feet, everywhere His ears, He covers everything.
All other Gods are sleeping. Why should we vainly go after them, when
we can worship the God that we see all around us, the Virat? The first of
all worships is the worship of the Virat, of those all around us. These are
all our Gods — men and animals; and the first Gods we have to worship
are our own countrymen.' (From 'The Future of India.')
These stirring words did not fall on deaf ears. The spirit of India vibrated to the
Swami's call. India became aware of the power of the soul — of God sleeping in
man and of His illimitable possibilities. Ramakrishna and Vivekananda were the
first awakeners of India's national consciousness; they were India's first
nationalist leaders in the true sense of the term. Ramakrishna was the power
and Vivekananda the voice. The movement for India's liberation started from
Dakshineswar. The subsequent political leaders of the country, consciously or
unconsciously, received their inspiration from Vivekananda's message, and some
of them openly acknowledged it. The Bengal revolutionaries were ardent readers
of Vivekananda's books, some of which were frowned upon by the British
Government. The uplift of the masses, the chief plank in Gandhi's platforms was
Vivekananda's legacy.
Yet the militant Vivekananda was not a politician. 'Let no political significance
ever be attached falsely to my writings or sayings. What nonsense!' — he had
said as early as September 1894. A year later he wrote: 'I will have nothing to do
with political nonsense. I do not believe in politics. God and Truth are the only
politics in the world. Everything else is trash.'
Swami Vivekananda longed for India's political freedom; but he thought of a free
India in relation to her service to humanity. A free India would take her rightful
place in the assembly of nations and make a vital contribution towards bringing
peace and goodwill to mankind. His message was both national and
international.
While Swami Vivekananda was enjoying the restful boat trip from Madras to
Calcutta, a reception committee was busy preparing for him a fitting welcome in
the metropolis of India, the city of his birth. The steamer docked at Budge
Budge, and the Swami and his party arrived by train in Calcutta on February
19, 1897. The reception was magnificent, with an enthusiastic crowd at the
railroad station, triumphal arches, the unharnessed carriage drawn by students,
and a huge procession with music and religious songs. A princely residence on
the bank of the Ganga was placed at the Swami's disposal.
On February 28, 1897, he was given a public reception. Raja Benoy Krishna Deb
presided, and five thousand people jammed the meeting. As usual, the Swami
asked the people to go back to the perennial philosophy of the Upanishads. He
also paid a touching tribute to Ramakrishna, 'my teacher, my master, my hero,
my ideal, my God in life.' 'If there has been anything achieved by me,' he said
with deep feeling, 'by thoughts or words or deeds, if from my lips has ever fallen
one word that has ever helped anyone in the world, I lay no claim to it; it was
his. But if there have been curses falling from my lips, if there has been hatred
coming out of me, it is all mine, and not his. All that has been weak has been
mine; all that has been life-giving, strengthening, pure, and holy has been his
inspiration, his words, and he himself. Yes, my friends, the world has yet to
know that man.' A few days after, he gave another public lecture on 'Vedanta in
All Its Phases.'
Shortly after the Swami's arrival in Calcutta the anniversary of Sri
Ramakrishna's birth was celebrated at Dakshineswar. Accompanied by his
brother disciples, the Swami joined the festival. He walked barefoot in the holy
grounds. Deep emotions were stirred up as he visited the temples, the Master's
room, the Panchavati, and other spots associated with the memory of Sri
Ramakrishna. The place was a sea of human heads.
The Swami said to Girish, a beloved disciple of the Master, 'Well, what a
difference between those days and these!'
'I know,' replied Girish, 'but I have the desire to see more.'
For a little while the Swami spent his days at the palatial house on the river;
nights, however, he spent with his spiritual brothers at the Alambazar
monastery. He had hardly any rest. People streamed in at all times to pay him
their respects or to hear his exposition of Vedanta, or just to see him. There were
also people who came to argue with him on scriptural matters and to test his
knowledge.
But the Swami's heart was with the educated, unmarried youths whom he could
train for his future work. He longed to infuse into their hearts some of his own
burning enthusiasm. He wanted them to become the preachers of his 'manmaking
religion.' The Swami deplored the physical weakness of Indian youths,
denounced their early marriage, and reproached them for their lack of faith in
themselves and in their national ideals.
One day a young man complained to the Swami that he could not make progress
in spiritual life. He had worshipped images, following the advice of one teacher,
and had tried to make his mind void according to the instruction of another, but
all had been fruitless.
'Sir,' the young man said, 'I sit still in meditation, shutting the door of my room,
and keep my eyes closed as long as I can, but I do not find peace of mind. Can
you show me the way?'
'My boy,' replied the Swami in a voice full of loving sympathy, 'if you take my
word, you will have first of all to open the door of your room and look around,
instead of closing your eyes. There are hundreds of poor and helpless people in
your neighbourhood; you have to serve them to the best of your ability. You will
have to nurse and procure food and medicine for the sick. You will have to feed
those who have nothing to eat. You will have to teach the ignorant. My advice to
you is that if you want peace of mind, you shall have to serve others to the best
of your ability.'
Another day a well-known college professor, who was a disciple of Sri
Ramakrishna, said to the Swami: 'You are talking of service, charity, and doing
good to the world; these, after all, belong to the domain of maya. Vedanta says
that the goal of man is the attainment of mukti, liberation, through breaking the
chain of maya. What is the use of preaching about things which keep one's mind
on mundane matters?'
The Swami replied: 'Is not the idea of mukti in the domain of maya? Does not
Vedanta teach that the Atman is ever free? Why should It, then, strive for
mukti?'
He said on another occasion: 'When I used to roam about all over India,
practising spiritual disciplines. I passed day after day in caves absorbed in
meditation. Many a time I decided to starve myself to death because I could not
attain mukti. Now I have no desire for mukti. I do not care for it as long as a
single individual in the universe remains in bondage.'
Swami Vivekananda often used to say that different forms of spiritual discipline
were especially efficacious for different ages. At one period it was the practice of
austerities, at another period, the cultivation of divine love; and at a third
period, it was philosophical discrimination accompanied by renunciation. But in
modern times, he emphasized, unselfish service of others, karma-yoga, would
quickly bring spiritual results. Therefore he advocated the discipline of selfless
action. He particularly advocated this discipline for the Indians because they
were under the spell of tamas, inertia. The Swami realized that only after
cultivating rajas would they be able to acquire sattva and attain liberations. As
regards himself, the Swami had already known mukti through the realization of
oneness with Brahman in nirvikalpa samadhi. But by the will of God he had
brought himself down to consciousness of the phenomenal world, and lived like a
bodhisattva, devoting himself to the welfare of humanity.
Swami Vivekananda found it most difficult to convert some of his own brother
disciples to his new conception of religion and its discipline and method. These
brother disciples were individualists, eager for their personal salvation. They
wanted to practise austerities and penances, enjoy peaceful meditation, and lead
a quiet life of detachment from the world. To them God was first, and next the
world. At least that was the way they understood Sri Ramakrishna's teachings.
These young monks thought that for one who had taken the monastic vows the
world was maya; therefore all activities, including the charitable and
philanthropic, ultimately entangled one in worldly life.
But Vivekananda's thought flowed through a different channel. Sri
Ramakrishna had once admonished him to commune with God with eyes open,
that is to say, through the service of the poor, the sick, the hungry, and the
ignorant. During his days of wandering the Swami had seen with his own eyes
the suffering of the people and had felt the voiceless appeal of India for his help.
In America and Europe he had witnessed the material prosperity of the people,
the dynamic social life, and the general progress made through science,
technology, and organized action. Time and again he remembered the words of
Ramakrishna: 'Religion is not for empty stomachs.'
To his brother disciples, therefore, he pointed out that the idea of personal
liberation was unworthy of those who called themselves disciples of
Ramakrishna, an Incarnation of God. The very fact that they had received the
grace of a Saviour should have convinced them of their sure salvation. Their
duty, he emphasized, was to serve others as the visible manifestations of God.
He said that he wanted to create a new band of monks, who would take not only
the traditional vow of personal salvation, but also a new vow of service to
humanity.
The brother disciples, who respected the superior spirituality of Vivekananda
and bore him great love as the one especially chosen by the Master to carry on
his work, obeyed him without always agreeing with him wholeheartedly. Thus at
his behest Swami Ramakrishnananda — who had been the keeper of Sri
Ramakrishna's shrine for twelve long years after the passing away of the
Master, regarding his worship as the supreme spiritual discipline, and had not
been absent even for a single day from the monasteries at Baranagore and
Alambazar — left for Madras to found a centre for the propagation of Vedanta in
South India. Swami Akhandananda went to Murshidabad to carry on relief work
among the famine-stricken people there. Swamis Abhedananda and
Saradananda had already gone to America.
As for himself, Swami Vivekananda was constantly talking to people, instructing
them in the Upanishads, and enjoining them to cultivate the inner strength that
comes from the knowledge of God residing in all human hearts. The strain of
work and the heat of the plains soon told upon his health. At the advice of
physicians he went for a short change to Darjeeling, in the Himalayas, and felt
somewhat refreshed. Returning to Calcutta he again devoted himself to the work
of teaching.
Several young men, inspired by the Swami's fiery words, joined the Order. Four
others, who had been practising disciplines in the monastery under the guidance
of the older Swamis while Vivekananda was abroad, were now eager to receive
the monastic initiation formally from their great leader. His brother disciples
expressed hesitation about one of them, because of some incidents of his past
life.
This aroused Swami Vivekananda's emotion. 'What is this?' he said. 'If we shrink
from sinners, who else will save them? Besides, the very fact that someone has
taken refuge at the monastery, in his desire to lead a better life, shows that his
intentions are good, and we must help him. Suppose a man is bad and perverted;
if you cannot change his character, why then have you put on the ochre robe of a
monk? Why have you assumed the role of teachers?' All four received their
monastic initiation.
On the day previous to this sacred ceremony the Swami spoke to them only
about the glories of renunciation and service. He said: 'Remember, for the
salvation of his soul and for the good and happiness of many, a sannyasin is born
in the world. To sacrifice his own life for others, to alleviate the misery of
millions rending the air with their cries, to wipe away tears from the eyes of
widows, to console the hearts of bereaved mothers, to provide the ignorant and
depressed masses with ways and means for the struggle for existence and make
them stand on their own feet, to broadcast the teachings of the scriptures to one
and all, without distinction, for their spiritual and material welfare, to rouse the
sleeping lion of Brahman in the hearts of all beings by the knowledge of Vedanta
— a sannyasin is born in the world.' Turning to his brother disciples the Swami
said: 'Remember, it is for the consummation of this purpose in life that we have
taken birth, and we shall lay down our lives for it. Arise and awake, arouse and
awaken others, fulfil your mission in life, and you will reach the highest goal.'
Then addressing the aspirants for the monastic life he said: 'You must renounce
everything. You must not seek comfort or pleasure for yourself. You must look
upon gold and objects of lust as poison, name and fame as the vilest filth, worldly
glory as a terrible hell, pride of birth or of social position as "sinful as drinking
spirituous liquor." In order to be teachers of your fellow men, and for the good of
the world, you will have to attain freedom through the knowledge of the Self.'
From the following incident one can learn the depths of the Swami's compassion.
Many inmates of the Math thought that he was not very discriminating in the
choice of his disciples. Almost anyone could obtain spiritual initiation from him
after a little supplication, and some of them were found later to indulge in
wicked actions. One of his own monastic disciples, Swami Nirmalananda, spoke
to him about his lack of proper judgement and his inability to understand
human nature. The Swami's face became red with emotion. He exclaimed: 'What
did you say? You think that I do not understand human nature? About these
unfortunate people I know not only all they have done in their present lives, but
also what they did in their previous ones. I am fully aware of what they will do
in the future. Then why do I show kindness to them? These hapless people have
knocked at many doors for peace of mind and a word of encouragement, but
everywhere have been repulsed. If I turn them down they will have no place to
go.'
Another incident indicating the tender and compassionate heart of Swami
Vivekananda may be mentioned here. One day he was engaged in teaching a
disciple the Vedas, with the abstruse commentary of Sayanacharya, when Girish
Chandra Ghosh, the great playwright of Bengal and an intimate disciple of Sri
Ramakrishna, arrived. By way of teasing him, the Swami said, addressing him
by his familiar name: 'Well, G. C., you have spent your whole life with Krishna
and Vishnu.* You are quite innocent of the Vedas and other scriptures.'
Girish Chandra admitted his ignorance of the scriptures and said, 'Hail Sri
Ramakrishna, the very embodiment of the Vedas!'
An adept in the knowledge of human nature, Girish was well aware that Swami
Vivekananda, in spite of his preaching the austere philosophy of Vedanta, had a
heart that was tender in the extreme. He wanted to reveal that side of the
Swami's nature before the disciple, and began to paint, in his usual poetic
language, a heart-rending picture of the afflictions of the Indian people — the
starvation of the masses, the humiliation of Hindu women, the ill-health and
general suffering of the people everywhere. Suddenly, addressing the Swami, he
said, 'Now please tell me, do your Vedas teach us how to remedy this state of
affairs?'
As the Swami listened to his friend's words, he could hardly suppress his
emotion. At last it broke all bounds and he burst into tears.
Drawing the attention of the Swami's disciple to the great leader, Girish
Chandra said: 'Perhaps you have always admired your teacher's intellect. Now
you see his great heart.'
On May 1, 1897, Swami Vivekananda called a meeting of the monastic and lay
devotees of Sri Ramakrishna at the house of the Master's intimate disciple
Balaram Bose, for the purpose of establishing his work on an organized basis. He
told them that by contrasting Hindu society with American society, he was
convinced that lack of an organizing spirit was one of the great shortcomings of
the Hindu character. Much of the intelligence and energy of the Hindus was
being expended without producing any fruitful result. He also recalled how
Buddhism had spread both in India and abroad through Buddhist organizations.
Therefore he asked the co-operation of the monastic and householder disciples of
Sri Ramakrishna in order to organize the educational, philanthropic, and
religious activities which he had already inaugurated, but which had hitherto
been carried out in an unsystematic way. Further, the Swami declared that in a
country like India, in its then current state of development, it would not be wise
to form an organization on a democratic basis, where each member had an equal
voice and decisions were made according to the vote of the majority. Democratic
principles could be followed later, when, with the spread of education, people
would learn to sacrifice individual interests and personal prejudices for the
public weal. Therefore, said the Swami, the organization for the time being
should be under the leadership of a 'dictator,' whose authority everybody must
obey. In the fullness of time, it would come to be guided by the opinion and
consent of others. Moreover, he himself was only acting in the capacity of a
servant of the common Master, as were they all.*
Swami Vivekananda proposed to the members present that the Association
should 'bear the name of him in whose name we have become sannyasins, taking
whom as your ideal you are leading the life of householders, and whose holy
name, influence, and teachings have, within twelve years of his passing away,
spread in such an unthought-of way both in the East and in the West.' All the
members enthusiastically approved of the Swami's proposal, and the
Ramakrishna Mission Association came into existence.
The aim of the Association was to spread the truths that Ramakrishna, for the
good of humanity, had preached and taught through the example of his own life,
and to help others to put them into practice for their physical, mental, and
spiritual advancement.
The duty of the Association was to direct, in the right spirit, the activities of the
movement inaugurated by Sri Ramakrishna for the establishment of fellowship
among the followers of different religions, knowing them all to be so many forms
of one undying Eternal Religion.
Its methods of action were to be: (a) to train men so as to make them competent
to teach such knowledge and sciences as are conducive to the material and
spiritual welfare of the masses; (b) to promote and encourage arts and
industries; (c) to introduce and spread among the people in general Vedantic and
other ideas as elucidated in the life of Sri Ramakrishna.
The Ramakrishna Mission Association was to have two departments of action:
Indian and foreign. The former, through retreats and monasteries established in
different parts of India, would train such monks and householders as might be
willing to devote their lives to the teaching of others. The latter would send
trained members of the Order to countries outside India to start centres there for
the preaching of Vedanta in order to bring about a closer relationship and better
understanding between India and foreign countries.
The aims and ideals of the Ramakrishna Mission Association, being purely
spiritual and humanitarian, were to have no connexion with politics.
Swami Vivekananda must have felt a great inner satisfaction after the
establishment of the Association. His vision of employing religion, through head,
heart, and hands, for the welfare of man was realized. He found no essential
conflict among science, religion, art, and industry. All could be used for the
worship of God. God could be served as well through His diverse manifestations
as through the contemplation of His non-dual aspect. Further, as the great heart
of Ramakrishna had embraced all of mankind with its love, so also the
Ramakrishna Mission was pledged to promote brotherhood among different
faiths, since their harmony constituted the Eternal Religion.
Swami Vivekananda, the General President, made Brahmananda and
Yogananda the President and the Vice-president of the Calcutta centre. Weekly
meetings were organized at Balaram's house to discuss the Upanishads, the
Bhagavad Gita, the Vedanta scriptures, and religious subjects in general.*
Even now Swami Vivekananda could not completely convince some of his
brother disciples about his new conception of religion, namely, the worship of
God through the service of man. They had heard Sri Ramakrishna speak time
and again against preaching, excessive study of the scriptures, and charitable
activities, and exhort aspirants to intensify their love of God through prayer and
meditation in solitude. Therefore they regarded Vivekananda's activities in the
West as out of harmony with the Master's teachings. One of them said bluntly to
the Swami, 'You did not preach our Master in America; you only preached
yourself.' The Swami retorted with equal bluntness, 'Let people understand me
first; then they will understand Sri Ramakrishna.'
On one occasion Swami Vivekananda felt that some of these brother disciples
wanted to create a narrow sect in the name of Ramakrishna and turn the
Ramakrishna Math into a cult of the Temple, where the religious activities
would centre around devotional music, worship, and prayer alone. His words
burst upon them like a bomb-shell. He asked them how they knew that his ideas
were not in keeping with those of Sri Ramakrishna. 'Do you want,' he said, 'to
shut Sri Ramakrishna, the embodiment of infinite ideas, within your own limits?
I shall break these limits and scatter his ideas broadcast all over the world. He
never enjoined me to introduce his worship and the like.'
Had it not been demonstrated to Vivekananda time and again that Sri
Ramakrishna was behind him in all his actions? He knew that through the
Master's grace alone he had come out triumphant from all ordeals, whether in
the wilderness of India or in the busy streets of Chicago.
'Sri Ramakrishna,' the Swami continued, 'is far greater than the disciples
understand him to be. He is the embodiment of infinite spiritual ideas capable of
development in infinite ways....One glance of his gracious eyes can create a
hundred thousand Vivekanandas at this instant. If he chooses now, instead, to
work through me, making me his instrument, I can only bow to his will.'
Vivekananda took great care lest sentimentalism and narrowness in one form or
another should creep in, for he detested these from the bottom of his heart.
But things came to a climax one day at Balaram's house in Calcutta, when
Swami Yogananda, a brother disciple whom Sri Ramakrishna had pointed out as
belonging to his 'inner circle' of devotees, said that the Master had emphasized
bhakti alone for spiritual seekers and that philanthropic activities,
organizations, homes of service for the public good, and patriotic work were the
Swami's own peculiar ideas, the result of his Western education and travel in
Europe and America.
The Swami at first retorted to his brother with a sort of rough humour. He said:
'What do you know? You are an ignorant man....What do you understand of
religion? You are only good at praying with folded hands: "O Lord! how beautiful
is Your nose! How sweet are Your eyes!" and all such nonsense....And you think
your salvation is secured and Sri Ramakrishna will come at the final hour and
take you by the hand to the highest heaven! Study, public preaching, and doing
humanitarian works are, according to you, maya, because he said to someone,
"Seek and find God first; doing good to the world is a presumption!" As if God is
such an easy thing to be achieved! As if He is such a fool as to make Himself a
plaything in the hands of an imbecile!
'You think you have understood Sri Ramakrishna better than myself! You think
jnana is dry knowledge to be attained by a desert path, killing out the tenderest
faculties of the heart! Your bhakti is sentimental nonsense which makes one
impotent. You want to preach Sri Ramakrishna as you have understood him,
which is mighty little! Hands off! Who cares for your Ramakrishna? Who cares
for your bhakti and mukti? Who cares what your scriptures say? I will go into a
thousand hells cheerfully if I can rouse my countrymen, immersed in tamas, to
stand on their own feet and be men inspired with the spirit of karma-yoga. I am
not a follower of Ramakrishna or anyone, but of him only who serves and helps
others without caring for his own bhakti and mukti!'
The Swami's voice was choked with emotion, his body shook, and his eyes
flashed fire. Quickly he went to the next room. A few moments later some of his
brother disciples entered the room and found him absorbed in meditation, tears
flowing from his half-closed eyes. After nearly an hour the Swami got up, washed
his face, and joined his spiritual brothers in the drawing-room. His features still
showed traces of the violent storm through which he had just passed; but he had
recovered his calmness. He said to them softly:
'When a man attains bhakti, his heart and nerves become so soft and delicate
that he cannot bear even the touch of a flower!...I cannot think or talk of Sri
Ramakrishna long without being overwhelmed. So I am always trying to bind
myself with the iron chains of jnana, for still my work for my motherland is
unfinished and my message to the world not fully delivered. So as soon as I find
that those feelings of bhakti are trying to come up and sweep me off my feet, I
give a hard knock to them and make myself firm and adamant by bringing up
austere jnana. Oh, I have work to do! I am a slave of Ramakrishna, who left his
work to be done by me and will not give me rest till I have finished it. And oh,
how shall I speak of him? Oh, his love for me!'
He was again about to enter into an ecstatic mood, when Swami Yogananda and
the others changed the conversation, took him on the roof for a stroll, and tried
to divert his mind by small talk. They felt that Vivekananda's inmost soul had
been aroused, and they remembered the Master's saying that the day Naren
knew who he was, he would not live in this body. So from that day the brother
disciples did not again criticize the Swami's method, knowing fully well that the
Master alone was working through him.
From this incident one sees how Vivekananda, in his inmost heart, relished
bhakti, the love of God. But in his public utterances he urged the Indians to keep
their emotionalism under control; he emphasized the study of Vedanta, because
he saw in it a sovereign tonic to revivify them. He further prescribed for his
countrymen both manual and spiritual work, scientific research, and service to
men. Vivekananda's mission was to infuse energy and faith into a nation of
'dyspeptics' held under the spell of their own sentimentality. He wished in all
fields of activity to awaken that austere elevation of spirit which arouses
heroism.
As with his Master, the natural tendency of Vivekananda's mind was to be
absorbed in contemplation of the Absolute. Again, like Sri Ramakrishna, he had
to bring down his mind forcibly to the consciousness of the world in order to
render service to men. Thus he kept a balance between the burning love of the
Absolute and the irresistible appeal of suffering humanity. And what makes
Swami Vivekananda the patriot saint of modern India and at the same time
endears him so much to the West is that at the times when he had to make a
choice between the two, it was always the appeal of suffering humanity that won
the day. He cheerfully sacrificed the bliss of samadhi to the amelioration of the
suffering of men. The Swami's spirit acted like a contagion upon his brother
disciples. One of them, Akhandananda, as stated before, fed and nursed the
sufferers from famine at Murshidabad, in Bengal; another, Trigunatita, in 1897
opened a famine-relief centre at Dinajpur. Other centres were established at
Deoghar, Dakshineswar and Calcutta.
Swami Vivekananda was overjoyed to see the happy beginning of his work in
India. To Mary Hale he wrote on July 9, 1897:
Only one idea was burning in my brain — to start the machine for
elevating the Indian masses, and that I have succeeded in doing to a
certain extent.
It would have made your heart glad to see how my boys are working in
the midst of famine and disease and misery — nursing by the mat-bed of
the cholera-stricken pariah and feeding the starving chandala, and the
Lord sends help to me, to them, to all....He is with me, the Beloved, and
He was when I was in America, in England, when I was roaming about
unknown from place to place in India. What do I care about what they
say?* The babies — they do not know any better. What? I, who have
realized the Spirit, and the vanity of all earthly nonsense, to be swerved
from my path by babies' prattle? Do I look like that?...I feel my task is
done — at most three or four years more of life are left....I have lost all
wish for my salvation. I never wanted earthly enjoyments. I must see my
machine in strong working order, and then, knowing for sure that I have
put in a lever for the good of humanity, in India at least which no power
can drive back, I will sleep without caring what will be next.
And may I be born again and again, and suffer thousands of miseries, so
that I may worship the only God that exists, the only God I believe in, the
sum total of all souls. And above all, my God the wicked, my God the
miserable, my God the poor of all races, of all species, is the especial
object of my worship.
IN NORTHERN INDIA
From May 1897 to the end of that year, the Swami travelled and lectured
extensively in Northern India. The physicians had advised him to go as soon as
possible to Almora, where the air was dry and cool, and he had been invited by
prominent people in Northern India to give discourses on Hinduism.
Accompanied by some of his brother disciples and his own disciples, he left
Calcutta, and he was joined later by the Seviers, Miss Müller, and Goodwin.
In Lucknow he was given a cordial welcome. The sight of the Himalayas in
Almora brought him inner peace and filled his mind with the spirit of
detachment and exaltation of which these great mountains are the symbol. But
his peace was disturbed for a moment when he received letters from American
disciples about the malicious reports against his character spread by Christian
missionaries, including Dr. Barrows of the Parliament of Religions in Chicago.
Evidently they had become jealous of the Swami's popularity in India. Dr.
Barrows told the Americans that the report of the Swami's reception in India
was greatly exaggerated. He accused the Swami of being a liar and remarked: "I
could never tell whether to take him seriously or not. He struck me as being a
Hindu Mark Twain. He is a man of genius and has some following, though only
temporary."
The Swami was grieved. At his request the people of Madras had given Dr.
Barrows a big reception, but the missionary, lacking religious universalism, had
not made much of an impression.
In a mood of weariness the Swami wrote to a friend on June 3, 1897:
As for myself, I am quite content. I have roused a good many of our
people, and that was all I wanted. Let things have their course and
karma its sway. I have no bonds here below. I have seen life, and it is all
self — life is for self, love is for self, honour for self, everything for self. I
look back and scarcely find any action I have done for self — even my
wicked deeds were not for self. So I am content — not that I feel I have
done anything especially good or great, but the world is so little, life so
mean a thing, existence so, so servile, that I wonder and smile that
human beings, rational souls, should be running after this self — so mean
and detestable a prize.
This is the truth. We are caught in a trap, and the sooner one gets out the
better for one. I have seen the truth — let the body float up or down, who
cares?...
I was born for the life of a scholar — retired, quiet, poring over my books.
But the Mother dispensed otherwise. Yet the tendency is there.
In Almora the Swamiji's health improved greatly. On May 29 he wrote to a
friend: 'I began to take a lot of exercise on horseback, both morning and evening.
Since then I have been very much better indeed....I really began to feel that it
was a pleasure to have a body. Every movement made me conscious of strength
— every movement of the muscles was pleasurable....You ought to see me,
Doctor, when I sit meditating in front of the beautiful snow-peaks and repeat
from the Upanishads: "He has neither disease, nor decay, nor death; for verily,
he has obtained a body full of the fire of yoga."'
He was delighted to get the report that his disciples and spiritual brothers were
plunging heart and soul into various philanthropic and missionary activities.
From Almora he went on a whirlwind tour of the Punjab and Kashmir, sowing
everywhere the seeds of rejuvenated Hinduism. In Bareilly he encouraged the
students to organize themselves to carry on the work of practical Vedanta. In
Ambala he was happy to see his beloved disciples Mr. and Mrs. Sevier. After
spending a few days in Amritsar, Dharamsala, and Murree, he went to Kashmir.
In Jammu the Swami had a long interview with the Maharaja and discussed
with him the possibility of founding in Kashmir a monastery for giving young
people training in non-dualism. In the course of the conversation he sadly
remarked how the present-day Hindus had deviated from the ideals of their
forefathers, and how people were clinging to various superstitions in the name of
religion. He said that in olden days people were not outcasted even when they
committed such real sins as adultery, and the like; whereas nowadays one
became untouchable simply by violating the rules about food.
On the same topic he said a few months later, at Khetri: 'The people are neither
Hindus nor Vedantins — they are merely "don't touchists"; the kitchen is their
temple and cooking-pots are their objects of worship. This state of things must
go. The sooner it is given up, the better for our religion. Let the Upanishads
shine in their glory, and at the same time let not quarrels exist among different
sects.'
In Lahore the Swami gave a number of lectures, among which was his famous
speech on the Vedanta philosophy, lasting over two hours. He urged the students
of Lahore to cultivate faith in man as a preparation for faith in God. He asked
them to form an organization, purely non-sectarian in character, to teach
hygiene to the poor, spread education among them, and nurse the sick. One of
his missions in the Punjab was to establish harmony among people belonging to
different sects, such as the Arya Samajists and the orthodox Hindus. It was in
Lahore that the Swami met Mr. Tirtha Ram Goswami, then a professor of
mathematics, who eventually gained wide recognition as Swami Ram Tirtha.
The professor became an ardent admirer of Swami Vivekananda.
Next the Swami travelled to Dehra-Dun, where, for the first ten days, he lived a
rather quiet life. But soon he organized a daily class on the Hindu scriptures for
his disciples and companions, which he continued to conduct during the whole
trip. At the earnest invitation of his beloved disciple the Raja of Khetri, he
visited his capital, stopping on the way at Delhi and Alwar, which were familiar
to him from his days of wandering prior to his going to America. Everywhere he
met old friends and disciples and treated them with marked affection. The Raja
of Khetri lavished great honours upon him and also gave him a handsome
donation for the Belur Math, which was being built at that time.
Before returning to Calcutta, he visited Kishengarh, Ajmer, Jodhpur, Indore,
and Khandwa and thus finished his lecture tour in North India. During this tour
he explained to his fellow countrymen the salient features of Hinduism and told
them that they would have a glorious future if they followed the heritage of their
past. He emphasized that the resurgent nationalism of India must be based on
her spiritual ideals, but that healthy scientific and technological knowledge from
the West, also, had to be assimilated in the process of growth. The fundamental
problem of India, he pointed out, was to organize the whole country around
religious ideals. By religion the Swami meant not local customs which served
only a contemporary purpose, but the eternal principles taught in the Vedas.
Wherever the Swami went he never wearied of trying to rebuild individual
character in India, pointing out that the strength of the whole nation depended
upon the strength of the individual. Therefore each individual, he urged,
whatever might be his occupation, should try, if he desired the good of the nation
as a whole, to build up his character and acquire such virtues as courage,
strength, self-respect, love, and service of others. To the young men, especially,
he held out renunciation and service as the hightest ideal. He preached the
necessity of spreading a real knowledge of Sanskrit, without which a Hindu
would remain an alien to his own rich culture. To promote unity among the
Hindus, he encouraged intermarriage between castes and sub-castes, and
wanted to reorganize the Indian universities so that they might produce real
patriots, rather than clerks, lawyers, diplomats, and Government officials.
Swami Vivekananda's keen intellect saw the need of uniting the Hindus and
Moslems on the basis of the Advaita philosophy, which teaches the oneness of
all. One June 10, 1898, he wrote to a Moslem gentleman at Nainital:
The Hindus may get the credit for arriving at Advaitism earlier than
other races, they being an older race than either the Hebrew or the Arab;
yet practical Advaitism, which looks upon and behaves towards all
mankind as one's own soul, is yet to be developed among the Hindus
universally. On the other hand, our experience is that if ever the
followers of any religion approach to this equality in an appreciable
degree on the plane of practical work-a-day life — it may be quite
unconscious generally of the deeper meaning and the underlying
principle of such conduct, which the Hindus as a rule so clearly perceive
— it is those of Islam and Islam alone.
Therefore we are firmly persuaded that without the help of practical
Islam, the theories of Vedantism, however fine and wonderful they may
be, are entierely valuless to the vast mass of mankind. We want to lead
mankind to the place where there is neither the Vedas nor the Bible nor
the Koran; yet this has to be done by harmonizing the Vedas, the Bible,
and the Koran. Mankind ought to be taught that religions are but the
varied expressions of the Religion which is Oneness, so that each may
choose the path that suits him best.
For our own motherland a junction of the two great systems, Hinduism
and Islam — Vedantic brain and Islamic body — is the only hope. I see in
my mind's eye the future perfect India rising out of this chaos and strife,
glorious and invincible, with Vedantic brain and Islamic body.
For the regeneration of India, in the Swami's view, the help of the West was
indispensable. The thought of India had been uppermost in his mind when he
had journeyed to America. On April 6, 1897, the Swami, in the course of a letter
to the lady editor of an Indian magazine, had written: 'It has been for the good of
India that religious preaching in the West has been done and will be done. It has
ever been my conviction that we shall not be able to rise unless the Western
countries come to our help. In India no appreciation of merit can be found, no
financial support, and what is most lamentable of all, there is not a bit of
practicality.'
The year 1898 was chiefly devoted to the training of Vivekananda's disciples,
both Indian and Western, and to the consolidation of the work already started.
During this period he also made trips to Darjeeling, Almora, and Kashmir.
In February 1898, the monastery was removed from Alambazar to Nilambar
Mukherjee's garden house in the village of Belur, on the west bank of the Ganga.
The Swami, while in Calcutta, lived at Balaram Bose's house, which had been a
favourite haunt of Shri Ramakrishna's during his lifetime. But he had no rest
either in the monastery or in Calcutta, where streams of visitors came to him
daily. Moreover, conducting a heavy correspondence consumed much of his time
and energy; one can not but be amazed at the hundreds of letters the Swami
wrote with his own hand to friends and disciples. Most of these reveal his
intense thinking, and some his superb wit.
While at the monastery, he paid especial attention to the training of the
sannyasins and the brahmacharins, who, inspired by his message, had
renounced home and dedicated themselves to the realization of God and the
service of humanity. Besides conducting regular classes on the Upanishads, the
Bhagavad Gita, the physical sciences, and the history of the nations, he would
spend hours with the students in meditation and devotional singing. Spiritual
practices were intensified on holy days.
In the early part of 1898, the site of the Belur Math, the present Headquarters of
the Ramakrishna Math and Mission, was purchased with the help of a generous
donation from Miss Müller, the devoted admirer of the Swami. Mrs. Ole Bull
gave another handsome gift to complete the construction, and the shrine at the
Belur Math was consecrated, as we shall see, on December 9, 1898. Sometime
during this period the Swami initiated into the monastic life Swami
Swarupananda, whom he considered to be a real 'acquisition.' This qualified
aspirant was given initiation after only a few days' stay at the monastery,
contrary to the general rule of the Ramakrishna Order. Later he became editor
of the monthly magazine Prabuddha Bharata, and first president of the Advaita
Ashrama at Mayavati, in the Himalayas, founded on March 19, 1899.
Among the Western devotees who lived with Swami Vivekananda at this time
were Mr. and Mrs. Sevier, Mrs. Ole Bull, Miss Henrietta F. Müller, Miss
Josephine MacLeod, and Miss Margaret E. Noble, all of whom travelled with
him at various times in Northern India. The Seviers identified themselves
completely with the work at the Mayavati Advaita Ashrama. Mrs. Ole Bull, the
wife of the famous Norwegian violinist, and a lady of social position, great
culture, and large heart, had been an ardent admirer of the Swami during his
American trip. Miss Müller, who knew the Swami in both England and America
and had helped defray, together with the Seviers and Mr. Sturdy, the expenses
of his work in England, had come to India to organize an educational institution
for Indian women.
Miss MacLeod had attended Swami Vivekananda's classes in New York, and for
months at a time he had been the guest of her relatives at their country home,
Ridgely Manor. She became his lifelong friend and admirer and cherished his
memory till the last day of her life, but though she was devoted to him, she never
renounced her independence nor did he demand that she should. By way of
spiritual instruction, the Swami had once asked Miss MacLeod to meditate on
Om for a week and report to him afterwards. When the teacher inquired how she
felt, she said that 'it was like a glow in the heart.' He encouraged her and said:
'Good, keep on.' Many years later she told her friends that the Swami made her
realize that she was in eternity. 'Always remember,' the Swami had admonished
her, 'you are incidentally an American and a woman, but always a child of God.
Tell yourself day and night who you are. Never forget it.' To her brother-in-law,
Francis H. Leggett, the Swami had written, on July 16, 1896, in appreciation of
Miss MacLeod: 'I simply admire Joe Joe in her tact and quiet ways. She is a
feminine statesman. She could wield a kingdom. I have seldom seen such strong
yet good common sense in a human being.'
When Miss MacLeod asked the Swami's permission to come to India, he wrote on
a postcard: 'Do come by all means, only you must remember this: The Europeans
and Indians live as oil and water. Even to speak of living with the natives is
damning, even at the capitals. You will have to bear with people who wear only a
loin-cloth; you will see me with only a loin-cloth about me. Dirt and filth
everywhere, and brown people. But you will have plenty of men to talk
philosophy to you.' He also wrote to her that she must not come to India if she
expected anything else, for the Indians could not 'bear one more word of
criticism'.
On one occasion, while travelling in Kashmir with the Swami and his party, she
happened to make a laughing remark about one of his South Indian disciples
with the caste-mark of the brahmins of his sect on his forehead. This appeared
grotesque to her. The Swami turned upon her 'like a lion, withered her with a
glance, and cried: "Hands off! Who are you? What have you ever done?"'
Miss MacLeod was crestfallen. But later she learnt that the same poor brahmin
had been one of those who, by begging, had collected the money that had made it
possible for the Swami to undertake his trip to America.
'How can I best help you,' she asked the Swami when she arrived in India. 'Love
India,' was his reply.
One day Swami Vivekananda told Miss MacLeod that since his return to India
he had had no personal money. She at once promised to pay him fifty dollars a
month as long as he lived and immediately gave him three hundred dollars for
six months in advance. The Swami asked jokingly if it would be enough for him.
'Not if you take heavy cream every day!' she said.
The Swami gave the money to Swami Trigunatita to defray the initial expenses
of the newly started Bengali magazine, the Udbodhan.
But of all Swami Vivekananda's Western disciples, the most remarkable was
Margaret E Noble, who was truly his spiritual daughter. She had attended the
Swami's classes and lectures in London and resolved to dedicate her life to his
work in India. When she expressed to him her desire to come to India, the
Swami wrote to her, on July 29, 1897:
'Let me tell you frankly that I am now convinced that you have a great
future in the work for India. What was wanted was not a man but a
woman, a real lioness, to work for the Indians — women especially. India
cannot yet produce great women, she must borrow them from other
nations. Your education, sincerity, purity, immense love, determination,
and above all, your Celtic blood, makes you just the woman wanted.
'Yet the difficulties are many. You cannot form any idea of the misery, the
superstition, and the slavery that are here. You will be in the midst of a
mass of half-naked men and women with quaint ideas of caste and
isolation, shunning the white-skins through fear or hatred and hated by
them intensely. On the other hand, you will be looked upon by the white
as a crank, and every one of your movements will be watched with
suspicion.
'Then the climate is fearfully hot, our winter in most places being like
your summer, and in the south it is always blazing. Not one European
comfort is to be had in places out of the cities. If in spite of all this you
dare venture into the work, you are welcome, a hundred times welcome.
As for me, I am nobody here as elsewhere, but what little influence I have
shall be devoted to your service.
'You must think well before you plunge in, and afterwards if you fail in
this or get disgusted, on my part I promise you I will stand by you unto
death, whether you work for India or not, whether you give up Vedanta or
remain in it. "The tusks of the elephant come out but never go back" — so
are the words of a man never retracted. I promise you that.'
He further asked her to stand on her own feet and never seek help from his other
Western women devotees.
Miss Noble came to India on January 28, 1898, to work with Miss Müller for the
education of Indian women. The Swami warmly introduced her to the public of
Calcutta as a 'gift of England to India,' and in March made her take the vow of
brahmacharya, that is to say, the life of a religious celibate devoted to the
realization of God. He also gave her the name of Nivedita, the 'Dedicated,' by
which she has ever since been cherished by the Indians with deep respect and
affection. The ceremony was performed in the chapel of the monastery. He first
taught her how to worship Siva and then made the whole ceremony culminate in
an offering at the feet of Buddha.
'Go thou,' he said, 'and follow him who was born and gave his life for others five
hundred times before he attained the vision of the Buddha.'
The Swami now engaged himself in the training of Sister Nivedita along with
the other Western disciples. And certainly it was a most arduous task. They
were asked to associate intimately with the Holy Mother, the widow of Sri
Ramakrishna, who at once adopted them as her 'children.' Then the Swami
would visit them almost daily to reveal to them the deep secrets of the Indian
world — its history, folklore, customs, and traditions. Mercilessly he tried to
uproot from their minds all preconceived notions and wrong ideas about India.
He wanted them to love India as she was at the present time, with her poverty,
ignorance, and backwardness, and not the India of yore, when she had produced
great philosophies, epics, dramas, and religious systems.
It was not always easy for the Western disciples to understand the religious
ideals and forms of worship of the Hindus. For instance, one day in the great
Kali temple of Calcutta, one Western lady shuddered at the sight of the blood of
the goats sacrificed before the Deity, and exclaimed, 'Why is there blood before
the Goddess?' Quickly the Swami retorted, 'Why not a little blood to complete the
picture?'
The disciples had been brought up in the tradition of Protestant Christianity, in
which the Godhead was associated only with what was benign and beautiful,
and Satan with the opposite.
With a view to Hinduizing their minds, the Swami asked his Western disciples
to visit Hindu ladies at their homes and to observe their dress, food, and
customs, which were radically different from their own. Thus he put to a severe
test their love for Vedanta and India. In the West they had regarded the Swami
as a prophet showing them the path of liberation, and as a teacher of the
universal religion. But in India he appeared before them, in addition, in the role
of a patriot, an indefatigable worker for the regeneration of his motherland.
The Swami began to teach Nivedita to lose herself completely in the Indian
consciousness. She gradually adopted the food, clothes, language, and general
habits of the Hindus.
'You have to set yourself,' he said to her, 'to Hinduize your thoughts, your needs,
your conceptions, your habits. Your life, internal and external, has to become all
that an orthodox brahmin brahmacharini's ought to be. The method will come to
you if you only desire it sufficiently. But you have to forget your past and cause
it to be forgotten.' He wanted her to address the Hindus 'in terms of their own
orthodoxy.'
Swami Vivekananda would not tolerate in his Western disciples any trace of
chauvinism, any patronizing attitude or stupid criticism of the Indian way of life.
They could serve India only if they loved India, and they could love India only if
they knew India, her past glories and her present problems. Thus later he took
them on his trip to Northern India, including Almora and Kashmir, and told
them of the sanctity of Varanasi and the magnificence of Agra and Delhi; he
related to them the history of the Moghul Emperors and the Rajput heroes, and
also described the peasant's life, the duties of a farm housewife, and the
hospitality of poor villagers to wandering monks. The teacher and his disciples
saw together the sacred rivers, the dense forests, the lofty mountains, the sunbaked
plains, the hot sands of the desert, and the gravel beds of the rivers, all of
which had played their parts in the creation of Indian culture. And the Swami
told them that in India custom and culture were one. The visible manifestations
of the culture were the system of caste, the duties determined by the different
stages of life, the respect of parents as incarnate gods, the appointed hours of
religious service, the shrine used for daily worship, the chanting of the Vedas by
the brahmin children, the eating of food with the right hand and its use in
worship and japa, the austerities of Hindu widows, the kneeling in prayer of the
Moslems wherever the time of prayer might find them, and the ideal of equality
practised by the followers of Mohammed.
Nivedita possessed an aggressively Occidental and intensely, English outlook. It
was not easy for her to eradicate instinctive national loyalties and strong
personal likes and dislikes. A clash between the teacher and the disciple was
inevitable. Ruthlessly the Swami crushed her pride in her English upbringing.
Perhaps, at the same time, he wanted to protect her against the passionate
adoration she had for him. Nivedita suffered bitter anguish.
The whole thing reached its climax while they were travelling together, some
time after, in the Himalayas. One day Miss MacLeod thought that Nivedita
could no longer bear the strain, and interceded kindly and gravely with the
Swami. 'He listened,' Sister Nivedita wrote later, 'and went away. At evening,
however, he returned, and finding us together on the veranda, he turned to her
(Miss MacLeod) and said with the simplicity of a child: "You were right. There
must be a change. I am going away to the forests to be alone, and when I come
back I shall bring peace." Then he turned away and saw that above us the moon
was new, and a sudden exaltation came into his voice as he said: "See, the
Mohammedans think much of the new moon. Let us also, with the new moon,
begin a new life."' As he said these words, he lifted his hand and blessed his
rebellious disciple, who by this time was kneeling before him. It was assuredly a
moment of wonderful sweetness of reconciliation. That evening in meditation
Nivedita found herself gazing deep into an Infinite Good, to the recognition of
which no egotistic reasoning had led her. 'And,' she wrote, 'I understood for the
first time that the greatest teachers may destroy in us a personal relation only in
order to bestow the Impersonal Vision in its place.'
To resume our story, on March 30, 1898, the Swami left for Darjeeling, for he
badly needed a change to the cool air of the Himalayas. Hardly had he begun to
feel the improvement in his health, when he had to come down to Calcutta,
where an outbreak of plague was striking terror.
Immediately he made plans for relief work with the help of the members of the
monastery and volunteers from Calcutta.
When a brother disciple asked him where he would get funds, the Swami
replied: 'Why, we shall sell if necessary the land which has just been purchased
for the monastery. We are sannyasins; we must be ready to sleep under the trees
and live on alms as we did before. Must we care for the monastery and
possessions when by disposing of them we could relieve thousands of helpless
people suffering before our own eyes?' Fortunately this extreme step was not
necessary; the public gave him money for the relief work.
The Swami worked hard to assuage the suffering of the afflicted people. Their
love and admiration for him knew no bounds as they saw this practical
application of Vedanta at a time of human need.
The plague having been brought under control, the Swami left Calcutta for
Nainital on May 11, accompanied by, among others, his Western disciples. From
there the party went to Almora where they met the Seviers. During this tour the
Swami never ceased instructing his disciples. For his Western companions it was
a rare opportunity to learn Indian history, religion, and philosophy direct from
one who was an incarnation of the spirit of India. Some of the talks the Swami
gave were recorded by Sister Nivedita in her charming book Notes of Some
Wanderings with the Swami Vivekananda.
In Almora the Swami received news of the deaths of Pavhari Baba and Mr.
Goodwin. He had been closely drawn to the former during his days of wandering.
Goodwin died on June 2. Hearing of this irreparable loss, the Swami exclaimed
in bitter grief, 'My right hand is gone!' To Goodwin's mother he wrote a letter of
condolence in which he said: 'The debt of gratitude I owe him can never be
repaid, and those who think they have been helped by any thought of mine ought
to know that almost every word of it was published through the untiring and
most unselfish exertions of Mr. Goodwin. In him I have lost a friend true as
steel, a disciple of never-failing devotion, a worker who knew not what tiring
was, and the world is less rich by the passing away of one of those few who are
born, as it were, to live only for others.'
The Swami also sent her the following poem, which he had written in memory of
Goodwin, bearing witness to the affection of the teacher for the disciple:
REQUIESCAT IN PACE
Speed forth, O soul! upon thy star-strewn path;
Speed, blissful one! where thought is ever free,
Where time and space no longer mist the view;
Eternal peace and blessings be with thee!
Thy service true, complete thy sacrifice;
Thy home the heart of love transcendent find!
Remembrance sweet, that kills all space and time,
Like altar roses, fill thy place behind!
Thy bonds are broke, thy quest in bliss is found,
And one with That which comes as death and life,
Thou helpful one! unselfish e'er on earth,
Ahead, still help with love this world of strife!
Before the Swami left Almora, he arranged to start again the monthly magazine
Prabuddha Bharata, which had ceased publication with the death of its gifted
editor, B. R. Rajam Iyer. Swami Swarupananda became its new editor, and
Captain Sevier, the manager. The magazine began its new career at Almora.
Then, on June 11, the Swami, in the company of his Western disciples, left for
Kashmir as the guest of Mrs. Ole Bull.
The trip to Kashmir was an unforgettable experience for the Westerners. The
natural beauty of the country, with its snow-capped mountains reflected in the
water of the lakes, its verdant forests, multi-coloured flowers, and stately poplar
and chennar trees, make the valley of Kashmir a paradise on earth. Throughout
the journey the Swami poured out his heart and soul to his disciples. At first he
was almost obsessed with the ideal of Siva, whom he had worshipped since
boyhood, and for days he told the disciples legends relating to the great God of
renunciation. The party spent a few days in house-boats, and in the afternoons
the Swami would take his companions for long walks across the fields. The
conversations were always stimulating. One day he spoke of Genghis Khan and
declared that he was not a vulgar aggressor; he compared the Mongol Emperor
to Napoleon and Alexander, saying that they all wanted to unify the world and
that it was perhaps the same soul that had incarnated itself three times in the
hope of bringing about human unity through political conquest. In the same way,
he said, one Soul might have come again and again as Krishna, Buddha, and
Christ, to bring about the unity of mankind through religion.
In Kashmir the Swami pined for solitude. The desire for the solitary life of a
monk became irresistible; and he would often break away from the little party to
roam alone. After his return he would make some such remark as: 'It is a sin to
think of the body,' 'It is wrong to manifest power,' or 'Things do not grow better;
they remain as they are. It is we who grow better, by the changes we make in
ourselves.' Often he seemed to be drifting without any plan, and the disciples
noticed his strange detachment. 'At no time,' Sister Nivedita wrote, 'would it
have surprised us had someone told us that today or tomorrow he would be gone
for ever, that we were listening to his voice for the last time.'
This planlessness was observed in him more and more as his earthly existence
drew towards its end. Two years later, when Sister Nivedita gave him a bit of
worldly advice, the Swami exclaimed in indignation: 'Plans! Plans! That is why
you Western people can never create a religion! If any of you ever did, it was only
a few Catholic saints who had no plans. Religion was never, never preached by
planners!' About solitude as a spiritual discipline, the Swami said one day that
an Indian could not expect to know himself till he had been alone for twenty
years, whereas from the Western standpoint a man could not live alone for
twenty years and remain quite sane. On the Fourth of July the Swami gave a
surprise to his American disciples by arranging for its celebration in an
appropriate manner. An American flag was made with the help of a brahmin
tailor, and the Swami composed the following poem:
TO THE FOURTH OF JULY
Behold, the dark clouds melt away
That gathered thick at night and hung
So like a gloomy pall above the earth!
Before thy magic touch the world
Awakes. The birds in chorus sing.
The flowers raise their star-like crowns,
Dew-set, and wave thee welcome fair.
The lakes are opening wide, in love
Their hundred thousand lotus-eyes
To welcome thee with all their depth.
All hail to thee, thou lord of light!
A welcome new to thee today,
O sun! Today thou sheddest liberty!
Bethink thee how the world did wait
And search for thee, through time and clime!
Some gave up home and love of friends
And went in quest of thee, self-banished,
Through dreary oceans, through primeval forests,
Each step a struggle for their life or death;
Then came the day when work bore fruit,
And worship, love, and sacrifice,
Fulfilled, accepted, and complete.
Then thou, propitious, rose to shed
The light of freedom on mankind.
Move on, O lord, in thy resistless path,
Till thy high noon o'erspreads the world,
Till every land reflects thy light,
Till men and women, with uplifted head,
Behold their shackles broken and know
In springing joy their life renewed!
As the Swami's mood changed he spoke of renunciation. He showed scorn for the
worldly life and said: 'As is the difference between a fire-fly and the blazing sun,
between a little pond and the infinite ocean, a mustard seed and the mountain of
Meru, such is the difference between the householder and the sannyasin.' Had it
not been for the ochre robe, the emblem of monasticism, he pointed out, luxury
and worldliness would have robbed man of his manliness.
Thus the party spent their time on the river, the teacher providing a veritable
university for the education of his disciples. The conversation touched upon all
subjects — Vedic rituals, Roman Catholic doctrine, Christ, St. Paul, the growth
of Christianity, Buddha.
Of Buddha, the Swami said that he was the greatest man that ever lived. 'Above
all, he never claimed worship. Buddha said: "Buddha is not a man, but a state. I
have found the way. Enter all of you!"'
Then the talk would drift to the conception of sin among the Egyptian, Semitic,
and Aryan races. According to the Vedic conception, the Swami said, the Devil is
the Lord of Anger, and with Buddhists he is Mara, the Lord of Lust. Whereas in
the Bible the creation was under the dual control of God and Satan, in Hinduism
Satan represented defilement, never duality.
Next the Swami would speak about the chief characteristics of the different
nations. 'You are so morbid, you Westerners', he said one day. 'You worship
sorrow! All through your country I found that. Social life in the West is like a
peal of laughter, but underneath it is a wail. The whole thing ends in a sob. The
fun and frivolity are all on the surface; really, it is full of tragic intensity. Here it
is sad and gloomy on the outside, but underneath are detachment and
merriment.'
Once, at Islamabad, as the group sat round him on the grass in an apple
orchard, the Swami repeated what he had said in England after facing a mad
bull. Picking up two pebbles in his hand, he said: 'Whenever death approaches
me all weakness vanishes. I have neither fear nor doubt nor thought of the
external. I simply busy myself making ready to die. I am as hard as that' — and
the stones struck each other in his hand — 'for I have touched the feet of God!'
At Islamabad the Swami announced his desire to make a pilgrimage to the great
image of Siva in the cave of Amarnath in the glacial valley of the Western
Himalayas. He asked Nivedita to accompany him so that she, a future worker,
might have direct knowledge of the Hindu pilgrim's life. They became a part of a
crowd of thousands of pilgrims, who formed at each halting-place a whole town
of tents.
A sudden change came over the Swami. He became one of the pilgrims,
scrupulously observing the most humble practices demanded by custom. He ate
one meal a day, cooked in the orthodox fashion, and sought solitude as far as
possible to tell his beads and practise meditation. In order to reach the
destination, he had to climb up rocky slopes along dangerous paths, cross several
miles of glacier, and bathe in the icy water of sacred streams.
On August 2 the party arrived at the enormous cavern, large enough to contain a
vast cathedral. At the back of the cave, in a niche of deepest shadow, stood the
image of Siva, all ice. The Swami, who had fallen behind, entered the cave, his
whole frame shaking with emotion. His naked body was smeared with ashes,
and his face radiant with devotion. Then he prostrated himself in the darkness
of the cave before that glittering whiteness.
A song of praise from hundreds of throats echoed in the cavern. The Swami
almost fainted. He had a vision of Siva Himself. The details of the experience he
never told anyone, except that he had been granted the grace of Amarnath, the
Lord of Immortality, not to die until he himself willed it.
The effect of the experience shattered his nerves. When he emerged from the
grotto, there was a clot of blood in his left eye; his heart was dilated and never
regained its normal condition. For days he spoke of nothing but Siva. He said:
'The image was the Lord Himself. It was all worship there. I have never seen
anything so beautiful, so inspiring.'
On August 8 the party arrived at Srinagar, where they remained until
September 30. During this period the Swami felt an intense desire for
meditation and solitude. The Maharaja of Kashmir treated him with the utmost
respect and wanted him to choose a tract of land for the establishment of a
monastery and a Sanskrit college. The land was selected and the proposal sent
to the British Resident for approval. But the British Agent refused to grant the
land. The Swami accepted the whole thing philosophically.
A month later his devotion was directed to Kali, the Divine Mother, whom
Ramakrishna had called affectionately 'my Mother.'
A unique symbol of the Godhead, Kali represents the totality of the universe:
creation and destruction, life and death, good and evil, pain and pleasure, and
all the pairs of opposites. She seems to be black when viewed from a distance,
like the water of the ocean; but to the intimate observer She is without colour,
being one with Brahman, whose creative energy She represents.
In one aspect She appears terrible, with a garland of human skulls, a girdle of
human hands, her tongue dripping blood, a decapitated human head in one hand
and a shining sword in the other, surrounded by jackals that haunt the
cremation ground — a veritable picture of terror. The other side is benign and
gracious, ready to confer upon Her devotees the boon of immortality. She reels as
if drunk: who could have created this mad world except in a fit of drunkenness?
Kali stands on the bosom of Her Divine Consort, Siva, the symbol of Brahman;
for Kali, or Nature, cannot work unless energized by the touch of the Absolute.
And in reality Brahman and Kali, the Absolute and Its Creative Energy, are
identical, like fire and its power to burn.
The Hindu mind does not make a sweepingly moralistic distinction between good
and evil. Both are facts of the phenomenal world and are perceived to exist when
maya hides the Absolute, which is beyond good and evil. Ramakrishna
emphasized the benign aspect of the Divine Mother Kali and propitiated Her to
obtain the vision of the Absolute. Swami Vivekananda suddenly felt the appeal
of Her destructive side. But is there really any difference between the process of
creation and destruction? Is not the one without the other an illusion of the
mind?
Vivekananda realized that the Divine Mother is omnipresent. Wherever he
turned, he was conscious of the presence of the Mother, 'as if She were a person
in the room.' He felt that it was She 'whose hands are clasped with my own and
who leads me as though I were a child.' It was touching to see him worship the
four-year-old daughter of his Mohammedan boatman as the symbol of the Divine
Mother.
His meditation on Kali became intense, and one day he had a most vivid
experience. He centred 'his whole attention on the dark, the painful, and the
inscrutable' aspect of Reality, with a determination to reach by this particular
path the Non-duality behind phenomena. His whole frame trembled, as if from
an electric shock. He had a vision of Kali, the mighty Destructress lurking
behind the veil of life, the Terrible One, hidden by the dust of the living who pass
by, and all the appearances raised by their feet. In a fever, he groped in the dark
for pencil and paper and wrote his famous poem 'Kali the Mother'; then he fell
exhausted:
The stars are blotted out,
The clouds are covering clouds,
It is darkness, vibrant, sonant;
In the roaring, whirling wind
Are the souls of a million lunatics,
Just loose from the prison-house,
Wrenching trees by the roots,
Sweeping all from the path.
The sea has joined the fray
And swirls up mountain-waves
To reach the pitchy sky.
The flash of lurid light
Reveals on every side
A thousand thousand shades
Of death, begrimed and black.
Scattering plagues and sorrows,
Dancing mad with joy,
Come, Mother, come!
For terror is Thy name,
Death is in Thy breath,
And every shaking step
Destroys a world for e'er.
Thou Time, the All-destroyer,
Come, O Mother, come!
Who dares misery love,
And hug the form of death,
Dance in Destruction's dance —
To him the Mother comes.
The Swami now talked to his disciples only about Kali, the Mother, describing
Her as 'time, change, and ceaseless energy.' He would say with the great
Psalmist: 'Though Thou slay me, yet I will trust in Thee.'
'It is a mistake,' the Swami said, 'to hold that with all men pleasure is the
motive. Quite as many are born to seek pain. There can be bliss in torture, too.
Let us worship terror for its own sake.
'Learn to recognize the Mother as instinctively in evil, terror, sorrow, and
annihilation as in that which makes for sweetness and joy!
'Only by the worship of the Terrible can the Terrible itself be overcome, and
immortality gained. Meditate on death! Meditate on death! Worship the
Terrible, the Terrible, the Terrible! And the Mother Herself is Brahman! Even
Her curse is a blessing. The heart must become a cremation ground — pride,
selfishness, and desire all burnt to ashes. Then, and then alone, will the Mother
come.'
The Western disciples, brought up in a Western faith which taught them to see
good, order, comfort, and beauty alone in the creation of a wise Providence, were
shaken by the typhoon of a Cosmic Reality invoked by the Hindu visionary.
Sister Nivedita writes:
And as he spoke, the underlying egoism of worship that is devoted to the
kind God, to Providence, the consoling Deity, without a heart for God in
the earthquake or God in the volcano, overwhelmed the listener. One saw
that such worship was at bottom, as the Hindu calls it, merely
'shopkeeping,' and one realized the infinitely greater boldness and truth
of teaching that God manifests through evil as well as through good. One
saw that the true attitude for the mind and will that are not to be baffled
by the personal self, was in fact that determination, in the stern words of
Swami Vivekananda, 'to seek death, not life, to hurl oneself upon the
sword's point, to become one with the Terrible for evermore.'
Heroism, to Vivekananda, was the soul of action. He wanted to see Ultimate
Truth in all its terrible nakedness, and refused to soften it in any shape or
manner. His love of Truth expected nothing in return; he scorned the bargain of
'giving to get in return' and all its promise of paradise.
But the gentle Ramakrishna, though aware of the Godhead in all its aspects, had
emphasized Its benign side. One day several men had been arguing before him
about the attributes of God, attempting to find out, by reason, their meaning. Sri
Ramakrishna stopped them, saying: 'Enough, enough! What is the use of
disputing whether the divine attributes are reasonable or not?...You say that
God is good: can you convince me of His goodness by this reasoning? Look at the
flood that has just caused the death of thousands. How can you prove that a
benevolent God ordered it? You will perhaps reply that the same flood swept
away uncleanliness and watered the earth, and so on. But could not a good God
do that without drowning thousands of innocent men, women, and children?'
Thereupon one of the disputants said, 'Then ought we to believe that God is
cruel?'
'O idiot,' cried Ramakrishna, 'who said that? Fold your hands and say humbly,
"O God, we are too feeble and too weak to understand Thy nature and Thy deeds.
Deign to enlighten us!" Do not argue. Love!' God is no doubt Good, True, and
Beautiful; but these attributes are utterly different from their counterparts in
the relative world.
The Swami, during these days, taught his disciples to worship God like heroes.
He would say: 'There must be no fear, no begging, but demanding — demanding
the Highest. The true devotees of the Mother are as hard, as adamant and as
fearless as lions. They are not in the least upset if the whole universe suddenly
crumbles into dust at their feet. Make Her listen to you. None of that cringing to
Mother! Remember, She is all-powerful; She can make heroes out of stones.'
On September 30 Swami Vivekananda retired to a temple of the Divine Mother,
where he stayed alone for a week. There he worshipped the Deity, known as
Kshirbhavani, following the time-honoured ritual, praying and meditating like a
humble pilgrim. Every morning he also worshipped a brahmin's little daughter
as the symbol of the Divine Virgin. And he was blessed with deep experiences,
some of which were most remarkable and indicated to him that his mission on
earth was finished.
He had a vision of the Goddess and found Her a living Deity. But the temple had
been destroyed by the Moslem invaders, and the image placed in a niche
surrounded by ruins. Surveying this desecration, the Swami felt distressed at
heart and said to himself: 'How could the people have permitted such sacrilege
without offering strenuous resistance? If I had been here then, I would never
have allowed such a thing. I would have laid down my life to protect the Mother.'
Thereupon he heard the voice of the Goddess saying: 'What if unbelievers should
enter My temple and defile My image? What is that to you? Do you protect Me,
or do I protect you?' Referring to this experience after his return, he said to his
disciples: 'All my patriotism is gone. Everything is gone. Now it is only "Mother!
Mother!" I have been very wrong...I am only a little child.' He wanted to say
more, but could not; he declared that it was not fitting that he should go on.
Significantly, he added that spiritually he was no longer bound to the world.
Another day, in the course of his worship, the thought flashed through the
Swami's mind that he should try to build a new temple in the place of the
present dilapidated one, just as he had built a monastery and temple at Belur to
Sri Ramakrishna. He even thought of trying to raise funds from his wealthy
American disciples and friends. At once the Mother said to him: 'My child! If I so
wish I can have innumerable temples and monastic centres. I can even this
moment raise a seven-storied golden temple on this very spot.'
'Since I heard that divine voice,' the Swami said to a disciple in Calcutta much
later, 'I have ceased making any more plans. Let these things be as Mother
wills.'
Sri Ramakrishna had said long ago that Narendranath would live in the
physical body to do the Mother's work and that as soon as this work was
finished, he would cast off his body by his own will. Were the visions at the
temple of Kshirbhavani a premonition of the approaching dissolution?
When the Swami rejoined his disciples at Srinagar, he was an altogether
different person. He raised his hand in benediction and then placed some
marigolds, which he had offered to the Deity, on the head of every one of his
disciples. 'No more "Hari Om!"' he said. 'It is all "Mother" now!' Though he lived
with them, the disciples saw very little of him. For hours he would stroll in the
woods beside the river, absorbed within himself. One day he appeared before
them with shaven head, dressed as the simplest sannyasin and with a look of
unapproachable austerity on his face. He repeated his own poem 'Kali the
Mother' and said, 'It all came true, every word of it; and I have proved it, for I
have hugged the form of death.'
Sister Nivedita writes: 'The physical ebb of the great experience through which
he had just passed — for even suffering becomes impossible when a given point
of weariness is reached; and similarly, the body refuses to harbour a certain
intensity of the spiritual life for an indefinite period — was leaving him,
doubtless, more exhausted than he himself suspected. All this contributed, one
imagines, to a feeling that none of us knew for how long a time we might now be
parting.'
The party left Kashmir on October 11 and came down to Lahore. The Western
disciples went to Agra, Delhi, and the other principal cities of Northern India for
sightseeing, and the Swami, accompanied by his disciple Sadananda, arrived at
Belur on October 18. His brother disciples saw that he was very pallid and ill.
He suffered from suffocating attacks of asthma; when he emerged from its
painful fits, his face looked blue, like that of a drowning man. But in spite of all,
he plunged headlong into numerous activities.
On November 13, 1898, the day of the worship of Kali, the Nivedita Girls' School
was opened in Calcutta. At the end of the inaugural ceremony the Holy Mother,
Sri Ramakrishna's consort, 'prayed that the blessing of the Great Mother of the
universe might be upon the school and that the girls it should train might be
ideal girls.' Nivedita, who witnessed the ceremony with the Swamis of the Order,
said: 'I cannot imagine a grander omen than her blessing spoken over the
educated Hindu womanhood of the future.'
The dedication of the school was the beginning of Nivedita's work in India. The
Swami gave her complete freedom about the way to run it. He told her that she
was free from her collaborators if she so chose; and that she might, if she wished,
give the work a 'definite religious colour' or even make it sectarian. Then he
added, 'You may wish through a sect to rise beyond all sects.'
On December 9, 1898, the Ramakrishna Monastery at Belur was formally
consecrated by the Swami with the installation of the Master's image in the
chapel. The plot of land, as already stated, had been purchased in the beginning
of the year and had been consecrated with proper religious ceremony in March
that year. The Swami himself had performed the worship on that occasion at the
rented house and afterwards had carried on his shoulder the copper vessel
containing the Master's sacred relics. While bearing it he said to a disciple: 'The
Master once told me, "I will go and live wherever you take me, carrying me on
your shoulder, be it under a tree or in the humblest cottage." With faith in that
gracious promise I myself am now carrying him to the site of our future Math.
Know for certain, my boy, that so long as his name inspires his followers with
the ideal of purity, holiness, and charity for all men, even so long shall he, the
Master, sanctify this place with his presence.'
Of the glorious future he saw for the monastery the Swami said: 'It will be a
centre in which will be recognized and practised a grand harmony of all creeds
and faiths as exemplified in the life of Sri Ramakrishna, and religion in its
universal aspect, alone, will be preached. And from this centre of universal
toleration will go forth the shining message of goodwill, peace, and harmony to
deluge the whole world.' He warned all of the danger of sectarianism's creeping
in if they became careless.
After the ceremony, he addressed the assembled monks, brahmacharins, and lay
devotees as follows: 'Do you all, my brothers, pray to the Lord with all your heart
and soul that He, the Divine Incarnation of the age, may bless this place with his
hallowed presence for ever and ever, and make it a unique centre, a holy land, of
harmony of different religions and sects, for the good of the many, for the
happiness of the many.'
Swami Vivekananda was in an ecstatic mood. He had accomplished the great
task of finding a permanent place on which to build a temple for the Master,
with a monastery for his brother disciples and the monks of the future that
should serve as the headquarters of the Ramakrishna Order for the propagation
of Sri Ramakrishna's teachings. He felt as if the heavy responsibility that he had
carried on his shoulders for the past twelve years had been lifted. He wanted the
monastery at Belur to be a finished university where Indian mystical wisdom
and Western practical science would be taught side by side. And he spoke of the
threefold activities of the monastery: annadana, the gift of food; vidyadana, the
gift of intellectual knowledge; and jnanadana, the gift of spiritual wisdom. These
three, properly balanced, would, in the Swami's opinion, make a complete man.
The inmates of the monastery, through unselfish service of men, would purify
their minds and thus qualify themselves for the supreme knowledge of
Brahman.
Swami Vivekananda in his vivid imagination saw the different sections of the
monastery allotted to different functions — the free kitchen for the distribution
of food to the hungry, the university for the imparting of knowledge, the quarters
for devotees from Europe and America, and so forth and so on. The spiritual
ideals emanating from the Belur Math, he once said to Miss MacLeod, would
influence the thought-currents of the world for eleven hundred years.
'All these visions are rising before me' — these were his very words.
The ceremony over, the sacred vessel was brought back to the rented house by
his disciple Sarat Chandra Chakravarty, as the Swami did not want to carry
back the Master from the monastery where he had just installed him.
It was a few months before the buildings of the new monastery were completed
and the monastery was finally removed to its present site. The date of the
momentous occasion was January 2, 1899. The Bengali monthly magazine, the
Udbodhan, was first published on January 14 of the same year, and regarding
its policy, the Swami declared that nothing but positive ideas for the physical,
mental, and spiritual improvement of the race should find a place in it; that
instead of criticizing the thoughts and aspirations of ancient and modern man,
as embodied in literature, philosophy, poetry, and the arts, the magazine should
indicate the way in which those thoughts and aspirations might be made
conducive to progress; and finally that the magazine should stand for universal
harmony as preached by Sri Ramakrishna, and disseminate his ideals of love,
purity, and renunciation.
The Swami was happy to watch the steady expansion of the varied activities of
the Order. At his request Swami Saradananda had returned from America to
assist in the organization of the Belur Math. Together with Swami Turiyananda,
he conducted regular classes at the Math for the study of Sanskrit and of
Eastern and Western philosophy. Somewhat later the two Swamis were sent on
a preaching mission to Gujarat, in Western India, and for the same purpose two
of the Swami's own disciples were sent to East Bengal. Swami Shivananda was
deputed to Ceylon to preach Vedanta. Reports of the excellent work done by
Swamis Ramakrishnananda and Abhedananda in Madras and America were
received at the Math. Swami Akhandananda's work for the educational uplift of
the villages and also in establishing a home for the orphans elicited praise from
the Government.
One of the most remarkable institutions founded by Swami Vivekananda was
the Advaita Ashrama at Mayavati in the Himalayas. Ever since his visit to the
Alps in Switzerland, the Swami had been cherishing the desire to establish a
monastery in the solitude of the Himalayas where non-dualism would be taught
and practised in its purest form. Captain and Mrs. Sevier took up the idea, and
the Ashrama was established at Mayavati, at an altitude of 6500 feet. Before it
there shone, day and night, the eternal snow-range of the Himalayas for an
extent of some two hundred miles, with Nanda Devi rising to a height of more
than 25,000 feet. Spiritual seekers, irrespective of creed and race, were welcome
at the monastery at Mayavati. No external worship of any kind was permitted
within its boundaries. Even the formal worship of Sri Ramakrishna was
excluded. It was required of the inmates and guests always to keep before their
minds the vision of the nameless and formless Spirit.
Swami Vivekananda in the following lines laid down the ideals and principles of
this Himalayan ashrama:
'In Whom is the Universe, Who is in the Universe, Who is the Universe;
in Whom is the Soul, Who is in the Soul, Who is the Soul of man; to know
Him, and therefore the Universe, as our Self, alone extinguishes all fear,
brings an end to misery, and leads to infinite freedom. Wherever there
has been expansion in love or progress in well-being of individuals or
numbers, it has been through the perception, realization, and the
practicalization of the Eternal Truth — the Oneness of All Beings.
"Dependence is misery. Independence is happiness." The Advaita is the
only system which gives unto man complete possession of himself and
takes off all dependence and its associated superstitions, thus making us
brave to suffer, brave to do, and in the long run to attain to Absolute
Freedom.
'Hitherto it has not been possible to preach this Noble Truth entirely free
from the settings of dualistic weakness; this alone, we are convinced,
explains why it has not been more operative and useful to mankind at
large.
'To give this One Truth a freer and fuller scope in elevating the lives of
individuals and leavening the mass of mankind, we start this Advaita
Ashrama on the Himalayan heights, the land of its first formulation.
'Here it is hoped to keep Advaita free from all superstitions and
weakening contaminations. Here will be taught and practised nothing
but the Doctrine of Unity, pure and simple; and though in entire
sympathy with all other systems, this Ashrama is dedicated to Advaita
and Advaita alone.'
After the Swami's return from Kashmir his health had begun to deteriorate
visibly. His asthma caused him great suffering. But his zeal for work increased
many times.
'Ever since I went to Amarnath,' he said one day, 'Siva Himself has entered into
my brain. He will not go.'
At the earnest request of the brother monks, he visited Calcutta frequently for
treatment; yet even there he had no respite from work. Visitors thronged about
him for religious instruction from morning till night, and his large heart could
not say no to them. When the brother monks pressed him to receive people only
at appointed hours, he replied: 'They take so much trouble to come, walking all
the way from their homes, and can I, sitting here, not speak a few words to
them, merely because I risk my health a little?'
His words sounded so much like those of Sri Ramakrishna during the latter's
critical illness, no wonder that Swami Premananda said to him one day, 'We do
not see any difference between Sri Ramakrishna and you.'
But the Swamis greatest concern was the training of the sannyasins and
brahmacharins — the future bearers of his message — and to this task he
addressed himself with all his soul. He encouraged them in their meditation and
manual work, himself setting the example. Sometimes he would cook for them,
sometimes knead bread, till the garden, or dig a well. Again, he would train
them to be preachers by asking them to speak before a gathering without
preparation. Constantly he reminded the monks of their monastic vows,
especially chastity and renunciation, without which deep spiritual perception
was impossible. He attached great importance to physical exercise and said: 'I
want sappers and miners in the army of religion! So, boys, set yourselves to the
task of training your muscles! For ascetics, mortification is all right. For
workers, well-developed bodies, muscles of iron and nerves of steel!' He urged
them to practise austerities and meditation in solitude. For the beginners he laid
down strict rules about food. They were to rise early, meditate, and perform
their religious duties scrupulously. Health must not he neglected and the
company of worldly people should be avoided. But above all, he constantly
admonished them to give up idleness in any shape or form.
Of himself he said: 'No rest for me! I shall die in harness! I love action! Life is a
battle, and one must always be in action, to use a military phrase. Let me live
and die in action!' He was a living hymn of work.
To a disciple who wanted to remain absorbed in the Brahman of Vedanta, the
Swami thundered: 'Why? What is the use of remaining always stupefied in
samadhi? Under the inspiration of non-dualism why not sometimes dance like
Siva, and sometimes remain immersed in superconsciousness? Who enjoys a
delicacy more — he who eats it all by himself, or he who shares it with others?
Granted, by realizing Atman in meditation you attain mukti; but of what use is
that to the world? We have to take the whole world with us to mukti. We shall
set a conflagration in the domain of great Maya. Then only will you be
established in the Eternal Truth. Oh, what can compare with that Bliss
immeasurable, "infinite as the skies"! In that state you will be speechless,
carried beyond yourself, by seeing your own Self in every being that breathes,
and in every atom of the universe. When you realize this, you cannot live in this
world without treating everyone with exceeding love and compassion. This is
indeed practical Vedanta.'
He wanted his disciples to perform with accuracy and diligence the everyday
tasks of life. 'He who knows even how to prepare a smoke properly, knows also
how to meditate. And he who cannot cook well cannot be a perfect sannyasin.
Unless cooking is performed with a pure mind and concentration, the food is not
palatable.'
Work cannot produce real fruit without detachment on the part of the worker.
'Only a great monk', the Swami said one day, 'can be a great worker; for he is
without attachment….There are no greater workers than Buddha and Christ.
No work is secular. All work is adoration and worship.'
The first duty of the inmates of the monastery was renunciation. How the Swami
idolized the monastic life! 'Never forget, service to the world and the realization
of God are the ideals of the monk! Stick to them! The monastic is the most
immediate of the paths. Between the monk and his God there are no idols! "The
sannyasin stands on the head of the Vedas!" declare the Vedas, for he is free
from churches and sects and religions and prophets and scriptures. He is the
visible God on earth. Remember this, and go thou thy way, sannyasin bold,
carrying the banner of renunciation — the banner of peace, of freedom, of
blessedness!'
To a disciple who wanted to practise spiritual discipline to attain his own
salvation, the Swami said: 'You will go to hell if you seek your own salvation!
Seek the salvation of others if you want to reach the Highest. Kill out the desire
for personal mukti. This is the greatest spiritual discipline. Work, my children,
work with your whole heart and soul! That is the thing. Mind not the fruit of
work. What if you go to hell working for others? That is worth more than to gain
heaven by seeking your own salvation....Sri Ramakrishna came and gave his life
for the world. I will also sacrifice my life. You also, every one of you, should do
the same. All these works and so forth are only a beginning. Believe me, from
the shedding of our lifeblood will arise gigantic, heroic workers and warriors of
God who will revolutionize the whole world.'
He wanted his disciples to be all-round men. 'You must try to combine in your
life immense idealism with immense practicality. You must be prepared to go
into deep meditation now, and the next moment you must be ready to go and
cultivate the fields. You must be prepared to explain the intricacies of the
scriptures now, and the next moment to go and sell the produce of the fields in
the market....The true man is he who is strong as strength itself and yet
possesses a woman's heart.'
He spoke of the power of faith: 'The history of the world is the history of a few
men who had faith in themselves. That faith calls out the inner divinity. You can
do anything. You fail only when you do not strive sufficiently to manifest infinite
power. As soon as a man loses faith in himself, death comes. Believe first in
yourself and then in God. A handful of strong men will move the world. We need
a heart to feel, a brain to conceive, and a strong arm to do the work....One man
contains within him the whole universe. One particle of matter has all the
energy of the universe at its back. In a conflict between the heart and the brain,
follow your heart.'
'His words,' writes Romain Rolland, 'are great music, phrases in the style of
Beethoven, stirring rhythms like the march of Handel choruses. I cannot touch
these sayings of his, scattered as they are through the pages of books at thirty
years' distance, without receiving a thrill through my body like an electric shock.
And what shock, what transports must have been produced when in burning
words they issued from the lips of the hero!'
The Swami felt he was dying. But he said: 'Let me die fighting. Two years of
physical suffering have taken from me twenty years of life. But the soul changes
not, does it? It is there, the same madcap — Atman — mad upon one idea, intent
and intense.'
SECOND VISIT TO THE WEST
On December 16, 1898, Swami Vivekananda announced his plan to go to the
West to inspect the work he had founded and to fan the flame. The devotees and
friends welcomed the idea since they thought the sea voyage would restore his
failing health. He planned to take with him Sister Nivedita and Swami
Turiyananda.
Versed in the scriptures, Turiyananda had spent most of his life in meditation
and was averse to public work. Failing to persuade him by words to accompany
him to America, Vivekananda put his arms round his brother disciple's neck and
wept like a child, saying: 'Dear brother, don't you see how I am laying down my
life inch by inch in fulfilling the mission of my Master? Now I have come to the
verge of death! Can you look on without trying to relieve part of my great
burden?'
Swami Turiyananda was deeply moved and offered to follow the Swami
wherever he wanted to go. When he asked if he should take with him some
Vedanta scriptures, Vivekananda said: 'Oh, they have had enough of learning
and books! The last time they saw a warrior;* now I want to show them a
brahmin.'
June 20, 1899, was fixed as their date of sailing from Calcutta. On the night of
the 19th a meeting was held at the Belur Math at which the junior members of
the monastery presented addresses to the two Swamis. The next day the Holy
Mother entertained them and other monks with a sumptuous feast.
The steamship 'Golconda,' carrying the Swami and his two companions, touched
Madras, but the passengers were not allowed to land on account of the plague in
Calcutta. This was a great disappointment to Swami Vivekananda's South
Indian friends. The ship continued to Colombo, Aden, Naples, and Marseilles,
finally arriving in London on July 31.
The voyage in the company of the Swami was an education for Turiyananda and
Nivedita. From beginning to end a vivid flow of thought and stories went on. One
never knew what moment would bring the flash of intuition and the ringing
utterance of some fresh truth. That encyclopaedic mind touched all subjects:
Christ, Buddha, Krishna, Ramakrishna, folklore, the history of India and
Europe, the degradation of Hindu society and the assurance of its coming
greatness, different philosophical and religious systems, and many themes more.
All was later admirably recorded by Sister Nivedita in The Master as I Saw
Him, from which the following fragments may be cited.
'Yes,' the Swami said one day, 'the older I grow, the more everything seems to
me to lie in manliness. This is my new gospel. Do even evil like a man! Be
wicked, if you must, on a grand scale!' Some time before, Nivedita had
complimented India on the infrequency of crime; on that occasion the Swami
said in sorrowful protest: 'Would to God it were otherwise in my land! For this is
verily the virtuousness of death.' Evidently, according to him, the vilest crime
was not to act, to do nothing at all.
Regarding conservative and liberal ideas he said: 'The conservative's whole ideal
is submission. Your ideal is struggle. Consequently it is we who enjoy life, and
never you! You are always striving to change yours to something better, and
before a millionth part of the change is carried out, you die. The Western ideal is
to be doing; the Eastern, to be suffering. The perfect life would be a wonderful
harmony between doing and suffering. But that can never be.'
To him selfishness was the greatest barrier to spiritual progress:
'It is selfishness that we must seek to eliminate. I find that whenever I have
made a mistake in my life, it has always been because self entered into the
calculation. Where self has not been involved, my judgement has gone straight to
the mark.'
'You are quite wrong,' he said again, 'when you think that fighting is the sign of
growth. It is not so at all. Absorption is the sign. Hinduism is the very genius of
absorption. We have never cared for fighting. Of course, we struck a blow now
and then in defence of our homes. That was right. But we never cared for
fighting for its own sake. Everyone had to learn that. So let these races of newcomers
whirl on! They all will be taken into Hinduism in the end.'
In another mood, the theme of his conversation would be Kali, and the worship
of the Terrible. Then he would say: 'I love terror for its own sake, despair for its
own sake, misery for its own sake. Fight always. Fight and fight on, though
always in defeat. That's the ideal! That's the ideal!' Again: 'Worship the Terrible!
Worship Death! All else is vain. All struggle is vain. This is the last lesson. Yet
this is not the coward's love of death, not the love of the weak or the suicide. It is
the welcome of the strong man, who has sounded everything to the depths and
knows that there is no alternative.' And who is Kali, whose will is irresistible?
'The totality of all souls, not the human alone, is the Personal God. The will of
the totality nothing can resist. It is what we know as Law. And this is what we
mean by Siva and Kali and so on.'
Concerning true greatness: 'As I grow older I find that I look more and more for
greatness in little things. I want to know what a great man eats and wears, and
how he speaks to his servants. I want to find a Sir Philip Sidney greatness. Few
men would remember to think of others in the moment of death.
'But anyone will be great in a great position! Even the coward will grow brave in
the glow of the footlights. The world looks on. Whose heart will not throb? Whose
pulse will not quicken, till he can do his best? More and more the true greatness
seems to me that of the worm, doing its duty silently, steadily, from moment to
moment and hour to hour.'
Regarding the points of difference between his own schemes for the regeneration
of India and those preached by others: 'I disagree with those who are for giving
their superstitions back to my people. Like the Egyptologist's interest in Egypt,
it is easy to feel an interest in India that is purely selfish. One may desire to see
again the India of one's books, one's studies, one's dreams. My hope is to see the
strong points of that India, reinforced by the strong points of this age, only in a
natural way. The new state of things must be a growth from within. So I preach
only the Upanishads. If you look you will find that I have never quoted anything
but the Upanishads. And of the Upanishads, it is only that one idea — strength.
The quintessence of the Vedas and Vedanta and all, lies in that one word.
Buddha's teaching was of non-resistance or non-injury. But I think ours is a
better way of teaching the same thing. For behind that non-injury lay a dreadful
weakness — the weakness that conceives the idea of resistance. But I do not
think of punishing or escaping from a drop of sea-spray. It is nothing to me. Yet
to the mosquito it would be serious. Now, I will make all injury like that.
Strength and fearlessness. My own ideal is that giant of a saint whom they
killed in the Sepoy Mutiny, and who broke his silence, when stabbed to the
heart, to say — "And thou also art He."'
About India and Europe the Swami said: 'I see that India is a young and living
organism. Europe is also young and living. Neither has arrived at such a stage of
development that we can safely criticize its institutions. They are two great
experiments, neither of which is yet complete.' They ought to be mutually
helpful, he went on, but at the same time each should respect the free
development of the other. They ought to grow hand in hand.
Thus time passed till the boat arrived at Tilbury Dock, where the party was met
by the Swami's disciples and friends, among whom were two American ladies
who had come all the way to London to meet their teacher. It was the off-season
for London, and so the two Swamis sailed for New York on August 16.
The trip was beneficial to the Swami's health; the sea was smooth and at night
the moonlight was enchanting. One evening as the Swami paced up and down
the deck enjoying the beauty of nature, he suddenly exclaimed, 'And if all this
maya is so beautiful, think of the wondrous beauty of the Reality behind it!'
Another evening, when the moon was full, he pointed to the sea and sky, and
said, 'Why recite poetry when there is the very essence of poetry?'
The afternoon that Swami Vivekananda arrived in New York, he and his brother
disciple went with Mr. and Mrs. Leggett to the latter's country home, Ridgely
Manor, at Stone Ridge in the Catskill Mountains, Swami Abhedananda being at
that time absent from New York on a lecture tour. A month later Nivedita came
to Ridgely, and on September 21, when she decided to assume the nun's garb,
the Swami wrote for her his beautiful poem 'Peace.' The rest and good climate
were improving his health, and he was entertaining all with his usual fun and
merriment.
One day Miss MacLeod asked him how he liked their home-grown strawberries,
and he answered that he had not tasted any. Miss MacLeod was surprised and
said, 'Why Swami, we have been serving you strawberries with cream and sugar
every day for the past week.' 'Ah,' the Swami replied, with a mischievous twinkle
in his eyes, 'I am tasting only cream and sugar. Even tacks taste sweet that
way.'
In November the Swami returned to New York and was greeted by his old
friends and disciples. He was pleased to see how the work had expanded under
the able guidance of Swami Abhedananda. Swami Vivekananda gave some talks
and conducted classes.
At one of the public meetings in New York, after addressing a tense audience for
about fifteen minutes, the Swami suddenly made a formal bow and retired. The
meeting broke up and the people went away greatly disappointed. A friend asked
him, when he was returning home, why he had cut short the lecture in that
manner, just when both he and the audience were warming up. Had he forgotten
his points? Had he become nervous? The Swami answered that at the meeting he
had felt that he had too much power. He had noticed that the members of the
audience were becoming so absorbed in his ideas that they were losing their own
individualities. He had felt that they had become like soft clay and that he could
give them any shape he wanted. That, however, was contrary to his philosophy.
He wished every man and woman to grow according to his or her own inner law.
He did not wish to change or destroy anyone's individuality. That was why he
had had to stop.
Swami Turiyananda started work at Montclair, New Jersey, a short distance
from New York, and began to teach children the stories and folklore of India. He
also lectured regularly at the Vedanta Society of New York: His paper on
Sankaracharya, read before the Cambridge Conference, was highly praised by
the Harvard professors.
One day, while the Swami was staying at Ridgely Manor, Miss MacLeod had
received a telegram informing her that her only brother was dangerously ill in
Los Angeles. As she was leaving for the West coast, the Swami uttered a
Sanskrit benediction and told her that he would soon meet her there. She
proceeded straight to the home of Mrs. S. K. Blodgett, where her brother was
staying, and after spending a few minutes with the patient, asked Mrs. Blodgett
whether her brother might be permitted to die in the room in which he was then
lying; for she had found a large picture of Vivekananda, hanging on the wall at
the foot of the patient's bed. Miss MacLeod told her hostess of her surprise on
seeing the picture, and Mrs. Blodgett replied that she had heard Vivekananda at
the Parliament of Religions in Chicago and thought that if ever there was a God
on earth, it was that man. (See) Miss MacLeod told her that she had just left the
Swami at Ridgely Manor, and further, that he had expressed the desire to come
to Los Angeles. The brother died within a few days, and the Swami started for
the West Coast on November 22. He broke his trip in Chicago to visit his old
friends, and upon his arrival in Los Angeles became the guest of Mrs. Blodgett,
whom he described in a letter to Mary Hale as 'fat, old, extremely witty, and
very motherly.'
The impression the Swami left in the mind of this good woman can be gathered
from the following lines of a letter written by her to Miss MacLeod after
Swamiji's passing away:
I am ever recalling those swift, bright days in that never-to-be-forgotten
winter, lived in simple freedom and kindliness. We could not choose but
to be happy and good....I knew him personally but a short time, yet in
that time I could see in a hundred ways the child side of Swamiji's
character, which was a constant appeal to the mother quality in all good
women....He would come home from a lecture, where he had been
compelled to break away from his audience — so eagerly would they
gather around him — and rush into the kitchen like a boy released from
school, with 'Now we will cook!' Presently Joe would appear and discover
the culprit among the pots and pans, and in his fine dress, who was by
thrifty, watchful Joe admonished to change to his home garments....In
the homely, old-fashioned kitchen, you and I have seen Swamiji at his
best.
Swami Vivekananda gave many lectures before large audiences in Los Angeles
and Pasadena; but alas! there was no Goodwin to record them, and most of what
he said was consequently lost. Only a little has been preserved in the
fragmentary notes of his disciples.
At the Universalist Church of Pasadena he gave his famous lecture 'Christ, the
Messenger'; and this was the only time, Miss MacLeod said later, that she saw
him enveloped in a halo. The Swami, after the lecture, was returning home
wrapped in thought, and Miss MacLeod was following at a little distance, when
suddenly she heard him say, 'I know it, I know it!'
'What do you know?' asked Miss MacLeod.
'How they make it.'
'How they make what?'
'Mulligatawny soup. They put in a dash of bay leaf for flavour.' And then he
burst into a laugh.
The Swami spent about a month at the headquarters of the 'Home of Truth' in
Los Angeles, conducted regular classes, and gave several public lectures, each of
which was attended by over a thousand people. He spoke many times on the
different aspects of raja-yoga, a subject in which Californians seemed to be
especially interested.
The Swami endeared himself to the members of the Home of Truth by his simple
manner, his great intellect, and his spiritual wisdom. Unity, the magazine of the
organization, said of him: 'There is a combination in the Swami Vivekananda of
the learning of a university president, the dignity of an archbishop, with the
grace and winsomeness of a free and natural child. Getting upon the platform,
without a moment's preparation, he would soon be in the midst of his subject,
sometimes becoming almost tragic as his mind would wander from deep
metaphysics to the prevailing conditions in Christian countries of today, whose
people go and seek to reform the Filipinos with the sword in one hand and the
Bible in the other, or in South Africa allow children of the same Father to cut
each other to pieces. In contrast to this condition of things, he described what
took place during the last great famine in India, where men would die of
starvation beside their cows rather than stretch forth a hand to kill.'
The members of the Home of Truth were not permitted to smoke. One evening
the Swami was invited for dinner by a member of the organization along with
several other friends who were all opposed to the use of tobacco. After dinner the
hostess was absent from the room for a few minutes, when the Swami, perhaps
due to his ignorance of the rule about tobacco, took out his pipe, filled it up, and
began to puff. The guests were aghast, but kept quiet. When the hostess
returned, she flew into a rage and asked the Swami if God intended men to
smoke, adding that in that case He would have furnished the human head with
a chimney for the smoke to go out.
'But He has given us the brain to invent a pipe,' the Swami said with a smile.
Everybody laughed, and the Swami was given freedom to smoke while living as
a guest in the Home of Truth.
Swami Vivekananda journeyed to Oakland as the guest of Dr. Benjamin Fay
Mills, the minister of the First Unitarian Church, and there gave eight lectures
to crowded audiences which often numbered as high as two thousand. He also
gave many public lectures in San Francisco and Alameda. People had already
read his Raja-Yoga. Impressed by his lectures, they started a centre in San
Francisco. The Swami was also offered a gift of land, measuring a hundred and
sixty acres, in the southern part of the San Antone valley; surrounded by forest
and hills, and situated at an altitude of 2500 feet, the property was only twelve
miles from the Lick Observatory on Mt. Hamilton. He at once thought of Swami
Turiyananda, who could be given charge of the place to train earnest students in
meditation.
During his trip back to New York, across the American continent, the Swami
was very much fatigued. He stopped in Chicago and Detroit on the way. In
Chicago he was the guest of the Hale family, and many old reminiscences were
exchanged. On the morning of his departure, Mary came to the Swami's room
and found him sad. His bed appeared to have been untouched, and on being
asked the reason, he confessed that he had spent the whole night without sleep.
'Oh,' he said, almost in a whisper, 'it is so difficult to break human bonds!' He
knew that this was the last time he was to visit these devoted friends.
In New York the Swami gave a few lectures at the Vedanta Society, which by
this time had enlisted the active co-operation of several professors of Harvard
and Columbia University. At the earliest opportunity he spoke to Turiyananda
about the proposed gift of land in northern California, but the latter hesitated to
accept any responsibility. The Swami said, 'It is the will of the Mother that you
should take charge of the work there.'
Swami Turiyananda was amused and said with good humour: 'Rather say it is
your will. Certainly you have not heard the Mother communicate Her will to you
in that way. How can you hear the words of the Mother?'
'Yes, brother,' the Swami said with great emotion. 'Yes, the words of the Mother
can be heard as clearly as we hear one another. But one requires a fine nerve to
hear Mother's words.'
Swami Vivekananda made this statement with such fervour that his brother
disciple felt convinced that the Divine Mother was speaking through him. He
cheerfully agreed, therefore, to take charge of Santi Ashrama, the Peace Retreat,
as the new place was called.
In parting, the Swami said to Turiyananda: 'Go and establish the Ashrama in
California. Hoist the flag of Vedanta there; from this moment destroy even the
memory of India! Above all, lead the life and Mother will see to the rest.'
The Swami visited Detroit again for a week and on July 20 sailed for Paris.
Before continuing the thread of Swami Vivekananda's life, it will be interesting
for the reader to get a glimpse of his state of mind. During the past two years,
the Swami wrote to his friends, he had gone through great mental anguish. His
message, to be sure, had begun to reach an ever-increasing number of people
both in India and in America, and naturally he had been made happy by this
fact; yet he had suffered intensely on account of 'poverty, treachery, and my own
foolishness,' as he wrote to Mary Hale on February 20, 1900. Though his
outward appearance was that of a stern non-dualist, he possessed a tender heart
that was often bruised by the blows of the world. To Margaret Noble he wrote on
December 6, 1899: 'Some people are made that way — to love being miserable. If
I did not break my heart over the people I was born amongst, I would do it for
somebody else. I am sure of that. This is the way of some — I am coming to see
it. We are all after happiness, true, but some are only happy in being unhappy —
queer, is it not?'
How sensitive he was to the sufferings of men! 'I went years ago to the
Himalayas,' he wrote to an American friend on December 12, 1899, 'never to
come back — and my sister committed suicide, the news reached me there, and
that weak heart flung me off from the prospect of peace! It is the weak heart that
has driven me out of India to seek some help for those I love, and here I am!
Peace have I sought, but the heart, that seat of bhakti, would not allow me to
find it. Struggle and torture, torture and struggle! Well, so be it then, since it is
my fate; and the quicker it is over, the better.'
His health had been indifferent even before he had left for the West. 'This sort of
nervous body,' he wrote on November 15, 1899, 'is just an instrument to play
great music at times, and at times to moan in darkness.' While in America, he
was under the treatment of an osteopath and a 'magnetic healer,' but received no
lasting benefit. At Los Angeles he got the news of the serious illness of his
brother disciple Niranjan. Mr. Sturdy, his beloved English disciple, had given up
the Swami because he felt that the teacher was not living in the West the life of
an ascetic. Miss Henrietta Müller, who had helped him financially to buy the
Belur Math, left him on account of his illness; she could not associate sickness
with holiness. One of the objects of the Swami's visit to California was to raise
money to promote his various activities in India: people came to his meetings in
large numbers, but of money he received very little. He suffered a bereavement
in the passing away of his devoted friend Mr. George Hale of Chicago. Reports
about the work in New York caused him much anxiety. Swami Abhedananda
was not getting on well with some of Vivekananda's disciples, and Mr. Leggett
severed his relationship with the Society. All these things, like so many claws,
pierced Vivekananda's heart. Further, perhaps he now felt that his mission on
earth was over. He began to lose interest in work. The arrow, however, was still
flying, carried, by its original impetus; but it was approaching the end, when it
would fall to the ground.
The Swami longed to return to India. On January 17, 1900, he wrote to Mrs. Ole
Bull that he wanted to build a hut on the bank of the Ganga and spend the rest
of his life there with his mother: 'She has suffered much through me. I must try
to smooth her last days. Do you know, this was just exactly what the great
Sankaracharya himself had to do. He had to go back to his mother in the last few
days of her life. I accept it. I am resigned.'
In the same letter to Mrs. Ole Bull he wrote: 'I am but a child; what work have I
to do? My powers I passed over to you. I see it. I cannot any more tell from the
platform. Don't tell it to anyone — not even to Joe. I am glad. I want rest; not
that I am tired, but the next phase will be the miraculous touch and not the
tongue — like Ramakrishna's. The word has gone to you and the boys, and to
Margot.' (Referring to Sister Nivedita.)
He was fast losing interest in active work. On April 7, 1900, he wrote to a friend:
'My boat is nearing the calm harbour from which it is never more to be driven
out. Glory, glory unto Mother! (Referring to the Divine Mother of the Universe.) I have
no wish, no ambition now. Blessed be Mother! I am the servant of Ramakrishna.
I am merely a machine. I know nothing else. Nor do I want to know.'
To another friend he wrote, on April 12, in similar vein:
Work always brings dirt with it. I paid for the accumulated dirt with bad
health. I am glad my mind is all the better for it. There is a mellowness
and a calmness in life now, which never was before. I am learning now
how to be attached as well as detached — and mentally becoming my own
master.... Mother is doing Her own work. I do not worry much now.
Moths like me die by the thousands every minute. Her work goes on all
the same. Glory unto Mother!...For me — alone and drifting about in the
will-current of the Mother has been my life. The moment I have tried to
break it, that moment I was hurt. Her will be done....I am happy, at peace
with myself, and more of the sannyasin than I ever was. The love for my
own kith and kin is growing less every day — for Mother, increasing.
Memories of long nights of vigil with Sri Ramakrishna, under the
Dakshineswar banyan tree, are waking up once more. And work? What is
work? Whose work? Whom to work for? I am free. I am Mother's child.
She works, She plays. Why should I plan? What shall I plan? Things
came and went, just as She liked, without my planning, in spite of my
planning. We are Her automata. She is the wire-puller.
With the approaching end of his mission and earthly life, he realized ever more
clearly how like a stage this world is. In August 1899 he wrote to Miss Marie
Halboister: 'This toy world would not be here, this play could not go on, if we
were knowing players. We must play blindfolded. Some of us have taken the part
of the rogue of the play; some, of the hero — never mind, it is all play. This is the
only consolation. There are demons and lions and tigers and what not on the
stage, but they are all muzzled. They snap but cannot bite. The world cannot
touch our souls. If you want, even if the body be torn and bleeding, you may
enjoy the greatest peace in your mind. And the way to that is to attain
hopelessness. Do you know that? Not the imbecile attitude of despair, but the
contempt of the conqueror for the things he has attained, for the things he has
struggled for and then thrown aside as beneath his worth.'
To Mary Hale, who 'has been always the sweetest note in my jarring and
clashing life,' he wrote on March 26,1900:
This is to let you know 'I am very happy.' Not that I am getting into a
shadowy optimism, but my power of suffering is increasing. I am being
lifted up above the pestilential miasma of this world's joys and sorrows.
They are losing their meaning. It is a land of dreams. It does not matter
whether one enjoys or weeps — they are but dreams, and as such must
break sooner or later....I am attaining peace that passeth understanding
— which is neither joy nor sorrow, but something above them both. Tell
Mother (Referring to Mrs. Hale) that. My passing through the valley of
death — physical, mental — these last two years, has helped me in this.
Now I am nearing that Peace, the eternal Silence. Now I mean to see
things as they are — everything in that Peace — perfect in its way. 'He
whose joy is only in himself, whose desires are only in himself' he has
learnt his lessons. This is the great lesson that we are here to learn
through myriads of births and heavens and hells: There is nothing to be
sought for, asked for, desired, beyond one's self. The greatest thing I can
obtain is myself. I am free — therefore I require none else for my
happiness. Alone through eternity — ;because I was free, am free, and
will remain free for ever. This is Vedantism. I preached the theory so
long, but oh, joy! Mary, my dear sister, I am realizing it now every day.
Yes, I am. I am free — Alone — Alone. I am, the One without a second.
Vivekananda's eyes were looking at the light of another world, his real abode.
And how vividly and touchingly he expressed his nostalgic yearning to return to
it, in his letter of April 18, 1900, written from Alameda, California, to Miss
MacLeod, his ever loyal Joe:
Just now I received your and Mrs. Bull's welcome letter. I direct this to
London. I am so glad Mrs. Leggett is on the sure way to recovery.
I am so sorry Mr. Leggett resigned the presidentship.
Well, I keep quiet for fear of making further trouble. You know my
methods are extremely harsh, and once roused I may rattle Abhedananda
too much for his peace of mind.
I wrote to him only to tell him his notions about Mrs. Bull are entirely
wrong.
Work is always difficult. Pray for me, Joe, that my work may stop for ever
and my whole soul be absorbed in Mother. Her work She knows.
You must be glad to be in London once more — the old friends — give
them all my love and gratitude.
I am well, very well mentally. I feel the rest of the soul more than that of
the body. The battles are lost and won. I have bundled my things and am
waiting for the Great Deliverer.
'Siva, O Siva, carry my boat to the other shore!'
After all, Joe, I am only the boy who used to listen with rapt wonderment
to the wonderful words of Ramakrishna under the banyan at
Dakshineswar. That is my true nature — works and activities, doing good
and so forth, are all superimpositions. Now I again hear his voice, the
same old voice thrilling my soul. Bonds are breaking — love dying, work
becoming tasteless — the glamour is off life. Now only the voice of the
Master calling. — I come, Lord, I come.' — 'Let the dead bury the dead.
Follow thou Me.' — 'I come, my beloved Lord, I come.'
Yes, I come, Nirvana is before me. I feel it at times, the same infinite
ocean of peace, without a ripple, a breath.
I am glad I was born, glad I suffered so, glad I did make big blunders,
glad to enter peace. I leave none bound, I take no bonds. Whether this
body will fall and release me or I enter into freedom in the body, the old
man is gone, gone for ever, never to come back again!
The guide, the guru, the leader, the teacher, has passed away; the boy,
the student, the servant, is left behind.
You understand why I do not want to meddle with Abhedananda. Who
am I to meddle with any, Joe? I have long given up my place as a leader
— I have no right to raise my voice. Since the beginning of this year I
have not dictated anything in India. You know that. Many thanks for
what you and Mrs. Bull have been to me in the past. All blessings follow
you ever. The sweetest moments of my life have been when I was drifting.
I am drifting again — with the bright warm sun ahead and masses of
vegetation around — and in the heat everything is so still, so calm — and
I am drifting, languidly — in the warm heart of the river. I dare not make
a splash with my hands or feet — for fear of breaking the wonderful
stillness, stillness that makes you feel sure it is an illusion!
Behind my work was ambition, behind my love was personality, behind
my purity was fear, behind my guidance the thirst for power. Now they
are vanishing and I drift. I come, Mother, I come, in Thy warm bosom,
floating wheresoever Thou takest me, in the voiceless, in the strange, in
the wonderland, I come — a spectator, no more an actor.
Oh, it is so calm! My thoughts seem to come from a great, great distance
in the interior of my own heart. They seem like faint, distant whispers,
and peace is upon everything, sweet, sweet peace — like that one feels for
a few moments just before falling into sleep, when things are seen and
felt like shadows — without fear, without love, without emotion — peace
that one feels alone, surrounded with statues and pictures.—I come,
Lord, I come.
The world is, but not beautiful nor ugly, but as sensations without
exciting any emotion. Oh, Joe, the blessedness of it! Everything is good
and beautiful; for things are all losing their relative proportions to me —
my body among the first. Om That Existence!
I hope great things come to you all in London and Paris. Fresh joy —
fresh benefits to mind and body.
But the arrow of Swami Vivekananda's life had not yet finished its flight. Next
he was to be seen in Paris participating in the Congress of the History of
Religions, held on the occasion of the Universal Exposition. This Congress,
compared with the Parliament of Religions of Chicago, was a rather tame affair.
The discussion was limited to technical theories regarding the origin of the
rituals of religion; for the Catholic hierarchy, evidently not wanting a repetition
of the triumph of Oriental ideas in the American Parliament, did not allow any
discussion of religious doctrines. Swami Vivekananda, on account of his failing
health, took part in only two sessions. He repudiated the theory of the German
orientalist Gustav Oppert that the Siva lingam was a mere phallic symbol. He
described the Vedas as the common basis of both Hinduism and Buddhism, and
held that both Krishna and the Bhagavad Gita were prior to Buddhism. Further,
he rejected the theory of the Hellenic influence on the drama, art, literature,
astrology, and other sciences developed in India.
In Paris he came to know his distinguished countryman J. C. Bose, the
discoverer of the life and nervous system in plants, who had been invited to join
the scientific section of the Congress. The Swami referred to the Indian scientist
as 'the pride and glory of Bengal.'
In Paris Swami Vivekananda was the guest of Mr. and Mrs. Leggett, at whose
house he met many distinguished people. Among these was the young Duke of
Richelieu, a scion of an old and aristocratic family of France. The title had been
created by Louis XIII, and one of the ancestors of the Duke had been Premier
under Louis XVIII. Born in Paris, educated at a Jesuit school in France, and
later graduated from the University of Aix-en-Provence, the Duke of Richelieu
became greatly attached to the Swami and visited him frequently. On the eve of
Vivekananda's departure from Paris, the Swami asked the Duke if he would
renounce the world and become his disciple. The Duke wanted to know what he
would gain in return for such renunciation, and the Swami said, 'I shall give you
the desire for death.' When asked to explain, the Swami declared that he would
give the Duke such a state of mind that when confronted by death he would
laugh at it. But the Duke preferred to pursue a worldly career, though he
cherished a lifelong devotion to Swami Vivekananda.
During his stay in Paris the Swami met such prominent people as Professor
Patrick Geddes of Edinburgh University, Pere Hyacinthe, Hiram Maxim, Sarah
Bernhardt, Jules Bois, and Madame Emma Calve. Pere Hyacinthe, a Carmelite
monk who had renounced his vows, had married an American lady and assumed
the name of Charles Loyson. The Swami, however, always addressed him by his
old monastic name and described him as endowed with 'a very sweet nature' and
the temperament of a lover of God. Maxim, the inventor of the gun associated
with his name, was a great connoisseur and lover of India and China. Sarah
Bernhardt also bore a great love for India, which she often described as 'very
ancient, very civilized.' To visit India was the dream of her life.
Madame Calve the Swami had met in America, and now he came to know her
more intimately. She became one of his devoted followers. 'She was born poor,'
he once wrote of her, 'but by her innate talents, prodigious labour and diligence,
and after wrestling against much hardship, she is now enormously rich and
commands respect from kings and emperors....The rare combination of beauty,
youth, talents, and "divine" voice has assigned Calve the highest place among
the singers of the West. There is, indeed, no better teacher than misery and
poverty. That constant fight against the dire poverty, misery, and hardship of
the days of her girlhood, which has led to her present triumph over them, has
brought into her life a unique sympathy and a depth of thought with a wide
outlook.'
After the Swami's passing away, Madame Calve visited the Belur Math, the
headquarters of the Ramakrishna Mission. In old age she embraced the Catholic
faith and had to give up, officially, her allegiance to Swami Vivekananda. But
one wonders whether she was able to efface him from her heart.
Jules Bois, with whom the Swami stayed for a few days in Paris, was a
distinguished writer. 'We have,' the Swami wrote to a disciple, 'many great ideas
in common and feel happy together.'
Most of the Swami's time in Paris was devoted to the study of French culture
and especially the language. He wrote a few letters in French. About the culture,
his appreciation was tempered with criticism. He spoke of Paris as the 'home of
liberty'; there the ethics and society of the West had been formed, and its
university had been the model of all others. But in a letter to Swami
Turiyananda, dated September 1, 1900, he also wrote: 'The people of France are
mere intellectualists. They run after worldly things and firmly believe God and
souls to be mere superstitions; they are extremely loath to talk on such subjects.
This is truly a materialistic country.'
After the Congress of the History of Religions was concluded, the Swami spent a
few days at Lannion in Brittany, as the guest of Mrs. Ole Bull. Sister Nivedita,
who had just returned from America, was also in the party. There, in his
conversations, the Swami dwelt mostly on Buddha and his teachings.
Contrasting Buddhism with Hinduism, he one day said that the former exhorted
men to 'realize all this as illusion,' while Hinduism asked them to 'realize that
within the illusion is the Real.' Of how this was to be done, Hinduism never
presumed to enunciate any rigid law. The Buddhist command could only be
carried out through monasticism; the Hindu might be fulfilled through any state
of life. All alike were roads to the One Real. One of the highest and the greatest
expressions of the Faith is put into the mouth of a butcher, preaching, by the
orders of a married woman, to a sannyasin.* Thus Buddhism became the
religion of a monastic order, but Hinduism, in spite of its exaltation of
monasticism, remains ever the religion of faithfulness to daily duty, whatever it
may be, as the path by which man may attain to God.
From Lannion, on St. Michael's Day, he visited Mont St. Michel. He was struck
by the similarity between the rituals of Hinduism and Roman Catholicism. He
said, 'Christianity is not alien to Hinduism.'
Nivedita took leave of the Swami in Brittany and departed for England in order
to raise funds for her work on behalf of Indian women. While giving her his
blessings, the Swami said: 'There is a peculiar sect of Mohammedans who are
reported to be so fanatical that they take each new-born babe and expose it,
saying, "If God made thee, perish! If Ali made thee, live!" Now this which they
say to the child, I say, but in the opposite sense, to you, tonight — "Go forth into
the world, and there, if I made you, be destroyed. If Mother made you, live!"'
Perhaps the Swami remembered how some of his beloved Western disciples,
unable to understand the profundity of his life and teachings, had deserted him.
He also realized the difficulties Westerners experienced in identifying
themselves completely with the customs of India. He had told Nivedita, before
they left India, that she must resume, as if she had never broken them off, all
her old habits and social customs of the West.
On October 24, 1900, Swami Vivekananda left Paris for the East, by way of
Vienna and Constantinople. Besides the Swami, the party consisted of Monsieur
and Madame Loyson, Jules Bois, Madame Calve, and Miss MacLeod. The Swami
was Calve's guest.
In Vienna the Swami remarked, 'If Turkey is called "the sick man of Europe,"
Austria ought to be called "the sick woman of Europe"!' The party arrived in
Constantinople after passing through Hungary, Serbia, Romania, and Bulgaria.
Next the Swami and his friends came to Athens. They visited several islands
and a Greek monastery. From Athens they sailed to Egypt and the Swami was
delighted to visit the museum in Cairo. While in Cairo, he and his women
devotees, one day, in the course of sightseeing, unknowingly entered the part of
the city in which the girls of ill fame lived, and when the inmates hurled coarse
jokes at the Swami from their porches, the ladies wanted to take him away; but
he refused to go. Some of the prostitutes came into the street, and the ladies saw
from a distance that they knelt before him and kissed the hem of his garment.
Presently the Swami joined his friends and drove away.
In Cairo the Swami had a presentiment that something had happened to Mr.
Sevier. He became restless to return to India, took the first available boat, and
sailed for Bombay alone.
Throughout his European tour the Swami's friends had noticed that he was
becoming more and more detached from the spectacle of external things, and
buried in meditation. A sort of indifference to the world was gradually
overpowering him. On August 14 he had written to a friend that he did not
expect to live long. From Paris he wrote to Turiyananda: 'My body and mind are
broken down; I need rest badly. In addition there is not a single person on whom
I can depend; on the other hand, as long as I live, all will be very selfish,
depending upon me for everything.' In Egypt the Swami had seemed to be
turning the last pages of his life-experience. One of the party later remarked,
'How tired and world-weary he seemed!' Nivedita, who had had the opportunity
of observing him closely during his second trip to the West, writes:
The outstanding impression made by the Swami's bearing during all
these months of European and American life, was one of almost complete
indifference to his surroundings. Current estimates of value left him
entirely unaffected. He was never in any way startled or incredulous
under success, being too deeply convinced of the greatness of the Power
that worked through him, to be surprised by it. But neither was he
unnerved by external failure. Both victory and defeat would come and go.
He was their witness....He moved fearless and unhesitant through the
luxury of the West. As determinedly as I had seen him in India, dressed
in the two garments of simple folk, sitting on the floor and eating with his
fingers, so, equally without doubt or shrinking, was his acceptance of the
complexity of the means of living in America or France. Monk and king,
he said, were the obverse and reverse of a single medal. From the use of
the best to the renunciation of all was but one step. India had thrown all
her prestige in the past round poverty. Some prestige was in the future to
be cast round wealth.
For some time the Swami had been trying to disentangle himself from the
responsibilities of work. He had already transferred the property of the Belur
Math from his own name to the Trustees of the organization. On August 25,
1900, he had written to Nivedita from Paris:
Now, I am free, as I have kept no power or authority or position for me in
the work. I also have resigned the Presidentship of the Ramakrishna
Mission. The Math etc. belong now to the immediate disciples of
Ramakrishna except myself. The Presidentship is now Brahmananda's —
next it will fall on Premananda etc., in turn. I am so glad a whole load is
off me. Now I am happy.... I no longer represent anybody, nor am I
responsible to anybody. As to my friends, I had a morbid sense of
obligation. I have thought well and find I owe nothing to anybody — if
anything. I have given my best energies, unto death almost, and received
only hectoring and mischief-making and botheration&....
Your letter indicates that I am jealous of your new friends. You must
know once for all I am born without jealousy, without avarice, without
the desire to rule& #151; whatever other vices I may be born with. I
never directed you before; now, after I am nobody in the work, I have no
direction whatever. I only know this much: So long as you serve 'Mother'
with a whole heart, She will be your guide.
I never had any jealousy about what friends you made. I never criticized
my brethren for mixing up in anything. Only I do believe the Western
people have the peculiarity of trying to force upon others whatever seems
good to them, forgetting that what is good for you may not be good for
others. As such I am afraid you would try to force upon others whatever
turn your mind might take in contact with new friends. That was the only
reason I sometimes tried to stop any particular influence, and nothing
else.
You are free. Have your own choice, your own work....
Friends or foes, they are all instruments in Her hands to help us work out
our own karma, through pleasure or pain. As such, 'Mother' bless all.
How did America impress Swami Vivekananda during his second visit to the
West? What impressions did he carry to India of the state of things in the New
World? During his first visit he had been enthusiastic about almost everything
he saw — the power, the organization, the material prosperity, the democracy,
and the spirit of freedom and justice. But now he was greatly disillusioned. In
America's enormous combinations and ferocious struggle for supremacy he
discovered the power of Mammon. He saw that the commercial spirit was
composed, for the most part, of greed, selfishness, and a struggle for privilege
and power. He was disgusted with the ruthlessness of wealthy business men,
swallowing up the small tradespeople by means of large combinations. That was
indeed tyranny. He could admire an organization; 'but what beauty is there
among a pack of wolves?' he said to a disciple. He also noticed, in all their
nakedness, the social vices and the arrogance of race, religion, and colour.
America, he confided to Miss MacLeod, would not be the instrument to
harmonize East and West.
During his trip through Eastern Europe, from Paris to Constantinople, he smelt
war. He felt the stench of it rising on all sides. 'Europe,' he remarked, 'is a vast
military camp.'
But the tragedy of the West had not been altogether unperceived by him even
during his first visit. As early as 1895 he said to Sister Christine: 'Europe is on
the edge of a volcano. If the fire is not extinguished by a flood of spirituality, it
will erupt.'
One cannot but be amazed at the Swami's prophetic intuition as expressed
through the following remarks made to Christine in 1896: 'The next upheaval
will come from Russia or China. I cannot see clearly which, but it will be either
the one or the other.' He further said: 'The world is in the third epoch, under the
domination of the vaisya. The fourth epoch will be under that of the sudra.'*
TOWARDS THE END
Swami Vivekananda disembarked in Bombay and immediately entrained for
Calcutta, arriving at the Belur Math late in the evening of December 9, 1900.
The Swami had not informed anybody of his return. The gate of the monastery
was locked for the night. He heard the dinner bell, and in his eagerness to join
the monks at their meal, scaled the gate. There was great rejoicing over his
homecoming.
At the Math Swami Vivekananda was told about the passing away of his beloved
disciple Mr. Sevier at Mayavati in the Himalayas. This was the sad news of
which he had had a presentiment in Egypt. He was greatly distressed, and on
December 11 wrote to Miss MacLeod: 'Thus two great Englishmen (The other was
Mr. Goodwin.) gave up their lives for us — us, the Hindus. This is martyrdom, if
anything is.' Again he wrote to her on December 26: 'He was cremated on the
bank of the river that flows by his ashrama, a la Hindu, covered with garlands,
the brahmins carrying the body and the boys chanting the Vedas. The cause has
already two martyrs. It makes me love dear England and its heroic breed. The
Mother is watering the plant of future India with the best blood of England.
Glory unto Her!'
The Swami stayed at the Math for eighteen days and left for Mayavati to see
Mrs. Sevier. The distance from the railroad station to the monastery at
Mayavati was sixty-five miles. The Swami did not give the inmates sufficient
time to arrange for his comfortable transportation.
He left the railroad station in a hurry in the company of Shivananda and
Sadananda. The winter of that year was particularly severe in the Himalayas;
there was a heavy snowfall on the way, and in his present state of health he
could hardly walk. He reached the monastery, however, on January 3, 1901.
The meeting with Mrs. Sevier stirred his emotions. He was delighted, however,
to see the magnificent view of the eternal snow and also the progress of the
work. Because of the heavy winter, he was forced to stay indoors most of the
time. It was a glorious occasion for the members of the ashrama. The Swami's
conversation was inspiring. He spoke of the devotion of his Western disciples to
his cause, and in this connexion particularly mentioned the name of Mr. Sevier.
He also emphasized the necessity of loyalty to the work undertaken, loyalty to
the leader, and loyalty to the organization. But the leader, the Swami said, must
command respect and obedience by his character. While at Mayavati, in spite of
a suffocating attack of asthma, he was busy with his huge correspondence and
wrote three articles for the magazine Prabuddha Bharata. The least physical
effort exhausted him. One day he exclaimed, 'My body is done for!'
The Advaita Ashrama at Mayavati had been founded, as may be remembered,
with a view to enabling its members to develop their spiritual life through the
practice of the non-dualistic discipline. All forms of ritual and worship were
strictly excluded. But some of the members, accustomed to rituals, had set apart
a room as the shrine, where a picture of Sri Ramakrishna was installed and
worshipped daily. One morning the Swami chanced to enter this room while the
worship was going on. He said nothing at that time, but in the evening severely
reprimanded the inmates for violating the rules of the monastery. As he did not
want to hurt their feelings too much, he did not ask them to discontinue the
worship, but it was stopped by the members themselves.
One of them, however, whose heart was set on dualistic worship, asked the
advice of the Holy Mother. She wrote: 'Sri Ramakrishna was all Advaita and
preached Advaita. Why should you not follow Advaita? All his disciples are
Advaitins.'
After his return to the Belur Math, the Swami said in the course of a
conversation: 'I thought of having one centre at least from which the external
worship of Sri Ramakrishna would be excluded. But I found that the Old Man
had already established himself even there. Well! Well!'
The above incident should not indicate any lack of respect in Swami
Vivekananda for Sri Ramakrishna or dualistic worship. During the last few
years of his life he showed a passionate love for the Master. Following his return
to the Belur Math he arranged, as will be seen presently, the birthday festival of
Sri Ramakrishna and the worship of the Divine Mother, according to traditional
rituals.
The Swami's real nature was that of a lover of God, though he appeared
outwardly as a philosopher. But in all his teachings, both in India and abroad,
he had emphasized the non-dualistic philosophy. For Ultimate Reality, in the
Hindu spiritual tradition, is non-dual. Dualism is a stage on the way to nondualism.
Through non-dualism alone, in the opinion of the Swami, can the
different dualistic concepts of the Personal God be harmonized. Without the
foundation of the non-dualistic Absolute, dualism breeds fanaticism,
exclusiveness, and dangerous emotionalism. He saw both in India and abroad a
caricature of dualism in the worship conducted in the temples, churches, and
other places of worship.
In India the Swami found that non-dualism had degenerated into mere dry
intellectual speculation. And so he wanted to restore non-dualism to its pristine
purity. With that end in view he had established the Advaita Ashrama at
Mayavati, overlooking the gorgeous eternal snow of the Himalayas, where the
mind naturally soars to the contemplation of the Infinite, and there he had
banned all vestiges of dualistic worship. In the future, the Swami believed, all
religions would receive a new orientation from the non-dualistic doctrine and
spread goodwill among men.
On his way to Mayavati Swami Vivekananda had heard the melancholy news of
the passing away of the Raja of Khetri, his faithful disciple, who had borne the
financial burden of his first trip to America. The Raja had undertaken the
repairing of a high tower of the Emperor Akbar's tomb near Agra, and one day,
while inspecting the work, had missed his footing, fallen several feet, and died.
'Thus', wrote the Swami to Mary Hale, 'we sometimes come to grief on account of
our zeal for antiquity. Take care, Mary, don't be too zealous about your piece of
Indian antiquity.' (Referring to himself.) 'So you see', the Swami wrote to Mary
again, 'things are gloomy with me just now and my own health is wretched. Yet I
am sure to bob up soon and am waiting for the next turn.'
The Swami left Mayavati on January 18, and travelled four days on slippery
slopes, partly through snow, before reaching the railroad station. He arrived at
the Belur Math on January 24.
Swami Vivekananda had been in his monastery for seven weeks when pressing
invitations for a lecture trip began to pour in from East Bengal. His mother,
furthermore, had expressed an earnest desire to visit the holy places situated in
that part of India. On January 26 he wrote to Mrs. Ole Bull: 'I am going to take
my mother on pilgrimage....This is the one great wish of a Hindu widow. I have
brought only misery to my people all my life. I am trying to fulfil this one wish of
hers.'
On March 18, in the company of a large party of his sannyasin disciples, the
Swami left for Dacca, the chief city of East Bengal, and arrived the next day. He
was in poor health, suffering from both asthma and diabetes. During an
asthmatic attack, when the pain was acute, he said half dreamily: 'What does it
matter! I have given them enough for fifteen hundred years.' But he had hardly
any rest. People besieged him day and night for instruction. In Dacca he
delivered two public lectures and also visited the house of Nag Mahashay, where
he was entertained by the saint's wife.
Next he proceeded to Chandranath, a holy place near Chittagong, and to sacred
Kamakhya in Assam. While in Assam he spent several days at Shillong in order
to recover his health, and there met Sir Henry Cotton, the chief Government
official and a friend of the Indians in their national aspiration. The two
exchanged many ideas, and at Sir Henry's request the Government physician
looked after the Swami's health.
Vivekananda returned to the Belur Monastery in the second week of May.
Concerning the impressions of his trip, he said that a certain part of Assam was
endowed with incomparable natural beauty. The people of East Bengal were
more sturdy, active, and resolute than those of West Bengal. But in religious
views they were rather conservative and even fanatical. He had found that some
of the gullible people believed in pseudo-Incarnations, several of whom were
living at that time in Dacca itself. The Swami had exhorted the people to
cultivate manliness and the faculty of reasoning. To a sentimental young man of
Dacca he had said: 'My boy, take my advice; develop your muscles and brain by
eating good food and by healthy exercise, and then you will be able to think for
yourself. Without nourishing food your brain seems to have weakened a little.'
On another occasion, in a public meeting, he had declared, referring to youth
who had very little physical stamina, 'You will be nearer to Heaven through
football than through the study of the Gita.'
The brother disciples and his own disciples were much concerned about the
Swami's health, which was going from bad to worse. The damp climate of Bengal
did not suit him at all; it aggravated his asthma, and further, he was very, very
tired. He was earnestly requested to lead a quiet life, and to satisfy his friends
the Swami lived in the monastery for about seven months in comparative
retirement. They tried to entertain him with light talk. But he could not be
dissuaded from giving instruction to his disciples whenever the occasion arose.
He loved his room on the second storey, in the southeast corner of the monastery
building, to which he joyfully returned from his trips to the West or other parts
of India. This large room with four windows and three doors served as both
study and bedroom. In the corner to the right of the entrance door stood a mirror
about five feet high, and near this, a rack with his ochre clothes. In the middle of
the room was an iron bedstead with a spring mattress, which had been given to
him by one of his Western disciples. But he seldom used it; for he preferred to
sleep on a small couch placed by its side. A writing-table with letters,
manuscripts, pen, ink, paper, and blotting-pad, a call-bell, some flowers in a
metal vase, a photograph of the Master, a deer-skin which he used at the time of
meditation, and a small table with a tea-set completed the furnishings.
Here he wrote, gave instruction to his disciples and brother monks, received
friends, communed with God in meditation, and sometimes ate his meals. And it
was in this room that he ultimately entered into the final ecstasy from which he
never returned to ordinary consciousness. The room has been preserved as it was
while the Swami was in his physical body, everything in it being kept as on the
last day of his life, the calendar on the wall reading July 4, 1902.
On December 19, 1900, he wrote to an American disciple: 'Verily I am a bird of
passage. Gay and busy Paris, grim old Constantinople, sparkling little Athens,
and pyramidal Cairo are left behind, and here I am writing in my room on the
Ganga, in the Math. It is so quiet and still! The broad river is dancing in the
bright sunshine, only now and then an occasional cargo boat breaking the silence
with the splashing of the waves. It is the cold season here, but the middle of the
day is warm and bright every day. It is like the winter of southern California.
Everything is green and gold, and the grass is like velvet, yet the air is cold and
crisp and delightful.'
After the Swami's return from East Bengal he lived a relaxed life in the
monastery, surrounded by his pet animals: the dog Bagha, the she-goat Hansi,
an antelope, a stork, several cows and sheep and ducks and geese, and a kid
called Matru who was adorned with a collar of little bells, and with whom the
Swami ran and played like a child. The animals adored him, Matru, the little
kid, who had been — so he pretended — a relation of his in a previous existence,
slept in his room. When it died he grieved like a child and said to a disciple:
'How strange! Whomsoever I love dies early.' Before milking Hansi for his tea, he
always asked her permission. Bagha who took part in the Hindu ceremonies,
went to bathe in the Ganga with the devotees on sacred occasions, as for
instance when the gongs and conchs announced the end of an eclipse. He was, in
a sense, the leader of the group of animals at the Math. After his death he was
given a burial in the grounds of the monastery.
Referring to his pet animals he wrote to an American disciple on September 7,
1901: 'The rains have come down in right earnest, and it is a deluge — pouring,
pouring, pouring, night and day. The river is rising, flooding the banks; the
ponds and tanks have overflowed. I have just now returned from lending a hand
in cutting a deep drain to take off the water from the Math grounds. The
rainwater stands at places some feet deep. My huge stork is full of glee and so
are the ducks and geese. My tame antelope fled from the Math and gave us some
days of anxiety in finding him out. One of my ducks unfortunately died
yesterday. She had been gasping for breath more than a week. One of my
waggish old monks says, "Sir, it is no use living in the Kaliyuga, when ducks
catch cold from damp and rain, and frogs sneeze!" One of the geese had her
plumes falling off. Knowing no other method of treatment, I left her some
minutes in a tub of water mixed with mild carbolic, so that it might either kill or
heal — and she is all right now.'
Thus Swami Vivekananda tried to lead a carefree life at the monastery,
sometimes going about the grounds clad in his loin-cloth, sometimes supervising
the cooking arrangements and himself preparing some delicacies for the
inmates, and sometimes joining his disciples and brother monks in the singing of
devotional music. At other times he imparted spiritual instruction to the visitors,
or engaged in deep thought whenever his inner spirit was stirred up, occupied
himself with serious study in his room, or explained to the members of the Math
the intricate passages of the scriptures and unfolded to them his scheme of
future work.
Though his body was wearing away day by day, his mind was luminous. At times
his eyes assumed a far-away look, showing how tired he was of the world. One
day he said, 'For one thing we may be grateful: this life is not eternal.'
The illness did not show any sign of abatement, but that did not dampen his
spirit to work. When urged to rest, he said to a disciple: 'My son, there is no rest
for me. That which Sri Ramakrishna called "Kali" took possession of my body
and soul three or four days before his passing away. That makes me work and
work and never lets me keep still or look to my personal comfort.' Then he told
the disciple how the Master, before his passing away, had transmitted his
spiritual power to him. (See)
During the later part of 1901 the Swami observed all the religious festivals at
the Math. The Divine Mother was worshipped in strict orthodox fashion during
the Durga-puja, Lakshmi-puja and Kali-puja. On the occasion of the Durga-puja
the poor were given a sumptuous feast. Thus the Swami demonstrated the
efficacy of religious rituals in the development of the spiritual life. In February
1902 the birth anniversary of Sri Ramakrishna was celebrated at the Belur
Math, and over thirty thousand devotees gathered for the occasion. But the
Swami was feverish. He was confined to his room by the swelling of his legs.
From the windows he watched the dancing and the music of the devotees.
To the disciple who was attending him the Swami said: 'He who has realized the
Atman becomes a storehouse of great power. From him as the centre a spiritual
force emanates, working within a certain radius; people who come within this
circle become inspired with his ideas and are overwhelmed by them. Thus
without much religious striving they derive benefit from the spiritual experience
of an illumined person. This is called grace.' 'Blessed are those,' the Swami
continued, 'who have seen Sri Ramakrishna. All of you, too, will get his vision.
When you have come here, you are very near to him. Nobody has been able to
understand him who came on earth as Sri Ramakrishna. Even his own nearest
devotees have no real clue to it. Only some have a little inkling of it. All will
understand in time.'
It is said that the spot immediately beneath a lamp is dark. And so it was that
the orthodox people of the neighbouring villages hardly understood the ideas and
ideals of the Belur Math. The monks there did not in all respects lead the life of
orthodox sannyasins. Devotees from abroad frequented the monastery. In
matters of food and dress the inmates were liberal. Thus they became the butt of
criticism. The villagers invented scandals about them and the passengers on the
boats passing along the Ganga would point out the monastery with an accusing
finger.
When the Swami heard all this he said: 'That is good. It is a law of nature. That
is the way with all founders of religion. Without persecution superior ideas
cannot penetrate into the heart of society.'
But the criticism of the neighbours in time gave place to pride in having in their
midst so many saintly souls.
Many distinguished Indians used to visit the Swami at this time. With some of
them he discussed the idea of founding a Vedic Institution for the promotion of
the ancient Aryan culture and the knowledge of Sanskrit. This was one of the
Swami's favourite thoughts, on which he dwelt even on the last day of his life on
earth.
Towards the end of 1901 two learned Buddhists from Japan came to the Belur
Math to induce the Swami to attend a Congress of Religions that was being
contemplated in Japan at that time. One of them was the famous artist and art
critic Okakura, and the other Oda, the head priest of a Buddhist temple. The
Swami became particularly fond of Okakura and said, 'We are two brothers who
meet again, having come from the ends of the earth.' Though pressed by the
visitors, he could not accept the invitation to go to Japan, partly because of his
failing health and partly because he was sceptical that the Japanese would
appreciate the monastic ideal of the Non-dualistic Vedanta. In a letter to a
Western lady written in June 1902, the Swami made the following interesting
observation about the connexion between the monastic ideal and fidelity in
married life:
In my opinion, a race must first cultivate a great respect for motherhood,
through the sanctification and inviolability of marriage, before it can
attain to the ideal of perfect chastity. The Roman Catholics and the
Hindus, holding marriage sacred and inviolate, have produced great
chaste men and women of immense power. To the Arab, marriage is a
contract or a forceful possession, to be dissolved at will, and we do not
find there the development of the idea of the virgin of the brahmacharin.
Modern Buddhism — having fallen among races who had not yet come up
to the evolution of marriage — has made a travesty of monasticism. So
until there is developed in Japan a great and sacred ideal about marriage
(apart from mutual attraction and love), I do not see how there can be
great monks and nuns. As you have come to see that the glory of life is
chastity, so my eyes also have been opened to the necessity of this great
sanctification for the vast majority, in order that a few lifelong chaste
powers may be produced.
The Swami used to say that absolute loyalty and devotion between husbands
and wives for three successive generations find their expression in the birth of
an ideal monk.
Okakura earnestly requested the Swami to accompany him on a visit to Bodh-
Gaya, where Buddha had attained illumination. Taking advantage of several
weeks' respite from his ailment, the Swami accepted the invitation. He also
desired to see Varanasi. The trip lasted through January and February 1902,
and was a fitting end to all his wanderings. He arrived at Bodh-Gaya on the
morning of his last birthday and was received with genuine courtesy and
hospitality by the orthodox Hindu monk in charge of the temple. This and the
similar respect and affection shown by the priests in Varanasi proved the extent
of his influence over men's hearts. It may be remembered that Bodh-Gaya had
been the first of the holy places he had visited during Sri Ramakrishna's
lifetime. And some years later, when he was still an unknown monk, he had said
farewell to Varanasi with the words: 'Till that day when I fall on society like a
thunderbolt I shall visit this place no more.'
In Varanasi the Swami was offered a sum of money by a Maharaja to establish a
monastery there. He accepted the offer and, on his return to Calcutta, sent
Swami Shivananda to organize the work. Even before Swami Vivekananda's
visit to Varanasi, several young men, under the Swami's inspiration, had started
a small organization for the purpose of providing destitute pilgrims with food,
shelter, and medical aid. Delighted with their unselfish spirit, the Swami said to
them: 'You have the true spirit, my boys, and you will always have my love and
blessings! Go on bravely; never mind your poverty. Money will come. A great
thing will grow out of it, surpassing your fondest hopes.' The Swami wrote the
appeal which was published with the first report of the 'Ramakrishna Home of
Service,' as the institution came to be called. In later years it became the
premier institution of its kind started by the Ramakrishna Mission.
The Swami returned from Varanasi. But hardly had he arrived at Belur when
his illness showed signs of aggravation in the damp air of Bengal. During the
last year and a half of his life he was, off and on, under the strict supervision of
his physicians. Diabetes took the form of dropsy. His feet swelled and certain
parts of his body became hypersensitive. He could hardly close his eyes in sleep.
A native physician made him follow a very strict regime: he had to avoid water
and salt. For twenty-one days he did not allow a drop of water to pass through
his throat. To a disciple he said: 'The body is only a tool of the mind. What the
mind dictates the body will have to obey. Now I do not even think of water. I do
not miss it at all.... I see I can do anything.'
Though his body was subjected to a devitalizing illness, his mind retained its
usual vigour. During this period he was seen reading the newly published
Encyclopaedia Britannica. One of his householder disciples remarked that it was
difficult to master these twenty-five volumes in one life. But the Swami had
already finished ten volumes and was busy reading the eleventh. He told the
disciple to ask him any question from the ten volumes he had read, and to the
latter's utter amazement the Swami not only displayed his knowledge of many
technical subjects but even quoted the language of the book here and there. He
explained to the disciple that there was nothing miraculous about it. A man who
observed strict chastity in thought and action, he declared, could develop the
retentive power of the mind and reproduce exactly what he had heard or read
but once, even years before.
The regeneration of India was the ever recurring theme of the Swami's thought.
Two of the projects dear to his heart were the establishment of a Vedic College
and a convent for women. The latter was to be started on the bank of the Ganga
under the direction of the Holy Mother and was to be completely separated from
the Belur Monastery. The teachers trained in the convent were to take charge of
the education of Indian women along national lines.
But the Swami's heart always went out in sympathy for the poor and neglected
masses. During the later part of 1901 a number of Santhal labourers were
engaged in levelling the grounds about the monastery. They were poor and
outside the pale of society. The Swami felt an especial joy in talking to them, and
listened to the accounts of their misery with great compassion. One day he
arranged a feast for them and served them with delicacies that they had never
before tasted. Then, when the meal was finished, the Swami said to them: 'You
are Narayanas. Today I have entertained the Lord Himself by feeding you.'
He said to a disciple: 'I actually saw God in them. How guileless they are!'
Afterwards he said, addressing the inmates of the Belur Math:
'See how simple-hearted these poor, illiterate people are! Will you be able
to relieve their miseries to some extent at least? Otherwise of what use is
our wearing the ochre robe of the sannyasin? To be able to sacrifice
everything for the good of others is real monasticism. Sometimes I think
within myself: "What is the good of building monasteries and so forth?
Why not sell them and distribute the money among the poor, indigent
Narayanas? What homes should we care for, we who have made the tree
our shelter? Alas! How can we have the heart to put a morsel into our
mouths, when our countrymen have not enough wherewith to feed or
clothe themselves?...Mother, shall there be no redress for them?" One of
the purposes of my going out to preach religion to the West, as you know,
was to see if I could find any means of providing for the people of my
country. Seeing their poverty and distress, I think sometimes: "Let us
throw away all the paraphernalia of worship — blowing the conch and
ringing the bell and waving the lights before the image....Let us throw
away all pride of learning and study of the scriptures and all spiritual
disciplines for the attainment of personal liberation. Let us go from
village to village, devoting ourselves to the service of the poor. Let us,
through the force of our character and spirituality and our austere living,
convince the rich about their duties to the masses, and get money and the
means wherewith to serve the poor and the distressed....Alas! Nobody in
our country thinks for the low, the poor, the miserable! Those who are the
backbone of the nation, whose labour produces food, those whose one
day's absence from work raises a cry of general distress in the city —
where is the man in our country who sympathizes with them, who shares
in their joys and sorrows? Look how, for want of sympathy on the part of
the Hindus, thousands of pariahs are becoming Christians in the Madras
Presidency! Don't think that it is merely the pinch of hunger that drives
them to embrace Christianity. It is simply because they do not get your
sympathy. You are continually telling them: "Don't touch me." "Don't
touch this or that!" Is here any fellow-feeling or sense of dharma left in
the country? There is only "Don't-touchism" now! Kick out all such
degrading usages! How I wish to abolish the barriers of "Don't-touchism"
and go out and bring together one and all, crying: "Come, all ye that are
poor and destitute, fallen and downtrodden! We are one in the name of
Ramakrishna!" Unless they are elevated, the Great Mother India will
never awake! What are we good for if we cannot provide facilities for their
food and clothing? Alas, they are ignorant of the ways of the world and
hence fail to eke out a living though labouring hard day and night for it.
Gather all your forces together to remove the veil from their eyes. What I
see clear as daylight is that the same Brahman, the same Sakti, is in
them as in me! Only there is a difference in the degree of manifestation
— that is all. Have you ever seen a country in the whole history of the
world rise unless there was a uniform circulation of the national blood all
over the body? Know for certain that not much can be done with that
body one limb of which is paralysed, even though the other limbs are
healthy.'
One of the lay disciples pointed out the difficulty of establishing unity and
harmony among the diverse sects in India. Vivekananda replied with irritation:
'Don't come here any more if you think any task too difficult. Through the
grace of the Lord, everything becomes easy of achievement. Your duty is
to serve the poor and the distressed without distinction of caste and
creed. What business have you to consider the fruits of your action? Your
duty is to go on working, and everything will set itself right in time, and
work by itself. My method of work is to construct, and not to destroy that
which is already existing....You are all intelligent boys and profess to be
my disciples — tell me what you have done. Couldn't you give away one
life for the sake of others? Let the reading of Vedanta and the practice of
meditation and the like be left for the next life! Let this body go in the
service of others — and then I shall know you have not come to me in
vain!'
A little later he said:
'After so much tapasya, austerity, I have known that the highest truth is
this: "He is present in all beings. These are all the manifested forms of
Him. There is no other God to seek for! He alone is worshipping God, who
serves all beings."'
In this exhortation is found Vivekananda's message in all its vividness. These
words are addressed to India and the Western world alike. The west, too, has its
pariahs. He who exploits another man, near or distant, offends God and will pay
for it sooner or later. All men are sons of the same God, all bear within them the
same God. He who wishes to serve must serve man — and in the first instance,
man in the humblest, poorest, most degraded form. Only by breaking down the
barriers between man and man can one usher in the kingdom of heaven on
earth.
There were moments when Vivekananda felt gloomy. His body was wasting
away, and only a few young men came forward to help him in his work. He
wanted more of them who, fired with indomitable faith in God and in
themselves, would renounce everything for the welfare of others. He used to say
that with a dozen such people he could divert into a new channel the whole
thought-current of the country. Disregarding his physical suffering, he
constantly inspired his disciples to cultivate this new faith.
Thus we see him, one day, seated on a canvas cot under the mango tree in the
courtyard of the monastery. Sannyasins and brahmacharins about him were
busy doing their daily duties. One was sweeping the courtyard with a big broom.
Swami Premananda, after his bath, was climbing the steps to the shrine.
Suddenly Swami Vivekananda's eyes became radiant. Shaking with emotion, he
said to a disciple:
'Where will you go to seek Brahman? He is immanent in all beings. Here, here is
the visible Brahman! Shame on those who, neglecting the visible Brahman, set
their minds on other things! Here is the visible Brahman before you as tangible
as a fruit in one's hand! Can't you see? Here — here — is Brahman!'
These words struck those around him with a kind of electric shock. For a quarter
of an hour they remained glued to the spot, as if petrified. The broom in the
hand of the sweeper stopped. Premananda fell into a trance. Everyone
experienced an indescribable peace. At last the Swami said to Premananda,
'Now go to worship.'
The brother disciples tried to restrain the Swami's activities, especially
instruction to visitors and seekers. But he was unyielding. 'Look here!' he said to
them one day. 'What good is this body? Let it go in helping others. Did not the
Master preach until the very end? And shall I not do the same? I do not care a
straw if the body goes. You cannot imagine how happy I am when I find earnest
seekers after truth to talk to. In the work of waking up Atman in my fellow men
I shall gladly die again and again!'
Till the very end the Swami remained the great leader of the monastery, guiding
with a firm hand the details of its daily life, in spite of his own suffering. He
insisted upon thorough cleanliness and examined the beds to see that they were
aired and properly taken care of. He drew up a weekly time-table and saw that it
was scrupulously observed. The classes on the Vedas and the Puranas were held
daily, he himself conducting them when his health permitted. He discouraged
too much ritualism in the chapel. He warned the monks against exaggerated
sentimentalism and narrow sectarianism.
But the leader kept a stern watch on the practice of daily meditation on the part
of the inmates of the monastery. The bell sounded at fixed hours for meals,
study, discussion, and meditation. About three months before his death he made
it a rule that at four o'clock in the morning a hand-bell should be rung from room
to room to awaken the monks. Within half an hour all should be gathered in the
chapel to meditate. But he was always before them. He got up at three and went
to the chapel, where he sat facing the north, meditating motionless for more
than two hours. No one was allowed to leave his seat before the Swami set the
example. As he got up, he chanted softly, 'Siva! Siva!' Bowing to the image of Sri
Ramakrishna, he would go downstairs and pace the courtyard, singing a song
about the Divine Mother or Siva. Naturally his presence in the chapel created an
intense spiritual atmosphere. Swami Brahmananda said: 'Ah! One at once
becomes absorbed if one sits for meditation in company with Naren! I do not feel
this when I sit alone.'
Once, after an absence of several days on account of illness, he entered the
chapel and found only two monks there. He became annoyed; in order to
discipline the absentees he forbade them to eat their meals at the monastery.
They had to go out and beg their food. He did not spare anyone, even a beloved
brother disciple for whom he cherished the highest respect and who happened to
be absent from the chapel that morning.
Another day, he found a brother disciple, Swami Shivananda, in bed at the hour
of meditation. He said to the latter 'Brother! I know you do not need meditation.
You have already realized the highest goal through the grace of Sri
Ramakrishna. But you should daily meditate with the youngsters in order to set
an example to them.'
From that day on, Shivananda, whether ill or well, always communed with God
during the early hours of the morning. In his old age, when it became physically
impossible for him to go to the chapel, he used to sit on his bed for meditation.
But the Swami, preoccupied as he was with the training of his Indian disciples,
never forgot his Western ones. Their welfare, too, was always in his thought and
prayer.
To Miss MacLeod he wrote on June 14, 1901:
Well, Joe, keep health and spirits up....Gloire et honneur await you —
and mukti. The natural ambition of woman is, through marriage, to climb
up leaning upon a man; but those days are gone. You shall be great
without the help of any man, just as you are, plain, dear Joe — our Joe,
everlasting Joe....
We have seen enough of this life not to care for any of its bubbles, have
we not, Joe? For months I have been practising to drive away all
sentiments; therefore I stop here, and good-bye just now. It was ordained
by Mother that we should work together; it has been already for the good
of many; it shall be for the good of many more. So let it be. It is useless
planning useless high flights; Mother will find her own way...rest
assured.
To Mary Hale, on August 27, 1901 he wrote with his usual wit:
I would that my health were what you expected — at least to be able to
write you a long letter. It is getting worse, in fact, every day — and so
many complications and botherations without that, I have ceased to
notice it at all.
I wish you all joy in your lovely Suisse chalet — splendid health, good
appetite, and a light study of Swiss or other antiquities just to liven
things up a bit. I am so glad that you are breathing the free air of the
mountains, but sorry that Sam is not in the best of health. Well, there is
no anxiety about it; he has naturally such a fine physique.
'Woman's moods and man's luck — the gods themselves do not know, not
to speak of men.' My instincts may be very feminine — but what I am
exercised with just this moment is that you get a little bit of manliness
about you. Oh! Mary, your brain, health, beauty, everything, is going to
waste just for the lack of that one essential — assertion of individuality.
Your haughtiness, spirit, etc. are all nonsense — only mockery. You are
at best a boarding-school girl — no backbone! no backbone!
Alas! this lifelong leading-string business ! This is very harsh, very brutal
— but I can't help it. I love you, Mary — sincerely, genuinely. I can't
cheat you with namby-pamby sugar candies. Nor do they ever come to
me.
Then again, I am a dying man; I have no time to fool in. Wake up, girl! I
expect now from you letters of the right slashing order. Give it right
straight — I need a good deal of rousing....
I am in a sense a retired man. I don't keep much note of what is going on
about the Movement. Then the Movement is getting bigger and it is
impossible for one man to know all about it minutely. I now do nothing
except try to eat and sleep and nurse my body the rest of the time.
Good-bye, dear Mary. Hope we shall meet again somewhere in this life —
but meeting or no meeting, I remain ever your loving brother,
Vivekananda.
To his beloved disciple Nivedita he wrote on February 12, 1902: 'May all powers
come unto you! May Mother Herself be your hands and mind! It is immense
power — irresistible — that I pray for you, and, if possible, along with it infinite
peace.... 'If there was any truth in Sri Ramakrishna, may He take you into His
leading, even as He did me, nay, a thousand times more!'
And again, to Miss MacLeod: 'I can't, even in imagination, pay the immense debt
of gratitude I owe you. Wherever you are you never forget my welfare; and there,
you are the only one that bears all my burdens, all my brutal outbursts....' The
sun, enveloped in a golden radiance, was fast descending to the horizon. The last
two months of the Swami's life on earth had been full of events foreshadowing
the approaching end. Yet few had thought the end so near.
Soon after his return from Varanasi the Swami greatly desired to see his
sannyasin disciples and he wrote to them to come to the Belur Math, even if only
for a short time. 'Many of his disciples from distant parts of the world,' writes
Sister Nivedita, 'gathered round the Swami. Ill as he looked, there was none
probably who suspected how near the end had come. Yet visits were paid and
farewells exchanged that it had needed voyages half round the world to make.'
More and more the Swami was seen to free himself from all responsibilities,
leaving the work to other hands. 'How often,' he said, 'does a man ruin his
disciples by remaining always with them ! When men are once trained, it is
essential that their leader leave them, for without his absence they cannot
develop themselves.' 'Plants,' he had said some time before, 'always remain small
under a big tree.' Yet the near and dear ones thought that he would certainly
live three or four years more.
He refused to express any opinion on the question of the day. 'I can no more
enter into outside affairs,' he said; 'I am already on the way.' On another
occasion he said: 'You may be right; but I cannot enter any more into these
matters. I am going down into death.' News of the world met with but a far-away
rejoinder from him.
On May 15, 1902, he wrote to Miss MacLeod, perhaps for the last time: 'I am
somewhat better, but of course far from what I expected. A great idea of quiet
has come upon me. I am going to retire for good — no more work for me. If
possible, I will revert to my old days of begging. All blessings attend you, Joe;
you have been a good angel to me.'
But it was difficult for him to give up what had been dearer to him than his life:
the work. On the last Sunday before the end he said to one of his disciples: 'You
know the work is always my weak point. When I think that might come to an
end, I am all undone.' He could easily withdraw from weakness and attachment,
but the work still retained its power to move him.
Sri Ramakrishna and the Divine Mother preoccupied his mind. He acted as if he
were the child of the Mother or the boy playing at the feet of Sri Ramakrishna at
Dakshineswar. He said, 'A great tapasya and meditation has come upon me, and
I am making ready for death.'
His disciples and spiritual brothers were worried to see his contemplative mood.
They remembered the words of Sri Ramakrishna that Naren, after his mission
was completed, would merge for ever into samadhi, and that he would refuse to
live in his physical body if he realized who he was. A brother monk asked him
one day, quite casually, 'Do you know yet who you are?' The unexpected reply,
'Yes, I now know!' awed into silence everyone present. No further question was
asked. All remembered the story of the great nirvikalpa samadhi of Naren's
youth, and how, when it was over, Sri Ramakrishna had said: 'Now the Mother
has shown you everything. But this realization, like the jewel locked in a box,
will be hidden away from you and kept in my custody. I will keep the key with
me. Only after you have fulfilled your mission on this earth will the box be
unlocked, and you will know everything as you have known now.'
They also remembered that in the cave of Amarnath, in the summer of 1898, he
had received the grace of Siva — not to die till he himself should will to do so. He
was looking death in the face unafraid as it drew near.
Everything about the Swami in these days was deliberate and significant, yet
none could apprehend its true import. People were deceived by his outer
cheerfulness. From the beginning of June he appeared to be regaining his
health.
One day, about a week before the end, he bade a disciple bring him the Bengali
almanac. He was seen several times on subsequent days studying the book
intently, as if he was undecided about something he wanted to know. After the
passing away, the brother monks and disciples realized that he had been
debating about the day when he should throw away the mortal body.
Ramakrishna, too, had consulted the almanac before his death.
Three days before the mahasamadhi, Vivekananda pointed out to Swami
Premananda a particular spot on the monastery grounds where he wished his
body to be cremated.
On Wednesday the Swami fasted, following the orthodox rule: it was the
eleventh day of the moon. Sister Nivedita came to the monastery to ask him
some questions about her school; but he was not interested and referred her to
some other Swamis. He insisted, however, on serving Nivedita the morning
meal. To quote the Sister's words:
Each dish, as it was offered — boiled seeds of the jack-fruit, boiled potatoes,
plain rice, and ice-cold milk — formed the subject of playful chat; and finally, to
end the meal, he himself poured the water over her hands, and dried them with
a towel.
'It is I who should do these things for you, Swamiji! Not you for me!' was the
protest naturally offered. But his answer was startling in its solemnity — 'Jesus
washed the feet of his disciples!'
Something checked the answer, 'But that was the last time!' as it rose to the lips,
and the words remained unuttered. This was well. For here also, the time had
come.
There was nothing sad or grave about the Swami during these days. Efforts were
made not to tire him. Conversations were kept as light as possible, touching only
upon the pet animals that surrounded him, his garden experiments, books, and
absent friends. But all the while one was conscious of a luminous presence of
which the Swami's bodily form seemed only a shadow or symbol. The members of
the monastery had never felt so strongly as now, before him, that they stood in
the presence of an infinite light; yet none was prepared to see the end so soon,
least of all on that Friday, July the Fourth, on which he appeared so much
stronger and healthier than he had been for years.
On the supreme day, Friday, he rose very early. Going to the chapel, alone, he
shut the windows and bolted the doors, contrary to his habit, and meditated for
three hours. Descending the stairs of the shrine, he sang a beautiful song about
Kali:
Is Kali, my Mother, really black?
The Naked One, though black She seems,
Lights the Lotus of the heart.
Men call Her black, but yet my mind
Will not believe that She is so:
Now She is white, now red, now blue;
Now She appears as yellow, too.
I hardly know who Mother is,
Though I have pondered all my life:
Now Purusha, now Prakriti,
And now the Void, She seems to be.
To meditate on all these things
Confounds poor Kamalakanta's wits.
Then he said, almost in a whisper: 'If there were another Vivekananda, then he
would have understood what this Vivekananda has done! And yet — how many
Vivekanandas shall be born in time!'
He expressed the desire to worship Mother Kali at the Math the following day,
and asked two of his disciples to procure all the necessary articles for the
ceremony. Next he asked the disciple Suddhananda to read a passage from the
Yajurveda with the commentary of a well-known expositor. The Swami said that
he did not agree with the commentator and exhorted the disciple to give a new
interpretation of the Vedic texts.
He partook of the noon meal with great relish, in company with the members of
the Math, though usually, at that time, he ate alone in his room because of his
illness. Immediately afterwards, full of life and humour, he gave lessons to the
brahmacharins for three hours on Sanskrit grammar. In the afternoon he took a
walk for about two miles with Swami Premananda and discussed his plan to
start a Vedic College in the monastery.
'What will be the good of studying the Vedas?' Premananda asked.
'It will kill superstition,' Swami Vivekananda said.
On his return the Swami inquired very tenderly concerning every member of the
monastery. Then he conversed for a long time with his companions on the rise
and fall of nations. 'India is immortal,' he said, 'if she persists in her search for
God. But if she goes in for politics and social conflict, she will die.'
At seven o'clock in the evening the bell rang for worship in the chapel. The
Swami went to his room and told the disciple who attended him that none was to
come to him until called for. He spent an hour in meditation and telling his
beads, then called the disciple and asked him to open all the windows and fan
his head. He lay down quietly on his bed and the attendant thought that he was
either sleeping or meditating.
At the end of an hour his hands trembled a little and he breathed once very
deeply. There was a silence for a minute or two, and again he breathed in the
same manner. His eyes became fixed in the centre of his eyebrows, his face
assumed a divine expression, and eternal silence fell.
'There was,' said a brother disciple of the Swami, 'a little blood in his nostrils,
about his mouth, and in his eyes.' According to the Yoga scriptures, the lifebreath
of an illumined yogi passes out through the opening on the top of the
head, causing the blood to flow in the nostrils and the mouth.
The great ecstasy took place at ten minutes past nine. Swami Vivekananda
passed away at the age of thirty-nine years, five months, and twenty-four days,
thus fulfilling his own prophecy: 'I shall not live to be forty years old.'
The brother disciples thought that he might have fallen into samadhi, and
chanted the Master's name to bring back his consciousness. But he remained on
his back motionless.
Physicians were sent for and the body was thoroughly examined. In the doctor's
opinion life was only suspended; artificial respiration was tried. At midnight,
however, Swami Vivekananda was pronounced dead, the cause, according to
medical science, having been apoplexy or sudden failure of the heart. But the
monks were convinced that their leader had voluntarily cast off his body in
samadhi, as predicted by Sri Ramakrishna.
In the morning people poured in from all quarters. Nivedita sat by the body and
fanned it till it was brought down at 2 p.m. to the porch leading to the courtyard.
It was covered with ochre robes and decorated with flowers. Incense was burnt
and a religious service was performed with lights, conch-shells, and bells. The
brother monks and disciples took their final leave and the procession started,
moving slowly through the courtyard and across the lawn, till it reached the
vilva tree near the spot where the Swami himself had desired his body to be
cremated.
The funeral pyre was built and the body was consigned to the flames kindled
with sandalwood. Across the Ganga, on the other bank, Ramakrishna had been
cremated sixteen years before.
Nivedita began to weep like a child, rolling on the ground. Suddenly the wind
blew into her lap a piece of the ochre robe from the pyre, and she received it as a
blessing. It was dusk when the flames subsided. The sacred relics were gathered
and the pyre was washed with the water of the Ganga. The place is now marked
by a temple, the table of the altar standing on the very spot where the Swami's
body rested in the flames.
Gloom and desolation fell upon the monastery. The monks prayed in the depths
of their hearts: 'O Lord! Thy will be done!' But deep beneath their grief all felt
that this was not the end. The words of the leader, uttered long before his death,
rang in their ears:
'It may be that I shall find it good to get outside my body — to cast it off like a
worn-out garment. But I shall not cease to work. I shall inspire men everywhere,
until the world shall know that it is one with God.'
And: 'May I be born again and again, and suffer thousands of miseries, so that I
may worship the only God that exists, the only God I believe in, the sum total of
all souls.'
For centuries to come people everywhere will be inspired by Swami
Vivekananda's message: O man! first realize that you are one with Brahman —
aham Brahmasmi — and then realize that the whole universe is verily the same
Brahman — sarvam khalvidam Brahma.